Friday, January 14, 2005

What's wrong

i dont know why am i feeling this, i dont know why such things are happening. this is not a nice word to say but i seriously feel so fucked up. everything in my life is going chaotic. whats next?

everything i say just seem so wrong, everything i do is also wrong. then what am i supposed to do or say? i guess i should just keep quiet.

every suggestion i give just get pin-point at, every suggestion i give, what i get in return is a black face. it's so sucky. whats wrong?

this thing is near, yes i know. but im just trying to make it seem better. am i wrong for that?

am i just wash my hands off this thing?

NO!

i'll just end up making more enemies.

what am i supposed to do to make things right?

i just feel the barrier is still there. and i totally hate this.

im just a girl, why am i suffering all these?