Sorry but I'm sad

I'm sad, really.

I'm sad..

when Wenna said that let the advanced New Year steamboat be my birthday celebration cos everyone prefers that way.

I'm sad..

when she said, why not we go school on 28th to do report?

I'm really sad..

where got people rush report on birthday?

I know VE is having a chalet on my birthday for belated xmas and advanced New Year and that they will be helping me celebrate my birthday..

I very much want to celebrate my birthday with VE people ..

But I very much want to celebrate my birthday with M05 too.

I don't want to spend a pathetic birthday..

I know I'm only turning 19.. but it's once in a year.. why spend it to do report?

I know half of us is having attachment.. the other half doing IHP can go ice skating.. hence I can't really celebrate with everyone, I mean as in go ice skating since it could be a first time experience for some and that most of us don't know how to ice skate, and requires learning. If that's so, ice skating is not just a two or three hours thing.

I know I'm asking alot..

But I'm just sad.. you know?

So sad that when she said that, tears gush down my cheeks.

I knew nothing's good gonna happen since few entries back I said I'm not at all looking forward to my birthday..

Sorry but I'm just too sad..

If there ain't any activities on my birthday.. December 28th, please go away..

黄金甲

昨天我和Wei Ming，Lewis，Kenneth，Sean一起去K歌。

虽然KBox没有我最最最想K的心雨，但其实还K得满爽的。

S.H.E的怎么办

吴克群的明天以后和残废

Energy的不在乎有没有以后

Jolin的开场白

徐偌宣的亲爱的和I Still Believe

卓文宣与曹格的梁山伯与朱丽叶等等。。

这些歌都K得很爽！

本来是K到七点的，但太多人了，所以他们就叫我们五点半走。

过后就去Wistma的Toast Box吃peanut thick toast!

超赞的！

Kenneth和朋友有约，Lewis有hair appointment。

就剩下我，Wei Ming和Sean。

经过一番的psycho-ing Wei Ming，我们看了九点多的黄金甲！

看戏之前我们去打Pool。

还满好玩的嘛 （因为我玩pool很烂）

黄金甲好好看哦！

原本Wei Ming不想看是因为他认为黄金甲是一部很慢很闷的电影，但黄金甲比他所想象中的还更好看！

我也发现周杰伦的演技进步了！

但是有一场周杰伦的哭戏令大家笑了。

我自己也是觉得他表情有一点怪，但我觉得他很认真的在演啊。。为什么大家就是要笑。。

我还想再看黄金甲！

:D

看了就心疼。。

大家要健康哦~

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My brother has been discharged from the hospital.

I've been spring cleaning my room for the past two days because 1) my room is very very dusty and 2) my brother is coming back home to stay for the few weeks up to a month he's recuperating at my house.

He's back home now but I already miss my room even though I had just officially moved out of the clean and tidy room of mine.

I love the neutral scent in my room. My sister's room smells.. weird.

When my brother reached the doorsteps of my home, I greeted him and realised how skinny he has become..

He used to be all so chubby, with quite a huge belly. He is all so unhealthy cos he keep himself in his room after he comes home from work and never exercise..

Now I think he could be at least 20kg lighter without even exercising..

It's so heartaching to see him so skinny and so weak..

I hope he recuperates faster, gain more weight and look healthy soon..

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I shall add that to my wishlist under "wants".

Can be bought through the spree in Shopperspree under Strapya World.

I doubt I will get it though.

Also, I saw the Giroro figurine I wanted on Yahoo! Auction for $35. Reuben bought it at $20 in Korea >.<

I love surprises!

But for surprises to really really come true, you'll need a wishlist.. And of cos, wishlist are mostly filled with "wants" rather than "needs"..


WANTS


1) I want a world's humongous and most creative handmade card!

It shall be made by people who are very dear to me, of cos.. or people who think I'm dear to him/her.. TEEHEEHEEE. Need not very very big lah! I don't want to end up having to "tow" my 20m by 20m card home lah. No space to put at home also.

2) Patrick Star plush toy!

Patrick is soooooooooooooo cute! Everyone knows how much I love Tiggers and I have quite alot of Tigger plush toys at home liao.. I want a Patrick Star!

