i'm a joker

have been crapping around alot nowadays. today while i was on my way home with Li Ting and Jie Ying, i kept joking around with them. there was this guy in school uniform trying to control his laughter. he was trying to read some history notes. i didnt notice he was laughing at my jokes when i saw he's like smiling abit to himself. you know, those kinda whereby your trying to control your laughter.

you dont expect him to burst out laughing either. cos the guy beside him was also studying. if he did burst off laughing, i guess people in the bus would have to prepare their phones to call the woodbridge.

i kept repeating the same joke to my friend. which is, the one whereby Cheryl told me ask was asked to bow in front of Mr Charlanjit (i dont know how to spell his name but he's an art teacher in my secondary school) just cos she didnt bow properly when greeting him. that made all my friends burst out laughing..

and then the happiest thing happened. i saw Elmo at canteen 3 and i went berserk. the thing is, i couldnt make it obvious cos i was just so shy and felt so awkward. ahh! he's so cutee. my god. somebody gotta stop me at this.. lol.

is gonna have final FS test and PSP1 walkthrough tomorrow. gotta study later and then sleep early cos ive been v tired nowadays..

last but not least, good luck to those who are taking the PSP1 walkthrogh tomorrow. jia you!

LOL

haha. didnt update yesterday cos dont feel like. kinda bored at home. and then i went to do my CSA previous year test paper. am glad i kinda understand some concepts while doing it thought it's purely copying from textbook.

had fun yesterday with Wenna and her friend Chen-Chen. helped Chen-Chen to do her blog layout. its just a last minute Tigger layout but i found it real cool. am getting the hang of creating blog layouts. hehe.

while doing, i cracked some lame jokes. like when i was editing the words to blend into the Tigger picture, i went like "how is it? but then like too bright lehh. later IMMF teacher scold how?" then they all pengz. lol.

and then was kinda rocking my chair and then suddenly i said "wahh, scullie i fall down ahh" and then they laughed. hehee. told Wenna jokes like "Alfa's man-made button", "f***, i just mopped the floor" and stuff like that. she kept laughing. there goes my skills. wahha.

today, i let them listen to the prank calls: Airport, You Kicked My Dog and Newspaper. as usual, they laugh like peng.. haha.

well, i did announce to them yesterday to prepare their laughing gear. muahaha. okays, that's all for my stuff yesterday and today =D

Mamma mia!

oh geeez. my gracious lord. what happened? alamak.. i went to service center again! why? got virus lohh. im so unlucky! my oh my! and then i reformatted again. and that's reformatting 3 times in 15 days. who is greater than me? can the greatest person please stand up? *stands up* oh well.. -.-;

haha. consulted limfanghow lohh. got the 'wahhh, so clever!' again. he's so sarcastic. and then he said someone helped me with it. MY! its my own copyright hs copy oh ya! he claimed i had help! yes lahh, perhaps. i got help from shu ren. but thats when i really cant figure out. and am glad im done with my assignment and can throw that aside already! *screams and jump about the room*

and then i got really really bad news. yes, my younger sister was correct. Jay is gonna have another day set for his concert. and it might be the day after. but NO! yes and i mean NOOO! he's gonna have it on 26th Nov. ahhh! it can mean by the time im watching his concert on 27th, he might be tired and i mean real tired cos of his previous concert. why must it be like that?!

grrrr.

so much for my day..

dont know why but i suddenly miss my secondary school days. nothing wins my secondary school days. the carefree me. yes, hanging about in school till early evening then set back home. having the privilege to wake up at only 7 cos i leave near school.

now? ive gotta wake up one and a half hour earlier to prepare for school. and then it takes about 30 to 45 mins to commute to school. as compared to my 5 to 10 mins when i was still in secondary school..

and then one thing is, there's so many two faced people around in poly. yes, im stating the fact. if your lucky enough you'll find a real friend. if not, too bad. that's reality.

