ISDT paper down! Abit no feeling for the paper leh. I mean, I'm very unsure if I can score well or do badly for it.

Well, it's all over liao.

Tomorrow SA paper. TERROR.

That SA lecturer of mine gave me a C- for my CA. THANKS man.

For that I swear I'm gonna study real hard to prove her wrong! Since I think she don't like me too (I don't like you too!).

LOL. I sound so childish.

Okay, since I wanna prove her wrong by scoring in my SA paper, what the heck am I still blogging on the eve of SA paper?

-_-!

There's just so many things to do during the holidays that I can't wait till it's here!

• Move into my new room!
• Of cos I gotta make my room as neat and as nice as my dream room :)
• Visit IKEA for some stuff I'd need to decorate my new room!
• Paint my room in light purple/violet/whatever. Indulgence :D
• Clean up my desktop! (I mean my laptop's desktop)
• Find a job (Oh yes)
• Watch Dorm >.<
• Disney On Ice!
• Finish reading A Man Named Dave, Memoirs of Geisha and maybe The Da Vinci Code

The Da Vinci Code movie is screening in June! I know that book's a bestseller and I want to read it, but should I read it before the movie? Sometimes if you read the book before the movie releases, the movie usually disappoints you cos your imagination runs further than the movie.

>.<

Basically my to-do list revolves around my new room.

Anticipation is killing me!

But I'm still quite worried leh. I've shared room for my entire lifetime now and suddenly I have my own room I feel so excited yet so scared.

What happens if lizards crawl up the walls of my rooms?
What happens if my imagination starts to run wild and I feel so eerie?
What happens if its raining heavily with strong winds? I know my brother's room produces eerie sounds when the wind brush against the walls of his windows, just like in the bathroom.

How?

Samuel 很可爱。

可能他还是个小孩所以我才觉得他很可爱吧。

第一次在伟铭家看到他，他很害羞。我一直对他说“HELLO！”但他一点反映也没有。只拿着手里的水壶大力地指向我，仿佛要和我打架一样。我以同样的方式回应他，吓着他，因为他没有想到我竟然会这样回应他。他也大声笑了一下。

好可爱。

反复和他“打架”逗得他一直笑。

很天真。

第二次去伟铭家时，Samuel正在冲凉。出来的时候只有毛巾披着，看到他的我竟“羞羞”这样说他。他很害羞，因为他没穿衣服嘛。像看到陌生人的小孩一样，他似乎看起来很怕我，一直抱着伟铭妈妈的大腿，一样很可爱。

穿上衣服的时候，我试着哄他，但他一直不肯开口。直到伟铭的妈妈给我一颗糖来哄他。

Samuel很喜欢吃糖。在我还没拿到糖之前，不管我反复的跟他说“叫‘姐姐’”他都不应我。

当我手心上出现糖时，跟他说：“叫‘姐姐’”，他竟然直接说“姐姐！”

！！！

真是一个贪吃鬼！

很可爱。

为他着迷了。

HEEE.



很想念他。

他那贪吃的嘴巴。

他那暴力的行为。

想念。

This is what happens when we're all too stressed up with exams:

(Click for larger view)

Fai always say:

“珍惜眼前人..”

我也很想珍惜眼前人啊.. 但如果我得不到眼前人的珍惜呢？

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One very important thing to announce:

Please, I beg, spread this message to all:

Dispose all your ReNu cleansing solution for contact lenses. Though it is not confirmed that the product causes the current cases of fungal eye infection, but it's just to be safe cos majority of the patients who got fungal eye infection uses ReNu cleansing solution.

Click here and here for more info.

I "saved" two friends just by sending this message to all in my msn because I'm not so sure who wears contact lenses.

One of my friend got that eye infection too. She had to put eye drops once every two hours and the pain was quite unbearable, I think. She has recovered from it already but then she can no longer wear contact lenses because of the scars left behind.

PLEASE take care of your eyes.

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Seriously, I dreaded the thought that one day me and my precious classmates will be separated from one another. We are a bunch of happenin' kids. Four semesters already and we're still going strong, still so close.