3) Corporal Giroro figurine!

Giroro is soooooooo damn sweet. My heart goes out to him everytime I see how hard he tries to protect the girl he loves.. and the reason I want that is cos..

SOOOOOOO CUTE rite! It's not available in Singapore, I think, cos Reuben got the same version but is of Sergeant Keroro in Korea :(

3) Microphone necklace

SOOOOO beautiful! I saw this in an online blog spree but hor, the auction seller never reply to the blogger's emails, so... all cancels for that spree cancelled. SOB..

4) _____

Can't say lah. For me to know, and for all of you to guess.


NEEDS

1) Perhaps a 1GB CF memory card.

I know that thing is like.... so O'skool cos it's suchhhhh a big memory card and no one uses it anymore but my good old camera needs it (my sister lost mine and refuse [or so I assume] to buy one back for me)

2) A bag!!

I need a smaller shoulder bag cossss my Puma and Pony bags are very very big lah! Can put one laptop! If I never bring laptop, it's majiam I bring alot of stuff lidat. Tsk tsk tsk.





Maybe.. that's it?

It's so hard to think of your needs when it comes to something like a wishlist cos a desire is much much bigger than a need.. so you tend to forget your needs and remember your desires..

You know, you know.. I still love surprises..

Reason I'm saying that is I really don't know what to do for my birthday. Being the youngest in class, we stepped in MOS on my birthday last year (also happened that MOS launched just few weeks before my birthday so it's an eye-opener to everyone).

Clubbing is out.

So is KBox cos not everyone sings.

BBQ is so common and there's basically nothing to do after BBQ if there aren't games and stuff like that.

Singapore is such a boring place! Theme parks are so boring and there's basically nothing else to do on my birthday!

However, I know everyone's anticipating 28th of December cos..

Yes yes.. the movie everyone's greatly anticipating if they have watched the first one. I just read the papers that the movie earned like $1.4million on the first week of movie screening so I believe that movie is gonna sell.

I know I also want to watch that.. But then hor.. I don't want to waste my birthday in a cinema leh.. Unless it's with someone special then different lah..

I still love surprises cos I won't have to worry about what to do on my birthday. I'd rather have someone plan it to make it a perfect day for me..

Then again.. I don't think I'm sooooooooooo dear to anyone.. am I?

Just came back from visiting my brother after the operation, got to find out it's the second or third stage of stomach cancer.. Had it been the fourth, it would be the terminal stage.. Seeing him lying on the hospital bed looking so weak.. I feel so sad.. So sad I wanna cry, but I don't want to.. Well, the tumor will go for further tests to see if he needs to go through chemography, or so I had learnt.

The nurse had been impatient in answering my father's worries. My mum and sister-in-law was there since early evening, my father and I went there around 7 plus to take a look at him..

My dad was worried about my brother's condition so he asked the nurse how's the operation and stuff like that.. The nurse went like: "Just now I already explained to them (my mum and sister-in-law), it's no use talking about it now cos we have to take further tests on the tumor to know the severity of the cancer. Hor, Okay??!"

Such a rude nurse.. I seriously don't think that's the way she should treat the family of a patient like that..

My skin allergy has gotten better I think. I went to see the doctor yesterday, had to take another injection :/ so it'd hasten my recovery process. I now have to take medicine in the morning, and another drowsy kind at night, and apply cream on itchy areas.

I really don't know why my mum has to piss me off. We came back together, and then I was in the toilet taking out my contact lenses when she came in and went like: "if your sister wants to use your laptop, you better let her use.. don't talk back to me.. talk softly.."

Worried about my FYP, I went like: "I have to do my FYP okay! It's due this friday and it's the final lap, if I don't do well, I'll have to retain another semester!" and then she blew her lungs and screamed at me for talking back at her and that she used a soft tone to speak to me..

I'm just very very worried about my FYP.

Can you imagine what kind of sister I have? Yesterday I was only out to see the doctor, came home and saw her using my laptop. I'm fine with it as long as she asked. She didn't. She claimed she sms-ed me. I said no, you want to check my HP? I received NO smses from you.

