Skipped breakfast today cos I skipped it everyday too. UED was four hours straight and OSB refused to let us off early despite the fact that we're just doing out project which is due next week. Was like requesting time and again and he let us off only twenty minutes before 1pm.

The classroom was also extremely cold and I was feeling cold and hungry at the same time. Then I had gastric pain, I think. I don't really know the exact locations of my stomach, kidney etc so when it hurts, I just anyhow say.

Almost vomitted when we were commuting to the canteen, but couldn't vomit cos there wasn't anything in my stomach. First time I felt like vomiting, kinda horrible, cos before today, I don't really know how vomitting feels like as I don't know how to vomit.

Laptop went to service centre cos I wanna reformat but due to keyboard problems, can't even reformat (can't type anything). Then left for home cos I wanna see doc. JJ helped me bring home my laptop.

THANKS ALOT MAN. I OWE YOU ALOT..

Now I have pills for gastric and slight fever. Have to resume my medication from last week.

MC tomorrow. MEL on thursday.

Take care everyone. I'll be offline nowadays cos there ain't any laptops for me to use anymore.

The results of the IHP I bidded for is out. It's quite dumb for me to only know how to read music scores and yet don't know music terms such as harmony etc.

Oh well, the interview went bad and he ended off with "Well, you've got good competitors." That kinda gave me the hint that I would not be able to get in. In fact, we didn't strike up a hot topic like Wenna and him did. Besides, I kenna-ed those questions like "Do you know what's 'harmony'?" when he did not ask that sorta questions when he interviewed Wenna.

After the interview, a part of me want so much to get in cos that's the only IHP that's interesting yet a part of me is afraid that if I get in, I wouldn't be able to meet those requirements or sort, despite the fact that he said it doesn't matter if I don't know how to compose or something like that.

Contradiction and everything.. I did not get in.

Gonna prepare for round 2 of bidding liao.

By the way, the previous entry about the mindless marionettes wasn't quoted from any book. If I had quoted it from a book, I would state its source. It's purely written by me.

In the end, we're the mindless marionettes manipulated by you.. All of us don't know that we're actually manipulated by you, because you did it perfectly.. So perfectly we don't know that subconciously, it's all your so-called perfections that blinded us all, all your so-called perfections that blinded us badly..

What's the first thing that came into your mind when you saw this picture?

Sweet? Romantic? Gore? Sad?

In this world, there are the people who would do anything just to get the love of someone they really really like. Yet there are the people in this world who would do anything just to make that someone who's been admiring them lose their heart.

It's so sad that sometimes the people we really really like aren't the people who're gonna end up being with us. The people whom we don't like as much as we like that special someone would turn out to be the one who's always there for us, always supporting us.

据说有一种鲸鱼会从寒冷的北极，不顾环境气候的变化全力的游到温暖的太平洋，就是为了要跟命定的对象相遇。

There's also the people who are willing to go through anything just to meet their Mr/Miss Right.

How far would you go for the person you think is your Mr/Miss Right?

I'm terribly sick. Had been a nong nong ago since I felt this terrible.

I was lucky it was only a one hour and forty minutes visit in the Polyclinic. Estimated time should be two hours and eight minutes. Time passed superbly fast while I was in there because I brought along John Grisham's A Time To Kill :)

MC for today. Skipped school and not going to work :/

Flu bug is here, take care everybody.

I'm sick. It's the flu and cough.

Maybe it's a sign that says: You know you can't finish HUMCOM by today. Drink more ice water to get worst tomorrow and get an MC!

The Da Vinci Code was on 24th. It's superb, I tell ya. Of cos, those who read the book will disagree. Personally I think that if you read a book and then the movie's out, you'd find the movie sucks. So The Da Vinci Code is like WOW to me.

I like the way Tom Hanks deciper the wordings on the floor and on the wall. It's like damn cool can. The cryptex (whatever it's spelt) is also damn cool; a secret message is placed in a cryptex with vinegar and then sealed with a five letter password, that's 12 millions possibilities. If attempted to break it open, vinegar in the cryptex will destroy the message.

Ain't that like.. COOL?

Leonardo Da Vinci's paintings are also awesome. Dan Brown's a very good writer. The plot and everything, is damn good.

There's the dull parts of the movie too; too Christian-y. I'm not a Christian so for certain parts, I don't really get the gist of it.

But I enjoyed thoroughly. The Da Vinci Code is definitely the most anticipated movie of the year, even though it has screened for a week, the theatre is still 90% packed.

At least I didn't waste my time anticipating it :)

Watched X-Men 3 today. Didn't really wanna watch but abit tempted. Yet another movie outing. Nice.

