National day

just like another day to me. just that the only difference is no monday blues! hahaa. no school today! (:

well, watched Singapore Idol. real nice. haha. well, didnt really enjoyed American Idol but Singapore Idol is another thing. has been looking out for my friends. ahha.

yes, joined blogdrive cos i find it cool. this default layout is also as cool as it is. most importantly, blogdrive have its own tagboard and comments! this means i dont have to sign up for any tagboards or comment thingy! horray!

guess we had some misconceptions. sighs. it wasnt what i mean by telling him all those things yesterday. what i meant was i need time to forget my ex. i dont mean i wanna go back to him. hey hey, you have some misunderstanding in me.. oh please dont be so negative?

i just dont wanna be unfair to you.. i dont wanna think about my ex when im with you.. can you please understand this and dont be so paranoid? im thankful for all those things you did for me. thats why ive thought through and didnt want to be unfair to you.. please dont think otherwise.

i wish you dont have confidence in yourself. if you dont have that, i guess its best for things to remain this way. yes, i must do something to regain your confidence.. but the only person who can really do that is yourself. if you continue to think im going back to my ex, i think we're not meant to be. please stop having those thoughts. im begging you.

or unless you wanna regain your confidence then we shall talk about getting into a relationship. perhaps that is the best way. come back when your confident enough.