Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Guess Who

Simon Green: That's just it, she's everything I'm not. You know, she's my other half. Without her I'm not whole. You know the thing about meeting your other half is you're walking around, you think you're happy, you think you're whole, then you realize you ain't shit without her. Then you can't go back to being just a half 'cause you know what it's like to be whole.

A nice show to watch with your other half :D

Beautiful

I think pregnant women are the most beautiful people on earth..

Recently I've been seeing alot of pregnant ladies on the bus when I commute to and fro work. I think these ladies look very beautiful.

Some of them don't even apply make up but I still feel they're extremely beautiful. The bump bulging out of their body signifies a new life and love.. A new life waiting to be added to their family and love from their husbands and people awaiting the birth of the baby in them..

Ahhh! Maternal instincts.

Although I can't wait to grow older to get marry and have my own kids, I don't wanna grow old -_-;

Monday, May 28, 2007

Nuffnang

Came across Nuffnang at Xiaxue's blog. Looks good and since I used to have a blog counter to keep track of the number of visitors to my blog (and I get at least 20 visits/day), I thought I should give it a try.

As long as you generate 20 visits/day, it'd earn you some bucks. Not sure if I still get so much hits but no harm trying ya?

Had a great time shopping with Peng, Sil and Shu Chen on Friday. Broke can! I paid for everything first -_-;

We reminicise the good old times on our long journey back home.. Miss band life! They're having an upcoming 20th anniversary concert and I'm not gonna miss it :)

Had fun with my boy at Sentosa on Saturday! Well the weather was hot and we were sweating (or maybe just me) so felt sticky and felt like goin back home ASAP for a good wash!

Watched Pirates of Carribean 3 after that with Jiexiang's friends. So tired I fell asleep several times in the cinema and he caught me sleeping for a while :x

Didn't watch the 1st and 2nd Pirates of the Carribean but the 3rd's quite dull! It got excited during the last part of the movie but I don't really understand since I did not watch the first two.. hmm..

Went to my boy's house on Sunday to eat his mum's prawn mee. Nice! But he said the previous time is better.. I love the fried spring onion :P

Alanah so cute! While she was slowly walking down the steps to the kitchen, with me beside her watching her, she saw my horrible scar from scratching the mosquito bite on my leg.

"Aiyo!!!", she said.

Then I sat down and explained to her it's a mosquito bite and ask her to sayang it.

Cute. She sayang-ed it.

Stupid mosquitoes go away can? Though now mosquitoes can't aim my legs cos I cover it during sleep, they aim my arms -_-;

Arms is easier to control then legs though. BUT GO AWAYYYY!

Vesak Day this thursday and no public holiday all the way till August 9! Boooo!

Can we have more Public Holidays?

Friday, May 25, 2007

I'm back!

I know this is sudden but I'm back!

The sun has decided to come out and play!

:D

Have you ever had tears of JOY? I did and I remember vividly when it happened!

  • SYF Gold award for Yuhua Concert Band (Twice or just once I don't remember)
  • 'O' Level results! (which everyone thought I cried cos my results turned out bad -_-; I so slacker meh?)
  • Passing Out Parade? Maybe it was for getting out of hardship, for growing up in band, for all the sweet old memories in band etc etc..
  • Just now.. :) (I know you don't like it but those tears just flow down for a while..)
These were the most memorable tears of joys I remember shedding for..

It's late now and I've gotta work tomorrow.. T.G.I.F!

Shoutouts to Wendy: I don't think you'd read comments but anyway... YES we should meet up lah, my friend.. Give me a ring if you wanna meet up! Preferably one day before but if you call up last minute and I have something on.. then bo bian liao. And in case you have off day next thursday too, I'm 80% booked for picnic on Vesak Day and 60% booked for clubbing on the eve of Vesak Day :D

Thursday, May 24, 2007

On Hiatus

This blog will be on a break for a few days because the sun is down..




I still believe the rainbow will come after the rain..

Shrek 3

I've watched Shrek 3 already! I know it's not screened yet but Jiexiang's dad invite me to the premiere :)

Shrek 3 is a bit disappointing.. I liked the first and second, but I think they made Shrek 3 kinda like for the sick of making? Shrek 1 was about how Fiona and Shrek met. Shrek 2 was about Shrek meeting his future parent's-in-law. Shrek 3 was about Prince Charming wanting to take over Far Far Away!

Initially I thought it was gonna be about how Shrek doesn't want to be a father and don't wanna be King either but it revolved more about Prince Charming -_-;

But I still appreciate the film though cos I've been through how 3D animation is done; modeling, texturing, skinning, studying how the characters behave (especially if the animation is about animals), animating etc etc........ AHH! Thinking about it drives me crazy.

