I'm good with kids.

Went to Malaysia with my Mum and Dad today to give out wedding invitations.

Okay, I confess, I'm getting married next Saturday at HarbourFront because I'm like two months old pregnant already.

Shotgun cos I had a one night stand two months back. I guess I'm really lucky cos the father of my unborn baby is willing to be responsible.















Alright. I made up that story. If you know me well enough, you'd know I'm just trying to be lame cos I've got nothing better to do now.

I was giving out invitations to my brother's wedding lah and that story is not at all true.

Reached the first house in Malaysia, my relative's place and there's this unknown baby whom I've never met before. Frankly, I've never met the entire family I saw today before. As usual I got attracted to the baby but I never really try to play with him/her (the baby looks boyish and girlish and even though he/she wasn't wearing diapers, I didn't, you know, check his/her gentials out. That's insane.) cos I'm not at all close to the family.

Until the grown up girl in the family carried the baby, and tried to make the baby stand instead of having people taking turns carrying the baby. The baby started crying after 10 seconds.

Went over to the baby, and said "姐姐抱", kinda ignored me but after playing with the baby awhile, I managed to carry the baby and let the baby sit on my lap. There was a Disney book on the table so I let the baby "read" the book. Then I got the baby to stand by placing him in between my thighs (okay please don't think dirty, my thighs are like his support can) and never did the baby once try to cry or struggle, in fact, I think the baby liked it, as in having support while standing lah.

The grown up girl was like watching how I dealt with the baby and had the kinda wow-she's-good-with-kids looks.

Okay so after I find it boring having the baby just standing and not even looking at me cos the baby's too engrossed with throwing the book on the floor, then having me help picking it up, I carried the baby and let the baby face me. The baby got intimate with me. You know, the usual stuff, placing the fingers into my mouth, den I blew into the eyes and the baby was like closing it (of cos) and then opening it and smiling at me.

I saw the baby's two little toothies. CUTE!

Continued the same thing over and over again. The baby enjoys it.

The baby even laughed and then turn away looking shy when I poked into the baby's ribs.

CUTE.

No photos :/

Alright so I did travel around Kulai (my grandma's area) and then JB. Passed by the restaurant which Yong Xiang and guys brought us to when we visited this new year, brings back good and bad memories.

So back to Singapore and I thought no more visiting cos I'm dying to watch One Litre Of Tears but I was wrong. Visited like 5 places again before getting home.

While I rotted in the car cos I was too lazy to go up, I cam-whored.



I liked this photo the best. Fiddled with Photoshop Brushes.



Hey I think I'm finally getting better with Photoshop Brushes! Except that I stamp those brushes one by one, not anyhow and still get a beautiful photo.



And then I realised the swirl is located so low it couldn't be seen in my Display Picture.

That's my end product. Quite proud of it. But I still suck at Photoshop. Who can teach me how to reduce my eyebags?

It's also hard cos the photo quality is very bad. Changing new phone next week! FINALLY~ Like after almost two years :)

Damn.

I'm so damn sad.

Juz-B from SuperBand is out.

I'm so damn sad.

They're the reason to why I watch SuperBand. They're the reason to why if I miss Superband on Monday, I'll wake up on time to watch the repeat on Saturday.

I admire them for their arrangement of songs. I did feel that today, they didn't really did their best, because I couldn't quite make out the lyrics of what they're trying to sing today, but I still like them.

Now I lost the reason to why I should watch SuperBand but it's been a habit to me already, besides, I start to kinda like other bands like Milubing. I'm still sad.

They don't even have revival round to revive.

I start to hate Lucify and Mantou. No offence to fans of these two bands cos everyone has their own preferences; their hates and likes. And I have mine too.

Damn. Juz-B sang Kiss Goodbye when they said their final message to all. Sad. I pushed back all emotions cos my elder sister was damn sure they're gonna be out, saying their supporters are all Malays and Malays don't have the money to vote them, I didn't want to show her my full support for Juz-B too cos then she'll mock at me and stuff. I didn't think that way because if their fans support them, they'll still vote for them even if they aren't rich.