She went like: "DON'T HAVE THEN DON'T HAVE LAH! JUST LEND ME USE A WHILE CANNOT IZZIT?!"

I thought she was doing her schoolwork, else I'm fine with it too..

Guess what she was doing.. She was just photoshopping her photos!!!!!!!!!

Reminds me, my digital camera has been with her since 78345674359345435 years ago!

She even lost my memory card you know!

If she is nicer.. I would have talked to my mum in a different manner.. but no..

Santa santa, please grant my one and only wish this Christmas.. I don't want any presents from you, I just want you to bless everyone around me to be happy and healthy forever and forever.. Bless my brother too..

Down

FYP is horrible. We're so near the deadline yet we're like only 50% done and today Kevin, a student of Mr Jamie, said we might just don't have enough time to finish it..

He explained why and both Kai Ling and I panicked... So worried I could cry.. So worried we immediately seeked help from Mr Jamie..

I'm very worried about the product because I realised Ms Susie Loo is more concerned with the product instead of the process.. Yet Mr Jamie is more concerned about our process than our product..

Mr Jamie knows how much Kai Ling and I had struggled just to make our FYP possible, he guides us through our process, and learns that we seriously have very very very little basic of animation and he taught us alot of things..

On the other hand, Ms Susie Loo has been meeting us only on check points because she just wants to make sure we're doing our stuff..

I really hope at the end of our presentations, Mr Jamie will discuss with regarding our final grades instead of deciding themselves.. though I know that at the end of the day, Kai Ling and I each have to produce our own individual reports, do our own presentations, and that even though Mr Jamie is the head of this whole FYP, and Ms Susie Loo is his assistant, I really hope they will sit down and discuss about it..

Maybe I shan't worry about that now..

A big blow during afternoon, then when I reached home, I was greeted by the news that my brother has a malignant tumor in his stomach? I'm not sure but that's the reason why he's been vomiting after meals..

Very scary.. I'm glad that he found out that before it becomes cancerous.. But after removing the tumor, he has to go through chemotherapy to ensure everything is okay.. That means hair loss..

:(

It really upsets me because what if it was me?

Imagine all the hair loss because of chemotherapy..

Anyway, for the next weekdays, I'll be giving up my own personal space in the house and sleep in my younger sister's room because my brother and sister-in-law will be staying over so my mum will not be so worried about my brother..

My scratching condition has gotten worst too.. I'm like scratching till my skin peels and then bleeds.. I'm so upset about scratching myself yet I can't help but scratch when I feel itchy..

My mum's ankle is swollen too..

Everything in my life is so messed up..

I hope things get better before my birthday arrives, else.. I really don't have the mood to even celebrate it..

Waved

I was waiting for the bus at my house bus stop to get to school when I bump into this sweet looking girl who lives at my area and I know she studies at Ngee Ann too cos we occassionally bump into each other.

Let's just call her SLG.

SLG and I had never talked before, never exchanged smiles before, but we know of each other's existence. We board the same bus: 99, alighted one stop before 99 turns into the interchange and got to school in 52.

What happened in bus 52 was, she was sitting just two seats behind the exit of the bus, and I was sitting just beside her, but not together.

We reached Clementi MRT bus stop, and I happened to see a mum of a 2-3 yr old girl, seated in front of SLG, carried her daughter because they're alighting. Of cos when she carried her girl, her girl was facing the passengers at the back, and looking straight into SLG.

Guessed what the little girl did?

She waved goodbye to SLG!

Maybe it's not such a big deal but kids usually wave goodbye to you when 1) their parents asked them to, 2) you waved goodbye to them after you "played" with them and made them smile/laugh or 3) they automatically waved goodbye to you after you made them smile/laugh.

When the little girl noticed I was looking at her, she looked at me and waved goodbye to me too!

CUTE lah!

SLG and I were so shocked yet happy about what the girl did and we exchanged smiles as if we knew what each of us were thinking.

That little girl totally made my day :D

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My brother is hospitalised because there's something wrong with his intestines. He has grown much slimmer ever since he married and moved out.. He kept vomiting after meals..

