SGsecrets

As much time as I had spent on SGsprees, I found a new LiveJournal community which keeps me reading (well, not that I read those sprees, I shop!)

It all started when I read TNP yesterday and some "secrets" were posted in there. Most of it sad, so I got interested and read it.

So addictive! Here's it.

I've read like a few hundred entries already, well mostly sad due to relationships. But it's interesting to discover some funny ones among the sad ones!

"I use my dad's shaver to shave my armpits"

"I know this sounds silly but whenever I wash my face in the bathroom, I'm scared to open my eyes because I'm afraid I will see a ghost behind me."

etc etc.

ME TOO ME TOO!

Not the using my dad's shaver to shave my armpits one but the second one! Sometimes when I brush my teeth in the middle of the night, I'd feel abit scared after rinsing my mouth because I'm so damn afraid I'll see a ghost behind me.. :/

Some are really sad. Like there's this girl who did alot of stupid things just cos she saw another girl's contact was under "family" in his msn. Till one month after they broke up, she hacked into his account and realised the password that got her into his account.. was her name..

It's inevitable girls would think too much in such minor matters.. It's just a matter of how we handle it; whether we talk things out with our boyfriends or just do stupid things that make things worst.

I won't exactly say I won't get jealous if I see my boy talking or getting close to this close girl friend of his but it's just a matter of how I'll deal with it. As much as I want my boy to be okay with me getting close to my close guy friends, I have to be understanding and surpass those jealousy I feel when he gets close with his close girl friends.

SGsecrets is nice to read. I guess the posts are mostly written by girls instead of guys, so I can totally relate to some, be it good or bad. I can even read the comments others give and learn some things!

A good online read when you're bored :D

*Updated:



OMG but that is brilliant. Actually most of the people who wrote in secrets can be designers! I think their secrets are written/decorated very artistically nice..

Unexpected

Sometimes it's nice to bump into someone unexpectedly and then the both of you sit down and have a long chat.

It was nice to bump into Xeno yesterday. I needed someone to talk to, or so I did not know it until he appear. Thanks for lending me a listening ear, dude.

Work is stressful as the cilent is demanding.

I just wish everything will be over soon! I hope the storm will march away and the rainbow will appear after the storm.. and please get rid of all mosquitoes..

I know, I know, my template looks very default now. I suddenly want something simple, something default, something common? Maybe sick of creating and maintaining webpages! Hah. Horror horror, I'm barely here for a month in my new company and this is the thing I'm gonna do for the rest of my life?!

No wonder adults say we will miss school days. Now I miss it. Though I can't deny the fact that with a full time job now, it means I have income but I prefer school life.

No humans can be contented, can we?

I want school life + stable income every month.. possible?

Maybe I can study part-time degree.. Any school wants me?

I also want to learn driving..

I suddenly wanna do something crazy.. write a message in a bottle and see if someone writes back! HAHA. I can leave an email or something. Okay.. this entry is getting nowhere. I'm outta here!

P.S. I'm lazy to add a tagboard on the side bars. Besides, no one really tags me so if there's anything, leave a comment! :D

Just bored

Time passes so quickly it's been a week since I last updated.

Monday has come and the blues is here.. I can't wait till it's Friday!

My colleague has left and I'm taking over her responsibilities.. Stress! I was just asked to do some updates and I kinda forgot how to get in the database. Now I can no longer ask her about it. Thank god I gradually found out how to get in myself. Although my colleague had already passed on whatever she has to but I'm just afraid I can't handle it. Besides, this friday will just be my first month being in this company..

Good luck to me!

And Photobucket removed my chocolate penis photo! LOL. It said I violated their terms of services :X

I'm feeling pain all over my body.. Last friday my leg cramped in front of Esplanade. It cramped big time and I couldn't even.. erm.. get my feet back to it's original position? I sat down in front of Esplanade and Jiexiang helped me "pushed" it back..

Could it be the menses that my leg still hurts now? It hurts so much especially after sitting down for so long.. Or maybe it could be the lack of exercise :/

PAIN.

Another Random Update

Some random updates..

My ugly legs after getting bitten by alot of mosquitoes. It's healing now but of cos due to the humid weather these days, I still get one or two bites day by day :/

VERY CUTE! When these solar-powered nodding mascots came to market, I wished they had versions of Tigger especially when there's Mickey Mouse, Minnie Mouse, Stitch blabla ones. Then when I stepped into Action City just to look for a nice Tigger mug, I saw that!!

