"Why are you here?"

"Huh, today I work what.."

"You sure?" (Checks schedule) "Kai Ling should be working today, yours is tomorrow.."

"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD LAR!!"

"Gimme her number, I'll call her and see if she is on her way.."

"Orh."

"Hello, Kai Ling ar, where are you? *pauses* Oh.. walking here already ar.. okays."

T_T

I was so 狼狈 can. It was like raining quite heavily and the lower part of my jeans is soaked in rain water, shoes were half drenched too. And I went to work for nothing.

SOBS.

Heng I was also there to return and rent some DVDs back home.

I jus came across this link: Heels Pleasure

Came up with that title myself but pleaseee do not click on the URL when you're eating! Trust me!

It's sooo sooo cruel. It shows photos of how girls kill small animals with their heels. Initially I though they just hurt them. But NO!! They actually torture them till they die!

:((

Even though I hate lizards, I wouldn't do such a thing to them. (Hmm, cos I don't have the guts and they're just too small to get stepped to death. KIDDING.)

Somemore they did that to small animals like kittens and puppies!

Why can't they treat a small life properly? All my life I want a puppy and I haven't got one, and yet they trample it to death :(

I hate animal abusers and child abusers. Animals and children are not born into this world to get abused. They are born to live a life of their own.

I remember before I started painting two days ago, I was like asking my mum:

“妳要用什么来搅油漆？”

“用妳那个band的棍咯” (drumstick)

!!!!

“不可以！！！”

I can't imagine if she used that to mix the paint!! My heart confirm pain!! That pair of sticks were given by Sanjay when I asked him for a pair; cos I know that they drummers will have many many pairs since they always buy new ones cos the old ones already wear out.

I remember he gave me this pair which still look so new!! The only thing is that the printings are abit gone and that's a sign that it's used. But I didn't want to accept it cos it don't look that old at all. I expected a very old and worn out one and I'm equally happy. I remember I was like following him and kept asking "Are you sure this is old one. Don't look that old to me leh. I don't want. So pai seh. I expected an older one."

Then he was assuring me that he really don't want it so I keep lor.



Recently addicted to 吴克群's songs. Here's one: 我有罪.

吴克群 - 我有罪
我知道我有罪
讲的罪
我太自以为
我知道我有错
讲的错
贪新又厌旧
说话大声是我就是我错
却不好说拈花惹草是我又是我
罪让你承受
就罚我唱情歌
说话别大声
我错我承认
就罚我唱情歌
越唱越大声
我爱我承认
唱到我声嘶力竭
那又如何
你值得更好的男人

我知道我有罪
讲的罪
只出一张嘴
我知道我有错
讲的错
坏朋友太多
让你伤心是我就是我错
却不好说痞子无赖是我又是我
罪让你承受


让我这罪人
嚷到心灰意冷
痛苦已喊不出声
你背已转身
我看到你伤痕
才知道我错我有多残忍

I'm so so so so so exhausted.

I'm gonna die due to overdosage of thinner.

LOL!

Painted my room today, with my mum. Though she did most of the job, cos I was using the brush to touch up the areas near ceiling. Can say I conquer my fear of climbing ladders liao. Initially I climbed up slowly with trembling legs, but because I have to keep changing areas, I'd have to climb up and down the ladders very often, so yeah, I conquered my fear already.

It was fun at the beginning, cos it's my first time painting. But when I touched up some areas I find not nice, I find it real tiring. Rollers are nice to use but it's so tiring.

My hands are aching now. After feeling satisfied with my room, I moved the furniture back in place, my clothes back into the wardrobe, my shelves back into the room etc.

Finally, I'm SOOOOOOO EXHAUSTED.

I did all the moving of furniture alone.

What's more, before I move the furniture back in place, I sweeped and cleaned the floor. I used a cloth to wipe the entire floor, scrub away those paint which found their places on the floor, scrub the dirty areas etc.

I think I have the potential to be a good housewife. HEHE. (not a maid please)

I'm hardly so determined to keep my room so clean.

I bet my mum felt good seeing her daughter doing all the cleaning up, making her room clean and neat without her help.

Well, I used to just let her clean up my room.

I suddenly feel my room color is so romantic.

Will post photos up some time.

Tomorrow working >.< I hope I won't wake up feeling physically strained.

我真的不明白为什么你就不能不要去赌马。

我只需要你半天的时间，帮我油房间，很难吗？

每个星期六和星期天你就是要去赌马..