I admit I don't vote for them but I admire them truthfully.

Damn.

I hope some music company will sign Juz-B, I really hope.

Don't you hate it when you are wronged by people?

Isn't it worst when those people who wronged you don't apologise even when they realised they're wrong?

I hate it.

Argh. Don't wanna talk about it cos I don't really wanna remember the bad stuff.

I had a great day yesterday! Mahjong-ed with Joe, Andy and Yew On. Koon Guan was there too.

I had loads of fun cos I was winning! Okay, I might sound like I'm bragging but after not touching Mahjong for like more than a month (excluding the time when I played with Jing Jie's friends cos we played for like two winds I think. No money one also.), I think I'm getting better instead of worst!

Somehow lady luck was with me the entire day. I won big in the rounds I win; like 4 or 5 tais. Of cos I had a few 1 or 2 tais lah. Anyway, I was saying, I was really really lucky. After the first round I was the only one winning.

Then we proceeded to second round, I guess I was really lucky! You know there's 4 animals in Mahjong right; Chicken, Centipede, Cat and Mouse, there was this round I got all 4 animals! That's so rare can!



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I know I could have done pong pong to get 5 tais but I didn't. Didn't expect to win anyway, and I didn't win.

I eat enough money liao.

So basically I was happy cos I never won so much when I play mahjong before and I didn't win because of 1 or 2 tais. I won cos I had 4 or 5 tais! Like 2 outta 3 games I won with 4 or 5 tais.

Okay enough. I think I've said enough.

Please don't come telling me you wan a mahjong challenge with me. I was just pure lucky that day.

Went to Wendy's house yesterday.

Jobelle is such a sweetie.





She has grown so much! The last time I saw her, she could only crawl and stand up on her own. Now she's walking on her feet and running around! Wendy's mom is so funny. She actually taught Jobelle how to say phrases like "Go away!".

Jobelle likes to play with those baskets which our moms use to wash fruits and vegetables in. She took one and placed it over her head.



SOOOOOOOOO ADORABLE!

After bathing, she runs to me, points to her dress and said:"姐姐! 美美!"



:)

Cheryl's birthday was yesterday. Met up with her and Wendy for a little chat over coffee and a little shopping around WestMall. Treated the both of them to coffee beans and Wendy made a card for her which I also signed on it.

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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CHERYL!

I remember few months back I read Marcus' blog and he mentioned that:

"...to meet albert's primary school mates. aww~they have primary school meetings! i wonder where all of mine died to. everyday, i flip through the newspaper's obituaries looking through. =X"

Saw that and it's kinda sad that we never had a gathering before. Cos no one took the initiative though maybe a few or many of us yearn for a gathering. The year we graduated from primary school was 1999, a year which handphone is still new and that people who can afford more luxury has a handphone, hence one or two or none of us even had handphones back then. Besides, we were only 12 years old.

So we were left with no handphone numbers to contact and a few of us exchanged home phone numbers. We no longer pick up our phone and dial those home numbers we have and that's why after 7 years, I only have a few contacts.

Well, I chatted online with alot of my primary school friends yesterday. I was so hyped up! With huge determination to gather as many people as possible for the gathering, I now have 18 names on the list including my name!

From a mere 5-7 people to 18 people, I think that's a big step. Everyone's enthusiastic about the gathering and of cos there's the people who will be going just because everyone else is and there's the people who's as enthusiastic as me to meeting everyone and talk about old days! Then again I hope it'll be a huge success!

It's set to either 16th, 17th or 18th June which is either next Friday, Saturday or Sunday; whichever day majority or ALL can make it. As for what we're gonna do and where we're gonna go, I still haven't decide on it cos everyone gotta be happy with the plans ya.

David suggested Sentosa for some beach-ing, sun tanning etc but I reckon not everyone is the beach kinda people so that might be out of consideration. Unless after a simple dinner and movie or some sort, we can consider Sentosa as an option for other upcoming gatherings.