It's not easy making a 3D animation film.

The goodie bag has got a pretty Shrek 3 notebook! I love pretty notebooks, but I stopped buying it cos the more I buy, the more I don't bear to use cos it's pretty and when you use it, you'd have to throw it after the notebook has been filled.. it's the throwing part that's really hard.. -_-; and then it just takes up space on the shelves (be it used or unused) and a waste of money..

A few has asked what has happened to my blogskin. Wahaha.. I suddenly wanna be default leh. I think the skin's simple and nice, not very fanciful and it's unique cos I added Dino!

<<<

And thanks for commenting, Wendy and Hui Ping.. :) it's quite a hassle to actually click on the comments link and then comment that's why most people avoid commenting and tag on tagboards instead, but you girls did! <3

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

SGsecrets

As much time as I had spent on SGsprees, I found a new LiveJournal community which keeps me reading (well, not that I read those sprees, I shop!)

It all started when I read TNP yesterday and some "secrets" were posted in there. Most of it sad, so I got interested and read it.

So addictive! Here's it.

I've read like a few hundred entries already, well mostly sad due to relationships. But it's interesting to discover some funny ones among the sad ones!

"I use my dad's shaver to shave my armpits"

"I know this sounds silly but whenever I wash my face in the bathroom, I'm scared to open my eyes because I'm afraid I will see a ghost behind me."

etc etc.

ME TOO ME TOO!

Not the using my dad's shaver to shave my armpits one but the second one! Sometimes when I brush my teeth in the middle of the night, I'd feel abit scared after rinsing my mouth because I'm so damn afraid I'll see a ghost behind me.. :/

Some are really sad. Like there's this girl who did alot of stupid things just cos she saw another girl's contact was under "family" in his msn. Till one month after they broke up, she hacked into his account and realised the password that got her into his account.. was her name..

It's inevitable girls would think too much in such minor matters.. It's just a matter of how we handle it; whether we talk things out with our boyfriends or just do stupid things that make things worst.

I won't exactly say I won't get jealous if I see my boy talking or getting close to this close girl friend of his but it's just a matter of how I'll deal with it. As much as I want my boy to be okay with me getting close to my close guy friends, I have to be understanding and surpass those jealousy I feel when he gets close with his close girl friends.

SGsecrets is nice to read. I guess the posts are mostly written by girls instead of guys, so I can totally relate to some, be it good or bad. I can even read the comments others give and learn some things!

A good online read when you're bored :D

*Updated:



OMG but that is brilliant. Actually most of the people who wrote in secrets can be designers! I think their secrets are written/decorated very artistically nice..

Unexpected

Sometimes it's nice to bump into someone unexpectedly and then the both of you sit down and have a long chat.

It was nice to bump into Xeno yesterday. I needed someone to talk to, or so I did not know it until he appear. Thanks for lending me a listening ear, dude.

Work is stressful as the cilent is demanding.

I just wish everything will be over soon! I hope the storm will march away and the rainbow will appear after the storm.. and please get rid of all mosquitoes..

I know, I know, my template looks very default now. I suddenly want something simple, something default, something common? Maybe sick of creating and maintaining webpages! Hah. Horror horror, I'm barely here for a month in my new company and this is the thing I'm gonna do for the rest of my life?!

No wonder adults say we will miss school days. Now I miss it. Though I can't deny the fact that with a full time job now, it means I have income but I prefer school life.

No humans can be contented, can we?

I want school life + stable income every month.. possible?

Maybe I can study part-time degree.. Any school wants me?

I also want to learn driving..

I suddenly wanna do something crazy.. write a message in a bottle and see if someone writes back! HAHA. I can leave an email or something. Okay.. this entry is getting nowhere. I'm outta here!

P.S. I'm lazy to add a tagboard on the side bars. Besides, no one really tags me so if there's anything, leave a comment! :D

Monday, May 21, 2007

Just bored

Time passes so quickly it's been a week since I last updated.

Monday has come and the blues is here.. I can't wait till it's Friday!

My colleague has left and I'm taking over her responsibilities.. Stress! I was just asked to do some updates and I kinda forgot how to get in the database. Now I can no longer ask her about it. Thank god I gradually found out how to get in myself. Although my colleague had already passed on whatever she has to but I'm just afraid I can't handle it. Besides, this friday will just be my first month being in this company..

Good luck to me!

And Photobucket removed my chocolate penis photo! LOL. It said I violated their terms of services :X

I'm feeling pain all over my body.. Last friday my leg cramped in front of Esplanade. It cramped big time and I couldn't even.. erm.. get my feet back to it's original position? I sat down in front of Esplanade and Jiexiang helped me "pushed" it back..

