More pics of JAY!

yes! and that's him playing the di zi

this is when he was singing Ai Wo Bie Zhou when he asked Ju Pao from Nan Quan Ma Ma to sing

my prince charming!

look at that smile! look at that cheeky face! look at that dimple! oh.. im so in love!

him singing by the pink piano. he was great. since it was a four sided stage, he was fair by standing all four sides randomly to let us all enjoy. i love him! even when singing by the piano, he moves to four sides of the piano!

him singing. he's just so cute despite his small eyes. heee.

my prince charming in yellow

see? he looked so cute and innocent..

haha. the guy on his shirt.

look at those.. hmm.. muscles?

look at him. so concentrated while singing and playing. that's what i like about him best. composing his own songs, playing his own instruments and singing his own songs. so original. so talented.


my sister told me he went shopping with Nan Quan Ma Ma and Lin Jun Jie yesterday! at Heeren! i missed it. :(

From an ugly story to a fairytale

what am i gonna talk about in this entry? its gonna be all about Jay.

first of all, i just came back from his concert! and it was totally AWESOME. nothing could describe my emotions when he came out to the stage. i was so touched and so happy. all those built up emotions just wanted to come out as tears.

perhaps it was the first time seeing him bah, and thats why i felt so excited and anxious. two hours passed quickly, but i enjoyed every moment. i joined in the screaming cos he's just so cool, cute, humorous, nice and friendly!

when the lights dimmed, all of us waited. some screaming our lungs out, shouting his name and waving their neon light sticks to join in the atmosphere. everything was so cool, so nice. and i just felt so happy.

and then it started with some video clips showing sponsors and stuff and then a thankful note. music were heard and the first song he sang was, sadly, the song i dislike alot. yes, Yi Fu Zhi Ming (In the Name of the Father).

the mtv showed were scary. a ghostly like female face was shown singing those horrible high notes which goes "ohhhhh" and stuff like that. what a beginning, i thought. and then when its time for the singing part. WOW! the curtains were drawn and Jay was pinned on a cross like statue! it was so cool and nice!

i melted and wanted to cry. so nice.

he started off with 3 rock song and then gave his introduction.

he said "fans in singapore, how are you? it feels so good to see all of you all and you guys have been so warm and friendly. are you guys happy?"

HAPPY! was the reply.we couldnt be much more happier.

there was this quotation in one of the video clips which is so cute and funny. it says "why must we always compare each other in media? compare, compare, compare. might as well i buy a pen for you!" well, in chinese its like "wei she mo ren zong shi yao bi. bi, bi, bi. wo qu shu dian mai zhi bi gei ni ah!"

so cute.

yes! he played bumble bee too. surprised?! he was trying to compete with one of the guys in Nan Quan Ma Ma.

and ive been very observant. i realised he wore a brown nike shoes, a jeans with patches that has got his face printed on, a pendant which sold out when i wanted to buy it, cowboy like shoes and loads more. i just love him till the end.i also bought a lot of his merchandise. not alot actually, but the most ive spent on at one shot. i bought a The One concert VCD with the doll for 12 bucks (the one ive been wanting and originally cost 70 bucks), a CD album with metal cover and a basketball jersey. it has got the word JAY and 18 on it. so nice. but the jersey's abit toooooo big for me.

its all worth it.

Jay tried to make us disappointed when he said "the last song im gonna sing is.. (i forgot the title)" all or us were moaning and when he finished singing and disappear in the dressing room, we keep yelling and shouting for his name.

i think that's what he likes best. we kept screaming our lungs out. and then a drummer came out and played some solo. and then gave us beat to slowly shout "ZHOU, JIE, LUN". Nan Quan Ma Ma came out and sing instead. all of us were utterly disappointed. but when another platform arise from beneath, guess what, Jay was playing the drum set! he was soooo cool!

he also surprised us by playing the di zi, a chinese orchestra flute.he's sooo damn talented i cant stand it.

