As good as new

reformatted my lappy today. now it's so new. at least without the pop ups and the lagging.

was late for school in the morning as usual and was waiting for the lift cos i was lazy to climb the stairs. the doors of the lift opened. and omg. he was there. it was the guy whom i found the friendster. i was so stunned. cos he dressed so stylishly and even style his hair. simply so cute.

but nothing much lah. im just attracted to his voice, his looks, his everything lol. i mean, he's just those common-looking guys. and to say the truth, im usually not attracted to guys with common looks -=x

okay lets not talk about that. about the someone whom ive been trying hard to please since beginning of sem 2, is really making me more numb. im so numbed by his cold feelings towards me. everything he does or didnt do, makes me all so disappointed. simply lose hope. simply numbed.

today saw him. he was so cold towards me. said a Hi to Cheryl (yea, she and Carmen came over to NP) and didnt even bothered to say Bye when we left.

im numbed.

all the whatevers. im so sick of it.

things took a better turn nowadays. whee! xD