Oh my god

IM SERIOUSLY GOING CRAZY. CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME?

JUST HEARD FROM HUI TING THAT JAY'S CONCERT TICKETS ARE NOW ON SALE. TICKETS ARE SELLING AT $148, $128 BLA BLA AND BLA BLA.

AND $148 TICKETS ARE SOLD OUT. I'M GOING CRAZY. I WANT THE BEST SEATS! I LOVE JAY CHOU! AHHH!

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GO TO THE CONCERT. YES, I HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY *ALL THANKS TO ME COS I'VE BEEN SCRIMPING AND SAVING AND SAVED A WHOLE LUMP SUM OF MONEY. I'VE GOT MORE THAN ENOUGH LEFT THOUGH I SPENT SOME ON MY SAMSUNG E600C.

BUT PLEASE.. HELP ME. I'M DYING COS I'M LOVING HIM SO MUCH! AHH!

NO CONTESTS ARE UP. I WANNA WIN HIS TIX. BUT FOR SAFETY REASONS I WANNA BUY THE $128 ONES.

I LOVE HIM!

THANK GOD LI TING WANNA GO. I LOVE HER!

Samsung e600c

and yes, i got my samsung e600c already. and im loving it.

first glance when i held the phone in my palm at the shop, i went like, oh shit, the internal sucks. but i've already paid for it.

when i finally rush home, and view the internal again, i felt it rocks. maybe it was a rush when i first view it hence i think it's ugly.

what's more, i got to know more about the functions. best of all, it also have the feature in which we can take our own picture like your 'mirror image'. that's really cool. cant wait to use the photo caller id function. my younger sis just dont want to assist me in that -.-;

the ringtones are so cute and i love the external screen. yes, that is the one in which when somebody calls and i shall know who is calling once i see the external screen. its even better than my samsung x430 cos the message thingy is much more user friendly. i could even typr chinese characters!

weeee. thats so much about my samsung e600c.

and wenna, if your reading this now, i wanna say you've wrote a very interesting, funny yet romantic story in fanfic. and your absolutely great ^^

screamed hysterically with my sis just now. all cos of a BEETLE. just hate pests so much. haha. i think more to scared baa. lol.

did nothing much today except for going out with my dad to buy the samsung e600c. im loving it.

Disappointed

utterly disappointed with the grade i got for my IMMF project. i got a B. sighs. that is gonna put down my whole module marks. im having high expectations for IMMF. after the shock, i went to work on my current IMMF project carefully. just in case i get penalised for nothing.

am glad im almost done with my project.

and ya.. suddenly thought and him when Sam asked me about my past. he has turned bad. oh sighs. why did that happened? i can only care for him in silence. that's really sad.

its time to forget the past.. but its still so hard to let go..

Suddenly

got lots to update today.

on Wed, i went to the support center to have my lappy reformatted. oh yea, and i spent 5 hours sitting in there. it was cold but because of my long duration in there, i no longer could feel the coolness. was like, numb-ed?

had fun inside the service center. well there was this time when i saw the man named Daniel choosing the icons on the main screen where when we on the system, there's the Toshiba logo and 5 cute little icons below. i saw it and was amazed and went like:

"Wenna! he can choose the icons leh!"
"where?""there."
"cool! errr, how did you do that?"
"did you ever watched Who Wants to be a Millionaire? the fastest fingers."

that sent us all laughing like hell.

cos me and Wenna are easily amused, we kept laughing throughout during our stay in there. until the person couldnt bear it. wahhaa.

cos there aint the image for my lappy whereas there is for Wenna, she took a shorter time to reformat hers. and then Daniel told me he will image the thingy for my lappy so next time other people using the same brand as mine will use a shorter time to reformat. and i went like: "wahh, they must thank me, man. i sit here for 5 hours and yet the next time they come they only need about 2 hours." then Daniel added: "ya, i think i gotta add a pop up thingy so when the next person who uses the image, will see your picture and must tell that person to thank ya." thats really.. er.. hahaa.

well and the happy thing on Thur was.. im 100% done with my CSA project! and 90% done for my IMMF project! still lack of Wei Ming's flash for IMMF project but its okay la. cos flash is harder to do. bud i am so tired right now cos of my sitting position

bad news! i just then realised i forgot to study for my FS quiz tomorrow! *screams*

