Another Random Update

Some random updates..

My ugly legs after getting bitten by alot of mosquitoes. It's healing now but of cos due to the humid weather these days, I still get one or two bites day by day :/

VERY CUTE! When these solar-powered nodding mascots came to market, I wished they had versions of Tigger especially when there's Mickey Mouse, Minnie Mouse, Stitch blabla ones. Then when I stepped into Action City just to look for a nice Tigger mug, I saw that!!

Wenna:"If you like it so much then buy it lah"
ME: "Haiyo, not like you don't know how much I don't bear to buy such things for myself.."

Can Action City give one of those nodding Tigger? (LOL FAT HOPE)

My uncle and aunt went to Taiwan and I didn't know about it. GEEZ, I'm not going Taiwan anymore.. sad..

Anyway, they bought us cow's tongue biscuit? I think it's real cow's tongue! But it's so OMG..

My new colleagues went to Philippines and they bought this penis chocolate for all of us.

ME: "OMG wth!"
Nurul: "OMG you know what this is?!"

-_-; Just because I'm the youngest there. HAH. BTW I broke it when I got it. Dropped it on my table. HAHA. OUCH.

Jonny saw my private message "wait till I get my keys of freedom" and drew that for it.

Lame yet sweet. HAH.

HAHA my boy is so funny.

I miss her already! The last time I visited, she was surprisingly so sticky to me.. crying when her maid carried her to change diapers because she wanted me to carry her, crying when she see me leaving the room while getting her diapers changed, and wanting me to carry when she sees me!

CUTE.

Kids like that hard to resist.

:D

I'm feeling mucus aplenty now. I'll need a tissue every five minutes to blow out my mucus. Poor me.

Say Goodbye

It's time to say goodbye already..

Nothing to do over at work and suddenly I remembered this blog which I've neglected long time ago.

It's been more than one and a half years to be exact. Sometimes it's so weird that love is never requited when you like someone. Sometimes love does develop but most of the time it never worked out.

I realised that for me, my major crushes always disappear as quickly as air. Love is never requited and on the way I'll meet someone new, someone who loves me and I love him too.

It's really time to say goodbye. I can't erase memories, that's for sure. The least I could do is to keep that part of the memories in a small corner of my brain, and then empty out the rest of the space to the one who can bring me happiness in reality.

Maybe one day I'd delete this blog. After all, I'll believe in future, when I look back into my past, while holding the hand of the one who'd be there for me for the rest of my life, I'd laugh at the silly yet sweet memories I still hold on to.

Nonetheless, I'm thankful that I've met someone else who made my life more colorful. It feels like I'm watching my own fairytale/taiwan/korean drama come true and I hope that will be the hand I'll be holding on to forever..

BAD LUCK

Mahjong yesterday was super, super bad.

I'm like so dumb. I know that if we were to discard any tiles that wasn't discarded for the last four tiles to be picked before the round ends, and that if anyone where to 胡 with that tile, I'll have to bao.. DUMBLY, I saw the second last tile I picked a beautiful one so I discarded 六万 which wasn't discarded at all..

AND THEN JOE 胡清一色..

HOW DUMB CAN I BE? I picked the second last tile you know, which means the last tile will be picked by Andy and he won't be discarding any tile cos it's the rule yet I do such a stupid thing!

There goes $12.80.

My tiles during 北风 for the second round were very beautiful. Minimum 4 tais.. yet.. someone win when I already 听牌.

Then nevermind. This round I was doing half color, the people behind me watching saw my tiles and kept shaking their heads. I 听牌 already.. yet 北 comes and obviously I don't need it. Threw it out..

Lewis 胡 5 tais!

DAMMMIT.

Why did that tile have to come..............................

Total damage: $38.

Thank god Jiexiang only nagged abit for gambling :P

Anyway.. I watched Spiderman 3 with him and friends! I think not bad lah. Mai heam si buai pai, ai heam si kan na sai.. Sandman a.k.a Flint Marko is very very very handsome can! I think he's the middle age handsome...... *drools*

Do you believe in horoscope? Maybe 50% for me. I've been reading horoscope compatibility between Capricorns and Geminis, some gave fairly good analysis, some gave negative analysis but one said the relationship is possible and marriage between the match is an all-triumph love!

