First day of work

pretty obvious that today's my first day of work. everything went smoothly and i found out its quite fun. quite relaxing but of cos its my first day so i wouldnt dare to do anything, like sitting down and rest, stuff like that.

my colleagues are friendly and approachable. the feeling's awkward, of cos. but soon, i got along quite well.

my supervisor was quite fierce when i overheard her scolding somebody from another outlet. and i was so scared i practically kept quiet. and then they assured me that she wouldnt do that to anyone in our outlet cos the guy over the other outlet is hopeless.

phew~ had to get used and didnt really want to serve customers. i mean, when they ask 'do you have bla bla bla'. i wouldnt know where the things they want are. till now, ive only learnt where is korea drama, japanese drama, japanese anime, tvbi serial, english titles, chinese titles plus cd racks. wow, you might think, thats only the basic.

i could only answer a customer's question when they ask me 'where is the korea dramas placed?', questions like that. and the furthest i know was, the newest japanese anime is Inuyasha, chinese title is Mars, english is Troy. thats it.

watched Inuyasha in the shop cos they were playing that. nice~ cos i didnt really watch it that time when Ms Chan showed the whole band.

interested in buying that but of cos ive got no $$ now lahh.

on top of that, i bumped into sanjay, aung, kenny, joe, ken, esther frm rv, and minghui. what a shock.

esther and minghui went in the shop and i backfaced them throughout. not that ive got no 'face'. just that abit embarrassed. first day is like that. soon, i'll get used bahh.

im seeing my first step to grab hold of money and go for it. all i need is a little of your attention when school reopens..

Heeren

went to Heeren and Far East with Cheryl today. and then headed to Bugis cos we cant find anything of our liking. only both earrings from He & She in Far East. Bugis also dont have what we want. except the thing is, Cheryl screamed in Converse shop.

well, it all happened when we saw PeiLi and Terence in there. and then she went like "dont look over! dont look over!" puzzled, i continued looking over. PeiLi thought it was strange, so she came over and put her face near Cheryl's. to our amazement, Cheryl screamed cos she thought it was so scary. oh dear. everyone went like -.-; , some went wah laoo. -.-; oh Cheryl..

went back to Heeren instead cos we wanna purchase Von Dutch bag and i wanna buy Converse shoes. bought those and became really tired so we went home.

spent like 70 bucks for today. gotta work hard to buy pc cable link, clothes, accessories and so many more! ahhh*

oh yar. i was abit retard when we were in Bugis. because we bought sugarcane drink to share. and when i finished drinking, i opened the drink and ate some ice. asked her whether she want. she said no. so i prepared to put the cup into the dustbin. and den split seconds later, she said "i want!!". i looked at her, shocked, but threw it in the dustbin instead. i dont know why i did that. but it just happened.

oh well..

courage is all i need.. i'll make sure i have it when school starts..

Far East

went to Yishun to check out LiTing's working place with her. were quite shocked cos the outlet there is twice as big as the one in Jurong Entertainment! haha. and then she was so scared -.-;

saw Ryan at the shopping mall too. when i saw him, i was like, "is that him?!" cos ive only met him once. the day when i know him. well, it all happened when he was trying so hard to convince me and Carmen to purchase the Andersons voucher thingy and then we paid lohh.

found him kinda cute so we made friends with him. had been in contact since but never really met up. thats why i was really shocked when i saw him. he didnt see me, and then, haha, i called him and he picked up his phone. i went like "hello, you in northpoint rite?". "how you know?" was his reply. so i told him im there too and he saw me. lol. just like that.

northpoint is quite a boring place to shop at so me and Liting decided to head to Orchard since its near Yishun. went to Lucky Plaza and saw the shop which sells so much Jay Chou stuff! *screams*

visit Far East as well and found sooooo many sweet skirt down there. okay, im just not gonna think so much first cos the stuff there is kinda expensive. wait till i get my pay bahh!

i haven even started working and then im thinking about the pay. muahaahaha.