I feel kinda guilty because I owe him like $800+ because of Rain's concert. Neither he nor my sister-in-law mentioned anything about needing the money for his operation fees but I just feel bad because they might just need the money..

Please bless my brother..

我要去周杰伦的餐厅!

That's what I told my aunt when she told me that my youngest Uncle and Aunt-in-law, together with her and my 16 yr old cousin plans to visit Hong Kong/Taiwan next May.

She gave me the o_O look of cos.

Hong Kong/Taiwan, estimated spending fees will be $2000, inclusive of $1000 for air ticket (actually should be less than $1000 but just an estimation). I die die also want to go to Jay's restaurant!

I know possibility of seeing him is little to none, but when I step in, I will still feel his presense around :)

Okay, I've gotta a little crazy already. Anyway, I have to save $2000 by next may lah.

BTW, yesterday I had a really bad day. I blogged but I guess Blogger was under some maintanence hence the entry wasn't save. A sign to tell me I should not be remembered of the bad day I had.

On the plus side I've finished skinning my Jene and added eyelashes after spending like five hours in front of my laptop since I've reached home. Hair and fur is such a hassle and soooo hard to use but the effect is good so it's forgiven lah.


I refuse to show you her front view cos ever since I've finished modeling the base head, I've only been real satisfied with her side view.

Ei8ht more days to deadline.. SCARY.

加油 to all who are also doing their FYP!

Deadline

I hate deadlines. Deadline for my FYP is 15th December and it's just round the corner. Kai Ling and I are confident that we can do well for out FYP but we're just afraid we can't meet the deadline..

We're still modelling Jene. How? We had been very behind time already. We haven't even started rigging and rigging's the worst part. Animating is also difficult but we're left with just TWO more weeks.

I was creating beautiful eyelashes for Jene when, to my horror, I don't know where I dragged the top horzontal bar to! OMG. Now I can't do anything to my Jene cos the top navigational bar is very very important.

I haven't even started texturing Jene. We haven't even combine her body parts together. Now the whole program is getting more laggy because we added much more stuff to Jene.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~ I know I shouldn't be blogging now and should work on my project but seriously, I've tried reviving the top navigational bar but to no avail. I'm just.. DOOM.

:(

Deja vu

I hate this feeling :(

LAST..

day of work.. SOBS.

I'm feeling mentally and physically tired but then I feel the night's still young. Today's work has been kinda.. DISASTROUS.

Not that there were many many people, but seriously the 1% of the people coming in today has one big problem: BAD BREATH.

I don't exactly have the kind of fragance breath but those customers whom I served today (those with really serious bad breath) really smelt like they rush off to the warehouse sales without brushing their teeth. It's that bad, really.

It'd be bad for me to take one step behind when I smelt that so instead of doing that, I tried to explain everything in one longggggggggg breath, with fear of inhaling the really bad breath.

But anyway I had fun :)

Ba bu simi seh! (what color turban?)

SOOOOOOOOOO FUN.

Alex 厉害啦, come pinch me soooooooooo hard after seeing two Sikhs. After I go around pinching the first time when I saw one, everyone tried to dodge my "attacks" after they see me suspiciously walking towards them, especially if they see I'm about to raise my thumb and my index fingers...

FUN mah. Maybe painful too but then it adds a little lively atmosphere to the quite dull atmosphere righttttttt~

Nevermind. Today the group of crowd is more of families. Babies are so cute :) I love walking around giving sweets to kids.

There's this boy who's so shy lah. I first saw him sitting on the floor, then I went over, he immediately stood up and hide behind his mum (this I assumed), even though I showed him sweets on my palm..

I saw him around again, went to him, he went to hide behind his mum again. Next time I saw him, his mum is carrying him. Offered sweets again but he shyly turned away. Seconds later, his mum carried him over saying: 他说Auntie要给他糖.. (he said auntie wants to give him sweets..)

!!!

He looks over.

ME: 什么auntie！姐姐啦！ (What auntie! Sister okay!) *direct translation so weird*

He turned his face over shyly again.

ME: 叫我姐姐我才给你糖.. (call me Sister, I'll give you sweet)

Turns over shyly, muttered "姐姐" and then took the two sweets on my palms..