OH and I hope everyone won't be awkward as we're gonna meet like after 7 years. I hope there will be people who will do the talking, try to create atmosphere and not make it a dull and boring gathering cos it takes two hands to clap! Of cos if say, 15 people turns up, 1 person can't possibly do the talking, do the creating a happy atmosphere and stuff. It's gonna be hell. The reason why I need more people to be able to open up to everyone, talk crap and stuff is because if the gathering turns out dull and boring, I bet people who will go for upcoming outings will get lesser and lesser :/

I'm so looking forward to the gathering!

I'll get my friend to scan the 6E photo, then I'll take photo with everyone else and let's do a comparison! I believe everyone has changed in terms of looks! The once ugly ducklings has now all turn into beautiful and handsome swans :)



A few of us who chatted together yesterday were from primary 2B'1995! I send them this photo and we remincise. AWWWWWW~ Those days!

I was like saying, why not we have a 2B'1995 gathering after the 5E/6E one, they were saying I'm crazy. But when I looked at the photo, counted the number of 5E/6E people whom I already have their contacts, and the few which added me in friendster, I could still gather 11!

OMG I'm getting so crazy about this gathering can. This one will be more superb cos it's kinda after 9 to 11 years! But there are the people whom I don't even remember their names, also the people whom I don't even remember they were part of my class :/

GATHERING GATHERING GATHERING HERE I COME!

The BAD one: I forgot about AVFE test and nobody reminded me about it probably cos I wasn't online and we always remind one another stuff online. Only remembered when I was nua-ing on bed cos I wasn't due to wake up till 10.30a.m. That was 10.10a.m.

The BAD two: I further freaked out when I can't view the slides for lecture 3, 4 and 5. I swear I was gonna fail the test.

The BAD three: Because I studied through last minute, I was half an hour late for test, and sat at the front row with nobody else beside me to guide me through the test. Everyone else who sat behind and together with friends got to discuss their answers together, loudly and obviously. I was alone.

The BAD four: When I worked my way through the paper, the only confident question I could answer was: Frequency for human ear - 20Hz to 20,000 Hz.

The BAD five: Everyone else left after they finished, group by group. I was the last man standing sitting.

The GOOD one: Jetson was nice and funny. When everyone else handed their papers to AVFE lecturer, he helped collected some and then place the paper beside me. Though I didn't manage to take a look before the AVFE lecturer took it away, I was quite "touched" by his little gesture. I guessed he saw my 80%-empty paper.

The GOOD two: AVFE lecturer is nice. When everyone else left, he helped me with the questions. Gave me obvious hints and a bit of answer cos I was really really helpless, considering the fact that I could only study the first two lectures.

The GOOD three: No one was reshuffled for AVFE final project. SKETCH productions is my group's name.

The GOOD four: MEL called! Before they call, I was preparing for the worst, preparing to receive a call from Toshiba saying I've got liquid stain on my keyboard and I gotta pay yada yada yada, but MEL said my laptop is ready for collection! I was darn shocked can. That time Wenna's laptop took a great deal of time and mine was like 3 days! I guess they rushed it cos it's the CT period! A big KISS for everyone in MEL!

The GOOD five: A new keyboard :) Ctrl button's working; I no longer have to right click to use copy-paste functions etc. Keyboard's as good as new; I no longer have to spam F8 when I start up.

I guess the bad ones comes together with the good ones. I've been a good girl :)

I am trying to gather my primary school classmates cos we've never met since we graduated! Please make that gathering work! I've got like six of us already, and still counting..

Wanna blog about this because I wanna keep it part of my memory; just in case I forget about it.

Saturdays are like my Superband days cos I'm usually working on Monday and I had to skip Superband, so I always wake up early on Saturdays to watch the repeat.

I woke up late today, cos I had a sweet dream, very very sweet dream.

My dream was set at my secondary school and as usual, my secondary school in my dream don't look any bit like my secondary school. I was with my ex major crush back in secondary school.. urh.. I mean, super close with my ex major crush in my dream. Let's call him EMC in short.

