The Dinoshan Roars

Just came back from visiting my brother after the operation, got to find out it's the second or third stage of stomach cancer.. Had it been the fourth, it would be the terminal stage.. Seeing him lying on the hospital bed looking so weak.. I feel so sad.. So sad I wanna cry, but I don't want to.. Well, the tumor will go for further tests to see if he needs to go through chemography, or so I had learnt.

The nurse had been impatient in answering my father's worries. My mum and sister-in-law was there since early evening, my father and I went there around 7 plus to take a look at him..

My dad was worried about my brother's condition so he asked the nurse how's the operation and stuff like that.. The nurse went like: "Just now I already explained to them (my mum and sister-in-law), it's no use talking about it now cos we have to take further tests on the tumor to know the severity of the cancer. Hor, Okay??!"

Such a rude nurse.. I seriously don't think that's the way she should treat the family of a patient like that..

My skin allergy has gotten better I think. I went to see the doctor yesterday, had to take another injection :/ so it'd hasten my recovery process. I now have to take medicine in the morning, and another drowsy kind at night, and apply cream on itchy areas.

I really don't know why my mum has to piss me off. We came back together, and then I was in the toilet taking out my contact lenses when she came in and went like: "if your sister wants to use your laptop, you better let her use.. don't talk back to me.. talk softly.."

Worried about my FYP, I went like: "I have to do my FYP okay! It's due this friday and it's the final lap, if I don't do well, I'll have to retain another semester!" and then she blew her lungs and screamed at me for talking back at her and that she used a soft tone to speak to me..

I'm just very very worried about my FYP.

Can you imagine what kind of sister I have? Yesterday I was only out to see the doctor, came home and saw her using my laptop. I'm fine with it as long as she asked. She didn't. She claimed she sms-ed me. I said no, you want to check my HP? I received NO smses from you.

She went like: "DON'T HAVE THEN DON'T HAVE LAH! JUST LEND ME USE A WHILE CANNOT IZZIT?!"

I thought she was doing her schoolwork, else I'm fine with it too..

Guess what she was doing.. She was just photoshopping her photos!!!!!!!!!

Reminds me, my digital camera has been with her since 78345674359345435 years ago!

She even lost my memory card you know!

If she is nicer.. I would have talked to my mum in a different manner.. but no..

Santa santa, please grant my one and only wish this Christmas.. I don't want any presents from you, I just want you to bless everyone around me to be happy and healthy forever and forever.. Bless my brother too..