i miss those days i'll stick around Rachael and then tell her all about my wonderful romance. and then swearing im gonna stay single till Os is over. and yes, i dont really have to order about common tests and stuff cos there'll bound to be weaker students. im not saying im clever but what im trying to imply is, we have the same standard of IQ.

competition level is higher as students from all over singapore gather to study at poly. and then there's the oh-my-god level of IQ students in class. those from really famous good schools and we can never be their match. competition level is so so so much higher.

and then in secondary schools we dont have to really worry much about scoring well in our usual class tests and common tests cos what reflects our studies in secondary school is just the O level certificate in which we can do nothing about it but just to take the exams when it comes. good or not will reflect on our cert and people look at that; rather than our report books..

but in poly we've gotta work hard in our common tests or quizes in class cos that determines our grade in each and every module. once we dont even bother to study for one quiz, thats it. our grades will suffer greatly. and yes, all modules in our 6 semesters dont have those kinda thing called PSLE in primary school, O levels in secondary schools and A levels in junior colleges. it all reflects in our exams, common tests and quizes throughout, those tiny little percentage which accumulates. even a 3% quiz can make a difference.

ahhh! what am i talking about?! lols.

Now i can rest

went to school today, hmmm, as usual lah. then had IMMF Quiz. me and Wenna were okay about taking the quiz today and Theresa and KaiLing agreed too. who knows if we wanna do, those who are present have to do too. and then everyone started complaining when Balaji went around typing in the password to take the test.

ended up getting 'accused' for getting the whole class into trouble cos they haven study for the test. but its not our fault. others agree too. but shucks. whatevers. took the test. got 8/10. am glad about that.

after that i met up with Li Ting to go to Lot 1 to purchase the 'Incomparable to Jay' tickets. yes! im feeling happy now cos ive already got the tickets in my hands. dont have to worry about it anymore.

got to know Alan and Willy. Alan is kinda irritating. ah o0px. lol.

on the whole, i went crazy when the tickets got in my hands. Li Ting went completely scared cos she dont wanna just watch Jay's butt throughout. but what can we do? all the East and West seats are fully sold out. we've only got the North and South. got the North instead.

am gonna work on my PSP1 tonight. ive gotta start soon cos the walkthrough is next Friday! *screams*

Oh yeah

am glad my computer is okay now. went to reformat in the afternoon and am glad its all solved. oh man, when i reach home just now and tried at eight, i went like OH MY GOD, dont tell me im gonna visit the place again.

cos its like the same problem. but worst. and then i went to check all the internet settings. tried means and ways; even up to the state of shutting down my laptop and try again. even using the cable. but it all dont work.

and just now, i checked the internet settings again and in LAN settings i reaslized im using proxy settings. i went like oh man! i remembered he add procy settings to my laptop and swore i must remember to off it when i reach home. i forgot and wasted a whole of time!

but am glad its okay lahh. thought there was some problem with my wireless thingy in my laptop.

and wenna, i curse and swear. damn, last week she was saying 'scullie your the first one who'll use your own image' in the sense the thingy for reformating lahh. and then she was right.. !!

yes. tried The Sims 2 in the afternoon at Li Ting's house. was a last minute decision as Angeline was also gonna go to her house. thought i could use the opportunity to ask Jie Ying lend me her The Sims 2. and i did try.. its so cool!

the graphics are simply so great and the best part is when the kids can grow into adults! man! the boy i created, Nicolas, is so cute while trying to learn to walk and giggling when his mum play with him! this is just like Wendy when she 'abuse' her characters for the sake of her pets. but for me its kids! but then.. my 'son' grew to become smart yet nerd-looking. but its so cool!

am gonna go and buy Jay tickets tomorrow. hope i can get the good seats.

still, i gotta visit the support center again. why? i forgot to install the most important thing...












microsoft office!

how can anyone be as blur as me?!