We were like so close that even when we're walking side by side, our arms touched one another. That feeling is simply sweet, almost like we're gonna get into a relationship if he pops the question and that we feel right about one another. Then me and my friends walked past this coffee shop and I spotted him and his friends, I was smsing him when I suddenly woke up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:( I wanted to see how the dream ended. When I woke up, it's like 10.15a.m. already :/ If I had chosen to sleep back, my dream would continue, but I don't wanna miss Superband.

SADDDDDDD.

That dream was so sweet, it's like a fantasy I long yearned for..

Oh back to reality.

I was sulking abit during work cos a customer passed me a VISA card for transaction, stated clearly he wanted to use NETS but I didn't catch that part. Did VISA instead and he gave me the black face and I apologised :/ I was lucky he said "Nevermind, I'll sign it" despite the fact that I did wrongly, and very lucky he ain't those customers who will scold me for doing wrong things.

I went to put VCDs back to shelves when I saw a little boy sitting down on the floor.

LUCIUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My face practically lit up and I said "Hi Lucius!"

Mum: Lucius, say "Hi" to Shan jie jie.
Lucius: Hi Shan jie jie.
ME: How are you?
Lucius: FINEEEEE~~~

Felt happy and went back to serve customer cos there's quite alot of customers. When I'm finally done serving them, I heard a cute voice near the counter.

LUCIUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ME: Hi Lucius, what are you doing here?
Lucius: (holding "Soccer Dog" and kept mumbling about the dog yada yada yada)
ME: You want to borrow this is it?
Lucius: Ya..
ME: Have you asked your mummy?
Lucius: Ya..
Mum: Lucius, give to daddy for him to consolidate the discs he wanna borrow..
Lucius: I want this show!
Mum: Okay, give to daddy..
ME: (upon seeing mucus near his nostrils) Lucius, you're sick is it?
Lucius: Ya I'm sick.
ME: Have you recovered already?
Lucius: Ya........ Not yet!!

Got his mummy to carry him.

ME: Lucius, can I carry you?
Mum: Lucius, can Shan jie jie carry you?
Lucius: NO!
ME: Why?
Lucius: Mummy! (then lies on mummy)
ME: Then can I carry you next time?
Mum: Can Shan jie jie carry you next time?
Lucius: Yes!

SO CUTE CAN. Then I found him walking to the door..

ME: Lucius, where are you going, your mummy and daddy are still inside..
Lucius: (starts mumbling again)
ME: (attempting to try to carry him) Can I carry you?
Lucius: Next time!

CLEVER BOY!

I love him to bits~~~~~~

I finally saw Elizabeth's nephew, Ryan. It's such a cute scene when the both of them shook hands and stuff lor!

And when Lucius and parents leave, all of us said bye to them.

Lucius represented a loud BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

He's extremely active and adorable today unlike other days! Usually he'll say a clear bye bye and leave but today.. HE'S DAMN CUTE K!

Laptop in MEL! Coming back in two weeks' time bah.

Please pray for me that they don't find any liquid stain else I'd have to pay for the keyboard :/

Meanwhile please keep my keyboard alive!~

Skipped breakfast today cos I skipped it everyday too. UED was four hours straight and OSB refused to let us off early despite the fact that we're just doing out project which is due next week. Was like requesting time and again and he let us off only twenty minutes before 1pm.

The classroom was also extremely cold and I was feeling cold and hungry at the same time. Then I had gastric pain, I think. I don't really know the exact locations of my stomach, kidney etc so when it hurts, I just anyhow say.

Almost vomitted when we were commuting to the canteen, but couldn't vomit cos there wasn't anything in my stomach. First time I felt like vomiting, kinda horrible, cos before today, I don't really know how vomitting feels like as I don't know how to vomit.

Laptop went to service centre cos I wanna reformat but due to keyboard problems, can't even reformat (can't type anything). Then left for home cos I wanna see doc. JJ helped me bring home my laptop.