ME: 拿一个啊~拿两个！-_- (Take one! So greedy take two..)

He hurriedly returned one and then turned away shyly.

SO SHY LAH..

Hehe. Then there's this adorable kid who's soooooooooooooooooooooo damn er.. ADORABLE!

He had big round watery eyes, and a smile which automatically melts into your heart! Too bad he don't let me carry him :(

His elder sister who's 3 is also very cute and pretty. Buai tahan lah..

After they headed to the information counter to clear some doubts, they went to the speaker area and I walked over so I could play with the boy! HEHE. His mother chatted with me of cos, asking me if I'm schooling arhh, working part-time arhh yada yada yada. Nice family :)

That baby's so cute I'm still thinking of his smile...

Everytime I bring out my hands gesturing I wanna carry him, he will smile and then shyly turn away. CUTE!

Okay, I'm going gooo gooo gaa gaa over kids liao.

If only yesterday wasn't the last day of work..
If only days like these could last forever and ever..
If only what I thought I saw and what I felt is true..
If only..

Forever and ever

I wish days like these will last forever and ever... and many many evers...

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Work has been nice :) but well today I encountered some really difficult customers. Apart from having to explain the same thing like 238745638425 times in a day, there's a customer who claimed my information is WRONG.

ROARRRRRR!~

I admit my information is not exactly 100% correct but I'm pretty sure I'm 90% correct (maybe I just can't explain some things very well).

I appreciate the help of the people from other department helping us to answer the doubts of customers but I had this customer who went like:

ME: Oh, this one don't have bla bla and bla bla bla.
Cust: Izzit! Just now that guy told me this one got bla bla leh!
ME: Really?! Who?!
Cust: I don't remember lah..

When she proceeds to ask another question:

ME: This one don't have bla and bla bla bla.
Cust: Really?! Just now that guy told me got!
ME: Who?
Cust: I really don't remember..

.........

And then she claimed I give her all the WRONG information.

Being relevantly experienced with my job, alot of my colleagues come and look for me for some answers :/

Very very busy. Like sometimes I'm actually explaining some stuff to customer group A, then colleague A brings customer group B over to ask me where is this thing or how much or what specs of the MP3 player. Then when I'm done telling colleague A what he/she needs to know and continues with my customer group A, another colleague B comes over.

Very very busy, but when I'm free, I'm very very free.

You know, there's also this customer who's very difficult to deal with. He keeps asking the same question and I keep giving the same answer and he got kinda frustrated! Really lah, his questions are the same just different in the way he phrase it yet he got more frustrated than I am. ROAR.

But at the end he finally cleared his own doubts and said "Thank you".

Some customers forget their manners and forget to say a "Thank you" when we're done talking to them.

Okay. I'm complaining alot but I still love working there :)

Well, because this time round its much more special :P

Very Pain

Hep B injection VERY PAIN.

I prefer blood test lor, the needle is thicker not that pain..

Maybe you say needle thicker more pain what, but remember physics? A women with pointed heels step on you is muchhhhhhhh more painful than an elephant step on you.

Okay, maybe don't compare elephant lah.

BUT VERY PAIN :(

Next dosage one day before my birthday. Good luck to me :(

Ariel

Entry title is abit random but anyway, a change of layout cos I think the previous one made me more depressing, especially when I have many many mysterious bites legs and arms.

Yesterday, I felt like my whole body is itching, and I can't help but scratch. My mum bought me those powder which ease the itchiness. It did work, but then now I'm feel all so scratchy again and I just wanna scratch and scratch but then it will only get so awful in the end.

I've checked out websites concerning Bed Bugs but am very disturbed by the images (look here).

Symptoms of Bed Bugs includes:

• Rusty or reddish spots of blood on bed sheets, mattresses, or walls..

• Heavy infestations may have a musty or "buggy" smell, but the odor is seldom apparent and should not be relied upon for detection.

• Develop an itchy red welt or localized swelling, which sometimes appears a day or so after the bite.

• Bed bugs also are suspect if you wake up with itchy bites you did not have when you went to sleep.

All adapted from here.

I've only got the last two symptoms, but if the 3rd one meant swelling like mosquito bites, then no, I only have the last symptom.