难道你女儿只需要你帮她油房间，真的那么难吗？

难道你就不能今天不去赌马来完成我期待以久的事情吗？

难道我也需要买你的时间吗？

I miss him alot.

I really really miss him..

I miss the smile he'd paste over his face when he see me..

I miss his cuteness when he'd make a fool outta himself..

I miss trying to play with him..

I miss him..



Everyday I look at the magnetic board lying against the wall on my table, my heart aches..

I miss him so so much..

I remember I'd always go check out my neighbour's place when I reach my grandma's house in Malaysia.

Yea, my grandma lives with her sibling (or is it my grandpa? I don't remember), and her sibling, of cos, has grandchildren and Wen Kai is one of them.

I just love him to bits.



I've tried means and ways to play with him the first time I saw him.



That was last year and he totally ignored me. I think he cried, I'm not very sure. He was only a year old.

He's so adorable leh. I wanna dote him forever but I can't. I can only visit him once or at most twice a year :(



I remember after checking out his appearance at home when I reached my grandma's house this year, I kinda failed cos he didn't want to play with me.

I got clever and decided to go to his place the next day, armed with my digital camera.

He ignored me of cos. But when I started to take photo of him and his brother, then asking the super obvious question: "Look, who's this?", he and his brother decided to fool me.

When I pointed at him and asked who's that, he'd point at his brother. His brother does the same when I asked him the question too, only this time I'm pointing at him.

CUTE.

Then they started to play a fool.





He's just so adorable!!



I remember how he whined when he didn't want any veggie on his plate. Yeap, that's his brother, equally cute but I like Wen Kai better :P

He's like me, don't like veggies and that's cute (:

Then when they went out for visiting, I became so lonely and so bored. No one to play with.

I went to check out on them every hour but to no avail :(

Till when they finally came home, they were about to take a nap and I thank God for that. Cos I was leaving that day, and I'm really glad that at least when I left, they'd be taking a nap, means I won't miss any chance to play with them.



I miss him so so so so so much..

And I miss another someone special too...

你忘记我了吗？
你忘记我们之间的承诺了吗？
很想你..

I'm soooooo happy!!

Sooooooo happy that I'm blogging now though I have to leave home by 12.10pm!!

Results are out!!

And I'm very satisfied with it.

Well, maybe a bit not that satisfied.

Here it goes:

Basic Animation: B+
Exploring Photography: B+
Information Systems Devt. Techniques: A
Introduction to Social Psychology: B
Project Management: C+ (sobs)
System Analysis: B (WHEE!)
Visual Interface & Information Design: B

WHEEEE! I'm like damn happy for SA!! I proved my SA teacher wrong!

WOOT. Even with here C- for CA, I managed to study hard for the exams and climbed 4 grades up for final grade!

I think I deserve a round of applause!

*applause!

This feeling brings me back to Sec 2, when my form teacher kinda look down at me thinking I'd at most get into the second best class but I proved him wrong by getting into the first class :)

But I'm so sad for PM. I fell 2 grades down for final grade :( well, the paper was terror and I did very very bad for it.

I'm sooooooooooo happy!!

I guess I lack of sleep. A pimple on my forehead, one on my left cheek and one on my nose. (T.T)

I usually don't like songs that are changed from English to Chinese.

Okay, my vocabulary is not that vast and what I mean is English songs that are 翻唱 into Chinese songs.

But there is this particular song which I initially hate and then grown to like it.

曹格's SuperWoman.

I've heard the English version on Class 95fm years ago, liked that song and downloaded it. The English version is darn emo, it's about the girl doing so much for the guy she loved; putting breakfast on the table, rush home after work just to prepare dinner for him etc but the guy simply took it for granted. The song went like "I'm not your super woman.."

But the Chinese version is like the reverse version of it. It talks about now it's the guy's turn to put breakfast on the table and then trying to wake the girl up with the coffee's aroma and how much he realise he took her for granted in the past etc. "You were my super woman.."

Well, at least it's not the same version like the English's and I like it :)



You know there's the acrylic keychains selling in pasar malam right. Those whereby you write your name on the notepad and then they'll carve the keychain out for you on the spot. I've always missed it. Once these people came to Ngee Ann cos my IS classmate invited them over for their dodgeball competition. I didn't know they invited them.

Then there was the pasar malam near my place and I never visit it. It lasted for 3 days, and for the 3 days, either I went home late or I coop up at home.

Finally I saw it when I met up Wendy after working on Saturday. But it was closed and Wendy told me about it.

After chalet yesterday I went to make one myself!

