Howl's Moving Castle

its sunday again and guess what, i went out to meet Wendy to watch Howl's Moving Castle. a nice show indeed. Howl is so handsome. and the show is funny. haha. alot of parts made the whole cinema laugh together.

yea, and i treated my younger sister (she also went to watch) and Wendy popcorn and drink. enjoyed the show throughout and the ending song is nice.

met up with my ma later and to eat Seoul Garden. haha. okay lah. met my old colleages: people like Hafidz, Li Hwei (omg) and Naz. saw a few new faces though. and saw the "chuan shuo zhong de" Aisah (the manager whom, like all of us, dont like Li Hwei). sad to say lah.

haha. when i asked Hafidz how's Li Hwei, he was like.. no comments. lucky arh. cos just nice she walked behind him.

another manager of mine, Shannah, gave birth already. dont really like her also. cos she became evil =// she had shot gun marriage =x

but then the baby is cute larh. very cute. haha. missed the old times there. how we use to complain about the work, how we use to chat when we ate supper @ night, how we use to laugh @ one another when any of us fall down. lol.

the chairs were changed and then uniform too. @ least it looked so much nicer now :) hope all of them are doing fine now :)

A Moment to Remember

a pretty long entry ahead. please bear with it xD

met Wenna and Kai Ling @ Somerset MRT. then showed directions to Taka to the Canadian tourist named Grace. a very friendly person. first stop in Heeren was Fossil shop cos i wanna buy a Fossil watch then browsed around and got one i really like. $138 was the price. my hard earned money. gotta work during the holidays liao.

then Theresa and Jian Qi met us and so we went to HMV for a walk. then went hunting for Kenneth's present. walked here and there and found a few nice tees. settled on the blue one in 77th street. haha. the guy serving us is cute. kinda punk also. small size de.

it was so funny loh. me, Wenna and Kai Ling couldnt decide the size of Kenneth. either the tee which is within our budget is too small or has no size. how did we actually estimate his size? HAA. we used the non-living model -.-; i supposed the guy who served us find it amusing. cos he was like laughing also.

then Wenna abit not happy with the model's hair cos too long (i think they used a female's wig instead) then i tried to adjust the fringe cos she said the fringe is too long liao. it gave her the temptation to trim it. when i adjust it the first time, it seemed like they glued the wig to the model liao loh. who knows when i go and adjust it with force, the wig almost drop on the floor! omg. haha. so paiseh.

got the blue tee liao and then went Bloomington to buy paper bag. then to Taka to eat.

rushed all the way down to CauseWay Point cos me, Wenna and Kai Ling wanna watch A Moment to Remember. Kai Ling walk so fast sia. as i still owe them 5 bucks each, i gave Kai Ling a 50 bucks to go and rush and buy the tickets. in matter of seconds, she disappeared in the crowds.

called us when she bought the tickets and the timing was just right: me and Wenna were in the lift reaching 7th floor liao.

when we went in the cinema, the show has already started. prolly like 5 mins. i guess the part we left out was when the lead actress bump into the lead actor bah. the show was kinda boring @ the beginning budden the sad part came. it was the part when all 3 of us teared. and the moment when we heard people behind us unzipping their bags to search for packs of tissue. should have sought Wendy's advice to bring tissue liao.

wet the sleeve of my jacket instead. it was seriously so sad. tears just kept dropping from my eyes. tears just keep collecting in my eyes and even without any blink, the tears will just flow down my cheeks. yes, that's just how sad it is.

and for the peeps who are reading this: I STRONGLY RECOMMEND A MOMENT TO REMEMBER if you had already forgotten to cry.

when the show ended, i saw everyone had teary eyes. but for me, i had swollen eyes. that's how much i had cried. it was so sad.

the only movie in which made me cried like tomorrow'll never come. even better than WindStruck and Home Run.

bought some earrings and then headed to the BBQ place. the atmosphere was kinda weird cos there was little people we know there: close to none. then ate abit and then waited to cut the cake.

in the process of waiting, i tried to play with kids. who knows, one actually cry T.T i didnt mean to do that. i didnt make her cry. she was just scared. not me okay. everyone tried to play with the other 3 year old. but she was really so dao. she was like ignoring us when we tried to talk to her. only when i used the tic tac toe to play with her =) she only talked to me =D

what was even amazing was, she had accidentally knocked her head @ the playground cos of me. but she didnt totally 'hate' me =)

happy happy. then reach home @ abt 10. that's like 12 hours out whole day. tireddd~~~~~~

but gonna stay online though my eyes are pretty tired after all the tear dropping moments in the cinema.