What a makeover!

went for the interview at the bookshop today. sounds kinda appealing cos its 4.50 per hour. however, it wasnt like the cd shop whereby the guy lets us choose whether we wants to stay or not. thats the best method cos we get to choose rather than them looking through our experience and stuff.

so we decided on the cd shop. so cool.

and then Li Ting and i walked into This Fashion. she said "i shall choose some clothes and you shall wear it for me to see if you want a makeover" and of cos i went -.-;; oh dear she chose a spaghetti strap and a kinda mini skirt. not say i dont wear them but rather, im not confident of my figure yet lahh.

went to try out cos she was so into it and then she said i looked nice in it. luckily. better than saying i look fat in it. haha.

so scary. but it'll start when i get my pay and then i shall spend money on making over ;)

music of my heart. can you hear it?

So glad

went for the interview today. the salary seems attractive. working full for 5 days a week, and then getting a basic $800 pay every month, plus commission for monthly sales, target and if customer purchase more than 29.90 goods.

am going for another one tomorrow, a book shop. will compare which is more attractive ;)

am so glad ive worked hard throughout the years and never neglect my studies. i did well and i just simply love myself. why am i talking about all this? cos both my sisters are facing great difficulties in their studies..

ive seen them cried umpteen moments cos of unfinished assignments and exams not studied. just like recently my elder sis teared cos she couldnt meet up to her assignements deadline. and my younger sis? she might face repeating sec 3..

both my sis are born of similiar personalities. lazy is their nature. last minute work is what we all have but i think im the better one. they will start working on their stuff last minute. me too. but for me, i planned for the last hour. LOL.

my younger sis has been suffering from depression. great depression. she cried everyday for fear of repeating another year. she cried every night when she couldnt understand the syllabus. she cried when she miss the exam cos she woke up late due to lack of sleep. she has been studying till 3 or 4 am in the morning.

on the day she missed her exam, i could see from a pinhole eyeview that she almost fainted. cos she slept at 4 and had to wake up at 7. i pity her and at the same time hope she'll learn her lesson.

everyday when she come home from school, she would sit in front of the pc for hours till midnight. even up to having the need to have my mum shouting and nagging at her to bathe and eat. how bad can that be?

both of them have the same personality that they both want face. my younger sis? if she's gonna retain, she wanna change school.

im glad didnt take the wrong step. at least my world is a better place to live in.

Sad enough

im so sadddd. why? cos i just bought The Sims 2. spent like $55 and then ended up i cant play it using my laptop.

be it my laptop or software problem, i feel so down now. i cant find the receipt!

a short entry for now. no mood to talk!

a receipt can do wonders, always keep your receipts!

yyooouuuu

went to school today to print some stuff and then study for csa. perhaps not study bahh. more to introducting Wenna, Kai Ling and Theresa to the VOS game and they got so addicted to it. but please dont get so addicted cos exams are round the corner.

waited for the bus with Wenna and then set back home. met the coolest-guy-who-ever-worked-in-seoul-garden in the bus. okays, that's too long a name for him. well, he's Gaius (gay-ous). he hasnt changed much and then, as usual, we talked about seoul garden.

he told me one really amusing story. that there's this new hotplate washer uncle who fell in love with Auntie Ah Suan(one of the workers over there). i was like "huh! but she's already married with kids!" he said yarr. i asked if the guy's single or what, he said no. and that he's a China man and has 3 wives -.-;

he was sooooo sweet to Auntie Ah Suan that when she injured herself cos of oil splattered onto her skin, he'd apply cream for her. and when she said her shoulders ache, he would massage for her.

but of cos, she'd complain to the manager about his doings and said she dont like it. Gaius claimed she's not speaking from her heart. she actually like it. oh gosh.

that's so amusing. lol.

okays, that's it for my day.

all i want for christmas is yyooouuuu..