Wolferine (whatever it's spelt) is damn macho! He's so handsome can. I like his hairstyle and the way he grew his.. beard?

Sad ending for Jean at the end :/ Not bad lah. Worth watching. Maybe I'll rent X-Men 1, 1.5 and 2 to watch.

Oh I forgot to complain that the guy behind me, perhaps, had his legs folded and leaned against the chair. Dammit. I didn't feel at all comfortable. I was like, having the flu and cough, yet munching on M&Ms peanut butter and then he had to made me feel so uncomfortable.

I had to kinda hit my chair, with hopes of him getting his legs off. Didn't want to stare at him either cos it's weird ya know.

Aye aye, HUMCOM due tomorrow, done nothing yet :/

My group was doing UED storyboard today when we had to draw the catalogue page. We chose Fruits, just because. Then we gotta give an example. "Fuji Apple", I said. Then we proceeded to the storyboard for the product details page.

"Fuji Apple. Description: Imported from Fuji. LIKE DURH!" was what I said. Didn't mean to be a joke, supposed to be something lame but everyone laughed.

I'm just happy seeing everyone laugh :)

Found new mini millipede road. It is no longer that stretch of road leading from block 56 to block 27/30. It is the newly renovated area at the huge used-to-be-empty place outside of block 27, level 2, the path leading to library.

There was like BILLIONS of mini millipede lah. Walking that path was even more difficult as compared to the old mini millipede road; we used to just have to dodge them without having the need to tiptoe.

Yeap, and as you guessed, me and Wenna tip-toped the entire trip to library because we had to photocopy some stuff.

It was hell and horribly gross.

Da Vinci Code puzzle out of stock at Plaza Singapura GV. So sad.. So so sad..

And I dropped my rechargable AAA battery in bus 61 today. I guessed it flew out of my MP3 and landed in the uncle's plastic bag behind me. Am abit sad lah but while I was frantically looking for my battery on the floor and basically the entire area around me, I saw the uncle behind me helping me search the floor too. No, I did not turn around and stare at him. I just looked at the reflection.

I suspect it flew into his plastic bag cos throughout the entire journey, I did not see any battery rolling on the floor. It should, you know, if you understand what I mean :/

At least he did tried to help me look for it and I guess he didn't realised it dropped into his plastic bag.

Nevermind. I can still survive with one since the one I dropped, lasted like one week plus with one full charge. Did I mention I only bought them a day before Mothers' Day? *shrugs*

Da Vinci Code tomorrow!! I've been anticipating that for a very long time and in less than an hour, I'll watch it!

WHEEE~

I guess some things really happen for a reason.

Take last Friday for example. I was waiting for my Dad in the living room, waiting for him to come out from the room because I wanna tell him what I want for lunch tomorrow. While waiting, I flipped open the Chinese newspaper that was lying beside me. I did not get in touch with the world for very long; ever since my brother moved out cos he's our supplier for TNP. So as usual, I flipped till I see a catching headline.

There it was, in the pop stars page I saw a huge article spread over two pages about Jay. He has broken up with Patty after 14 months and has (perhaps again) denied the relationship :/

Nevermind about that, I still adore him.

Today, I flipped open the I magazine that was lying around cos I skipped AVFE lecture. Wanted to get to the TV guide cos I'm working this sunday and Singapore Idol's screening this sunday. So I thoroughly checked for SI repeat through everyday's Channel 5 listings and saw:

Wednesday (24 May): 10.oopm Project Runway (premiere)

!!!!!!!!!!

PROJECT RUNWAY!

:)

I'll rush home after dinner after Da Vinci Code this wednesday.

Okay, this entire week is quite packed, I guess.

Monday: Work.
Tuesday: Get to PS to buy tickets.
Wednesday: The highly anticipated Da Vinci Code and Project Runway!
Thursday: Touch on HUMCOM journal.
Friday: HUMCOM journal deadline, work.
Saturday: Morning: SuperBand, afternoon: MILK Run audition at Youth Park.
Sunday: Work.

I'm craving for laksa.

I'm craving for curry chicken (Yeo's canned ones).

But I'm experiencing pain in my throat.

Not the entire throat, just the left side of my throat.

In worst scenarios, it could be a tumour; either a cancerous or non-cancerous.

In better scenarios, it could just be it's too heaty.

Going to visit the doctor tomorrow if it don't get better.

Tempted to work tomorrow cos Kee Ann has got eye infection.

Not tempted cos of the $$.

Tempted cos little Lucius might visit tomorrow :/

But if I'm going to the doctor (polyclinic) it might be long.