Wenna:"If you like it so much then buy it lah"
ME: "Haiyo, not like you don't know how much I don't bear to buy such things for myself.."

Can Action City give one of those nodding Tigger? (LOL FAT HOPE)

My uncle and aunt went to Taiwan and I didn't know about it. GEEZ, I'm not going Taiwan anymore.. sad..

Anyway, they bought us cow's tongue biscuit? I think it's real cow's tongue! But it's so OMG..

My new colleagues went to Philippines and they bought this penis chocolate for all of us.

ME: "OMG wth!"
Nurul: "OMG you know what this is?!"

-_-; Just because I'm the youngest there. HAH. BTW I broke it when I got it. Dropped it on my table. HAHA. OUCH.

Jonny saw my private message "wait till I get my keys of freedom" and drew that for it.

Lame yet sweet. HAH.

HAHA my boy is so funny.

I miss her already! The last time I visited, she was surprisingly so sticky to me.. crying when her maid carried her to change diapers because she wanted me to carry her, crying when she see me leaving the room while getting her diapers changed, and wanting me to carry when she sees me!

CUTE.

Kids like that hard to resist.

:D

I'm feeling mucus aplenty now. I'll need a tissue every five minutes to blow out my mucus. Poor me.

Say Goodbye

It's time to say goodbye already..

Nothing to do over at work and suddenly I remembered this blog which I've neglected long time ago.

It's been more than one and a half years to be exact. Sometimes it's so weird that love is never requited when you like someone. Sometimes love does develop but most of the time it never worked out.

I realised that for me, my major crushes always disappear as quickly as air. Love is never requited and on the way I'll meet someone new, someone who loves me and I love him too.

It's really time to say goodbye. I can't erase memories, that's for sure. The least I could do is to keep that part of the memories in a small corner of my brain, and then empty out the rest of the space to the one who can bring me happiness in reality.

Maybe one day I'd delete this blog. After all, I'll believe in future, when I look back into my past, while holding the hand of the one who'd be there for me for the rest of my life, I'd laugh at the silly yet sweet memories I still hold on to.

Nonetheless, I'm thankful that I've met someone else who made my life more colorful. It feels like I'm watching my own fairytale/taiwan/korean drama come true and I hope that will be the hand I'll be holding on to forever..

BAD LUCK

Mahjong yesterday was super, super bad.

I'm like so dumb. I know that if we were to discard any tiles that wasn't discarded for the last four tiles to be picked before the round ends, and that if anyone where to 胡 with that tile, I'll have to bao.. DUMBLY, I saw the second last tile I picked a beautiful one so I discarded 六万 which wasn't discarded at all..

AND THEN JOE 胡清一色..

HOW DUMB CAN I BE? I picked the second last tile you know, which means the last tile will be picked by Andy and he won't be discarding any tile cos it's the rule yet I do such a stupid thing!

There goes $12.80.

My tiles during 北风 for the second round were very beautiful. Minimum 4 tais.. yet.. someone win when I already 听牌.

Then nevermind. This round I was doing half color, the people behind me watching saw my tiles and kept shaking their heads. I 听牌 already.. yet 北 comes and obviously I don't need it. Threw it out..

Lewis 胡 5 tais!

DAMMMIT.

Why did that tile have to come..............................

Total damage: $38.

Thank god Jiexiang only nagged abit for gambling :P

Anyway.. I watched Spiderman 3 with him and friends! I think not bad lah. Mai heam si buai pai, ai heam si kan na sai.. Sandman a.k.a Flint Marko is very very very handsome can! I think he's the middle age handsome...... *drools*

Do you believe in horoscope? Maybe 50% for me. I've been reading horoscope compatibility between Capricorns and Geminis, some gave fairly good analysis, some gave negative analysis but one said the relationship is possible and marriage between the match is an all-triumph love!

Well, I shall see! I do hope we can pull through together, my boy..

Dress code for Sam's chalet next week: school uniform! (best if secondary school uniform)

I've found Beatrice whose size might be able to fit me.. I'm going over to her crib to try out after work next week! CAN'T WAIT and I hope it fits me cos it'll be so fun..

However, I have one fear: MOSQUITOES!

:(

My legs look so ugly now..

The One

When I reached home after my haircut, I realised the color of the sky is beautiful and can't help but snap a photo of it..

Can't expect much from a camera phone ya.

I look so toot after my haircut!

I know I don't look as toot as I said I am but photos can be deceiving because of the camera angle and lighting! I look more toot in reality!