!!!!

i swear im not gonna touch my laptop anymore until ive visited the support center! im getting loads of popups and its installing rubbish programs like hell! it just keeps going on and on! imagine using the ie while have 5 to 6 popups every page you go and its actually installing some rubbish programs! dont miss me peeps!

my god. who would miss me?

i guess its fated for me to start revising my modules now. if not this wouldnt be so sucky! adios peeps~

Sighs

i guess there's a problem with the internet connection in my laptop. using wireless at home is like hell. like ive mentioned in the previous entry, i kept signing in and out of my msn. and people keep pm me asking me why. i just dont know.

i thought using cable might be better. no. not much difference at all! im now using cable. and i wonder how many more times will i get d/c.

yesterday i went berserk cos i cant simply send anything to my friends. i tried to ask my friend the answer for the question ive done, ended up posting in my blog instead. that explains the weird entry if anyone of you happen to see it. ive deleted that.

while i was on the verge of breaking down, things got worse. i cant just send the ppt thingy to wenna pooon! its like, MY GOD, tomorrow's the day and i cant send her!! and then i got so pissed off. my sister provoked me more by asking me to lend her my laptop to check some stuff and wasted my precious minutes.

i was so afraid i cant wake up in the morning cos ive been sleeping at the usual time but waking up feeling damn tired or late. sighs. what is happening? my house pc and my sister's laptop just died. now my internet connection is also failing me?

and then i cocked up in my CSA in the morning. my answers were all wrong! partly due to i dont understand some parts but im sure i understood the second but god dammit i wrote the wrong answer and almost broke down in class.

im such a failure.

im glad all these will be over soon. sighs.

guess im gonna visit Daniel this friday again.

sucks. there goes my msn again.

*theresa: i think it may take me a few weeks before i can sit down and do your blog is that alright? cos common tests are coming and the PSP1 assignment is horrendous. sorry ah! but do with the current one which i edited for ya alright?*

Cockroaches?

im simply in love with the song This Love by Maroon 5 cos of Benjamin Eio. he sang his best and he's seriously so cute!

just wanna elaborate on how much i hate or should i say scared of cockroaches. as ive previously mentioned, there had been some trash bin cleaning and hence those cockroaches lying everywhere.

on my way home today, i 'met' this huge dying cockroach on the floor. im not scared of those dying ones. and than somewhere beside, i saw this really small yet disgusting centipede 'paddling' its way through the wet floor. oh yucks! i almost stepped on it! grrr!

and then i took the lift to 5th floor cos i live on the 6th floor. i kept looking out for cockroaches and had my eyes pinned on the ground all the way home. and when i was about to climb the stairs to reach home, i saw this huge and alive cockroach right on one of the steps! man! i freaked out but of cos i remained calm and didnt scream.

i didnt know what to do as i dont wanna risk climbing the stairs, perhaps disturbing it, and it'd 'attack' me. what i did was.. take the lift to 9th floor and walk all the way down! imagine that

ahhh! my msn just signed out again! what's happening?!

Oh my gosh

my gosh my gosh my gosh!

im so excited! im in too deep!

i love JAY! and im sure he's the only one i love! im so excited upon hearing about his concert yesterday night that i cant sleep! and then i skipped lessons in the morning! my oh my!

and yes! i guess my classmates are loving me! have been helping them change the code of their blog till i wanna die! they finally gave up and then signed up for blogdrive instead! ahoy blogdrive!

of cos i didnt had peace! i still gotta help them create their own layout! but its not gonna be soon! my oh my! psp1 assignment is killing me! i haven started yet but im damn sure its gonna be a few hundred lines! ahhhh!

am glad that im finally done with my IMMF project! did the demo today and found out Balaji purposely find faults! wadever! then tomorrow is IAC! im going project nuts! and on Wed its gonna be CSA! ahhh!

just found out my area did some trash bin cleaning! and my! there's so many cockroaches everywhere! even baby ones in my house! i hate them!

im so proud of my e600c! Wenna went practically 'high' and then there goes the battery of my handphone! its dying soon! but thanks to her she took photos of the entire class! and then i added them into my photo caller id!

im loving it!

p.s. try to count the number of exclaimation marks! there's 40 of them, including this one! lol

Oh my god

IM SERIOUSLY GOING CRAZY. CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME?