Endless outings, endless fun and laughters but we all know one day we will all be reminicising the past.

Why is it so that Shida, Wei Ming and Cynthia all have to take IHP first?

It will be like three missing jigsaw pieces that will change everything.

Things will definitely never be the same.

It's especially sad that Wei Ming's leaving cos he's one of the regulars in our group. I know I'm repeating this but we will all miss his crazy actions, his missing tooth, his panda eyes, everything..

~~~

These things which are happening so fast can't be describe in words. This hidden feeling in all of us can never be completed with words..

I thought I was gonna break down in MeL if I know that my harddisk is gone case. But no, my laptop was perfectly fine in MeL. Quite embarrassing can. It was like, I told the person that the blue screen which shows the error message appears after I start up for 3 minutes and we were like waiting for the blue screen to say "HI" to us when it never did.

Scanned the harddisk and there was no problem.

Ayes, maybe my darling overworked.

So I'm happy! All my photos and music are all intact!

I was seriously on the verge of breaking down while going in to MeL. I can't bear to know that I'm gonna lose all data in my harddisk.. it's all so precious.. those memories since Japan trip 2002, band outings and class outings etc.. It's all so precious..

Currently the Tammy incident is getting bigger. It's like quite a good and bad thing ya know.

The bottomline is: someone is jealous of her popularity, stole her handphone and mass sent her sex videos?

But then it's quite guillible to give away our virginity at a tender age of 17, isn't it?

In the past, it's such a sensitive thing and everyone preserve their own virginity till marriage day, but it's so common to give it away as young as possible.

I know all these thoughts are so passe but then again, it's just.. a pity.

Basically, everything happens for a reason.

But if I'm her, I think I'll commit suicide due to extreme embarrassment. It's like, how would I be able to lift my head to face my friends and family?

Then again, everything happens for a reason. Just like we can't escape death when it comes to us.

So now what?

FINAL DESTINATION MANIA~

Watched the first one today. OMG gross.

Was like screaming at the part where the corpse moved can. DAMN GROSS.

I can't imagine I'll be watching FD3 in cinema tomorrow. And that cinema screen is like 100 times bigger than the one in Theresa's house? AND SURROUND SYSTEM CAN.

>.<

This is what happens on days when there's no activites and when we hang out together 90% of the time:



Need me to say more?

Photos from William's.


This was William when he had HAIR!!


Group photo :)

Melbourne, William's Jack Russell is cute alright but abit too hyperactive and affectionate already.

He was like so busy walking around, licking our toes and barking profusely. The worst thing is, if you sit on the floor, he would jump on you to kiss you!

That was exactly what happened to me. It was all a shock and I was like stunned over there then William gave me some tissue and I went to wash my face.

>.< Melbourne was like staring at me while in William's hands from the time I walked to the kitchen till I came out. And when I settled down on the sofa, He was like running about my sofa, wanting to jump on the sofa I was sitting on.

But anyway, he forgot about my existence because he was locked out while we ate. William's wife cooked pasta. DELICIOUS!

Oh, and we saw this car.



Herbie!

:)

Was over at Sam's crib yesterday. Mahjong was all we did and abit of Fatal Frame III. We're all becoming gamble freaks.

Fatal Frame III was SCARY! I was like covering myself with a pillow when a ghost appear and screaming with my ears shut (as usual) when it got damn scary!

>.<

Oh and then yesterday night I play mahjong without pairing up with Wei Ming. First time ever.

Jing Jie was like my lucky star cos when he sat behind me, I kept winning.

At one round, I was like having very nice tiles, my own flower and animals, that's like san tai already. Also, my tiles were all wan zi and I was waiting to pong the tiles. When I pick another tile cos it's my turn, OH MY HOLY, I rearranged my tiles and zi mo!!!!!

~~~

man tai + zi mo!

That's $3.20 each :D

So by the time the entire game ends, I was winning.

Played another one with Kenneth this time but boo hoo hoo. I lose $6. But then overall I won.

Still so happy with my accomplishment :)

I'm getting more and more gamble freak liao. Geez.