Well, I shall see! I do hope we can pull through together, my boy..

Dress code for Sam's chalet next week: school uniform! (best if secondary school uniform)

I've found Beatrice whose size might be able to fit me.. I'm going over to her crib to try out after work next week! CAN'T WAIT and I hope it fits me cos it'll be so fun..

However, I have one fear: MOSQUITOES!

:(

My legs look so ugly now..

The One

When I reached home after my haircut, I realised the color of the sky is beautiful and can't help but snap a photo of it..

Can't expect much from a camera phone ya.

I look so toot after my haircut!

I know I don't look as toot as I said I am but photos can be deceiving because of the camera angle and lighting! I look more toot in reality!

Changed the song of my blog too. It's a sad song but I think it's really nice..

THE ONE
Lyrics, Composed, Arranged by: TEDDY
Translation by: Yoonie (also credit: aheeyah.com)

Every day I make a wish if I could be the one for you

The eyes you look into
Are concentrating on someone else
The two hands you are holding
Look cold as ice
The figure that is holding you
Doesn't look right in my eyes
The words coming out of his mouth
They seem like lies to me

What are you worrying about?
Why can't you leave him?
Do happen to truly love him
So much that you'd die for him?

[CHORUS]
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but no
I just want to make you smile
Yeah ~ if I could ever be the one
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but
No ~ if I could ever be the one

Your friends have told you
That he's definately not the one
Then you say it's not true
Because you love him so much
The smile you force
Seems so difficult to keep
During this long, lonely night
You'll be letting tears fall again

What are you worrying about?
Why can't you leave him?
I get angry seeing you like this
I hurt, oh please
Look at me just once

[CHORUS]
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but no
I just want to make you smile
Yeah ~ if I could ever be the one
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but
No ~ if I could ever be the one

[RAP]
Sadly, I just want to cry
That's how much I want to feel you
For one word, one strand of hope
I've waited so long
There's a loto of pain, so before it's too late
Please tell me if I could ever be the one

With tears falling down I put my hands together
I pray (I put my hands together and pray)
That I could meet you and hold you
If I could ever be the one

[CHORUS]
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but no
I just want to make you smile
Yeah ~ if I could ever be the one
Even if I was given the world, I don't need it
I just want to make you happy, but
No ~ if I could ever be the one

KAP's Own Freedom Writers' Diary

Finally, I'm least lazier so I connected my handphone to retrieve photos of Freedom Writers Diary!

I went to dig out one of the small files we used to put membership forms inside.. Punch holes on many pieces of leftover warehouse sales flyers and TADA~

Our own recycled Freedom Writers Diary inspired by the Freedom Writers movie.

My very first entry.. (Click to enlarge)

Ida's stupid spelling mistake..

Hui Ping thinks I'm dumb just cos they hidden the leftover warehouse sales flyers and I thought they threw it away :(

Kee Ann's creative entry..

I love it when I go for work and read the diary because everyone is so funny and so fun..

HOWEVER, they took Ida over to Jelita. Horror horror, now no one really writes in the diary anymore because the frequent writers are Hui Ping and Ida. Without Ida, there's pretty much nothing to write about because the rest aren't as enthusiastic about the diary as the three of us. I seldom write too cos I'm working less frequently already :/

Anyway, life has been good and work is nice :D Being a new comer there, I'm given very little jobs as the senior web designers have to guide me along but since the day I stepped in, I've learnt alot :)

And it really turns out that Boon Wee's birthday is really 28th December! Well, he was on his way to the toilet and I was on my way to going home, so we chatted a bit and I asked if his birthday is really 28th and he said "Wah you really spy on me ar!"

-_-;

Wahhahaha but he also find it amusing that we're exactly17 years apart. Seriously, what are the odds of working in a company with 15 people, knowing someone who has the same birthdate as you and both of you are exactly the oldest and the youngest in the company?