:/

Grandma'a birthday on sunday.

AVFE by monday.

Da Vinci Code on wednesday.

HUMCOM by friday.

And I just got freaked out by a lizard in the kitchen.

Was shocked that Marlonlon PM-ed me in MSN cos he'll only PM me when it's near assignment deadline.

He went like this:
"I heard that The Cathay is fucking haunted"
"What have you heard?"
"The Cathay used to be a cinema in the past too. But people reported seeing bodies hanging on the ceiling of the theatre."
"....................."

OMG LAH. I still want watch there. 4.05pm slot is a damn big cinema :)

~~~~~

"Take any emotion-love for a woman or grief for a loved one, or what I’m going
through, fear and pain from a deadly illness. If you hold back on the
emotions-if you don’t allow yourself to go all the way through them-you can
never get to being detached, you’re too busy being afraid. You’re afraid of
pain, you’re afraid of grief. You’re afraid of vulnerability that loving
entails.

But by throwing yourself in these emotions, by allowing
yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully
and completely. You know what pain is, you know what love is. You know what
grief is. And only then you can say, ‘All right, I have experience that emotion.
I recognize that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment. "

Another excerpt from Tuesdays with Morrie

WISP script done. Very happy about it cos the whole team was there :) I'm not the team leader but I'm the connection of all; Jie Ying my primary school classmate, Xeno my current classmate, Zhen Xiang my ex IS classmate, and only an Eric who popped out from nowhere.

Ohh and I'm taking up the Indian shopkeeper role :/ Somehow I can't act out Indian accent, I can only do it naturally. Not being racist here cos WISP requires us to do a skit with an asian stereotype, which in my group's case, Indians.

I believe we will aced our skit cos our skit is funny and we have cute props. Unless the class felt our jokes were too lame and just sat there staring. That'll kinda bring down our morale lah.

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HERIYADI!

Please, I strongly urge, take good care of your precious eyes. Because out of the 100 (more or less, I'm not sure) eye infection cases in Singapore, I have two friends who got the eye infection.

As a result, they both can't wear contact lenses anymore. The worst thing is, both of them are females, and as everyone know, girls are more 爱美.

I can't imagine not being able to wear contact lenses anymore because I already have a head so huge that every morning I see that big head girl staring at me when I look into the mirror. My head, so huge that I had to get out of my mum's womb to say "Hello" to the new world through operation instead of the natural "PUSH!" birth.

I'm not exaggerating that fact k.

Back to what I was saying, PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR EYES if you wear contact lenses.

Please make sure you dispose your overused disposable lenses.
Please make sure you rub your lenses before storing them for next day use.
Please make sure you refrain from using ReNu products.
Please make sure you dispose cracked contact lenses.

etc etc etc.

Just take good care of your eyes k?

"Every day, she did the same thing; came out in the morning, lay on the
floor, stayed there until the evening, talking to no one, ignored by everyone.
It saddened Morrie. He began to sit on the floor with her, even lay down
alongside her, trying to draw her out of her misery. Eventually he got her to
sit up, and even return to her room. What she mostly wanted, he learned, was the
same thing many people want – someone to notice she was there."

An excerpt from Tuesdays with Morrie

That made tears well up in my eyes as I read the book in the bus.

In this world, there are so many people who yearned to be noticed, yet how many of us can actually bring these people out of their misery?

Aye. I don't know how to say what I wanna say lah but basically Tuesdays with Morrie is a very meaningful book. It's about this sociology professer who changed alot of lives. It's about how he lived everyday's life to the fullest when he got to know that he contracted a deadly disease.

Yesterday was my grandpa's death anniversary (it's also my grandpa's brother's and two other people whom I've never met before death anniversary) and we had the sorta funeral ritual thingy held under my block.

Of cos, many people came, including distant relatives or simply relatives I haven't seen for years. When all the ritual is done, we're to set off to a place near my house so we could burn all the offerings (the car, plane etc) for them.

In the mini bus I travelled in, my relatives and I talked. I don't recognise like 2/3 of the people in the bus, and only knew like 4 to 5 people. There was this aunt which I don't even remember! She claimed I went for her wedding when I was two to three years old. That was so long ago :/

I agreed with the fact that it's only such "occassions", all of us would then see each other cos my extended family is not at all close-knit.





That's the scene whereby all my relatives lined up and passed bags of "gold and silvers" to the other end for burning. Cos there were like forty bags or so, they passed the bags till they were complaining how tiring it is. HAH.