JUST HEARD FROM HUI TING THAT JAY'S CONCERT TICKETS ARE NOW ON SALE. TICKETS ARE SELLING AT $148, $128 BLA BLA AND BLA BLA.

AND $148 TICKETS ARE SOLD OUT. I'M GOING CRAZY. I WANT THE BEST SEATS! I LOVE JAY CHOU! AHHH!

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GO TO THE CONCERT. YES, I HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY *ALL THANKS TO ME COS I'VE BEEN SCRIMPING AND SAVING AND SAVED A WHOLE LUMP SUM OF MONEY. I'VE GOT MORE THAN ENOUGH LEFT THOUGH I SPENT SOME ON MY SAMSUNG E600C.

BUT PLEASE.. HELP ME. I'M DYING COS I'M LOVING HIM SO MUCH! AHH!

NO CONTESTS ARE UP. I WANNA WIN HIS TIX. BUT FOR SAFETY REASONS I WANNA BUY THE $128 ONES.

I LOVE HIM!

THANK GOD LI TING WANNA GO. I LOVE HER!

Samsung e600c

and yes, i got my samsung e600c already. and im loving it.

first glance when i held the phone in my palm at the shop, i went like, oh shit, the internal sucks. but i've already paid for it.

when i finally rush home, and view the internal again, i felt it rocks. maybe it was a rush when i first view it hence i think it's ugly.

what's more, i got to know more about the functions. best of all, it also have the feature in which we can take our own picture like your 'mirror image'. that's really cool. cant wait to use the photo caller id function. my younger sis just dont want to assist me in that -.-;

the ringtones are so cute and i love the external screen. yes, that is the one in which when somebody calls and i shall know who is calling once i see the external screen. its even better than my samsung x430 cos the message thingy is much more user friendly. i could even typr chinese characters!

weeee. thats so much about my samsung e600c.

and wenna, if your reading this now, i wanna say you've wrote a very interesting, funny yet romantic story in fanfic. and your absolutely great ^^

screamed hysterically with my sis just now. all cos of a BEETLE. just hate pests so much. haha. i think more to scared baa. lol.

did nothing much today except for going out with my dad to buy the samsung e600c. im loving it.

Disappointed

utterly disappointed with the grade i got for my IMMF project. i got a B. sighs. that is gonna put down my whole module marks. im having high expectations for IMMF. after the shock, i went to work on my current IMMF project carefully. just in case i get penalised for nothing.

am glad im almost done with my project.

and ya.. suddenly thought and him when Sam asked me about my past. he has turned bad. oh sighs. why did that happened? i can only care for him in silence. that's really sad.

its time to forget the past.. but its still so hard to let go..

Suddenly

got lots to update today.

on Wed, i went to the support center to have my lappy reformatted. oh yea, and i spent 5 hours sitting in there. it was cold but because of my long duration in there, i no longer could feel the coolness. was like, numb-ed?

had fun inside the service center. well there was this time when i saw the man named Daniel choosing the icons on the main screen where when we on the system, there's the Toshiba logo and 5 cute little icons below. i saw it and was amazed and went like:

"Wenna! he can choose the icons leh!"
"where?""there."
"cool! errr, how did you do that?"
"did you ever watched Who Wants to be a Millionaire? the fastest fingers."

that sent us all laughing like hell.

cos me and Wenna are easily amused, we kept laughing throughout during our stay in there. until the person couldnt bear it. wahhaa.

cos there aint the image for my lappy whereas there is for Wenna, she took a shorter time to reformat hers. and then Daniel told me he will image the thingy for my lappy so next time other people using the same brand as mine will use a shorter time to reformat. and i went like: "wahh, they must thank me, man. i sit here for 5 hours and yet the next time they come they only need about 2 hours." then Daniel added: "ya, i think i gotta add a pop up thingy so when the next person who uses the image, will see your picture and must tell that person to thank ya." thats really.. er.. hahaa.