1 in 1000000000000000000000000000000!

I miss mahjong already, been two weeks since I last played mahjong.

My workspace. Actually the monitor is already changed to the bigger one (and it feels so shiok) but I haven't take a photo of it. Heh. I'm gonna make my little workspace homely :)

My boy's niece is so cute can!

LOVE HER to bits!

Feel like pinching her chubby cheeks!

This photo is blur, but still cute :D

Playing with my spects..

Watching Spiderman with me on the bed!

:D

Disturbing while me and my boy tries to take photo..

Good gracious, now Alanah is so scared of Spiderman cos she now cries when the lights are off. What have I done to her?!

I thought I taught her a new word: tired. That night she kept saying: "man-man tired, man-man sleep.."

But I actually traumatized her :(

Who want to jio me mahjong?

Life's Good

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I know that greeting's weird.

First and second day of work went great :) Though most of the times nothing much to do but I did learn new stuff!

My colleagues are also very nice and Karen loves RAIN too! AHHHHH!

I'm the youngest around here and the oldest is EXACTLY 17 years older than me can!

EXACTLY!

We were chatting about how old everyone is during first day's lunch break, then on the second day my colleague, Jackie, asked when's my birthday. I said 28 December and she said same as Boon Wee, whom I already know is 17 years older than me.

OMG LEH! I keep laughing lor. Till now I still find that amusing :D

Life's good and I'm attached already xD




ANYWAY, will update about KAP Freedom Writers Diary soon cos I'm at work and photos are at home, maybe tonight!

I MISS EVERYONE IN MO5 LEH. ANYONE READING THIS PLEASE ORGANISE OUTING. SAM'S BIRTHDAY IS LIKE TWO WEEKS FROM NOW, THAT'S SO FAR ISN'T IT?

Color Test

I did this color test probably a week back and think that the results is quite true.

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.

You are trying to break away from the mundane existence that you have been experiencing of late. You have many high hopes and ideals but you are concerned whether circumstances will allow you to realise these ambitions. You want to spread your wings - to broaden your fields of activities - but you are concerned that your dreams are just that - 'dreams' which are not realistic. It concerns you that you are not thinking clearly at this time - what you need is to get away from it all, to give you time to think. A short vacation could well restore your confidence.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

HEROES is finally coming back! Episode 19 out tomorrow! I know Peter Petrelli is not gonna die cos he's one of the main cast but I'm dying to know what happen can!

AND AND AND I've already gotten a job! I bet I'll love this job! :D Finally my efforts are paid off, after going for like three interviews this week (actually four if this company didn't not to use me) and sending so many resumes just to see a few reply. The first week after I rejected the job, I felt so sad because I got no replies, then I send a couple more and most of it called me up for an interview!

WHEEEEEEEEEEE! I'm so happy :D

I'll talk about VE KAP's Freedom Writer Diary in my next entry.

Come back sooooooooooooonn because it's gonna be a longggg three days :(

More Job Interviews & Photos

Time really flies.

I thought the last time I updated my blog was a few days ago but, horror horror, it's been 10 days.

I've been online quite frequently but lesser now cos I have/had ongoing activities. Life has been fruitful and I'm very happy with it :D

And I truly wish days like these can last forever..

Anyway, I went for an interview on Monday and on Tuesday. The one on Monday is not exactly what I'm looking for but it's a mean of making more money even though I won't be a web or a graphic designer I wish I am. The job I interviewed for on Tuesday seems promising but it's in Eunos :/

However, if the company accepts me, I'll just go for it. WISH ME LUCK!

I've been on unplanned shopping spree. Like yesterday, I'm supposed to just go for interview and then head back home but I hate the feeling of coming out for a short while and then having to head home straight. So I called Wenna. Surprise, surprise, she was with JJ in Chinatown and don't mind going shopping at Marina Square.

Ended up spending $160. The items we bought are half same can, and the total damage for both of us is just a few bucks away.

Geez.