I feel

and suddenly, i feel im the only pillar of your life..

what the hell is happening? i dont know. heard alot of things about him, am saddened by those unbelievably shocking news. it seems to me he's kind of trying to seek attention? i hope not.

he tried to steal other's handphone, and people caught hold of it. and now, i heard he's gonna get caned. why is all this happening?

many times i hope its not the truth i heard, but of rumours that are fake. i always wish its just a nightmare and that when i wake up, i'd realise its just a nightmare.

not it's not. its become a fact right now.

but why?

he changed for better, at least abit, when i was with him. and now, everything has turned to the worst. he wasnt even like that in the past.

dont know how to end this right now.. *sighs*

Ahh~

i think there's something wrong with my lappy. seriously something wrong. i cant even run the Symantec AntiVirus. that's really bad. and the virus is back in action again. its quarantined, well, again but this time i cant even delete it from the quarantine list.

im just sick of all these stupid things that are happening to my poor lappy.

im glad im reformatting it tomorrow. and hopefully *cross fingers*, things would get better. oh please.

am 80% done with IAC project today. am so glad i still have supportive team members from IS. and we just gotta touch up a bit next tue and we're all ready. perhaps. we havent even done the final report thingy. oh shit.

gotta discuss CSA tomorrow during CSA lesson and start doing it on Thur.

did i forget to mention i havent study for my PSP1 quiz tomorrow?

my life's a piece of shit right now. it all revolves around projects which are done last minute and tests not studied. and on Thur, not only i gotta rush the CSA project, i also have to study for the Poisson Distribution test on Fri. didnt pay attention in class. have a price to pay. oh shit.

Going crazy

i cant help but feel really stressful. im gonna die any moment. geee, can someone help me?

i tried to release my burden abit but i cant just stop. once i stop, i would not have much time to complete what i have to do..

yes.. projects which are all due next week.

i think my brains are gonna burst any moments.

Marlon aint co-operating. ignoring my messages. ive given him the easiest task: just doing the home page and symptoms. me? im dealing with history of SARS, preventive measures and precautions. even Wei Ming is doing both the flash needed. all Marlon wants is online discussion. but he seldom or never replies. how am i gonna finish everything, which is due on Mon 830am? i dont wanna wake up early just to hand in the project.. i hope.. really really hope, i'll finish it on Fri.

and tomorrow, im gonna switch my mind to doing IAC project. yes. and tomorrow, i must finish it, by hook or by crook. there's no more time to touch on that anymore, except tomorrow.

then on Thur, its CSA project. i dont really know what the hell is wanted. worse still. we must hand in the report on Fri. what report? i dont know. i only know we're supposed to do a powerpoint presentation and notes. now, thats great.

and just now, my mum scolded me for nothing.

can i take it any longer?its still a mystery.

did i forget to add that im the leader for all 3 projects? that means i bear the most responsibility.

and yes, i have a PSP1 quiz on Wed.

somebody help me please?

Oh yeah

and yes! i finally made my links work. heeee.

watched WindStruck today. actually, that's the first part of My Sassy Girl. perhaps they wrote the script after viewing My Sassy Girl. that's why it came out later than My Sassy Girl?

this time round, instead of a comical and 'violent' love story like My Sassy Girl, its more to a sentimental and nice one. touching and tears well up in my eyes. hmmm, really worth the watch.

didnt go to Esplanade to watch the steel drums performance cos i dont feel like going.

spent the whole day watching WindStruck and playing The Sims. yeah, my characters adopted a baby girl. it was so hard looking after her and thank god it grew up under their care.. hmm, or should i say mine? haaa.

really fun.

may consider buying The Sims 2 if Jie Ying recommend it to me. cos she wanna try it out first and then conclude whether its worth the buy. heee, thanks her alot *^^*

[edit] why did you escort to do such things? im so shocked and speechless when i heard that.. why? [/edit]

JAY!!