Memories

i recalled that day me and Sam were playing this flash game whereby we had to guess where is de item kept in one of the overturned cups. there were 3 of the cups and 8 stages whereby we had to guess correctly or we wont win the game even if its one wrong.

the speed kept increasing until the 5 rounds both of us dont know where is the item. Sam went like "i know its this and this..", pointing at the middle and right one. out of supidity, i said "why not you'll be the middle cup and i'll be the right one. we shall play scissors, paper, stone and whoever wins will chose the cup which the person is 'betting' on". we tried. for all three rounds, we did that.

miracles do happen. now i believe in that. for all the last 3 rounds, we got it through! we got bingO! you dont know how much we kept laughing after we got it correct. when we end the game, we burst our laughing.

memories are still haunting me.. when will they leave?

suddenly i felt my ex is haunting me. not him, but those bittersweet memories. ive gotten him outta my mind but i feel at times when those memories flashed past my mind, i find myself keep thinking about it.

i had to let go of him cos of his selfishness and foolishness. many times i tried not to let go of him but i feel i just cant stay on with someone whom i already cant trust completely. its like out of the blue moon he said he cant forget his ex. at the same time, he went to have a kinda 'affair' with someone else some where.

i felt so hurt. he had hurt me so miserably. even Ali, my god brother, went like why did he do all that to you? he very what lehh. that's so sweet and touching. cos Ali is a sorta person who dont speak of his true feelings.. and then he said that.

however, through the misery i went through, i found a handful of friends who shone light on me when i needed that.. that's when i see real friendship..

on the whole, friendships outshine relationships.

This is for Wenna Poot

some things are predestined to happen..

okays. so ive changed my layout(again). this time its kinda 'pinkish'. you might ask why the sudden liking for pink.. but hmmm. no. i dont mean i like pink. i just find it sweet and kinda nice. of cos especially when im surrounded by girls who like pink: Wennna Poot, Kai Ling, Theresa, Li Ting(friend) and Li Ting (sister).

-.-; and its also cos dodgerblue dont match black. but those pinks, as in deeppink and hotpink matches black.

hmm, Wenna, just in case your gonna ask me "where are the scrollbars", im gonna tell you ive put everything black. cos it doesnt look good with it. and to remind you, the wheel for scrolling on your mouse is not fake ;)

hehe...

[edit] Wenna Poot. pardon me for my frankness cos your always so blur.. [/edit]

=D

and yes. before i forget.. Happy Children's Day!

You know what?

hey peeps. guess who i saw today?! i know none of you guys would be able to guess and might be thinking its impossible.. hmmm... ahhh... uhhhh. i... saw BENJAMIN EIO! man! i saw him 4 stops before NP's busstop. i was so shocked.

when i saw him, i blinked my eyes umpteen times to confirm its really him. YES, it is. he was wearing a sky blue tee shirt and seemed to be waiting for a bus. too bad it wasnt the bus i was taking but he was so cuteee! my god. haha.

and then the best thing happened. met Elmo today. lol. well, it was Leslie who told me they were in 310512 and i realised i was in 310513.. went to look through from the back dorr but to no avail. so i called Leslie and confirm. he told me the wrong classroom!

and then i went so mad and crazy.. but i couldnt see him.. cos he was so near to the wall i could not even see his back view. so Leslie came out and then talk to me. who knows minutes later Elmo came out! i was so shy and i think my face turned red and he actually smiled to me! i got Leslie to take a photo of him but realised he doesnt like people to talk photos of his. if i want, i should take him from his friendster.. hmm. okay lahh.