I get to meet new cousins I never knew existed!



This is the cutest of the lot, cos he's the youngest and very dao, hence, I liked him better. He didn't allow me to carry him at first, until he saw the people carrying the offerings to load it on lorries, I get to carry him cos he was curious. But when they're all done, he immediately got back to his maid -_-;

That's why he wasn't even looking at the camera cos he was too busy observing.



SO CUTE LOH!

There's also this particular guy I liked cos he's clever for his age and mix with me well.



I folded a crane for him, and then ended up the rest of the kids wants one too. Folded like 7 at the end and it was freaking tiring cos it's those bank brochures I used to fold and I have to like press very hard to fold nice ones :/

When the ritual begins, I gotta leave the kids cos I have to be there at the ritual, this boy Jun Yan kept coming to look for me.

That's so sweet :)

Worked today and was like damn sad when Mike told me there may not be sneak previews for The Da Vinci Code cos he didn't find it anywhere in the cinemas website until Lucius came!

He's freaking cute lar! He came when he just woke up, so he was extremely blur and extremely cute. I thought he had forgotten me but he didn't cos he's still kinda half-asleep.

He made my day lar~

The Da Vinci Code postponed :/ The show's too hot, I just visited GV and Cathay website, it seems that the seats are filling fast, considering the fact that it's gonna be out in six days.

:(

I think my laptop has got some problem. Or so I think, my blog has been loading slowly using my laptop and I can't view the side profile of my blog even when it's finish loading.

Anyway, I went to town with my sister yesterday. Didn't buy the N.U.M bag, after some dishearting words from my sister.

The worst thing that can ever happen when you're shopping in Orchard is rain!

It was raining by the time we finished walking around Heeren. The thing is, we're trapped in Heeren! No finger foods, no place to rest etc!

Then my sister went out in the rain to buy Old Chang Kee cos I was wearing skirt, and we went to Spinelli for a drink.

I order Macchiato or something.

The service crew is friendly, he asked if it was my first time dining in and I said yes. He even said that I wouldn't like the drink I ordered if I'm drinking it the first time, but I ordered it anyway.

I collected my drink without taking any sugar.



So I was slowly enjoying my curry puff when I saw that service crew walking out of the cashier. Thought he was just going to clear the tables or what.

But he actually went to take two packets of sugar for me!

"Just in case you don't like the taste."

Now, that's excellent service!

I tasted the one sip.

OMG. I really don't like the taste.

It tasted very bitter and tasted like there's a bit of wine. Partly cos I was drinking the foam, that's why it's kinda bitter.

When I drank the rest, it tasted nice :)

That's, of cos, after I added sugar.

I'll definitely recommend going there for a nice cup of coffee if you're trapped in Heeren during a rainy day.

The service's just so excellent :)

I suddenly remembered I wanna blog about this.

Human Communication is fun! Especially when I'm in the same class with Cynthia, Mardiana and Zana :)

I recall doing the Johari Window thingy during class. Even though I did it online before, and had my friend do it for me, I think it's more fun to do it in person! It's like you ask your friends about how they feel about you; be it first impression or whatsoever, and you get to ask why!

Cynthia said I looked strict and bad-tempered on first impression :/

Strict and bad-tempered meh?

Zana said I like to act cute :/

She even mentioned that during OCOM, when we were asked to use a word to introduce ourselves, I said I'm chio bu.

Alright, I don't recall saying that, really.

What's worst is, on the eve of Labour Day, Koon Guan told me about my secondary school class chalet which he puked after drinking alcohol.

I don't remember any of that either.

He even said I BBQ-ed a marshmallow for him, and even bought Mac for the class :/

I seriously don't remember it. Maybe there weren't any photos about it.

Talking about marshmallow, I remembered I was with M05 regulars at SIM restaurant when I asked Wenna if she's craving for marshmallow.

ME: You want to eat marshmallow?
Wenna: (shows the o_O face)
ME: Marshmallow?
Wenna: (can't stand anymore and starts to laugh)
ME: What? *ponders for a moment then said: OH! I MEANT MASHED POTATO!

:/

Lucius didn't visit the shop yesterday (since the discs his parents rented were dued yesterday).

I suspect he's visiting today, but I'm working afternoon shift, so sad.

He always visits around 7pm++++.

:(

I miss him.

Oh yes! Finally The Da Vinci Code is screening like in two weeks time! I've been anticipating for this movie ever since I know it's gonna be out this year :)

The Da Vinci Code anyone?

Coincidence may happen every now and then but some coincidence may lead to misunderstandings.

If I didn't care about the friendship, I wouldn't even try to confront and then try to resolve matters.

But it's still up to you to believe it.

Of course, I hope you believe it, because things aren't even supposed to be that way in the past.