okay okay, so im gonna get crazy in this entry again. man oh man, i watched the Singapore Awards thingy today. and man, was Jay Chou so cute in the videos! *sad* he wasnt able to visit Singapore. well, had two videos cos he won two awards. ahh! and should i say i dont know why when i saw the first video of him, tears well up in eyes? i felt so touched.. perhaps upon seeing him.

seen him on TVs for MTVs, advertisments and stuff.. but never seen such 'thing' before. dont know howda say but.. i felt so good.

i went practically 'high' after that.

and best part was, Benjamin Eio was also on TV! man! had the repeat of the Group 1 performance and saw him once again. so cutee!

hence, im in this craziest state you'd never want to know.

am gonna play The Sims later. wanna waste time. also dont know why i'd wanna play cos since im gonna reformat it soon. well oh well. haha~

Reformatting

tried to update yesterday but to no avail. seems like there's something wrong.

oh yeah, wenna pooooon wanna reformat her lappy. cos of numerous problems. and yeah, i think i have to also. im not having major problems but its bugging me. got the same virus five times already. though its quarantined, its like, of no use. there's so many spyware. sucks.

am gonna go and reformat the lappy with her, perhaps, on wednesday. thats why i wanna back up my stuff.

wendy's coming over later, to havoc around and to print out some stuff she needs for her Art. well, am gonna go off soon to accompany her to lunch. and to buy some stationery to replenish and cds for back up.

and ya, checked my NP mail yesterday and got a shock of happiness. i saw this email by Balaji Sujatha (my IMMF lecturer) and subject titled: Common Test Grade A+. and yes, i was thrilled.

heee. i dont care and i demand a reward from my dad. previously told him to pay half of my dream phone. cos its like ive scored well, not the best though. two A+, an A and an A-. thats really good.

okays, im not being haolian. please dont mistake me.

AHHH!

hey ya peeps. pardon me for having this really crazy entry right now. man oh man, watched Singapore Idol and saw Benjamin Eio again! and oh my god! he's gonna be in for next week's Singapore Idol Wild Card and it means i'll be able to see him again! *scream*

okay, im getting crazy, real crazy. but he's simply too charming! and soooo cuteeee! dont bother to save me. im hopeless =D

aiya, it's just kinda 'idolising' cos i find him so irressistible. im just living in my own unrealistic world, my own paradise and im absolutely happy about my life!

rejoice fer me!~

lalala. so this entry is really crappy. heeeee.

Bad electronic devices day

i guess today aint my day. firstly, i accidentally dropped my laptop in a classroom. that was bad enough but i remained calm. Jie Ying went like "aiyo, Huei Shan arhh" but i muttered a "accidents do occur". WOW, you would say. but there was this male classmate of hers went so sarcastic by saying "wah cool sia, still can say 'accidents do occur'." i mean, seriously la, perhaps other people would have given a "AHHH" or "shit" but the way he said it, was as if i have to kneel down and cry for my laptop. what has happened already happened -.-;
and then when i was about to leave the campus, i realised i didnt off my mp3 player when i reached school. i went like, what the. its like, its been on-ed since 10 to 5 lor.

what a bad day.

the problem of my laptop is getting worse. i guess i have some corrupted stuff in my laptop. sometimes it'll just have the blue screen and than it'll shut down, in the midst of my work. man oh man, all i can say is, its not AFFECTED cos i dropped my laptop.

hereby i wish nothing much will happen cos i still need my laptop for my assignments! arghh~

A crazy day out

a long entry for today.

met up with Peng, Zi Qian, Silvirin, Shu Chen and Shu Mei. had dinner at the coffeeshop near school. and then we gave Shu Chen a pleasant surprise for her birthday. er, its like 16 days early lol. indeed, its a special one cos we had an 'ice cream cake'. usually, ice cream cakes are made of.. hmm, ice cream and cake, but this time we bought a tub of ice cream and put candles on it. kinda dumb but its special.

had nowhere to go after that. as me and Zi Qian needed the toilet, we went all the way to MacDonalds for 'clean' toilet and then back again. i suggested playing iceman. so we did. havoc around the playground. hmm, fancy seeing a bunch of 17s and 18s playing at the playground.