Leslie told me something which i was soooo happy. he said Elmo comment that my friendster photos are not that nice.. and i looked better in person! woahhh. i cannot take it liao.. ~.~

he also said that Elmo touched my handphone.. ohhh.. ahhh!haha.. okay okays.. =D

i'm a joker

have been crapping around alot nowadays. today while i was on my way home with Li Ting and Jie Ying, i kept joking around with them. there was this guy in school uniform trying to control his laughter. he was trying to read some history notes. i didnt notice he was laughing at my jokes when i saw he's like smiling abit to himself. you know, those kinda whereby your trying to control your laughter.

you dont expect him to burst out laughing either. cos the guy beside him was also studying. if he did burst off laughing, i guess people in the bus would have to prepare their phones to call the woodbridge.

i kept repeating the same joke to my friend. which is, the one whereby Cheryl told me ask was asked to bow in front of Mr Charlanjit (i dont know how to spell his name but he's an art teacher in my secondary school) just cos she didnt bow properly when greeting him. that made all my friends burst out laughing..

and then the happiest thing happened. i saw Elmo at canteen 3 and i went berserk. the thing is, i couldnt make it obvious cos i was just so shy and felt so awkward. ahh! he's so cutee. my god. somebody gotta stop me at this.. lol.

is gonna have final FS test and PSP1 walkthrough tomorrow. gotta study later and then sleep early cos ive been v tired nowadays..

last but not least, good luck to those who are taking the PSP1 walkthrogh tomorrow. jia you!

LOL

haha. didnt update yesterday cos dont feel like. kinda bored at home. and then i went to do my CSA previous year test paper. am glad i kinda understand some concepts while doing it thought it's purely copying from textbook.

had fun yesterday with Wenna and her friend Chen-Chen. helped Chen-Chen to do her blog layout. its just a last minute Tigger layout but i found it real cool. am getting the hang of creating blog layouts. hehe.

while doing, i cracked some lame jokes. like when i was editing the words to blend into the Tigger picture, i went like "how is it? but then like too bright lehh. later IMMF teacher scold how?" then they all pengz. lol.

and then was kinda rocking my chair and then suddenly i said "wahh, scullie i fall down ahh" and then they laughed. hehee. told Wenna jokes like "Alfa's man-made button", "f***, i just mopped the floor" and stuff like that. she kept laughing. there goes my skills. wahha.

today, i let them listen to the prank calls: Airport, You Kicked My Dog and Newspaper. as usual, they laugh like peng.. haha.

well, i did announce to them yesterday to prepare their laughing gear. muahaha. okays, that's all for my stuff yesterday and today =D

Mamma mia!

oh geeez. my gracious lord. what happened? alamak.. i went to service center again! why? got virus lohh. im so unlucky! my oh my! and then i reformatted again. and that's reformatting 3 times in 15 days. who is greater than me? can the greatest person please stand up? *stands up* oh well.. -.-;

haha. consulted limfanghow lohh. got the 'wahhh, so clever!' again. he's so sarcastic. and then he said someone helped me with it. MY! its my own copyright hs copy oh ya! he claimed i had help! yes lahh, perhaps. i got help from shu ren. but thats when i really cant figure out. and am glad im done with my assignment and can throw that aside already! *screams and jump about the room*

and then i got really really bad news. yes, my younger sister was correct. Jay is gonna have another day set for his concert. and it might be the day after. but NO! yes and i mean NOOO! he's gonna have it on 26th Nov. ahhh! it can mean by the time im watching his concert on 27th, he might be tired and i mean real tired cos of his previous concert. why must it be like that?!

grrrr.

so much for my day..

dont know why but i suddenly miss my secondary school days. nothing wins my secondary school days. the carefree me. yes, hanging about in school till early evening then set back home. having the privilege to wake up at only 7 cos i leave near school.

now? ive gotta wake up one and a half hour earlier to prepare for school. and then it takes about 30 to 45 mins to commute to school. as compared to my 5 to 10 mins when i was still in secondary school..

and then one thing is, there's so many two faced people around in poly. yes, im stating the fact. if your lucky enough you'll find a real friend. if not, too bad. that's reality.

i miss those days i'll stick around Rachael and then tell her all about my wonderful romance. and then swearing im gonna stay single till Os is over. and yes, i dont really have to order about common tests and stuff cos there'll bound to be weaker students. im not saying im clever but what im trying to imply is, we have the same standard of IQ.