And I'm so in love with it :)





Nice right!

Get down to JE's pasar malam. I made mine at the stall nearer to the pedestrian crossing.

I just can't stop admiring it ;)

Came back from PSP chalet hours ago.

Had fun throughout.

So actually I met up with Samuel, Ivan and Cheng Yeow to go to the chalet together. Had laughter throughout the journey lar. Not bad man, Samuel already learnt how to suan me, but nevermind, I know how to pinch and make it hurt badly! :P

Reached Downtown East and called Jenny to fetch us. Well, the chalet's at Aranda Country Club, first time going there. When we reached, OMG, that place is freaking nice can. it looks almost like an apartment. Air-conditioners in the whole house, dining room, two bedrooms, two bathrooms, a kitchen with a new fridge (at least it seems to me) etc.

NICE.

Nicest chalet I've ever been. Maybe cos the chalets I've been to were in Coasta Sands. Of cos it cost a bomb. I asked how much they paid to book the room. OMG, some freaking $400.

Played a few rounds of mahjong before we went down for BBQ. WOOT, I won like $2.

BBQ pit set up, food cooked, and as usual, I was the one waiting for food and the only food I BBQ-ed myself were marshmallows. HEE :)

After passing down, WOOT, MAHJONG TIME!

Okay, my hands have been itching since the last time I went to Wei Ming's house for mahjong.

Again, played a few rounds of no-money rounds and stupid Samuel, though accidentally, PATTED MY SHOULDER.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Then at night I lost can. Some $4. BOO.

Wanted to recoup loses but no one wants to continue after 16 rounds :(

Watched the guys played a few rounds of dai dee. Though I suggested 2-player mahjong and no gambling, no one wants to play :((

Finally Logan said okay! So we had LOTS OF ROUNDS OF THAT, cos each game ends maximum five minutes. We played from 3am to 6am without realising, cos basically we were very high, kept laughing and stuff, and with my OHMYGODs, we were like some lunatics and I suppose Cassidy wanted to call the WoodBridge.

Just kidding.

But time past so fast and I managed to win ALL his chips and then we decided to sleep!

Tired.

Woke up at 12pm just to find out Samuel, Ivan and Cheng Yeow were gone.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They pang seh me!

BOOO.

Sms-ed him and he said I was sleeping soundly. Either he didn't even tried to wake me up or I was really sleeping soundly >.<>Mahjong Queen not cos I'm super good, but cos I keep pestering them for more!

Aiya, chalet mah. If don't mahjong now, don't know when's the next time I can mahjong lor.

I introduced them 2-player mahjong and then they all got high. Hah. Cos each game ends so fast and everyone has a 50-50 chance of winning! Plus it needs alot of thinking cos there's alot of ways you can win with your tiles! There was once I almost tian hu but I didn't! Cos Cassidy didn't throw the tile I need. GRRRRR. But I won when he threw the second tile. LOL. That set of tiles I had was seriously so nice.

HEHE.

Stomach upset lar. Too much heaty food already >.<

I miss mahjong. LOL.

I FEEL SO TRAUMATIZED NOW!

I WANT TO CRY!

A LIZARD CRAWLED ON MY FEET!

I'VE NEVER FELT SO DIRTY BEFORE.

THIS WHOLE LIFE I'LL HATE LIZARDS.

THE SLIMY FEELING STILL CLINGS ONTO MY FEET.

I HATE LIZARDS.

I'M SO TRAUMATIZED I FEEL LIKE CHOPPING OFF MY FEET.

I HATE LIZARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Creative WHS is finally over. I'll miss days like this.

Miss complaining that I have to stand whole day long, miss serving customers regarding the MP3s though I have to explain the same thing over and over again, miss those lunch, tea break and dinner etc.

I managed to bump into some friends during the WHS, not alot, prolly a handful but I'm still happy.

There was Zhi Jun, the guy I met in Mediacorp, Wynnie, Xi Ling, Xian Zhi, Joe and Jian Hao. Besides, Jing Jie, Wei Ming, Teck Wei, Kai Ling and her brother, and Mike came to visit! Actually is 顺便啦; JJ wanted to buy MP3 and earphones and the guys accompanied him and Kai Ling thought her brother wanted to look for something and her brother thought sne wanted to look for somehing -_-!!

As I work at the MP3 area, I got SO tempted by the I-Trigue 3400! Nice speakers that comes with a subwoofer! I was like pestering Kevin, my colleague to help me request for special price for that item.