By the way, some of the bites I gotten were not discovered once I woke up, I suspect sometimes I psychologically felt itchy in some areas of my arms and legs and I keep scratching.

Frankly I wished it's just a psychological problem instead of bed bugs. If it's bed bugs, I'd rather sleep on the floor forever and ever (kidding of cos).

Oh anyway, just pray for me it's not bed bugs and pleaseeeeeeeeeee scold me if you see me scratching myself. (else you can also help me scratch)

Anyway, the Princess Ariel I got for my layout is very cute right! :)

Lastly, this song is so very the sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!



吳克群 can really write sweet songs :D

....

为什么每次让步的是我。。

为什么每次被骂的是我。。

不答应借她的时候。。为什么你是站在我的房间门口骂我？

妹妹也不答应借给她，但为什么被骂的还是我？

难道是因为我的房门是开的？

我已经很累了。。

每次借给她的人是我。。

但每次你总是站在我房门骂我。。

不借的时候，被骂到我还是需要让步。。

借的时候，还被骂为什么我还没借她。。

她自己说三点的嘛。。

你没有听到也不用骂我的啊。。

你总是说我不会体谅你做父母有多难。。

但你有没有体谅过我的感受？

难道每次让步的时候，我还是最自私的？

你知道吗？

每次吵醒你的不是我。。
每次不让步的也不是我。。

我的好，你看不到。。

但我的坏，你通通拿出来骂我。。

帮你减轻负担的人是我。。

自己用每个月新水来付自己的车费是我。。
自己决定不要再跟你拿零用钱的人是我。。
把自己的房间打扫得满干净的是我。。
每天晚上记得把灯和internet关掉的是我。。
每次下雨帮忙关窗的是也我。。


这些。。你都看到了吗？

Hot Curls

Nah, I did not perm my hair.

Today, I was working with Kai Ling (some what our last day of work till a month later), when this very cute 5-yr-old boy with hot curls came in.

He saw The Hills Have Eyes Poster, and went like: "Why is there a blonde girl with blood on her face?"

ME: "Oh, it's The Hills Have Eyes movie. We have it in VCD."
Him: "It's so scary.. Just take it off and throw it away can..?"
ME laughs.

Then he saw MonsterHouse on the "Coming in November" poster and went like: "Is the show nice?"

ME: "Ya. It's very nice."
Him: "Is it scary?"
ME: "Er.. No lah but some parts it comes out very shocking.. not horrible but just shocking.."
Him: "Oh.." (saw Cars) "I have Cars. My mum bought it for me.."

It's a hell lot of a conversation between me and him and then I showed him Over the Hedge. He went like: "Oh this squirrel (points at the raccoon actually) likes to eat the potato chip (points at the chips).."

ME: "Ya. He likes it alot."
Him: "When he sees the chips on the trolley, he went like 'YES! I WANT THAT!'"
ME: "Ya. You like potato chips?"
Him: "Yes.. I like it alot.."

CUTE SIA.

He's very chatty :)

But anyway, here comes the main part:

Him: (shows father Hi 5 VCD) "I want this Hi 5 CD so I can watch it over and over again.."
Father: "Put that down. I'll buy you ice cream."
Him: "OKAY!" (walks two steps towards the door but stops and come back to the counter)
Him: "You two want ice cream? Say PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~"
Me: (puzzled) "Huh? You mean we buy for you or you buy for us?"
Him: "I buy for you.. Say PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~"
Him: "Say PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~"
Me: (still very puzzled) "Really arh, you buy for us?"
Him: "Yes. Say PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ then I buy for you.."
Me: "PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE~" (with no hopes he will come back..)

Well everytime when there's someone opening the door, I'll be expecting him to come in with ice cream but always end up with disappointment though I really did not pin my hopes on that. Went to the toilet and when I'm about to go back, I saw him..

Him: (comes to me) "You still want ice cream?"
Me: "Yes I want.."
Him: "What color you want?" (meaning what flavour)
Me: "I want brown color one.."
Him: "Why brown color? The other one nicer.." (points to strawberry)
Me: "I like the brown color one more.."
Me: "You got money to buy for me?"
Him: "... Don't have, but my daddy got.."
Me: "Noooo.. if you wanna buy for me, you have to use your own money.."