Could it be the menses that my leg still hurts now? It hurts so much especially after sitting down for so long.. Or maybe it could be the lack of exercise :/

PAIN.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Another Random Update

Some random updates..



My ugly legs after getting bitten by alot of mosquitoes. It's healing now but of cos due to the humid weather these days, I still get one or two bites day by day :/



VERY CUTE! When these solar-powered nodding mascots came to market, I wished they had versions of Tigger especially when there's Mickey Mouse, Minnie Mouse, Stitch blabla ones. Then when I stepped into Action City just to look for a nice Tigger mug, I saw that!!

Wenna:"If you like it so much then buy it lah"
ME: "Haiyo, not like you don't know how much I don't bear to buy such things for myself.."

Can Action City give one of those nodding Tigger? (LOL FAT HOPE)



My uncle and aunt went to Taiwan and I didn't know about it. GEEZ, I'm not going Taiwan anymore.. sad..

Anyway, they bought us cow's tongue biscuit? I think it's real cow's tongue! But it's so OMG..



My new colleagues went to Philippines and they bought this penis chocolate for all of us.

ME: "OMG wth!"
Nurul: "OMG you know what this is?!"

-_-; Just because I'm the youngest there. HAH. BTW I broke it when I got it. Dropped it on my table. HAHA. OUCH.



Jonny saw my private message "wait till I get my keys of freedom" and drew that for it.

Lame yet sweet. HAH.



HAHA my boy is so funny.



I miss her already! The last time I visited, she was surprisingly so sticky to me.. crying when her maid carried her to change diapers because she wanted me to carry her, crying when she see me leaving the room while getting her diapers changed, and wanting me to carry when she sees me!

CUTE.

Kids like that hard to resist.

:D

I'm feeling mucus aplenty now. I'll need a tissue every five minutes to blow out my mucus. Poor me.

Monday, May 07, 2007

Say Goodbye

It's time to say goodbye already..

Nothing to do over at work and suddenly I remembered this blog which I've neglected long time ago.

It's been more than one and a half years to be exact. Sometimes it's so weird that love is never requited when you like someone. Sometimes love does develop but most of the time it never worked out.

I realised that for me, my major crushes always disappear as quickly as air. Love is never requited and on the way I'll meet someone new, someone who loves me and I love him too.

It's really time to say goodbye. I can't erase memories, that's for sure. The least I could do is to keep that part of the memories in a small corner of my brain, and then empty out the rest of the space to the one who can bring me happiness in reality.

Maybe one day I'd delete this blog. After all, I'll believe in future, when I look back into my past, while holding the hand of the one who'd be there for me for the rest of my life, I'd laugh at the silly yet sweet memories I still hold on to.

Nonetheless, I'm thankful that I've met someone else who made my life more colorful. It feels like I'm watching my own fairytale/taiwan/korean drama come true and I hope that will be the hand I'll be holding on to forever..

Sunday, May 06, 2007

BAD LUCK

Mahjong yesterday was super, super bad.

I'm like so dumb. I know that if we were to discard any tiles that wasn't discarded for the last four tiles to be picked before the round ends, and that if anyone where to 胡 with that tile, I'll have to bao.. DUMBLY, I saw the second last tile I picked a beautiful one so I discarded 六万 which wasn't discarded at all..

AND THEN JOE 胡清一色..

HOW DUMB CAN I BE? I picked the second last tile you know, which means the last tile will be picked by Andy and he won't be discarding any tile cos it's the rule yet I do such a stupid thing!

There goes $12.80.

My tiles during 北风 for the second round were very beautiful. Minimum 4 tais.. yet.. someone win when I already 听牌.

Then nevermind. This round I was doing half color, the people behind me watching saw my tiles and kept shaking their heads. I 听牌 already.. yet 北 comes and obviously I don't need it. Threw it out..

Lewis 胡 5 tais!

DAMMMIT.

Why did that tile have to come..............................

Total damage: $38.

Thank god Jiexiang only nagged abit for gambling :P

Anyway.. I watched Spiderman 3 with him and friends! I think not bad lah. Mai heam si buai pai, ai heam si kan na sai.. Sandman a.k.a Flint Marko is very very very handsome can! I think he's the middle age handsome...... *drools*

Do you believe in horoscope? Maybe 50% for me. I've been reading horoscope compatibility between Capricorns and Geminis, some gave fairly good analysis, some gave negative analysis but one said the relationship is possible and marriage between the match is an all-triumph love!