Unplanned shopping spree is so so sinful. It's always like that: when I really want to shop, I end up finding nothing. But when I just want to window shop, I end up buying alot of things.

Well... girls~

I have some random photos though:

Beautiful neon light statues outside Esplanade. I miss band life.

iDevil! It's so cute I bought it for my sister and I almost feel like buying one nano for myself.

The very big room me and my younger sister gotten for kBox. Well, we weren't the lucky ones. The room behind ours was the big function room with pool table an projector screen. Three girls got it.

Please notice cute Giroro in red! The last piece can!

Two nights later I went back and look at the machine; Giroro's gone :(

kBox with my secondary school friends. kBox finally changed the JAY CHOU image in their database! At least now it looks better :D

Cute Alanah, Jie Xiang's niece. She's such a fast learner and such a sweetie. I miss her!!!

UNGLAM-NESS. Wenna and I queued three hours for donuts. We wanted to try piping hot donuts soooooooooooooo much we hurried to the fountain and get started with it.

TOTAL UNGLAM-NESS. It was quite a mess as the melted chocolate gets into our mouth while stained our fingers. Thick melted peanut butter even rolled down Wenna's chin.

DONUTS MADNESS.

Imagine if the donuts lost their balance and fell into the fountain.

3 hours of effort gone.

Blur Beauties. Li Ling always fail while attempting to snap a nice photo of us 3 girls because she didn't hold the shutter long enough to capture it. Quite frustrating for all of us. She did a demo on us and TADA, blur beauty :D

Drinking my heavenly Ice Blended Rosetea. (My freckle below my left eye is quite prominent but I once photoshopped it off and I look totally weird can! HAHA. Somehow I think that freckle makes my eyes stand out? :P)

I was Wendy's model for beanies and gloves. She said I look Japanese in this photo but the Watsons plastic bag totally ruin it.

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS MONOPOLY AND LIFE BOARD GAME.

It's so cute can!

The metal pieces are cute! Best of all, normal houses are presented by Spongebob's house and hotels are presented by Krusty Crab restaurant!

P.S. that's not the price of the LIFE board game. We just brought it over so we could take a photo together with monopoly.

That's all FOLKS!

Sick Dinosaur

AHHHHHHH CHOOOO!

I'm a dinosaur having flu now. I kinda predicted that yesterday but I still slept late cos I was rushing the last two episodes of 转角*遇到爱.

It's a MUST-WATCH! The whole show is so sweet and so sad. Made me teared quite alot for the last two episodes.

It's so nice I bought the DVD and 小猪 is so cute can.

BTW I had wanted to blog and add some pictures to my entry but apparently my handphone can't be detected while connected to my laptop. Period.

Anyway, looking back, I realised I've spent quite alot on movies for the month of March and April ;/

I've caught:

Just Follow Law on Kenneth's birthday with M05&Co.

300 on a random Wednesday.

I'm a Cyborg but that's Okay with 6th Storeys.

Stomp the Yard with a bunch of M05 people.

TMNT with the same bunch of M05 people + more.

Mr Bean's Holiday with my secondary school friends.

Meet the Robinsons with Jie Xiang.

Freedom Writers with M05&Co.

And I heard these movies are good too:

Sunshine

Nada Sou Sou

Because I Said So

More sequels to blockbuster movies are coming in!:

Spiderman 3

Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix

Fantastic 4

Tell me how to stop watching these movies and spending more money on it.

I think I've also KBox like 3-5 times during March and April, mahjonged quite a few times too, prawn fishing once and one more this friday, ate good food on several occassions etc etc.

Damn, I'm spending more money on entertainment than on shopping.

HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

P.S It could be retribution that no companies contacted me for the several resumes I've sent. I've gotten a call this afternoon and I missed it because I left my phone in silent mode. I woke up like 3 minutes after that missed call and called back but the lady said they can't track who called me :( Could it be a job opportunity?

Grudges with the Theatre

I NEED TO BE LED TO THE ALLOCATED SEATS IN THE THEATRE AT ALL TIMES because I have the tendency to fall on the steps, and then find myself laughing at my own stupidity while still on my fallen position.