THANKS ALOT MAN. I OWE YOU ALOT..

Now I have pills for gastric and slight fever. Have to resume my medication from last week.

MC tomorrow. MEL on thursday.

Take care everyone. I'll be offline nowadays cos there ain't any laptops for me to use anymore.

The results of the IHP I bidded for is out. It's quite dumb for me to only know how to read music scores and yet don't know music terms such as harmony etc.

Oh well, the interview went bad and he ended off with "Well, you've got good competitors." That kinda gave me the hint that I would not be able to get in. In fact, we didn't strike up a hot topic like Wenna and him did. Besides, I kenna-ed those questions like "Do you know what's 'harmony'?" when he did not ask that sorta questions when he interviewed Wenna.

After the interview, a part of me want so much to get in cos that's the only IHP that's interesting yet a part of me is afraid that if I get in, I wouldn't be able to meet those requirements or sort, despite the fact that he said it doesn't matter if I don't know how to compose or something like that.

Contradiction and everything.. I did not get in.

Gonna prepare for round 2 of bidding liao.

By the way, the previous entry about the mindless marionettes wasn't quoted from any book. If I had quoted it from a book, I would state its source. It's purely written by me.

In the end, we're the mindless marionettes manipulated by you.. All of us don't know that we're actually manipulated by you, because you did it perfectly.. So perfectly we don't know that subconciously, it's all your so-called perfections that blinded us all, all your so-called perfections that blinded us badly..

What's the first thing that came into your mind when you saw this picture?

Sweet? Romantic? Gore? Sad?

In this world, there are the people who would do anything just to get the love of someone they really really like. Yet there are the people in this world who would do anything just to make that someone who's been admiring them lose their heart.

It's so sad that sometimes the people we really really like aren't the people who're gonna end up being with us. The people whom we don't like as much as we like that special someone would turn out to be the one who's always there for us, always supporting us.

据说有一种鲸鱼会从寒冷的北极，不顾环境气候的变化全力的游到温暖的太平洋，就是为了要跟命定的对象相遇。

There's also the people who are willing to go through anything just to meet their Mr/Miss Right.

How far would you go for the person you think is your Mr/Miss Right?

I'm terribly sick. Had been a nong nong ago since I felt this terrible.

I was lucky it was only a one hour and forty minutes visit in the Polyclinic. Estimated time should be two hours and eight minutes. Time passed superbly fast while I was in there because I brought along John Grisham's A Time To Kill :)

MC for today. Skipped school and not going to work :/

Flu bug is here, take care everybody.

I'm sick. It's the flu and cough.

Maybe it's a sign that says: You know you can't finish HUMCOM by today. Drink more ice water to get worst tomorrow and get an MC!

The Da Vinci Code was on 24th. It's superb, I tell ya. Of cos, those who read the book will disagree. Personally I think that if you read a book and then the movie's out, you'd find the movie sucks. So The Da Vinci Code is like WOW to me.

I like the way Tom Hanks deciper the wordings on the floor and on the wall. It's like damn cool can. The cryptex (whatever it's spelt) is also damn cool; a secret message is placed in a cryptex with vinegar and then sealed with a five letter password, that's 12 millions possibilities. If attempted to break it open, vinegar in the cryptex will destroy the message.

Ain't that like.. COOL?

Leonardo Da Vinci's paintings are also awesome. Dan Brown's a very good writer. The plot and everything, is damn good.

There's the dull parts of the movie too; too Christian-y. I'm not a Christian so for certain parts, I don't really get the gist of it.

But I enjoyed thoroughly. The Da Vinci Code is definitely the most anticipated movie of the year, even though it has screened for a week, the theatre is still 90% packed.

At least I didn't waste my time anticipating it :)

Watched X-Men 3 today. Didn't really wanna watch but abit tempted. Yet another movie outing. Nice.

Wolferine (whatever it's spelt) is damn macho! He's so handsome can. I like his hairstyle and the way he grew his.. beard?