Laptop crash :(

I'm so sad can. When I saw that blue screen on the night of 16 February 2006 which says I've got an error and my system has to be shut down, I was feeling alright. Cos such things do happen but windows recover after you on and off it again.

But I didn't expect it wouldnt start up at all. It was on but nothing on the screen. After a while, it finally started up.

When I on it again the next day, and was asking Wei Zhen about Kiss 20, Teck Wei asking for the download website and Kai Ling sending me photos, it suddenly went black screen.

:(

I cant start up at all after that.

I think harddisk problem leh.

As usual, like the wallet incident, I was like recalling what important documents I have in my laptop.

I remembered..

• My zillions of photos
• My collection of music
• My school notes
• My effort throughout Poly! (my websites, my powerpoint slides, my research etc)

I want to cry already.

T.T

Pictures from the zoo trip:





















Am so lazy to update my blog nowadays because my life is so packed with endless activities that even though I have strength to come online regardless rain or shine, I still don't have the energy to blog.

So my entries are like updated after a week or so.

My life, is seriously so happenin' now I fear for the future.

I fear that I'll miss my M05 so much I wouldn't bear to leave them after I graduate.

It was like on the second day of CNY, we tonned over at Yong Xiang's crib (Johor).

At that time BA assignment was due the next week.

Then on that saturday of the first week, we tonned over at Kai Ling's after which we visited PM lecturer.

BA was dued the next day.

On the next weekend, we tonned at Wei Ming's crib, after which we visited William's.

That was when VID was dued on Mon.