well and the happy thing on Thur was.. im 100% done with my CSA project! and 90% done for my IMMF project! still lack of Wei Ming's flash for IMMF project but its okay la. cos flash is harder to do. bud i am so tired right now cos of my sitting position

bad news! i just then realised i forgot to study for my FS quiz tomorrow! *screams*

I feel

and suddenly, i feel im the only pillar of your life..

what the hell is happening? i dont know. heard alot of things about him, am saddened by those unbelievably shocking news. it seems to me he's kind of trying to seek attention? i hope not.

he tried to steal other's handphone, and people caught hold of it. and now, i heard he's gonna get caned. why is all this happening?

many times i hope its not the truth i heard, but of rumours that are fake. i always wish its just a nightmare and that when i wake up, i'd realise its just a nightmare.

not it's not. its become a fact right now.

but why?

he changed for better, at least abit, when i was with him. and now, everything has turned to the worst. he wasnt even like that in the past.

dont know how to end this right now.. *sighs*

Ahh~

i think there's something wrong with my lappy. seriously something wrong. i cant even run the Symantec AntiVirus. that's really bad. and the virus is back in action again. its quarantined, well, again but this time i cant even delete it from the quarantine list.

im just sick of all these stupid things that are happening to my poor lappy.

im glad im reformatting it tomorrow. and hopefully *cross fingers*, things would get better. oh please.

am 80% done with IAC project today. am so glad i still have supportive team members from IS. and we just gotta touch up a bit next tue and we're all ready. perhaps. we havent even done the final report thingy. oh shit.

gotta discuss CSA tomorrow during CSA lesson and start doing it on Thur.

did i forget to mention i havent study for my PSP1 quiz tomorrow?

my life's a piece of shit right now. it all revolves around projects which are done last minute and tests not studied. and on Thur, not only i gotta rush the CSA project, i also have to study for the Poisson Distribution test on Fri. didnt pay attention in class. have a price to pay. oh shit.

Going crazy

i cant help but feel really stressful. im gonna die any moment. geee, can someone help me?

i tried to release my burden abit but i cant just stop. once i stop, i would not have much time to complete what i have to do..

yes.. projects which are all due next week.

i think my brains are gonna burst any moments.

Marlon aint co-operating. ignoring my messages. ive given him the easiest task: just doing the home page and symptoms. me? im dealing with history of SARS, preventive measures and precautions. even Wei Ming is doing both the flash needed. all Marlon wants is online discussion. but he seldom or never replies. how am i gonna finish everything, which is due on Mon 830am? i dont wanna wake up early just to hand in the project.. i hope.. really really hope, i'll finish it on Fri.

and tomorrow, im gonna switch my mind to doing IAC project. yes. and tomorrow, i must finish it, by hook or by crook. there's no more time to touch on that anymore, except tomorrow.

then on Thur, its CSA project. i dont really know what the hell is wanted. worse still. we must hand in the report on Fri. what report? i dont know. i only know we're supposed to do a powerpoint presentation and notes. now, thats great.

and just now, my mum scolded me for nothing.

can i take it any longer?its still a mystery.

did i forget to add that im the leader for all 3 projects? that means i bear the most responsibility.

and yes, i have a PSP1 quiz on Wed.

somebody help me please?

Oh yeah

and yes! i finally made my links work. heeee.

watched WindStruck today. actually, that's the first part of My Sassy Girl. perhaps they wrote the script after viewing My Sassy Girl. that's why it came out later than My Sassy Girl?

this time round, instead of a comical and 'violent' love story like My Sassy Girl, its more to a sentimental and nice one. touching and tears well up in my eyes. hmmm, really worth the watch.

didnt go to Esplanade to watch the steel drums performance cos i dont feel like going.

spent the whole day watching WindStruck and playing The Sims. yeah, my characters adopted a baby girl. it was so hard looking after her and thank god it grew up under their care.. hmm, or should i say mine? haaa.