And I got it at a great deal!! Not gonna say how great is that great deal but the ones I got were selling at $159 during the WHS, and I got it for less then $100 :)

I'm now enjoying myself with great music with lime green speakers and a subwoofer! I simply love the deep bass sound. WOOT.

I'm so physically strained over the past few days. I didn't have enough sleep, due to me surfing internet at night :P and I deserve a break.

PSP chalet tomorrow! But don't think I'll stay overnight. Got MVP Lover to watch during the holidays :D

I find satisfaction in serving customers..

Er.. serving appreciative customers.

There was this man who went like "You're the only one who provided me with so much information I need, thanks alot, I really appreciate that."

You know, that really makes my day. Someone appreciates what I did after spending, perhaps more than ten minutes, explaining almost the same thing over and over again, to ensure the customer understand.

Of cos there're some customers who took it like the-staffs-are-supposed-to-serve-me-well thinking, but that only man made alot of difference in making my day.

Appreciation.

I met a very cute and smart little boy today. He was near the counter looking at Back to Gaya VCDs while holding a Madagascar VCD.

"Hi."

"Hi."

"How old are you?"

"I'm five years old."

"What's your name?"

"Shawn."

He then dropped a few VCDs accidentally. When Kee Ann helped him pick it up, he said "Sorry."

He then tried to walk out the shop with the VCD because he wanna ask his mom if he could "buy" that.

"Hey boy.. you can't take that VCD out.."

Struggles at the door and then decided not to go out. His sister went to look for their mom.

"You wanna borrow the Madagascar VCD is it?"

"Ya."

"Then is your sister looking for your mom?"

"Ya."

Shawn places the VCD at the at the ex-rental sales area and told us that he'll be back for that VCD.

Then he came back saying:

"Sorry, my mom says we have to go. We can't buy the VCD already. BYE!!"

Cute.

Remember this ridiculously big beetle at my doorstep months ago?



Yesterday my sister called home just to ask somebody to help open the door. Reason being: the beetle came back again.

Then my mum was like saying "Maybe I'll strike 4D tomorrow."

That's just a superstition

But she really strike 4D!!

First prize somemore.

I'm gonna have free paint for my room! *Jumps around the room*

Work was quite tiring today. New titles came in, was hell removing the plastic, stick barcodes and paste stickers. Had dinner and wanted to go and get a drink from McDonald's when I walked in and saw ****n.

....

And then I saw a group of people with him. SHIT.

My immediate reaction was to turn back and walk back into the shop.

Then my colleague asked where's my drink.

"I din buy.. I saw my friend in Mac.."

"..... Friend only what.."

"Not just friend.. Something more than that.."

"..... Then go Cold Storage lah.."

"Later.. I calm down first.."

-_-; "Don't understand you young people. Like that also scared. Next time you see your friends you siam ar. Like that how can.."

