Friday, March 11, 2005

Unspoken Feelings

first and foremost, i would like to express my inner feelings. i wont care how this entry will affect anyone. cos there's this feeling inside of me dying to get out.

some unpleasant things has happened these days, dampening our moods and stuff. most importantly, we're facing an assignment deadline and assignment walkthrough tomorrow.

i would like to say that i believe everyone who is in my course would feel stressed. and that applies to me too.

the assignment half done and stuff, makes all of us panick. but the thing is, im only more willing to help someone who has tried alot.

im not trying to sound like im some programming pro but what im trying to say is, i hope that someone understand the situation. also, i dont mean to hurt the feelings of someone.

because of some emotional torment, that someone felt down and moody, up to the state of not talking to us. all of us understood what happened, and how the situation is like. how that someone is feeling/thinking. but.. alot of similiar incidents has happened so many times and that made us all felt sick and tired. hense sorry for the neglect.
we dont mean to do anything. in fact, we didnt do anything. but i hope that someone would think thoroughly. i mean, dont let emotions torment her feelings. cos that someone thinks too much and i seriously think its not our actions to cause it to happen. its more like her emotions caused it to happen.

a bit frustrated and stuff. but i dont wanna care so much. i hope such things will not happen. i mean.. please.. such feelings are terrible.

always the majority's fault

next up im gonna say something true:

has anyone ever felt that whatever things happen, its always the majority's fault? i mean. when your own clique quarrel cos of some terrible misunderstandings, and that send someone all tears and sobbing and stuff, from an outsider's view, its always "it must be the clique's fault".

i mean its natural to see things like that. just like when someone gets left out in a group, people would naturally think that the group had deliberately leave that someone out perhaps cos of something.

but then again, its always not right to judge it that way.

oh right. im gonna stop this entry cos i dont really know what the hell im talking about.