really fun.

may consider buying The Sims 2 if Jie Ying recommend it to me. cos she wanna try it out first and then conclude whether its worth the buy. heee, thanks her alot *^^*

[edit] why did you escort to do such things? im so shocked and speechless when i heard that.. why? [/edit]

JAY!!

okay okay, so im gonna get crazy in this entry again. man oh man, i watched the Singapore Awards thingy today. and man, was Jay Chou so cute in the videos! *sad* he wasnt able to visit Singapore. well, had two videos cos he won two awards. ahh! and should i say i dont know why when i saw the first video of him, tears well up in eyes? i felt so touched.. perhaps upon seeing him.

seen him on TVs for MTVs, advertisments and stuff.. but never seen such 'thing' before. dont know howda say but.. i felt so good.

i went practically 'high' after that.

and best part was, Benjamin Eio was also on TV! man! had the repeat of the Group 1 performance and saw him once again. so cutee!

hence, im in this craziest state you'd never want to know.

am gonna play The Sims later. wanna waste time. also dont know why i'd wanna play cos since im gonna reformat it soon. well oh well. haha~

Reformatting

tried to update yesterday but to no avail. seems like there's something wrong.

oh yeah, wenna pooooon wanna reformat her lappy. cos of numerous problems. and yeah, i think i have to also. im not having major problems but its bugging me. got the same virus five times already. though its quarantined, its like, of no use. there's so many spyware. sucks.

am gonna go and reformat the lappy with her, perhaps, on wednesday. thats why i wanna back up my stuff.

wendy's coming over later, to havoc around and to print out some stuff she needs for her Art. well, am gonna go off soon to accompany her to lunch. and to buy some stationery to replenish and cds for back up.

and ya, checked my NP mail yesterday and got a shock of happiness. i saw this email by Balaji Sujatha (my IMMF lecturer) and subject titled: Common Test Grade A+. and yes, i was thrilled.

heee. i dont care and i demand a reward from my dad. previously told him to pay half of my dream phone. cos its like ive scored well, not the best though. two A+, an A and an A-. thats really good.

okays, im not being haolian. please dont mistake me.

AHHH!

hey ya peeps. pardon me for having this really crazy entry right now. man oh man, watched Singapore Idol and saw Benjamin Eio again! and oh my god! he's gonna be in for next week's Singapore Idol Wild Card and it means i'll be able to see him again! *scream*

okay, im getting crazy, real crazy. but he's simply too charming! and soooo cuteeee! dont bother to save me. im hopeless =D

aiya, it's just kinda 'idolising' cos i find him so irressistible. im just living in my own unrealistic world, my own paradise and im absolutely happy about my life!

rejoice fer me!~

lalala. so this entry is really crappy. heeeee.

Bad electronic devices day

i guess today aint my day. firstly, i accidentally dropped my laptop in a classroom. that was bad enough but i remained calm. Jie Ying went like "aiyo, Huei Shan arhh" but i muttered a "accidents do occur". WOW, you would say. but there was this male classmate of hers went so sarcastic by saying "wah cool sia, still can say 'accidents do occur'." i mean, seriously la, perhaps other people would have given a "AHHH" or "shit" but the way he said it, was as if i have to kneel down and cry for my laptop. what has happened already happened -.-;
and then when i was about to leave the campus, i realised i didnt off my mp3 player when i reached school. i went like, what the. its like, its been on-ed since 10 to 5 lor.

what a bad day.

the problem of my laptop is getting worse. i guess i have some corrupted stuff in my laptop. sometimes it'll just have the blue screen and than it'll shut down, in the midst of my work. man oh man, all i can say is, its not AFFECTED cos i dropped my laptop.

hereby i wish nothing much will happen cos i still need my laptop for my assignments! arghh~

A crazy day out

a long entry for today.