"Told you it's more than just friends liao.."

~~~~~~

I'm sure I looked stupid. Coz everytime I walk in Mac when I wanna get something, I always look around, ya know, for fun. And subconsiciously, strangers dining in at Mac will also turn and look at who went in.

And there was this one guy who subconsiciously saw me walking into Mac. And I hope, I seriously hope, he didn't see that shocked face of mine and then see me walking back to the shop.

Thank god I no longer remember how that guy look like. Else if he were to appear in the shop, I'd hide myself at the counter.

As usual I was jio-ing people for dota when I decided to jio Rong Guang. Didn't dare to jio him for dota previously because they said he's PRO.



He sure is so shocked by the fact that I'm jio-ing him for dota.

Nothing very amazing but he thinks that..



As usual, he's asking weird questions like how he always do in class. Like sometimes he'd go like "Then what's the use of doing this when we know that that's the result we'll get?" (just an example) to the lecturer.

Moved my stuff to my new room today and found there's quite alot of stuff I can't move, because I had too many stuff on display on the shelves that were nailed to the wall when I moved in. Now that there's no shelves on the wall, I can't display much things >.<

Some are displayed on my "new" table, I just have this feeling my table's gonna be messy soon.

Was packing my entire room and there's alot of drawers and cupboard which I can keep my stuff. It's much neater now but I still lack of space (T_T)

Well, nevermind, I found some cards which I thought went missing long ago and I found this English composition which I even typed out and print.

It was a compo which I had to write when I was in Secondary Two. We were given this: I just stood there watching him. I could not move. I know he was speaking but I could not hear a single thing...

And of cos we had to continue that phrase with our own imagination.

I think I remembered my classmates wrote about kidnap or something but my own compo is extremely different:

I just stood there watching him. I could not move. I know he was speaking to me but I could not hear a single thing. My heart was beating very fast. I knew he was going to say he loved me. The alarm clock rang. I knew all these was a dream.

For all these years I had been waiting for this day. Waiting for him to say the three words to me. To me, he was my prince charming. In my eyes, he was everything. He meant the world to me. I do not know if he liked me or not, or even if he was interested in me. All I knew was, he treated me as a friend.

We treated each other as casual friends. We never got to know each other better. There was one day when he actually asked me out for a picnic. I knew this was the start of a happy store, but this picnic was just a gathering. Well, at least it's better than nothing.

He had asked me out other times too, but there was this one which was very special and unforgettable. He actually asked me out alone. Yes, alone. We went to watch a romantic movie, Pearl Harbor. I really enjoyed myself that night. The happiest part was when he said "I love you" and then he kissed me. The day had actually arrived. I thought it would not happen. I was in cloud nine.

I was too touched to say anything. I was choked with words. I pinched myself a few times to ensure I was not dreaming, but this was not a dream. I told him I love him too and we went into a relationship.

In between all these years, we did have some misunderstandings but we managed to overcome it. We knew each other very well. After seven years, during Valentines' Day, he proposed to me. Without hesitation, I said "Yes". A few months later, on the day he said "I love you" seven years ago,m we got married. That was my happiest moment. I have never regretted loving him because no one can understand me the way he does. It ends just like fairy tale stories, happily ever after!

Oh gosh. I wondered what's my grade for this. The content seemed dull but imagine! at the age of fourteen, I'm already living in such fantasy. Not to forget some errors here and there, I supposed.

The power of Walt Disney ~.~

I totally forgot about this post:

Hmm, Bryan passed me this test and I have to complete it. So ya, here it is:

The rules:
1. The tagged victims must list 8 different point of their perfect partner, mentioning the gender of said partner.
2. Then tag 8 more victims to join this game and leave a comment on the post by letting them know why they were being tagged. If tagged before, no need to contribute.

He should be
1. Cute! In terms of looks or actions :)
2. Taller than me and abit bigger size than me so I'll feel very very secure :P
3. Non-smoker
4. Humourous or lame as long as he's able to cheer me up xD
5. Patient
6. Kind and love kids
7. Able to make me happy and send butterfiles to my stomach whenever I see him
8. Musically talented! Hah.

Dated 4th March 2006

I've decided not to find eight victims cos I don't know who to find. Only have two or three in mind, the rest Bryan tagged liao.

I just felt like blogging. Alot of thoughts running through my mind again.

总觉得我好像站在十字路口中央
不知道脑海里装些什么
也不知道该往哪个方向走

好希望他会出现在我身旁
不是为了告诉我该做什么
只为了陪我..

直到我知道该往哪里走..

When it comes to holidays, I'll have a Calender Crisis!

Not that I misplace every single calender at home, including the ones embedded in electronic devices like the handphones, just that I'll forgot which day belongs to which date and which date belongs to which day.

I'll also forget today's Saturday when I remember knowing it just hours ago.

I mix them up so easily I'll look at my handphone alot.

Calender Crisis!

Period.

Wife hands VCDs/DVDs to yours truly.

Me: "Total will be $13.50."

Wife opens wallet and wanted to take out $50 when she saw the big poster which says:

"Package 1: $50. Free 3 movie vouchers."

Wife: (to Husband) "Eh, they got the package leh." (hands me the $50)

So I went to print receipt and get the change for the $50.

Me: "So here's your change."

Wife: "I thought I said I want the package?"

Me: .................................

*rolls eyes*

Oh she mean I'm supposed to read between the line that wasn't even said to me?!

Of cos I didn't roll my eyes, instead I panicked cos Beth wasn't around and OH MY GOD.

I asked her to wait lor.

ORBI.

Busy week ahead. 3 days of committment to Video Ezy and another 3 days (perhaps 4) of committment to Creative.

Please train me up at DOTA. I want own the game!

My first attempt to DOTA!

We have to choose heros first before we can dota and I actually chose Tiny. I didn't get to choose properly cos I wasn't used to pressing "Enter" before I wanna speak. So I was like typing my message to JJ before I pressed "Enter" and then I got Tiny.

IT WAS FATED!

Tiny is so cute!

As usual, I was being lame. Click to view it in full.





And by the way, Tiny's not tiny at all.



DOTA is NICE! ^^

First attempt is always very memorable. LOL. The noobishest attempt.