Sad ending for Jean at the end :/ Not bad lah. Worth watching. Maybe I'll rent X-Men 1, 1.5 and 2 to watch.

Oh I forgot to complain that the guy behind me, perhaps, had his legs folded and leaned against the chair. Dammit. I didn't feel at all comfortable. I was like, having the flu and cough, yet munching on M&Ms peanut butter and then he had to made me feel so uncomfortable.

I had to kinda hit my chair, with hopes of him getting his legs off. Didn't want to stare at him either cos it's weird ya know.

Aye aye, HUMCOM due tomorrow, done nothing yet :/

My group was doing UED storyboard today when we had to draw the catalogue page. We chose Fruits, just because. Then we gotta give an example. "Fuji Apple", I said. Then we proceeded to the storyboard for the product details page.

"Fuji Apple. Description: Imported from Fuji. LIKE DURH!" was what I said. Didn't mean to be a joke, supposed to be something lame but everyone laughed.

I'm just happy seeing everyone laugh :)

Found new mini millipede road. It is no longer that stretch of road leading from block 56 to block 27/30. It is the newly renovated area at the huge used-to-be-empty place outside of block 27, level 2, the path leading to library.

There was like BILLIONS of mini millipede lah. Walking that path was even more difficult as compared to the old mini millipede road; we used to just have to dodge them without having the need to tiptoe.

Yeap, and as you guessed, me and Wenna tip-toped the entire trip to library because we had to photocopy some stuff.

It was hell and horribly gross.

Da Vinci Code puzzle out of stock at Plaza Singapura GV. So sad.. So so sad..

And I dropped my rechargable AAA battery in bus 61 today. I guessed it flew out of my MP3 and landed in the uncle's plastic bag behind me. Am abit sad lah but while I was frantically looking for my battery on the floor and basically the entire area around me, I saw the uncle behind me helping me search the floor too. No, I did not turn around and stare at him. I just looked at the reflection.

I suspect it flew into his plastic bag cos throughout the entire journey, I did not see any battery rolling on the floor. It should, you know, if you understand what I mean :/

At least he did tried to help me look for it and I guess he didn't realised it dropped into his plastic bag.

Nevermind. I can still survive with one since the one I dropped, lasted like one week plus with one full charge. Did I mention I only bought them a day before Mothers' Day? *shrugs*

Da Vinci Code tomorrow!! I've been anticipating that for a very long time and in less than an hour, I'll watch it!

WHEEE~

I guess some things really happen for a reason.

Take last Friday for example. I was waiting for my Dad in the living room, waiting for him to come out from the room because I wanna tell him what I want for lunch tomorrow. While waiting, I flipped open the Chinese newspaper that was lying beside me. I did not get in touch with the world for very long; ever since my brother moved out cos he's our supplier for TNP. So as usual, I flipped till I see a catching headline.

There it was, in the pop stars page I saw a huge article spread over two pages about Jay. He has broken up with Patty after 14 months and has (perhaps again) denied the relationship :/

Nevermind about that, I still adore him.

Today, I flipped open the I magazine that was lying around cos I skipped AVFE lecture. Wanted to get to the TV guide cos I'm working this sunday and Singapore Idol's screening this sunday. So I thoroughly checked for SI repeat through everyday's Channel 5 listings and saw:

Wednesday (24 May): 10.oopm Project Runway (premiere)

!!!!!!!!!!

PROJECT RUNWAY!

:)

I'll rush home after dinner after Da Vinci Code this wednesday.

Okay, this entire week is quite packed, I guess.

Monday: Work.
Tuesday: Get to PS to buy tickets.
Wednesday: The highly anticipated Da Vinci Code and Project Runway!
Thursday: Touch on HUMCOM journal.
Friday: HUMCOM journal deadline, work.
Saturday: Morning: SuperBand, afternoon: MILK Run audition at Youth Park.
Sunday: Work.

I'm craving for laksa.

I'm craving for curry chicken (Yeo's canned ones).

But I'm experiencing pain in my throat.

Not the entire throat, just the left side of my throat.