I think it's my astimagism, or maybe it's my night blindness. I don't even know if I have night blindness.

I caught Stomp the Yard last Thursday. Storyline wasn't bad and movie was good. Not as good as Step Up though :P And this day was when my first theatre incident happened. I walked into the theatre first, obviously looking for our allocated seats a.k.a leading everyone in but hell, that was a wrong move.

I ended up losing the step and there I was, falling smoothly onto the step and I ended up laughing at myself. Wenna freaked and laughed at me while she helped me up. She went like: "Hurry stand up, don't sit there and laugh."

I believed I freaked the people nearby too.

Watched TMNT last Sunday. Peacefully reached my seats without falling. The orange ninja turtle is soooo cute!

Watched Mr Bean's Holiday yesterday. Personally preferred his Ultimate Disaster movie but nonetheless, there was this part of the show which kept me laughing. It's the part where Mr Bean was trying to seek help and he saw this old man on his really slow bike scene. For those who watched, you will know which part I'm referring to. And frankly, that scene kept me laughing like hell.

Oh and the main part is, I also almost fell when I walked up the steps to our seats. The incident last thursday happened cos we're walking down the steps. This time it's up the steps. Geez, I must admit I can't really see the steps and the lights don't help too.

Sadly, I haven't received any reply emails regarding the handful of resumes I've sent. Neither have I gotten any call yet. Retribution? I hope not!

I saw the company which I rejected repost their advertisement again. Makes me feel really guilty but then again I can't regret. I mean if I were to call back, I'll be such a joke. I doubt he'll even want me back cos I might look irresponsible to him.

I NEED MORE LUCK.

I forgot to mention I've gotten godlike tiles when I mahjong-ed with Wei Ming, Kenneth and Fai.

Dammit.

西西西 南南南 中中中 北北 九索九索

By the way I seriously still don't understand why they said if anyone threw 一九 and I win, that person will bao. They also said if they threw words tiles and I win, they also bao.

Thing is:
1) I'm 北风北
2) Even if so, I only have 2 tais at hand what. One chicken and 中
3) I never even pong any 一九!
4) Besides, can't be 大四喜 lor, 东风 all out already.

GRRR.

That tiles is godlike can because I only had 西西南北中口一万二万九索 (I don't remember the other 3 tiles) to begin with. I had wanted to try 十三yao but the same tiles kept coming.

Booo..

I just turned down a $1.4k job with 5.5 working days. Felt the pay is low considering the working days :/

Nota Bene didn't want me :(

PLEASE pray hard for me that better job opportunities will come knocking on my door if not I'll regret turning that job offer down!

Please Pick Me!

Prostudio contacted me yesternight regarding an interview today. I'm not free cos I'm working. Interview is shifted till tomorrow. I really hope I'm not selected if ever they were to make a decision even faster than Nota Bene.

I'm keeping all my options closed for Nota Bene. Prostudio replied too slow, like a week too slow. Initially I wanted to be part of Prostudio cos it looked promising, but when I went to the interview for Nota Bene, it seemed much more promising.

I thought Prostudio ain't even gonna want people anymore until I received their email yesternight. And frankly, I've been searching on jobs hunting website too for alternatives if Nota Bene don't want me. I've saved a few potential ones under my bookmark already.

Nota Bene said to contact me end of this week, and end of this week, I hope, is Friday because they're not working on Saturday and Sunday.

Oh please pick me, Nota Bene.

I Wanna Be In Love

No, no. I'm not in love.

Just felt that the image on the left is very beautiful so I just wanna make it into a blogskin.

And of cos there's the constant wishes that I'll have someone beside me soon because it feels good to be attached after such a long time..

Someone to be there for you always..
Someone to be your shopping mate when your shopping besties aren't free..
Someone to enjoy every single couple-should-dos things with..
Someone to be your movie mate when all your other friends have watched or does not want to watch that particular movie you wanna watch..
Someone to try out new food with.. :D
Most importantly.. someone who loves you for who you are..

