Sorry but I'm sad

I'm sad, really.

I'm sad..

when Wenna said that let the advanced New Year steamboat be my birthday celebration cos everyone prefers that way.

I'm sad..

when she said, why not we go school on 28th to do report?

I'm really sad..

where got people rush report on birthday?

I know VE is having a chalet on my birthday for belated xmas and advanced New Year and that they will be helping me celebrate my birthday..

I very much want to celebrate my birthday with VE people ..

But I very much want to celebrate my birthday with M05 too.

I don't want to spend a pathetic birthday..

I know I'm only turning 19.. but it's once in a year.. why spend it to do report?

I know half of us is having attachment.. the other half doing IHP can go ice skating.. hence I can't really celebrate with everyone, I mean as in go ice skating since it could be a first time experience for some and that most of us don't know how to ice skate, and requires learning. If that's so, ice skating is not just a two or three hours thing.

I know I'm asking alot..

But I'm just sad.. you know?

So sad that when she said that, tears gush down my cheeks.

I knew nothing's good gonna happen since few entries back I said I'm not at all looking forward to my birthday..

Sorry but I'm just too sad..

If there ain't any activities on my birthday.. December 28th, please go away..