Changed the song of my blog too. It's a sad song but I think it's really nice..

THE ONE
Lyrics, Composed, Arranged by: TEDDY
Translation by: Yoonie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

Every day I make a wish if I could be the one for you

The eyes you look into
Are concentrating on someone else
The two hands you are holding
Look cold as ice
The figure that is holding you
Doesn't look right in my eyes
The words coming out of his mouth
They seem like lies to me

What are you worrying about?
Why can't you leave him?
Do happen to truly love him
So much that you'd die for him?

[CHORUS]
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but no
I just want to make you smile
Yeah ~ if I could ever be the one
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but
No ~ if I could ever be the one

Your friends have told you
That he's definately not the one
Then you say it's not true
Because you love him so much
The smile you force
Seems so difficult to keep
During this long, lonely night
You'll be letting tears fall again

What are you worrying about?
Why can't you leave him?
I get angry seeing you like this
I hurt, oh please
Look at me just once

[CHORUS]
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but no
I just want to make you smile
Yeah ~ if I could ever be the one
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but
No ~ if I could ever be the one

[RAP]
Sadly, I just want to cry
That's how much I want to feel you
For one word, one strand of hope
I've waited so long
There's a loto of pain, so before it's too late
Please tell me if I could ever be the one

With tears falling down I put my hands together
I pray (I put my hands together and pray)
That I could meet you and hold you
If I could ever be the one

[CHORUS]
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but no
I just want to make you smile
Yeah ~ if I could ever be the one
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but
No ~ if I could ever be the one

KAP's Own Freedom Writers' Diary

Finally, I'm least lazier so I connected my handphone to retrieve photos of Freedom Writers Diary!

I went to dig out one of the small files we used to put membership forms inside.. Punch holes on many pieces of leftover warehouse sales flyers and TADA~

Our own recycled Freedom Writers Diary inspired by the Freedom Writers movie.

My very first entry.. (Click to enlarge)

Ida's stupid spelling mistake..

Hui Ping thinks I'm dumb just cos they hidden the leftover warehouse sales flyers and I thought they threw it away :(

Kee Ann's creative entry..

I love it when I go for work and read the diary because everyone is so funny and so fun..

HOWEVER, they took Ida over to Jelita. Horror horror, now no one really writes in the diary anymore because the frequent writers are Hui Ping and Ida. Without Ida, there's pretty much nothing to write about because the rest aren't as enthusiastic about the diary as the three of us. I seldom write too cos I'm working less frequently already :/

Anyway, life has been good and work is nice :D Being a new comer there, I'm given very little jobs as the senior web designers have to guide me along but since the day I stepped in, I've learnt alot :)

And it really turns out that Boon Wee's birthday is really 28th December! Well, he was on his way to the toilet and I was on my way to going home, so we chatted a bit and I asked if his birthday is really 28th and he said "Wah you really spy on me ar!"

-_-;

Wahhahaha but he also find it amusing that we're exactly17 years apart. Seriously, what are the odds of working in a company with 15 people, knowing someone who has the same birthdate as you and both of you are exactly the oldest and the youngest in the company?

1 in 1000000000000000000000000000000!

I miss mahjong already, been two weeks since I last played mahjong.

My workspace. Actually the monitor is already changed to the bigger one (and it feels so shiok) but I haven't take a photo of it. Heh. I'm gonna make my little workspace homely :)

My boy's niece is so cute can!

LOVE HER to bits!

Feel like pinching her chubby cheeks!

This photo is blur, but still cute :D

Playing with my spects..

Watching Spiderman with me on the bed!

:D

Disturbing while me and my boy tries to take photo..

Good gracious, now Alanah is so scared of Spiderman cos she now cries when the lights are off. What have I done to her?!

I thought I taught her a new word: tired. That night she kept saying: "man-man tired, man-man sleep.."

But I actually traumatized her :(

Who want to jio me mahjong?

Life's Good

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I know that greeting's weird.

First and second day of work went great :) Though most of the times nothing much to do but I did learn new stuff!

My colleagues are also very nice and Karen loves RAIN too! AHHHHH!

I'm the youngest around here and the oldest is EXACTLY 17 years older than me can!

EXACTLY!

We were chatting about how old everyone is during first day's lunch break, then on the second day my colleague, Jackie, asked when's my birthday. I said 28 December and she said same as Boon Wee, whom I already know is 17 years older than me.