Who feels like being in love now?

MAHJONGGG!

Mahjong luck was good. Won $16. Not so bad.

I can't stop thinking about this set of tiles. I had like 1 animal and 1 flower = 2 tai, then I pong-ed 白板 and 北风 (that round was 北风), which means whoever throw 大牌 will 包. Obviously, nobody dared to throw 大牌.

I had like 中中 六万六万 and waiting for either 中 which is very hopeless and 六万. I actually only want to win when somebody throws 六万 but dammit, I 自摸红中! ROARRRRRR~

It was so unbelievable can. Even Fai can't believe it because he accidentally saw my tile while I picked it.

LOL.

Job Interview

Went for a so-called interview for a job which I applied online. It's totally my dream job can! Web designing and totally don't need to wear office wear to work!

The boss is so nice too. He wanted me to take a look at the working environment and tell me more about what is gonna be expected for the job etc.

He asked me what's my expected salary. I just anyhow quote $1.3k to $1.8k.

"Nett? Meaning that'll be what you're gonna get after deducting CPF?", he asked.

"Er, actually anything leh..", I said.

"How can anything one! CPF is alot know.."

"Okay, then make it nett."

I don't mind it if he decided to pay me $1.3k. Because it'll mean I'm earning $1.6k inclusive of CPF.

Anyway, the money is not the main thing. The main thing is he said he will train me in graphic designing too! Since I'm more to multimedia area. The guy who's gonna resign soon was from NAFA and he was more to graphics but they trained him in the web designing aspect.

I really hope I can get that job! I will only get call next week. Those NAFA people he's meeting next week, PLEASE know nothing about web designing. MUACKS.

Mahjong luck was bad. Lost $35. PAIN.

Random

Air-con at KAP has been fixed! Though now it feels sooooooooooo cold, it's definitely better than feeling hot and humid :D

Donuts & a Birthday

Teck Wei's 20th birthday.

Went to queue for donuts from the Donut Factory!

It's so delicious can. Though we didn't manage to enjoy it while it's warm, but I still totally love the Peanut Butter Glazed. Double Chocolate is nice too but could be better if it's warm.

Basically we bought 48 donuts and held the queue for quite some time :x

Donuts donuts donuts~

Poo poo and ca ca.

Went Yoshinoya to celebrate his birthday and then played some pool and arcade.

Next time I wanna go queue for donuts again! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TECKWEI!

I'm a Cyborg but that's Okay

Went to watch I'm a Cyborg but that's Okay with 6th Storeys!

That movie is so so so sweet can. Some people may find it boring because it's filmed artistically but the whole show is totally sweet.

Of cos I'm tad bit biased cos Rain acted in it xD

Prawn fishing with the gang

Went prawn fishing with Peng Peng, Shu Mei, Shu Chen and Zi Qian!

It was alot of fun because it was all of their first time there. Nonetheless, we did create quite a commotion everytime we caught a prawn. No choice, I only like to fish, I don't like to put bait and I don't like to unhook prawns that were caught.

I hope the people weren't angry with us though, because it seems like we're the only ones who keep catching prawns and the others only caught one or two (or maybe they just don't make as much noise as us when we caught our prawns).

There's this two little girls who got so amazed by prawn fishing and stuck with me the whole night. They were cute and talkative but sometimes they get into my nerves :x The elder one kept wanting to move my rod because she thinks the prawns aren't there and I was quite irritated by that. Hah, their mum (I think) went like "Wah, you two so close to her ah. See the way she hold her rod, she gotta hold it more towards her side because you two stood in front of her. You even put your arms on her thighs."

LOL. Maybe I'm just a kid magnet.

Went Peng's house to cook the prawns after that. We caught a total of 9 prawns! Total damaged: $52.

Yi Jun so cute can. He was very curious to see so many people going to his house, and stood at the door looking outside. "Yi Jun, 没有叫姐姐"

He obediently said "姐姐".

"Yi Jun, 姐姐抱"

He threw his arms around my neck and I carried him.

