My camera

im feeling so down now. i feel im gonna break down any moment.

the only thing that i had shrimp and save hard for, is lost.

it's the digital camera which i had bought 2 years ago.

not only it's lost. its spoilt too.

i had saved 400 bucks. and now, it's all so old and worn BECAUSE OF MY ELDER SIS.

i hate her. i was younger back then, and 400 bucks was definitely alot to me. the CF card slot cover is broken. and she said she will get it fixed since 98765456789098765434567890 months ago.

when i asked about that again, she simply said "ive got no money"

even the spare batt is lost.

not only that, she had made the camera pouch look horrible enough to make us not want to use it at all.

the bottom line: i just hate her.

last week when i said i need the camera this week, she said she cant find it. a few days back when i said again, she said she still cant find it. i asked again yesterday, i cant find it was still her answer. i asked again today, i cant find it is her answer for the 9876567890987654th time. and now she's going out. and she even asked "why not you help me find".

is she great or is she nice that she offered me to find that little camera in that big and messy and everything-is-everywhere room.

tell me now if you have such a sis who borrows your 400 bucks camera and then spoilt the accessories, use it as if its hers, requiring you to ask her for it when you need it, and blame it on the fact that when one day you argued that she has taken your camera for granted and that she has treated it as hers, she said its cos you didnt ask her for it when you need it.

now who's right who's wrong? i think the answer is pretty obvious.

im sure if i find my camera i will not lend her anymore. not even if she get down on her knees.

if only there's the Ministry of Siblings' Justice in Singapore.