couldnt decide who'll be the catcher. and so we played the 'zhong ji mi ma'. its a game whereby there's a range of 1-99 and Shu Mei hadda choose a number for us to guess what it is. when the range is reduced to 35-39, i thought she would have chosen 38 and so i guessed 37. and lord! i hit the jackpot!

it was really tough catching them and i got fed up. so i was saying, we shouldnt play the game around the badminton courts and the playground. kinda regretted suggesting playing iceman -.-; so we changed to playing within the line, meaning we can only run in the line. budda some people wanted to play badminton so we gave up the court.

at last we played pepsi cola 123. the first time i got 2nd and the last time i got last. haha. am really tired right now. and i betcha i'll wake up with sore legs tomorrow. oh ya, i ran barefooted. im sure im gonna get blisters one of these days.

got pretty pissed in the morning. i strongly believe that when you are waiting for a particular bus to commute to another place, usually you'll have to wait as long as possible for the bus. and when you hadda take another bus another day, the bus you wanted to take the day before flew past you umpteen times. that's really frustrating.

in the morning, as usual, i was waiting for 99 to commute to school. waited and waited. there were like three 198s, two 157s, two 187s, four 98s and two 502s which flew past me and there was still no sign of 99. and strangely, i saw this 'eerie' bus which came from the expressway. im sure, very very sure, that NO buses ever pass that route at my area. it'd go straight to Yuhua so on and so for. but strangely, it just appeared from that.

there was no bus sign on the front of the bus and no one could recognise what bus was that. and when i finally saw the 99 sign board at the side of the bus, i was thinking whether i can board the bus. cos its like, there was no a soul, of cos except for the bus driver, in the bus. and when the bus driver stops and the busstop, went up to put on the bus sign, i knew its in service.

that wasnt the end of the story. i reached the busstop in which i hadda take 154 to finally get to school. still no sign of the bus. and amazingly, four 99s flew passed me. i went like.. what the.. looking at my hp, i realised it was almost ten. luckily, one of my IS classmates was also waiting for the bus. so i went into the class with him..

man oh man, on week 13 im gonna have another WAA test which marks the end of the module. and if i fail the test, i'll have to retake the whole module. hence, i cross my fingers and pray hard that i pass.. ~.~

A contradictory feeling

came back from alumni practice. well, we sightread 12 pieces and i slacked for 6 pieces cos i only have 6 out of the 12 pieces given. that, perhaps, is the good thing about playing Alto Clarinet but sometimes i just feel outta place. it's like, it's pretty contradicting how at times i feel like playing Bass Clarinet and how sometimes i'm just happy with Alto Clarinet. my oh my, what am i thinking? i ain't got 4 hands, 4 eyes and 2 mouths.

this somehow brings back memories when i first knew i hadda change to Bass Clarinet. i cried. not meaning that Bass Clarinet is not a nice instrument but at that point of time i just love Alto Clarinet. perhaps cos i went through competitions with me and that i placed it for almost half of my secondary school life. it's like a habit. but all thanks to 'The Merry Widow', i found out it wasn't bad after all.

and then i was asked to play Alto Clarinet for the past concert this year.
signed a document in which i had to check through my particulars and found out that 'Alto/Bass Clarinet' was under what instrument i play. does that mean at ties i will be asked to play Bass Clarinet? i hope so! at least i won't feel so inferior when it comes to sightreading and stuff. and Bass Clarinet parts are simply so cutee~

Am missing everyone..

went back to my secondary school today. well, definitely miss everyone.. the entire 4e5. Sydney dyed his hair, Aung had 3 of his nails black (-.-;), Nicholas became neat, the rest were still the same. not everyone was there, though, but definitely the biggest bunch of ex-students of last year. oh yea, we rox!

the school kinda such now. we (ex-students) arent allowed to get in just cos of dyed hair and stuff like that. that's pretty lame. it's good that we're back cos we're grateful and yet we got such treatment. who would dare to go back if we're not welcomed?

we were like a pathetic bunch of people who stood near the entrance trying to watch the performance. walked around the place but were treated like nothing. and to think everyone rejoiced at our results during March. it's totally 2 different treatments.