competition level is higher as students from all over singapore gather to study at poly. and then there's the oh-my-god level of IQ students in class. those from really famous good schools and we can never be their match. competition level is so so so much higher.

and then in secondary schools we dont have to really worry much about scoring well in our usual class tests and common tests cos what reflects our studies in secondary school is just the O level certificate in which we can do nothing about it but just to take the exams when it comes. good or not will reflect on our cert and people look at that; rather than our report books..

but in poly we've gotta work hard in our common tests or quizes in class cos that determines our grade in each and every module. once we dont even bother to study for one quiz, thats it. our grades will suffer greatly. and yes, all modules in our 6 semesters dont have those kinda thing called PSLE in primary school, O levels in secondary schools and A levels in junior colleges. it all reflects in our exams, common tests and quizes throughout, those tiny little percentage which accumulates. even a 3% quiz can make a difference.

ahhh! what am i talking about?! lols.

Now i can rest

went to school today, hmmm, as usual lah. then had IMMF Quiz. me and Wenna were okay about taking the quiz today and Theresa and KaiLing agreed too. who knows if we wanna do, those who are present have to do too. and then everyone started complaining when Balaji went around typing in the password to take the test.

ended up getting 'accused' for getting the whole class into trouble cos they haven study for the test. but its not our fault. others agree too. but shucks. whatevers. took the test. got 8/10. am glad about that.

after that i met up with Li Ting to go to Lot 1 to purchase the 'Incomparable to Jay' tickets. yes! im feeling happy now cos ive already got the tickets in my hands. dont have to worry about it anymore.

got to know Alan and Willy. Alan is kinda irritating. ah o0px. lol.

on the whole, i went crazy when the tickets got in my hands. Li Ting went completely scared cos she dont wanna just watch Jay's butt throughout. but what can we do? all the East and West seats are fully sold out. we've only got the North and South. got the North instead.

am gonna work on my PSP1 tonight. ive gotta start soon cos the walkthrough is next Friday! *screams*

Oh yeah

am glad my computer is okay now. went to reformat in the afternoon and am glad its all solved. oh man, when i reach home just now and tried at eight, i went like OH MY GOD, dont tell me im gonna visit the place again.

cos its like the same problem. but worst. and then i went to check all the internet settings. tried means and ways; even up to the state of shutting down my laptop and try again. even using the cable. but it all dont work.

and just now, i checked the internet settings again and in LAN settings i reaslized im using proxy settings. i went like oh man! i remembered he add procy settings to my laptop and swore i must remember to off it when i reach home. i forgot and wasted a whole of time!

but am glad its okay lahh. thought there was some problem with my wireless thingy in my laptop.

and wenna, i curse and swear. damn, last week she was saying 'scullie your the first one who'll use your own image' in the sense the thingy for reformating lahh. and then she was right.. !!

yes. tried The Sims 2 in the afternoon at Li Ting's house. was a last minute decision as Angeline was also gonna go to her house. thought i could use the opportunity to ask Jie Ying lend me her The Sims 2. and i did try.. its so cool!

the graphics are simply so great and the best part is when the kids can grow into adults! man! the boy i created, Nicolas, is so cute while trying to learn to walk and giggling when his mum play with him! this is just like Wendy when she 'abuse' her characters for the sake of her pets. but for me its kids! but then.. my 'son' grew to become smart yet nerd-looking. but its so cool!

am gonna go and buy Jay tickets tomorrow. hope i can get the good seats.

still, i gotta visit the support center again. why? i forgot to install the most important thing...












microsoft office!

how can anyone be as blur as me?!