SO ADORABLE RIGHT!

Anyway, this is funny but Yi Jun was on the verge of touching my left boob with his right hand when his mum immediately stopped him.

O_O

I've Graduated!

I forgot to mention that in my previous entry.

Nonetheless, I'VE GRADUATED!

Congrats to all who's graduated too :D

It was 14th March when I got all so panicky about my IHP results I even dreamt of it. I dreamt I got a C and I was so devastated I immediately woke up!

It was 10+am by then but I did not check my handphone because I don't want to be unable to go back to sleep as I'll be either too happy or too sad about it.

Few hours passed and I woke up. Read my SMS: B+!

Hopped out of bed to check NPAL.

WOOOOO!

I've graduated!

Here's my total results for my three years in NP.

GOODBYE NP!

好朋友？

13th March 2007

Lucius visited and I managed to take photos of him!

Here I present you:

I told you he's very adorable :D

This was the first attempt and he didn't look at the camera but he's still as cute.

I remembered his mum saying his birthday is in March so I asked him: "Lucius, when's your birthday?"

He said: "Yesterday everybody sang birthday song for me.. Happy birthday to me~"

So I asked his mum if his birthday was yesterday. She said no, and that it was the last sunday. I thought it was 11 March, but no, it was 4th March!

Yet it seems like yesterday to him. CUTE.

Then there was this cute little boy in store too. He had two elder brothers in which all of them chose a disc to rent. I scanned the disc and it happened that the youngest boy had chose the one he watched before.

"Erm, he watched this before, you still wan to rent this?", I said to his dad.

Dad to son: "You've watched this before, do you want to take another one?"

Son: "Yes!" (stood there looking at his dad)

Dad to me: "Anyway, he doesn't know what he's talking about, his brothers will choose another one for him."

SO DAMN FUNNY. I kept laughing lah! Laugh at his cuteness. Bleah.

14th March 2007

Went to watch 300 at Vivocity instead of I'm a Cyborg but that's Okay. My mood wasn't right so ended up making a fuss and then went to watch too cos I didn't want to be alone - I was already outside when they decided to change the movie.

Somehow tears just flow down. No, not because of the movie, maybe because of the accumulated sadness in me. You know, sometimes you'd just feel like crying for no reason.

Movie ended at around 11.45pm and we rushed for the last train to Outram Park.

Wenna and I were panicking cos we were afraid there might be no last train for east/west line. Indeed, there weren't any.

We were panicking, yet no one seem to ask what about us. No, I'm not blaming anyone, I'm just disappointed.

Actions do speak louder than words. At that point of time, we felt lost, yet there was no comfort nor concern. Cab naturally solves everything but it's steep.

We waited for someone to ask how are we gonna get home. No one said anything. We took the initiative to ask, only Sam offered to get me to his place and he will drive me home through bike. But I can't leave Wenna alone.

Nobody else said anything. After being friends for so long, we were just too disappointed.

Does it mean we're friends for so long, we don't mind anything? We're not asking for money to take cab home, we're just asking for concern, and maybe a solution.

Both of us just alight and there was the announcement said that was the last train. We wanted to get back to the train, but it left.

We are stuck at Outram Park.

We thought of crazy ideas: why not walk to Esplanade and spend the night there? Then we looked at the map, remembered the buildings we will pass by before reaching Tanjong Pagar MRT station.

We were about to start our journey when we saw this (maybe drunken) Indian man sleeping by the MRT.

Of cos we were terrified and quicken our pace.

Then we saw hope: similiar buses which might bring us home.

We part ways and took respective buses home. I took the bus to Clementi instead of Jurong East because dammit, the bus stop I was at has no directory board. Then I took cab home.

It was such a disappointing day.

I envy the girls who has concerned guy friends who will do anything to make sure they get home safely; even if the guys themselves do not possess a car or a bike.

I envy the girls who has concerned guy friends who possess a car or a bike and will be willing to go the extra mile to drive them home even if their homes are too far away.

Maybe I just don't have such luck?