Him: (sees balloons in party room) "You like balloon?"
Me: "No.. I don't like.."
Him: "I can give your friend balloon.."

Me: "I have to go back already.. My friend is waiting for me.."
Him: "Cannot!!!" (locks his arms around the door)
Me: "Why you don't want to let me go.. my friend waiting for me, you know.."
Him: "Ask her to come here.."
Me: "Cannot.. One person must be in the store at all times.."
Him: "Oh.."
Me: "You want you can come and look for us."

Even when people wants to go in, he don't let! He's lucky the people who wanted to come in are about my age so they were like playing with him also :)

Until his dad ask him to let the door open cos there was another bunch of people wanting to go out..

I sneaked out..

Then asked him to visit us again..

His dad and his friend came into the store again and I asked where is his son..

Dad: "Oh, he left something in McDonalds"

After 5 minutes, Hot Curls came in with a chocolate fudge ice cream!

OMG SO PAISEH LAH..! Obviously he asked his dad for the money. I insisted to pay (and showed him my very cute frog coin pouch which he said is very cute) but he insisted I don't pay..

SO DAMN SWEEEEEEEEEET lah.



:)

HOORAY!

I'm sick.

At least I self-declared I'm sick because the thermometer states otherwise (READ: 37.2 degree celcius)

Physically tired and whole body aching from the mobile race yst, YET I still have to work. Work was okay except my legs were killing me as I took every step around the store serving customers.

I guessed I walked really strangely today, kinda slow and I'm really glad no customers complained I was so slow in getting the titles they requested. (I supposed they noticed I walked like a duck)

Then my head starts to feel heavy around 4 plus. Horrible. Kendric had to gobble up his dinner because I told him to eat faster as I'm afraid I cannot take it.

I was practically going crazy by the time night falls.

Why am I still online?

Cos I had to eat a little bit when I reached home. Didn't really have good appetite whole day.

Everyone please take good care of yourself!~

Tired . Worried . Scared

Tired of working..

Worried about my skin condition..

Scared about my future..

You know, the itchiness still didn't exactly ease even after consulting a doctor. It's still the same. I took a blood test for Hep. B when I went to the doctor and damn, there's a bruise at my arm; where the blood was taken out for test.

Now, I lost the tablets which the doctor claimed will ease the itchiness.

He said if the problem persists after two weeks, I still see a dermatologist.

Frankly, if it turns out I have some skin disease or anything that's severe, I think I'd rather die.

Please tell me I'm just PMS-ing..

Monkey Business

I think I gotta do something about my monkey business.

What Monkey Business?

Well, monkeys scratch themselves alot, and they scratch the back for others too.

Since more than two weeks ago, I started to develop scratching problems. I seemed to get bitten by some insects (not sure what) but not mosquitoes. If you scratch the part where a monsquito just bite, the bite will prolly swell up like a slight lump on that area. My scratches don't swell up like mosquito bites.

I'm so sick and tired of scratching...

So sick and so tired.. I think I might just scratch myself to death one day..

Even at times it does not feel that itchy, I tend to still scratch it especially after work: when I reach home and take off my jeans. The jeans rub against my skin and then it feels so itchy..

I.. Want.. To.. Stop.. Scratching.. Myself..

When I scratch myself, that area turns pink and there's some red spots within the pink area too. Very ugly on my legs..

I don't know what to say liao..

Just that.. I really need to see the doctor regarding my monkey business..

Or I'll just scratch myself to death..

Farmart

Yesterday was a BLAST! Intitally it's supposed to be just a gathering but then at the last minute Wei Ming said he will tab the bill and it'll be his birthday celebration. It came last minute and all of panicked, man, such a hurry, we haven't even buy his birthday present lor.

I'm supposed to meet Wei Ming, Kai Ling and Mike to buy the BBQ food at Ten Miles but then ended up I had to go buy the Puma bag he has been eyeing on cos it wouldn't be nice to go there emptyhanded. I took the Express bus to Heeren just to hear the guy at CHECK telling me they had no more brown ones T_T

All because of the CHECK website under construction lah, else I can call and enquire if they still have stock for that. But luckily I asked him to call to other outlet and turn out that only Causeway Point has 1 more left. ROAR.