i think Wenna might burst when she sees this. Jay sang one of his all time favorites when he was young. and the song title is Ai Wo Bie Zhou by Zhang Zheng Yue. the song is so sentimental and he sang it so nice. love him even more.

alot more to say but i just dont quite remember. one thing for sure i'll remember this concert for a life time.

here's some pictures:

when he's singing 回到过去


a closer view of Jay when he sings


a serious look on his face


singing with a pink piano -_-;


the competition between him and Dan Tou


singing 安静


another closer view of Jay!


singing his last few songs


i especially love this photo. he looks like my prince charming =D

actually all these pics took from other's blog lah. but cos i cant zoom too far from where i seat. but enjoy~

Back from Malaysia

yes, ive just reached home from malaysia. went there yesterday and am back today.

what i loved being there is KIDS! my gosh, they have really adorable kids down there.

attached is a picture of the cute little brothers Wen Kai and Wu Jun.

are they cute? yes, tell me they are.

there's also a pair of sisters which i think is cute but my relatives dont like them cos according to them, they scold vulgarities. oh man, they're just 3 and 5, if im not wrong.

so this is the hottest pair of brothers.

one thing about them, its sooo hard to get them to like you. but i did it anyway ;)

i love the gift i have because i just seemed to have a way with kids.

for the older brother, Wu Jun, he was like digging his nose which his parents are strict about that. and if he does that, they're supposed to pinch his arms. he did that. and i went like Eeee. and then i asked if he wants me to help him dig his nose. he said YES. and so i asked him to choose a finger out of the five i have on my right hand. he didnt answer and so i said "you want my right thumb izzit. wow. then later your nostrils big big" and everybody laughed. what crap. haha.

its so hard i got them to play with me. and then yesterday night i went to the shopping centre for a walk. when i was back, my cousin told me they came over and looked for me. and i was like O.O how did they specifically say they wanna look for me? she said they keep saying "jie jie, jie jie" but couldnt find me.. so sweet.

but today they didnt come over. so i think soon they'd forget about me. and i'll have to start finding ways to play with them next chinese new year again --;

Physically tired but mentally awake

surprisely, im awake now. cos i slept at 6am in the morning. well, all thanks to Li Ting. haha, she called me from Teban and then chatted with me. so im awake now.

was just wondering why do i always appear when there's something meant for me. it made me felt guiltier.

shrugs.

have been reading alot of MaryKate&Ashley books. nice. im kinda hooked in it. i think i like such books. as in talk about twins. like last time i used to love Sweet Valley.

awww. how i wish i can have a twin and then play the switcheroo.

im dreaming again.

well, its okay to have dreams.

i recall the other day i was hanging out with Ali and Fauzi. they were chatting with their ex-colleagues and i joined them. they talked and talked, and Fauzi touched on the topic on where he wanna go in future. as in JC or poly. and then i just said "well, its okay to have dreams" and he went like f*ck you. of cos the kidding version.

and then Ali spoke of something like that too. so i said that again. throughout the whole night i kept saying "its okay to have dreams" to anyone who seemed 'dreaming'.

so bad, alright. but i guess Fauzi has developed my quotation. its so cool.

it's okay to have dreams. -Huei Shan-

Three days break

so here am i updating my blog once again. has been missing home for the past few days. grrr, i hope all this will end soon.

yes! and it will DEFINITELY end soon cos my last day is next Friday! i cant wait! also, im attending my Darling's concert next saturday. okay, im being bhb. haha.

things got better after i talked to Griffer. thank god he helped me out by talking to Yen Loo. so now me and Corinne offically have some disputes between us, so for my last 4 days next week, im gonna work at teban for 2 days and the other 2 days will be with Yen Loo. i certainly LOVE this arrangement cos i will then leave that place happily ever after.

am playing MapleGlobal now. its such a cute and nice game, now my character is regaining Health Points. and he is offically a thief now. muahaha.