perhaps they're teaching us to be ungrateful? *wonders*

went back to Ngee Ann for WAA after that. man oh man, we had library amazing race! that's so boring! everyone just can't wait to finish up. so we did some answers exchange and hurried back home.

and yes, ms hema (still prefer to call her that) is gonna invite us over her house, perhaps for a hallloween party. am so happy and looking forward to it. hope she wont forget cos she did promise that last year -_-; am wondering if its gonna be a 'real' halloween party. that will be real fun but of cos, we're all gonna worry about what to dress (:

FS paper back

am feeling bored right now. currently having IMMF lesson and am doing practical now cos my group members, Marlon and Wei Ming arent here. if only they're here.. so we could discuss the proposal for the project and just end it there =\
dont understand the practical paper and am the only one doing it. no one to consult. *sad* well i got back my FS test paper. guess how much i got *screams* 82/100.

but i dont know what grade is that. many people scored high marks, like wenna, she scored 90/100. so happy for her. she conquered math already.

am gonna get back my PSP1 later, if limfanghow mark already. am so nervous about it..

ahh! limfanghow didn't give us back our test papers.. he said "not today" *so nervous*

Crappy day

in yellow,
Cheryl: "Fauzi, why are you so quiet?"
Fauzi: "What am I supposed to do? jump around?"

outside hallmark,
Fauzi: "where's Cheryl?"
(turns around, saw cheryl beside him and laughed)
Cheryl: "im married!"

had another crappy day. well, Cheryl came over to my house in the afternoon, took a nap and we headed to library and saw Patrick at the busstop and he joined us. met up with Joe, Kim Yeen and Lian Hong as well. Cheryl and I then left them and we saw Fauzi wandering in jurong entertainment.

decided to go to westmall as fauzi wanted to look for a bag. Joe joined us. prior to my 'jokes' above, the funniest was the one outside hallmark. Cheryl was supposed to say "im here" but she was too obsessed with the ring she bought. oh well =P

borrowed two books again. gee, am so in the reading mood. lol.

My laptop..

am very tired right now. i think there's some major problem with my lappy or is it Microsoft? cos i heard from Jun Yi that Microsoft is having problem, hence my internet explorer kinda sux now.

surf for like 10 pages and it'll just stuck down there. no (Not Responding) signs and i just have to ctrl+alt+del to stop the program. am hoping things will turn better but no =\\ it's like, when i shut down my lappy, the rundll32 system or somthing will be not responding and it'll try to end the program. and finally, the "program not responding" thingy come out and i just have to end task.

it's not all. it will not shut down but it will restart at the end. that's so.. -_-; i cant login if not the same thing repeats and it'll become an "infinite loop". tell me what's the problem? hence, for that, i'll just shut down without logging in. that's so troublesoom. am hoping some miracles will happen. please.. o.O

am so in love with Jay Chou. ain't he so cute? he's the only person who can make me go so 'high' as well as admire his talent in music.

he's just one of a kind! am loving him since.. er.. hmm.. august 2003 and am still loving him ={ if only he's a Singaporean. am hoping he'd come to Singapore end of this year for a concert. he came here only once.. =(( i just wanna see him in person!

Teachers' Day coming!

lalala. Come back from my primary school. Well, everything’s so fun cos everyone’s still the same. It’s been 4 years already. Am missing the old days; the nerdy me and the bookworm me. Lol. Finished reading a Chinese book which I borrowed yesterday. Well oh well, this book “Diary of a Mad Bride”, I must say, is seriously so boring! I thought it might be interesting. Well, this teaches me not to judge a book by its cover -_-; am looking forward to play The Sims once I get it from Maria and Jie Ying. They’re just so nice! I love them! *muacks* Jie Ying is also so sweet to lend me her library card. Well, my fines were like $6++ and I can’t borrow anymore. Love my friends (=

Grrr

did you guys catch singapore idol yesterday? Man oh man. Competition is so tough! Well, prior to my pic, Benjamin eio is so cute! He as got the charming smile, which has charmed me already. Man oh man, I’m getting crazy! Geee. What the fcuk -_-; thought I could have a peaceful 3 days break but who knows my lappy got virus early in the morning when I on it! =(( somebody help me.. am going back to primary school later =D