OMG LEH! I keep laughing lor. Till now I still find that amusing :D

Life's good and I'm attached already xD




ANYWAY, will update about KAP Freedom Writers Diary soon cos I'm at work and photos are at home, maybe tonight!

I MISS EVERYONE IN MO5 LEH. ANYONE READING THIS PLEASE ORGANISE OUTING. SAM'S BIRTHDAY IS LIKE TWO WEEKS FROM NOW, THAT'S SO FAR ISN'T IT?

Color Test

I did this color test probably a week back and think that the results is quite true.

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.

You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you have been experiencing of late. You have many high hopes and ideals but you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realise these ambitions. You want to spread your wings - to broaden your fields of activities - but you are concerned that your dreams are just that - 'dreams' which are not realistic. It concerns you that you are not thinking clearly at this time - what you need is to get away from it all, to give you time to think. A short vacation could well restore your confidence.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

HEROES is finally coming back! Episode 19 out tomorrow! I know Peter Petrelli is not gonna die cos he's one of the main cast but I'm dying to know what happen can!

AND AND AND I've already gotten a job! I bet I'll love this job! :D Finally my efforts are paid off, after going for like three interviews this week (actually four if this company didn't not to use me) and sending so many resumes just to see a few reply. The first week after I rejected the job, I felt so sad because I got no replies, then I send a couple more and most of it called me up for an interview!

WHEEEEEEEEEEE! I'm so happy :D

I'll talk about VE KAP's Freedom Writer Diary in my next entry.

Come back sooooooooooooonn because it's gonna be a longggg three days :(

More Job Interviews & Photos

Time really flies.

I thought the last time I updated my blog was a few days ago but, horror horror, it's been 10 days.

I've been online quite frequently but lesser now cos I have/had ongoing activities. Life has been fruitful and I'm very happy with it :D

And I truly wish days like these can last forever..

Anyway, I went for an interview on Monday and on Tuesday. The one on Monday is not exactly what I'm looking for but it's a mean of making more money even though I won't be a web or a graphic designer I wish I am. The job I interviewed for on Tuesday seems promising but it's in Eunos :/

However, if the company accepts me, I'll just go for it. WISH ME LUCK!

I've been on unplanned shopping spree. Like yesterday, I'm supposed to just go for interview and then head back home but I hate the feeling of coming out for a short while and then having to head home straight. So I called Wenna. Surprise, surprise, she was with JJ in Chinatown and don't mind going shopping at Marina Square.

Ended up spending $160. The items we bought are half same can, and the total damage for both of us is just a few bucks away.

Geez.

Unplanned shopping spree is so so sinful. It's always like that: when I really want to shop, I end up finding nothing. But when I just want to window shop, I end up buying alot of things.

Well... girls~

I have some random photos though:

Beautiful neon light statues outside Esplanade. I miss band life.

iDevil! It's so cute I bought it for my sister and I almost feel like buying one nano for myself.

The very big room me and my younger sister gotten for kBox. Well, we weren't the lucky ones. The room behind ours was the big function room with pool table an projector screen. Three girls got it.

Please notice cute Giroro in red! The last piece can!

Two nights later I went back and look at the machine; Giroro's gone :(

kBox with my secondary school friends. kBox finally changed the JAY CHOU image in their database! At least now it looks better :D

Cute Alanah, Jie Xiang's niece. She's such a fast learner and such a sweetie. I miss her!!!

UNGLAM-NESS. Wenna and I queued three hours for donuts. We wanted to try piping hot donuts soooooooooooooo much we hurried to the fountain and get started with it.

TOTAL UNGLAM-NESS. It was quite a mess as the melted chocolate gets into our mouth while stained our fingers. Thick melted peanut butter even rolled down Wenna's chin.

DONUTS MADNESS.

Imagine if the donuts lost their balance and fell into the fountain.

3 hours of effort gone.

Blur Beauties. Li Ling always fail while attempting to snap a nice photo of us 3 girls because she didn't hold the shutter long enough to capture it. Quite frustrating for all of us. She did a demo on us and TADA, blur beauty :D

Drinking my heavenly Ice Blended Rosetea. (My freckle below my left eye is quite prominent but I once photoshopped it off and I look totally weird can! HAHA. Somehow I think that freckle makes my eyes stand out? :P)

I was Wendy's model for beanies and gloves. She said I look Japanese in this photo but the Watsons plastic bag totally ruin it.

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS MONOPOLY AND LIFE BOARD GAME.

It's so cute can!

The metal pieces are cute! Best of all, normal houses are presented by Spongebob's house and hotels are presented by Krusty Crab restaurant!