Fed up with work

at first i was so enthu about work, now im feeling so sucky. why? cos they're giving me the regular 3-days-in-teban system. that totally sucks. its so stuffy and boring out there in teban. and i cant stand it. all thanks to Corinne.

i bet they're gonna suffer when me and Li Ting give our notice that we wanna resign at the end of this week. this leaves them only 2 full timers down there. how are they gonna manage? muahahaha. god knows.

im being so evil. shrugs. whatever.

back to today. went to my cousin's wedding. and yea, my cousin's only 19 and his wife is 16, heavily pregnant. due next month, i think. her stomach is so damn huge and i was so shocked. well, the first great grandchild for my grandma.

the best thing came when Li Xing, my youngest cousin, remembered me. i was like making stupid faces to her and then she smiled. when i approached her cos she was alone, and asked if she remembered me, she nodded and say "toing toing jie jie" why that nick? haha. cos there was once she came to my house and saw the Lipton blaster. the one whereby when you drop it, it will produce a toing sound. that's how she remembered me.

i was being so crappy with her. i joked saying her family had abandoned her cos she was left alone. out of 'anger', she used her mucus to attacked me. ewww, you would think. haha. and then i heard she's going to be in K1 next year.

being cheeky, i pointed out one finger and asked "what is this?" she said "one". i replied "nooo.. it's finger". i pointed out two finger and asked again, this time she replied "fingers". of cos i said "nooo.. it's two. aiyo.. lidat how you go to K1 next year" haha. and then she said my fingers are butts -.-;

there was this part whereby she huff and puff out all her mucus and formed two slimy trail on her face. so i asked if she had tissue. she shook her head and then i went like "then how? hurry!! use your tongue and lick them off!!" she went "EEEEEE" and used her arm to wipe it off. to make it better, she used her skirt. OH NO. haha.

she was soooo sweet when she and her mum came and joined my table. her mum was like asking her who is toing toing jie jie and she pointed at me. her mum then went on saying Li Xing kept asking them to leave a seat for me at their table.. awwwww sooo sweet.

haha. she's so cute. LOL.

will work in teban tomorrow. sighssss...

Results is out

yes, my module results is out. now i shall post it out.

Computer Systems & Architecture A
Fundamentals of Statistics A
Individual and the Community B
Internet and Multimedia Fundamentals B+
Problem Solving and Programming 1 A
Understanding Writing for Academic Appl B

mayb i did well bahh. but then im kinda disappointed for IMMF. did well for the paper but mayb my personal site pulled me down.. =(

but nevermind lah. anyway A wasnt the best grade horr. there's still A+ and AD. so im juz an average.

siann. going back to work later. woke up cos i wanna check results.

Such a relief

as usual, Wendy came to accompany me in Teban. crapped around and was seriously boring.

worst of all, i missed the Jay Chou show! T.T

but i heard from Wendy that Jay was so cute. haha. she said he and the tv crew were on the expressway and Jay actually raised out his hand and tried to call for a taxi. and then the director said he was stupid to want to call for a taxi on the expressway. his action was so cute. love him too much.

and then at night my boss came. it was a moment of shock and panic. when he came, he saw Wendy sitting on the cupboard and then point at her and said "WHO IS THAT?" i freaked out. and then i muttered "its my friend".

so he walked around and checked out the surroundings. he adjust about and then asked me to change some stuff. i broke some rules and i was so scared.

rule 1: i played my own cd instead of the vcd.
rule 2: i had my friend's company.
rule 3: i brought in pirated cds. haha. as in i burn them myself.

and then my boss asked me not to play cds. haha.

but he seemed a nice person. soooo lucky =D

i feel kinda sick of work. but i need the money =(

I've been a workaholic

work work work. ive been spending tons of hours working. endless working hours with little breaks. yes, this is all gonna be over soon. having my off day for tomorrow and am gonna 'pia' for the rest for the week. Li Ting's transferring to my outlet. great.