Went to 曹格's concert at Singapore Polytechnic today. Ain't that crazy about him but he sings very well! His songs are also superb :)

He's so hilarious, but awww :/, he was feeling sick. He said he had 3 jabs at his buttock last week :/

But he still sang very very well. Best of all, he sang the songs I love from his new albums :)

I must say I'm very lucky I went with Bryan, because I didn't have to squeeze in the crowd; I didn't even need to hav tickets and I get to sit right in front :D



The crowd was overwhelming, there's more but this is how much my camera can fit.







Some good shots of him. I must really thank Bryan. I wore a skirt and I really regretted. But this wasn't planned; I only got to know about his concert today.

So he helped me took a real close shot of him when he sat on the stage.

Oh and he look very much like 2moro!

Came the poster giving sessions, my side didn't get much, only two were given out. Worst still, to the two people beside me :/ Somemore he didn't throw to them, he came upfront and gave them :/





Autograph session. 曹格 looked damn macho :)

By the way, I'm not really the fan of 曹格, but I admire him for his singing.

Was still sulking over the fact that I didn't get the poster he gave out and then Bryan's so-called boss gave me the last poster she still have! Although he didn't look as handsome in the poster I was given than in the one he gave out, I was still happy!

Eyed the stage to see if anyone got him to sign posters, but none did :/

Then they asked me to go down and tell the crew I'm from 滚石 aka Rock Music. Almost didn't get through until we said we're from CD-RAMA.

I got my first autographed poster!

曹格 LOOKED DAMN CUTE UPFRONT! FACE BLUSHING AND STUFF. Oh my god, I'm going crazy :/



:)

I wanna say thanks again.

Thanks for everything, Bryan :) I really appreciate it..

Urgh. I just saw something quite gross.

Ah well, my day started off bad; I was walking towards the bus stop to get to class early in the morning when a leaf (or so I assume) was blown towards me. It hit my face. I seriously hope it's a leaf cos it also look like a bug :/

I don't want to be attracting bugs; I'd rather be attracting the person I'm attracted to. LOL.

As I was approaching the bus stop and was underneath the huge tree that was planted next to the bus stop, a huge wind blew and a branch as long as my lower arm break from the tree and hit my head.

I'm just lucky it's not as thick as my arm else my laptop will be in MeL and I'll be in the hospital.

Oh then I got to see someone I longed to see, got my director list letter, got my Disney badges, and got my 曹格+麻衣 娱乐百分百 show.

Maybe it's a blessing in disguise.

And as if my day wasn't bad enough at the beginning, I just had to see the intestines of a rat lying on the path on my way home. I'm not sure if it's a rat, I just felt it is. But according to others, cats will tear up the rat and then eat the inside.

If that is so, why is the intestine lying on the floor? Together with the stomach (or so I assume).

It's just so disgusting.

I found myself new mahjong khakis!

LOL~

But they are damn scary lah. They hu 3 tais and above one lor, though I still won when I played with them the first time.

Haha, they're namely Joe, Andy and Yew On lar. Yuhua peeps.

Andy's a mahjong freak. That can be good and bad. It just means more mahjong, and perhaps more $$.

Aye, missed school today cos I was tired and maybe a little lazy. Just missed the first four lessons (cos same teacher :/) and went for the last lecture of the day anyway since I have work and it's near school.

Oh, did I mention it's fun working with Kah How? It's like he laughs at little things and it's damn nice lar. And at the end of the day, two of us will be like kids running about the shop. Like I ran to the storeroom to change out of my work tee, and he ran to put back the last vcd yada yada.

FUN.

Hee~

You know, I hate it when some people just stabs you at the back, and then you got to hear it from others.

I hate it more when some people stabs you at the back, yet treat you so nicely in front of you.

I hate it when some people just think they can just push all the blame to someone else.

I hate it when some people think you're actually not doing anything without looking him/herself into the mirror; he/she is actually the one who's not doing anything, hence when anything happens, he/she can push the entire blame to you.

I hate it when some people show favouritism.

I hate it when some people hate me just because I am ME.

I hate it when some people asks you for help, you did your best to help, and yet he/she still stabs you at the back. Then you'd wonder, why in the first place I was so nice to him/her?

I hate it when some people blames you for something when some coincidences happen.

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.

Oh blimey, the world's unfair.

Nobody will stand by your side forever.

Trust no one but yourself.

Trust your own sentiments. Trust your own heart.

But then again, I believe I've committed some or all of the hate stuffs I mentioned above, I believe I got my own retribution already. For the some people who did those stuffs to me, I hope you get yours one day too.

YES, AND I MEAN YOU.