!!!!

i swear im not gonna touch my laptop anymore until ive visited the support center! im getting loads of popups and its installing rubbish programs like hell! it just keeps going on and on! imagine using the ie while have 5 to 6 popups every page you go and its actually installing some rubbish programs! dont miss me peeps!

my god. who would miss me?

i guess its fated for me to start revising my modules now. if not this wouldnt be so sucky! adios peeps~

Sighs

i guess there's a problem with the internet connection in my laptop. using wireless at home is like hell. like ive mentioned in the previous entry, i kept signing in and out of my msn. and people keep pm me asking me why. i just dont know.

i thought using cable might be better. no. not much difference at all! im now using cable. and i wonder how many more times will i get d/c.

yesterday i went berserk cos i cant simply send anything to my friends. i tried to ask my friend the answer for the question ive done, ended up posting in my blog instead. that explains the weird entry if anyone of you happen to see it. ive deleted that.

while i was on the verge of breaking down, things got worse. i cant just send the ppt thingy to wenna pooon! its like, MY GOD, tomorrow's the day and i cant send her!! and then i got so pissed off. my sister provoked me more by asking me to lend her my laptop to check some stuff and wasted my precious minutes.

i was so afraid i cant wake up in the morning cos ive been sleeping at the usual time but waking up feeling damn tired or late. sighs. what is happening? my house pc and my sister's laptop just died. now my internet connection is also failing me?

and then i cocked up in my CSA in the morning. my answers were all wrong! partly due to i dont understand some parts but im sure i understood the second but god dammit i wrote the wrong answer and almost broke down in class.

im such a failure.

im glad all these will be over soon. sighs.

guess im gonna visit Daniel this friday again.

sucks. there goes my msn again.

*theresa: i think it may take me a few weeks before i can sit down and do your blog is that alright? cos common tests are coming and the PSP1 assignment is horrendous. sorry ah! but do with the current one which i edited for ya alright?*

Cockroaches?

im simply in love with the song This Love by Maroon 5 cos of Benjamin Eio. he sang his best and he's seriously so cute!

just wanna elaborate on how much i hate or should i say scared of cockroaches. as ive previously mentioned, there had been some trash bin cleaning and hence those cockroaches lying everywhere.

on my way home today, i 'met' this huge dying cockroach on the floor. im not scared of those dying ones. and than somewhere beside, i saw this really small yet disgusting centipede 'paddling' its way through the wet floor. oh yucks! i almost stepped on it! grrr!

and then i took the lift to 5th floor cos i live on the 6th floor. i kept looking out for cockroaches and had my eyes pinned on the ground all the way home. and when i was about to climb the stairs to reach home, i saw this huge and alive cockroach right on one of the steps! man! i freaked out but of cos i remained calm and didnt scream.

i didnt know what to do as i dont wanna risk climbing the stairs, perhaps disturbing it, and it'd 'attack' me. what i did was.. take the lift to 9th floor and walk all the way down! imagine that

ahhh! my msn just signed out again! what's happening?!

Oh my gosh

my gosh my gosh my gosh!

im so excited! im in too deep!

i love JAY! and im sure he's the only one i love! im so excited upon hearing about his concert yesterday night that i cant sleep! and then i skipped lessons in the morning! my oh my!

and yes! i guess my classmates are loving me! have been helping them change the code of their blog till i wanna die! they finally gave up and then signed up for blogdrive instead! ahoy blogdrive!

of cos i didnt had peace! i still gotta help them create their own layout! but its not gonna be soon! my oh my! psp1 assignment is killing me! i haven started yet but im damn sure its gonna be a few hundred lines! ahhhh!

am glad that im finally done with my IMMF project! did the demo today and found out Balaji purposely find faults! wadever! then tomorrow is IAC! im going project nuts! and on Wed its gonna be CSA! ahhh!

just found out my area did some trash bin cleaning! and my! there's so many cockroaches everywhere! even baby ones in my house! i hate them!

im so proud of my e600c! Wenna went practically 'high' and then there goes the battery of my handphone! its dying soon! but thanks to her she took photos of the entire class! and then i added them into my photo caller id!

im loving it!

p.s. try to count the number of exclaimation marks! there's 40 of them, including this one! lol