Obviously I went down and buy. Met Wenna, Kenneth, Yong Xiang, Fai and Joan in Lot 1 instead. When we reached Farmart, we heard Kai Ling exclaimed: "I CAUGHT A PRAWN!"

Woooo. In case you're still wonder what's Farmart you can check it out here.

It's a place where there's prawns ponds which obviously you can fish prawns there. There's also a BBQ pit with free flow of charcoal. Quite a good deal. Renting the rods is the most expensive but experience is never cheap. It costs $26 for 3 hours of fishing prawns.

BUT NICE LAH. When I got a rod in my hands, I just sat there, and waiting for the prawns to get caught. Wait and wait and wait.. and once in every few minutes check if the bait is still there. Then while I was checking the bait, WOOOT! I caught a small prawn!!



WHEEEEEEEEE.

Then I'm happy liao. First experience catching a prawn. NICE.

However, Wenna was practically feeding the prawns, like feeding one per minute like that. She kept changing the bait cos hers got eaten UNTIL she almost caught a prawn. She got so high, shrieked, everyone witness there was a prawn in the hook, BUT THEN it managed to fled -_-

But she still managed to catch a HUGE prawn lah. I got so sad.. my prawn is sooooo small. When I got hold of the rod again, I was really lucky. Just changed the bait twice AND POOM! I got another one.

Shida was very impatient. Just few minutes into holding the rod, she went like: "So is this what fishing is all about?" Then she buai tahan and passed me the rod.

LOL.

In total we caught nine prawns: Me 2, Kai Ling 2, Xeno 2, Weiming 1, Weiming's sisters 1 and Wenna 1.

These prawns are not very cheap wor. They cost more then $13 each. (cos we rented 4 rods)









BBQ BBQ BBQ, seems yummy. Managed to see my small prawn ma? Wei Ming so mean, purposely added TONS of sambal chilli on mine!





The roadside uncle helped us BBQ the prawns.



LOOKS SLURRRRRRRRRRP~

Of cos since it's part of celebrating Wei Ming's advanced 20th birthday, there's a birthday cake!





Birthday Boy..



Blowing the candles..



Taking out the candle holder (is that what it's called?) with his mouth.

Well, Wei Ming did that terribly fast. We suspected he did some training the day before.



Receiving the present lah~



He's so brownie. He was wearing a brown shirt and brown slippers.

After the whole thing, we went to Wei Ming's crib to rot, play games and of cos play Mahjong.



His sister said to let us play with that. SO CUTE and fun.



This is how we're supposed to play that. Stack all of them messily together and of cos make it stable.

Mahjong was not bad. I was considered quite lucky although I won little. Intitially I kept losing. I kept giving and I didn't win any rounds. Until lucky finally came.

Don't remember exactly what tiles I had but I remember I had a few flowers, like 2 of them is mine, then I pong-ed 红中 and 白板, that's 4 tais already and I think I was doing half color. Don't know lah, maybe my tiles were not that good but I remember I already had full tai.

I was waiting for 眼睛, 4 tong, and then it was my turn so I picked a tile. Hmmm.. A flower or animal tile, and I think 咬到.. obviously I had to 扑 my tiles so I picked another one while everyone gave me a 10c chip, the tile I picked faced down with the 眼睛 I'm waiting for..

When I'm done keeping my chips, I opened. TO MY HORROR, 花上字摸！

Lucky you know! I'm already so full yet I'm even fuller! When everyone opened their tiles..

OMG, Kenneth had two 4 tongs, meaning I had almost no chance of winning hadn't I picked that animal/flower.

Okay, next round, I was hesitating if I wanna "eat" Mike's tile. Decided not to, and 自摸-ed, although only 1 tai.

Overall, I won $1.40 cos after that I lost abit here and there and win a little bit more only.

HEEEEEEEEEEEE. So much for the day.

Next time I also want go fish prawns with my other friends liao! :)