Tired . Worried . Scared

Tired of working..

Worried about my skin condition..

Scared about my future..

You know, the itchiness still didn't exactly ease even after consulting a doctor. It's still the same. I took a blood test for Hep. B when I went to the doctor and damn, there's a bruise at my arm; where the blood was taken out for test.

Now, I lost the tablets which the doctor claimed will ease the itchiness.

He said if the problem persists after two weeks, I still see a dermatologist.

Frankly, if it turns out I have some skin disease or anything that's severe, I think I'd rather die.

Please tell me I'm just PMS-ing..