met up with Peng, Zi Qian, Silvirin, Shu Chen and Shu Mei. had dinner at the coffeeshop near school. and then we gave Shu Chen a pleasant surprise for her birthday. er, its like 16 days early lol. indeed, its a special one cos we had an 'ice cream cake'. usually, ice cream cakes are made of.. hmm, ice cream and cake, but this time we bought a tub of ice cream and put candles on it. kinda dumb but its special.

had nowhere to go after that. as me and Zi Qian needed the toilet, we went all the way to MacDonalds for 'clean' toilet and then back again. i suggested playing iceman. so we did. havoc around the playground. hmm, fancy seeing a bunch of 17s and 18s playing at the playground.

couldnt decide who'll be the catcher. and so we played the 'zhong ji mi ma'. its a game whereby there's a range of 1-99 and Shu Mei hadda choose a number for us to guess what it is. when the range is reduced to 35-39, i thought she would have chosen 38 and so i guessed 37. and lord! i hit the jackpot!

it was really tough catching them and i got fed up. so i was saying, we shouldnt play the game around the badminton courts and the playground. kinda regretted suggesting playing iceman -.-; so we changed to playing within the line, meaning we can only run in the line. budda some people wanted to play badminton so we gave up the court.

at last we played pepsi cola 123. the first time i got 2nd and the last time i got last. haha. am really tired right now. and i betcha i'll wake up with sore legs tomorrow. oh ya, i ran barefooted. im sure im gonna get blisters one of these days.

got pretty pissed in the morning. i strongly believe that when you are waiting for a particular bus to commute to another place, usually you'll have to wait as long as possible for the bus. and when you hadda take another bus another day, the bus you wanted to take the day before flew past you umpteen times. that's really frustrating.

in the morning, as usual, i was waiting for 99 to commute to school. waited and waited. there were like three 198s, two 157s, two 187s, four 98s and two 502s which flew past me and there was still no sign of 99. and strangely, i saw this 'eerie' bus which came from the expressway. im sure, very very sure, that NO buses ever pass that route at my area. it'd go straight to Yuhua so on and so for. but strangely, it just appeared from that.

there was no bus sign on the front of the bus and no one could recognise what bus was that. and when i finally saw the 99 sign board at the side of the bus, i was thinking whether i can board the bus. cos its like, there was no a soul, of cos except for the bus driver, in the bus. and when the bus driver stops and the busstop, went up to put on the bus sign, i knew its in service.

that wasnt the end of the story. i reached the busstop in which i hadda take 154 to finally get to school. still no sign of the bus. and amazingly, four 99s flew passed me. i went like.. what the.. looking at my hp, i realised it was almost ten. luckily, one of my IS classmates was also waiting for the bus. so i went into the class with him..

man oh man, on week 13 im gonna have another WAA test which marks the end of the module. and if i fail the test, i'll have to retake the whole module. hence, i cross my fingers and pray hard that i pass.. ~.~

A contradictory feeling

came back from alumni practice. well, we sightread 12 pieces and i slacked for 6 pieces cos i only have 6 out of the 12 pieces given. that, perhaps, is the good thing about playing Alto Clarinet but sometimes i just feel outta place. it's like, it's pretty contradicting how at times i feel like playing Bass Clarinet and how sometimes i'm just happy with Alto Clarinet. my oh my, what am i thinking? i ain't got 4 hands, 4 eyes and 2 mouths.

this somehow brings back memories when i first knew i hadda change to Bass Clarinet. i cried. not meaning that Bass Clarinet is not a nice instrument but at that point of time i just love Alto Clarinet. perhaps cos i went through competitions with me and that i placed it for almost half of my secondary school life. it's like a habit. but all thanks to 'The Merry Widow', i found out it wasn't bad after all.

and then i was asked to play Alto Clarinet for the past concert this year.
signed a document in which i had to check through my particulars and found out that 'Alto/Bass Clarinet' was under what instrument i play. does that mean at ties i will be asked to play Bass Clarinet? i hope so! at least i won't feel so inferior when it comes to sightreading and stuff. and Bass Clarinet parts are simply so cutee~