In worst scenarios, it could be a tumour; either a cancerous or non-cancerous.

In better scenarios, it could just be it's too heaty.

Going to visit the doctor tomorrow if it don't get better.

Tempted to work tomorrow cos Kee Ann has got eye infection.

Not tempted cos of the $$.

Tempted cos little Lucius might visit tomorrow :/

But if I'm going to the doctor (polyclinic) it might be long.

:/

Grandma'a birthday on sunday.

AVFE by monday.

Da Vinci Code on wednesday.

HUMCOM by friday.

And I just got freaked out by a lizard in the kitchen.

Was shocked that Marlonlon PM-ed me in MSN cos he'll only PM me when it's near assignment deadline.

He went like this:
"I heard that The Cathay is fucking haunted"
"What have you heard?"
"The Cathay used to be a cinema in the past too. But people reported seeing bodies hanging on the ceiling of the theatre."
"....................."

OMG LAH. I still want watch there. 4.05pm slot is a damn big cinema :)

~~~~~

"Take any emotion-love for a woman or grief for a loved one, or what I’m going
through, fear and pain from a deadly illness. If you hold back on the
emotions-if you don’t allow yourself to go all the way through them-you can
never get to being detached, you’re too busy being afraid. You’re afraid of
pain, you’re afraid of grief. You’re afraid of vulnerability that loving
entails.

But by throwing yourself in these emotions, by allowing
yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully
and completely. You know what pain is, you know what love is. You know what
grief is. And only then you can say, ‘All right, I have experience that emotion.
I recognize that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment. "

Another excerpt from Tuesdays with Morrie

WISP script done. Very happy about it cos the whole team was there :) I'm not the team leader but I'm the connection of all; Jie Ying my primary school classmate, Xeno my current classmate, Zhen Xiang my ex IS classmate, and only an Eric who popped out from nowhere.

Ohh and I'm taking up the Indian shopkeeper role :/ Somehow I can't act out Indian accent, I can only do it naturally. Not being racist here cos WISP requires us to do a skit with an asian stereotype, which in my group's case, Indians.

I believe we will aced our skit cos our skit is funny and we have cute props. Unless the class felt our jokes were too lame and just sat there staring. That'll kinda bring down our morale lah.

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HERIYADI!

Please, I strongly urge, take good care of your precious eyes. Because out of the 100 (more or less, I'm not sure) eye infection cases in Singapore, I have two friends who got the eye infection.

As a result, they both can't wear contact lenses anymore. The worst thing is, both of them are females, and as everyone know, girls are more 爱美.

I can't imagine not being able to wear contact lenses anymore because I already have a head so huge that every morning I see that big head girl staring at me when I look into the mirror. My head, so huge that I had to get out of my mum's womb to say "Hello" to the new world through operation instead of the natural "PUSH!" birth.

I'm not exaggerating that fact k.

Back to what I was saying, PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOUR EYES if you wear contact lenses.

Please make sure you dispose your overused disposable lenses.
Please make sure you rub your lenses before storing them for next day use.
Please make sure you refrain from using ReNu products.
Please make sure you dispose cracked contact lenses.

etc etc etc.

Just take good care of your eyes k?

"Every day, she did the same thing; came out in the morning, lay on the
floor, stayed there until the evening, talking to no one, ignored by everyone.
It saddened Morrie. He began to sit on the floor with her, even lay down
alongside her, trying to draw her out of her misery. Eventually he got her to
sit up, and even return to her room. What she mostly wanted, he learned, was the
same thing many people want – someone to notice she was there."

An excerpt from Tuesdays with Morrie

That made tears well up in my eyes as I read the book in the bus.

In this world, there are so many people who yearned to be noticed, yet how many of us can actually bring these people out of their misery?

Aye. I don't know how to say what I wanna say lah but basically Tuesdays with Morrie is a very meaningful book. It's about this sociology professer who changed alot of lives. It's about how he lived everyday's life to the fullest when he got to know that he contracted a deadly disease.