The Dinoshan Roars

You know, I think one of Jay Chou songs have a huge impact on me. Yesterday I woke up just to see my lunch which looks quite inedible. There was little rice (which I'm not mad about it actually, cos I'm on a eat-less-rice-more-meat diet) and there's this superby oily yet disgusting looking meatball. It was HUGE, really and it does not look edible at all. The color of it seems quite raw; tad bit pinkish and greyish at the same time. In conclusion, it just looks horrible and inedible lah.

So I complained about it, in chinese of course.

ME: "Wah lao eh. Like that how to eat."
Mum: "I knew you would say that when you see it."
ME: "Really lor, eat liao will full meh."
Mum: (starts nagging) "I wake up early in the morning to go for work, buy lunch for you girls and then you complain about your food. Bla bla bla bla bla. You girls ever asked if I wanted to eat anything from outside? Bla bla bla bla bla."
ME: "Hannah hannah.." (closes food packet and walks to room)
Mum: "You want me to cook egg for you izzit, or open a can of curry for you. Bla bla bla bla bla bla."
ME: "Wait. Let me try the food." (still looking pissed)
ME: "EEEEEEEEEEE. I want curry chicken."

Then she went to heat up the can of curry chicken for me and told me when it's ready.

I didn't say thanks at all.

After finishing my lunch, I went to my room and started using my laptop. My laptop's playing Jay Chou's songs and then it was shuffled to 听妈妈的话. (Listen to your mum)

听妈妈的话~ 别让她受伤~ (Listen to your mum, don't make her sad)

I sensed a tint of guilt in me. I still didn't say thanks nor sorry for being so self-centered and not thinking about her feelings, because I was more concerned about the fact that I was gonna starve. I didn't hug her to tell her how thankful I was because my relationship with my parents is not initimate to begin with. I guessed my mum had pampered us too much already.

I know one day I'll regret not telling her those words or how much I love her even though I don't show it but I guess I shall just try not to make her sad or angry for now. That's the least I could do since it doesn't matter if I told her I love her and did not show it in my actions.

I'm down with flu and cough, and my throat hurts :( Reason: I ate too much potato chips, too much chocolates and too much gummies for the past few days and now I'm gonna pay the price for it.

I also lost my weekend job. Dammit, I can't make it for the training cos I had to work lah! I'm so pissed off when my younger sis told me the person in charge said she give priority to those who went for training. I guess the places which still need people are like Toa Payoh? And I don't know where else.

Like I would go down to Toa Payoh to work just to earn that $28 like that (since we're needed 3 to 4 hours per day).

Nevermind about that.

Creative asked me to work for the roadshow this Saturday but sian, I working at KAP.

Guess what? Today I was late for school cos I overslept, and even though someone had helped me sign in already, I still must reach school early what, and I'm used to packing my bag in the morning before I go to school. So I packed the necessary stuff I need: PM textbook, my pouch, the books I borrowed from library as reference, ezlink card, my work polo tee etc.

When I'm done showering and changing and everything, I went down to take bus to school. Upon reaching school, I had breakfast with the girls and then we headed to library to settle down cos we needed reference materials from the library too. Settled down on a table at the cafe since we could talk loudly, eat and drink and everything and it was quite empty.

Then I placed my bag on the table, unzip it and realised: "What the f*ck, I forgot to bring my adaptor."

What's the big deal, you would say. Can use battery what.

Thing is, before I shove my laptop into my bag, I took out the battery because it will add on more weight on my bag.

YES. I was like that dumb kid who brought her laptop with no battery, no adaptor, nothing.

I'm done with complaints and I'm outta here.




P.S. Please don't laugh your ass off upon reading that forgot-to-bring-adaptor part cos I already feel so dumb typing it out.