P.S. that's not the price of the LIFE board game. We just brought it over so we could take a photo together with monopoly.

That's all FOLKS!

Sick Dinosaur

AHHHHHHH CHOOOO!

I'm a dinosaur having flu now. I kinda predicted that yesterday but I still slept late cos I was rushing the last two episodes of 转角*遇到爱.

It's a MUST-WATCH! The whole show is so sweet and so sad. Made me teared quite alot for the last two episodes.

It's so nice I bought the DVD and 小猪 is so cute can.

BTW I had wanted to blog and add some pictures to my entry but apparently my handphone can't be detected while connected to my laptop. Period.

Anyway, looking back, I realised I've spent quite alot on movies for the month of March and April ;/

I've caught:

Just Follow Law on Kenneth's birthday with M05&Co.

300 on a random Wednesday.

I'm a Cyborg but that's Okay with 6th Storeys.

Stomp the Yard with a bunch of M05 people.

TMNT with the same bunch of M05 people + more.

Mr Bean's Holiday with my secondary school friends.

Meet the Robinsons with Jie Xiang.

Freedom Writers with M05&Co.

And I heard these movies are good too:

Sunshine

Nada Sou Sou

Because I Said So

More sequels to blockbuster movies are coming in!:

Spiderman 3

Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix

Fantastic 4

Tell me how to stop watching these movies and spending more money on it.

I think I've also KBox like 3-5 times during March and April, mahjonged quite a few times too, prawn fishing once and one more this friday, ate good food on several occassions etc etc.

Damn, I'm spending more money on entertainment than on shopping.

HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

P.S It could be retribution that no companies contacted me for the several resumes I've sent. I've gotten a call this afternoon and I missed it because I left my phone in silent mode. I woke up like 3 minutes after that missed call and called back but the lady said they can't track who called me :( Could it be a job opportunity?

Grudges with the Theatre

I NEED TO BE LED TO THE ALLOCATED SEATS IN THE THEATRE AT ALL TIMES because I have the tendency to fall on the steps, and then find myself laughing at my own stupidity while still on my fallen position.

I think it's my astimagism, or maybe it's my night blindness. I don't even know if I have night blindness.

I caught Stomp the Yard last Thursday. Storyline wasn't bad and movie was good. Not as good as Step Up though :P And this day was when my first theatre incident happened. I walked into the theatre first, obviously looking for our allocated seats a.k.a leading everyone in but hell, that was a wrong move.

I ended up losing the step and there I was, falling smoothly onto the step and I ended up laughing at myself. Wenna freaked and laughed at me while she helped me up. She went like: "Hurry stand up, don't sit there and laugh."

I believed I freaked the people nearby too.

Watched TMNT last Sunday. Peacefully reached my seats without falling. The orange ninja turtle is soooo cute!

Watched Mr Bean's Holiday yesterday. Personally preferred his Ultimate Disaster movie but nonetheless, there was this part of the show which kept me laughing. It's the part where Mr Bean was trying to seek help and he saw this old man on his really slow bike scene. For those who watched, you will know which part I'm referring to. And frankly, that scene kept me laughing like hell.

Oh and the main part is, I also almost fell when I walked up the steps to our seats. The incident last thursday happened cos we're walking down the steps. This time it's up the steps. Geez, I must admit I can't really see the steps and the lights don't help too.

Sadly, I haven't received any reply emails regarding the handful of resumes I've sent. Neither have I gotten any call yet. Retribution? I hope not!

I saw the company which I rejected repost their advertisement again. Makes me feel really guilty but then again I can't regret. I mean if I were to call back, I'll be such a joke. I doubt he'll even want me back cos I might look irresponsible to him.

I NEED MORE LUCK.

I forgot to mention I've gotten godlike tiles when I mahjong-ed with Wei Ming, Kenneth and Fai.

Dammit.

西西西 南南南 中中中 北北 九索九索

By the way I seriously still don't understand why they said if anyone threw 一九 and I win, that person will bao. They also said if they threw words tiles and I win, they also bao.

Thing is:
1) I'm 北风北
2) Even if so, I only have 2 tais at hand what. One chicken and 中
3) I never even pong any 一九!
4) Besides, can't be 大四喜 lor, 东风 all out already.

GRRR.

That tiles is godlike can because I only had 西西南北中口一万二万九索 (I don't remember the other 3 tiles) to begin with. I had wanted to try 十三yao but the same tiles kept coming.