And this weekend, I supposed we're tonning over at Sam's but if no girls are going, I'm not going too.

~~~

Just went to Sentosa yesterday and today we're going K-Lunch.

I think we're going Jurong Swimming Complex this Sat?

>.<

Wei Ming, Shida and Cynthia are gonna leave us for IHP T_T

Not sure if Wei Ming and Shida successfully appeal not.

But then.. What will life become without them?

I'll miss Russell-Petering with Shida. It's especially sad when I've gotten close with her this semester and we have pretty much in common: Pelzer books and choice of movies.

Then Wei Ming? Will miss his "谢谢大家!" and those accented phrases with the thud of his foot. Miss teasing him about his missing tooth.

Aye aye aye.

I seriously hope these days will last forever.

Am very late for CNY photos but nonetheless, better late than never.

Day 1

As usual, I went over to the next door and get the kids to play with me.



Shi Tong, a very chubby and cute girl.

Next up is my favorites!



Wen Kai, 3 and Wu Jun, 4.

They didn't give a damn to me actually. But I tried to play with them. And cos I had my camera with me and they're curious about it, they just posed with the blur looks, totally ignoring me.

Day 2

Slept till the time my little cousins came to wake me up.

They were like quarrelling who should wake up who. So cute.

Then I walked to the next door, the brothers haven't arrived. So I rotted around the house until their aunt came over and tell me:

“你不要过去和Wu Jun Wen Kai玩啊？Wu Jun 早上吐，然后他讲：“不要叫那个姐姐过来跟我玩啦，我不舒服。””

So CUTE!

I knew he loves me.

When I went over with my camera and asked him:

“你早上吐啊”

“嗯” (Looking shy)

Melts.

SO the day before they were like ignoring and then the next day:























Then they went off to 拜年 and I became bored. I was actually panicking cos in a few hours' time I would go down to Yong Xiang's house.

Another relative came and there's another baby.

Uber CUTE too.

Initally he looked like me like this:



as if saying: "WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING?!" in Russell Peters' tone.



And then he began to smile cos my uncle managed to make him smile.



:)

The brothers finally came back and luckily I pestered my mum to leave only they come back cos I just wanna see them one last time, else I think I'd have to wait till next year then I can visit them.

They were drinking milk though, preparing for a nap. Heng man, else I wouldn't bear to leave. At least I know that if they sleep and then I leave, I'd have nothing to do even if I had stayed.



Wen Kai became so close to me he even listens to me when I wanted to take a photo of our palms.

Upon seeing the closeness between me and Wen Kai, his mum went like:

“哇，你都可以让Wen Kai跟你玩哦”

:D







I MISS THEM SO SO SO MUCH..

每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败

每一次放弃你的可爱
痛苦难以释怀

Dedicated to Wu Jun and Wen Kai :P

I bought green contact lenses! (finally)



Aren't they gorgeous? I think they fit me perfectly!

Wenna got blue contact lenses.

YES! Tell us we look gorgeous.
















Okay, fine. I lied.

I edited it with Fireworks.

But ain't my skills perfect?

It looked REAL.

At least that's what I think.

It's just testing out to see if I'll look good with green contact lenses lar. I think I look fabulous.

Conclusion: I'M GONNA BUY GREEN CONTACT LENSES.

BA MADNESS.

I miss my cute little cousins from Malaysia. I can't wait till my sister comes back from Thailand on Tuesday because I can't wait to upload the hundreds of baby photos I have in my memory card.

I'm desperately looking for someone who has a digital camera which functions with Compact Flash card.









I MISS ALL OF THEM. HOW?!

Lastly, presenting you......














































CHICKEN LITTLE!

Paiseh. Too stressed up by Basic Animation, that's why.

Overnight gambling at Kai Ling's crib tomorrow.

Then visiting at Theresa, PM and MMA lecturer house on Sunday.

Next Friday we're going to the ZOO!

SAD LEH. EP ENDING T.T

So fast lor. Like only FOUR weeks. YES, FOUR!

Actually don't have outing, but I thick-skinly asked Yong Xiang to request for it. So, TADA!

Next Saturday going mentor house.

DAMN HAPPENING :D

I have the urge to blog about this now because I still feel traumatized about what happened last night.

So I was over at Yong Xiang's place since the second day of CNY and all of us ate alot. We didn't really have anything special like any activities which is not available or different in Singapore but I enjoyed myself alot.

Got to know YX's secondary school friends like Ah Wong, Moazan (Momo), Jason, Malcom and Marcus, the twins.

I was very high can. GOT TWINS LEH!

Somemore the first time I met them, they sat together. Normally they won't, but don't know why the arrangement that day was like that. They were RIGHT in front of me, two identical fellow, SUPER CUTE.

Then we were chatting about some stuff. The two of them were like, joining sentences lor. Like Malcom says part 1, Marcus continues with part 2, then Malcom talked about part 3 etc.

DAMN CUTE.

I'm a sucker for twins.

Buai Tahan.

Momo is the safest driver of all, and the most comfortable to talk to because he interacted with us more. He's Italian Malay and Wenna and I kept asking him about some Italian words.

Ah Wong looks like Mr Chang, the SB in charge and sound like Yong Jia. OMG, damn serious kind.

Jason, I don't know much about him. But he is a pretty boy, meaning if he's a girl, he'll be damn chio.

Okay, I'm not traumatized by the fact that I was introduced to these boys but about what happened the night before we decided to go back to Singapore.

This was what happened.

Kai Ling's on the left and I'm the one on the right.






TRAUMATIZING RITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I still have the feeling of being hugged in the middle of the night several times, treated like a bolster!

Basically it's cos Kai Ling's too used to hugging a bolster to sleep and that Wenna took her bolster away and I was treated like a bolster!!

VERY TRAUMATIZING!

It was like, I was sleeping quite soundly, because all of us were extremely tired due to lack of sleep, when suddenly I felt an arm over my body and a leg over my legs.

?!

Opened my eyes and didn't know what to do. Practically FROZE down there.

I should have asked Wenna to take photo of that.

T_T

我的第一次....

I was never hugged like that to sleep before leh..

T_T

Nevermind.

So we guys set foot on Singapore this morning and I'm in school now.

The only thing I'm not used to now is the fact that when we're in Malaysia, there wasn't any transport problem.

Go Danga Bay? No problem! Who to sit on whose car?

Go Lavender makan? Who want to sit in my car?

~~~

Back to Singapore and we guys have to sit public transport liao.

SOBS.

I miss having no worries on transportation. I miss just hopping in the car and let the driver bring me to where I was supposed to go without paying!

No group photo leh. I lend my sister camera and then Kai Ling never bring.

Should have taken one man, else we would forget one another.

>.<