got that news today. went for meeting early in the morning and then back to work at about 2. all thanks to my itchy hand, the cashbox is 'unworkable' now. i tried to play with the buttons: press this and that, and then OH NO, it just couldnt operate. i panicked for a while. thank god i changed my only five bucks to shillings and two dollar. if not, i would have no change to give the customers if they purchase something.

just couldnt solve it =//

am sooooo tired but i just wanna make use of the time now to update my blog. its been empty except for the nice comments by friends who tagged my board.

thanks for sparing time to read my blog, and admire my blog. love ya peeps :)

How would you feel?

what if someone you likes a lot, got together with someone you dislike? and what if you got to know that they actually got together on your birthday?

so what if they did send you birthday wishes on that very day in just a difference of a few mins? they gave you another birthday present too.

this is not an argument and i no longer dislike the girl anymore. but i just felt hurt. of all days.. 28/12? should i not look forward to my birthday?

all these mixed feelings.. im feeling so sucky..

Blessed?

love quote of the day: the best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. for gold is tested in fire, and so will love be perfected in pain.

yes, that quotation is so right.

back to my entry title. should i say im blessed? i do not really have friends whom i can hang out all the time but i do have friends in heart? in the sense we can talk about anything under the sun: matters of heart in particular, but i dont really have friends whom i can hang out with?

or maybe i should say i did made an impact in people's life. i might not hang out or keep in touch with every single one i know but im constantly remembered? or at least i think so..

like today i saw Suria's sister. i thought she had forgotten who am i. because i only interacted with her once when i taught her English and in return she taught me Malay. when i saw her the second time, she dont remember who am i already. but when i saw her today, and thought she might not recognise me, i realised i was wrong. she had the same reaction as me. like "eh?!" that kinda.

and then she went to keep me company in the shop. so blessed to have friends who constantly visit me at my workplace in Teban to keep me company? like Wendy for numerous occasions, Cheryl once and Suria's sister. she also asked when im gonna work there again.

guess i must think im really blessed to be constantly remembered by people.

ya, a piece of advice for all: if you think you're bad/mad/fat, you'll tend to behave in a way which really makes people think you're bad/mad/fat.

get my point? not only for being bad/mad/fat. but for everything.

More working hours

love quote of the day: Aphrodite may be the goddess of love, but you're the goddess of my heart.

am gonna post love quotes of the day everytime i write my blog already.

dont ask me what does it mean, i dont know too. lol.

yes, all my fears arent heard. im gonna work in teban for 3 days a week basis. my boss actually wanted me to work pernamently there, but thank god my supervisor 'fought' for me. she saved me from misery. now its just that i have to go there for a maximum 3 days a week.

things arent getting better too. but im lucky things are rather fair now. cos both my supervisor and my other colleague also have to go to teban twice a week. just that i have a day more than them.

my boss is not going to hire another worker. instead, he gives us two parttimer to assist for mon to thur. the thing is, we need 3 workers a day: 2 in je and 1 in teban. so it means on fri, sat and sun, none of us can go for a break.

this gradually becomes that we only have four days break on the days the 2 parttimers is present. and this means one of us will have a 2 days break a week, leaving the other 2 with a day break a week.

its gonna be tough though the salary is definitely going to be higher. but humans need a break, just like machines =//

nevermind bah. i just hope i can get as much as a whopping 900 for my basic pay.

yes, commission wise we have another target: which is we have to hit at least $200,000 sales in 3 months. on top of that, we can get a 1% of the sales into our commission. which will be at least a 500 for each of us on top of our salary.

but i just dont understand why my boss dont wanna employ another worker. its like, we can train him/her before my school starts. and i might just leave or work parttime by then. but its his decision lah. im just a worker.

i had to top up 12 bucks to the cashbox cos it lacks of 24 bucks T.T just after getting my pay. have to let my rebonding wait till i get my commission pay le.

anyone miss me? i doubt sooo.