Well, I shall see! I do hope we can pull through together, my boy..

Dress code for Sam's chalet next week: school uniform! (best if secondary school uniform)

I've found Beatrice whose size might be able to fit me.. I'm going over to her crib to try out after work next week! CAN'T WAIT and I hope it fits me cos it'll be so fun..

However, I have one fear: MOSQUITOES!

:(

My legs look so ugly now..

Friday, May 04, 2007

The One

When I reached home after my haircut, I realised the color of the sky is beautiful and can't help but snap a photo of it..



Can't expect much from a camera phone ya.

I look so toot after my haircut!



I know I don't look as toot as I said I am but photos can be deceiving because of the camera angle and lighting! I look more toot in reality!

Changed the song of my blog too. It's a sad song but I think it's really nice..

THE ONE
Lyrics, Composed, Arranged by: TEDDY
Translation by: Yoonie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

Every day I make a wish if I could be the one for you

The eyes you look into
Are concentrating on someone else
The two hands you are holding
Look cold as ice
The figure that is holding you
Doesn't look right in my eyes
The words coming out of his mouth
They seem like lies to me

What are you worrying about?
Why can't you leave him?
Do happen to truly love him
So much that you'd die for him?

[CHORUS]
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but no
I just want to make you smile
Yeah ~ if I could ever be the one
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but
No ~ if I could ever be the one

Your friends have told you
That he's definately not the one
Then you say it's not true
Because you love him so much
The smile you force
Seems so difficult to keep
During this long, lonely night
You'll be letting tears fall again

What are you worrying about?
Why can't you leave him?
I get angry seeing you like this
I hurt, oh please
Look at me just once

[CHORUS]
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but no
I just want to make you smile
Yeah ~ if I could ever be the one
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but
No ~ if I could ever be the one

[RAP]
Sadly, I just want to cry
That's how much I want to feel you
For one word, one strand of hope
I've waited so long
There's a loto of pain, so before it's too late
Please tell me if I could ever be the one

With tears falling down I put my hands together
I pray (I put my hands together and pray)
That I could meet you and hold you
If I could ever be the one

[CHORUS]
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but no
I just want to make you smile
Yeah ~ if I could ever be the one
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but
No ~ if I could ever be the one

Thursday, May 03, 2007

KAP's Own Freedom Writers' Diary

Finally, I'm least lazier so I connected my handphone to retrieve photos of Freedom Writers Diary!



I went to dig out one of the small files we used to put membership forms inside.. Punch holes on many pieces of leftover warehouse sales flyers and TADA~



Our own recycled Freedom Writers Diary inspired by the Freedom Writers movie.



My very first entry.. (Click to enlarge)



Ida's stupid spelling mistake..



Hui Ping thinks I'm dumb just cos they hidden the leftover warehouse sales flyers and I thought they threw it away :(



Kee Ann's creative entry..

I love it when I go for work and read the diary because everyone is so funny and so fun..

HOWEVER, they took Ida over to Jelita. Horror horror, now no one really writes in the diary anymore because the frequent writers are Hui Ping and Ida. Without Ida, there's pretty much nothing to write about because the rest aren't as enthusiastic about the diary as the three of us. I seldom write too cos I'm working less frequently already :/

Anyway, life has been good and work is nice :D Being a new comer there, I'm given very little jobs as the senior web designers have to guide me along but since the day I stepped in, I've learnt alot :)

And it really turns out that Boon Wee's birthday is really 28th December! Well, he was on his way to the toilet and I was on my way to going home, so we chatted a bit and I asked if his birthday is really 28th and he said "Wah you really spy on me ar!"

-_-;

Wahhahaha but he also find it amusing that we're exactly17 years apart. Seriously, what are the odds of working in a company with 15 people, knowing someone who has the same birthdate as you and both of you are exactly the oldest and the youngest in the company?

1 in 1000000000000000000000000000000!

I miss mahjong already, been two weeks since I last played mahjong.



My workspace. Actually the monitor is already changed to the bigger one (and it feels so shiok) but I haven't take a photo of it. Heh. I'm gonna make my little workspace homely :)

My boy's niece is so cute can!

LOVE HER to bits!



Feel like pinching her chubby cheeks!



This photo is blur, but still cute :D



Playing with my spects..



Watching Spiderman with me on the bed!



:D



Disturbing while me and my boy tries to take photo..

Good gracious, now Alanah is so scared of Spiderman cos she now cries when the lights are off. What have I done to her?!

I thought I taught her a new word: tired. That night she kept saying: "man-man tired, man-man sleep.."

But I actually traumatized her :(

Who want to jio me mahjong?