this is the Fossil watch i bought:

Relationships

my friend has been down with relationship matters these few days. and my friend stated that a single life is lonely. i admit that its kinda lonely but such things cant be rush. i mean, i cant just ask any Tom, Dick or Harry to be my boyfriend. like that, i'll be changing my boyfriends in a weekly basis already.

what's the use of getting into a relationship, feel very happy at the beginning, dealt with problems in the process and end up having to let go of everything? i dont mean all relationships end like that but im sure when we get into a relationship, all we wanna do is to make sure we can keep that special someone in our heart forever.

but still, a relationship is hard to maintain. its even harder to trust and compromise, especially if you have had bad experience from a previous relationship. i also want to be with my special someone and then intro him to everyone i know saying "he's my boyfriend".

the other thing is, its definitely kinda hard to compromise since friends are also important. at one point, all of us want to spend our lives with our boyfriend/girlfriend but at the other point, we cant neglect our friends too.

spending time with our boyfriend/girlfriend makes our friends think we're neglecting them and spending time with our friends, might also make our boyfriend/girlfriend think we're neglecting them. either way, the person who suffers is ourselves.

sad case.

now, who dont want a life with a significant someone? a happy life with someone who constantly pampers you. all i have to do is to wait for that special someone to appear..

had my mma assignment demo today and guess what happened. haaa, first thing when we start our demo was, the first bug came out. our game just couldnt restart the game when it lose at the first round but Wenna lost control of the tigger and died (i knew it). then teacher spotted that bug.

later, the tigger started bounce itself mid-air. that's another bug we couldnt solve. lol.

after that, Alex showed us magic tricks with the Kids Kards. damn nice. but then ex leh 30 bucks. if not i will buy and show the trick also loh =//

then Wenna, Kai Ling and Theresa watch Inuyasha but then i brought the wrong disc. the one without the second episode. actually not my fault either. i didnt know it has such problems ;p

will borrow Tian Guo De Jia Yi from Wenna. whee!

As good as new

reformatted my lappy today. now it's so new. at least without the pop ups and the lagging.

was late for school in the morning as usual and was waiting for the lift cos i was lazy to climb the stairs. the doors of the lift opened. and omg. he was there. it was the guy whom i found the friendster. i was so stunned. cos he dressed so stylishly and even style his hair. simply so cute.

but nothing much lah. im just attracted to his voice, his looks, his everything lol. i mean, he's just those common-looking guys. and to say the truth, im usually not attracted to guys with common looks -=x

okay lets not talk about that. about the someone whom ive been trying hard to please since beginning of sem 2, is really making me more numb. im so numbed by his cold feelings towards me. everything he does or didnt do, makes me all so disappointed. simply lose hope. simply numbed.

today saw him. he was so cold towards me. said a Hi to Cheryl (yea, she and Carmen came over to NP) and didnt even bothered to say Bye when we left.

im numbed.

all the whatevers. im so sick of it.

things took a better turn nowadays. whee! xD

My hard work paid off

school as usuals these day and im happy to say im done with mma assignment already and am left with psp2 now. also done with my self-reflection paper.

Os results were out yesterday. some of my close friends didnt do very well =(

i just hope they dont feel so down.. =(

left eyelid twilt (is that the word?) which meant bad luck. indeed, when i on my laptop straight after, i saw the note WARNING: VIRUS DETECTED. oh my god. that answers why when my laptop loads to the desktop, it takes very long and sometimes never load. i just have to restart it. and my left hand menu isnt showing. this means i cant navigate the functions of blogdrive.

am gonna reformat tomorrow. =//

saw the guy who sings like The Calling. so darn cute.

spent like 5 hours looking for his friendster. was at my wit's end until i did a Yahoo! search to find Ngee Ann Song Composing Club. got to a blog of a Mass Comm babe who stated she's in the Song Composing Club so decided to drop her an E-Mail (she had her E-Maill add in her blog) cos i thought maybe i could start looking through the President of SCC which initially, all of us thought it was the guy who looks like Tao Zhe.

lucky for me, she replied my E-Mail today and stated that the President's name is Wei Jian. went to search through her friendster and found him!

he's like so cute lorh. and yes. he has a twin. so i was thinking... was all those times the person i saw was him or his twin? they look so darn alike. so cute. i had always loved twins :)

but at least im sure he is the one who sings like The Calling.

:) my efforts were paid off.

I never wanted to go home so badly

woke up with reluctance to get out from my bed in the morning. was very tired but had to get up to finish up the mma assignment.

am really glad that Wenna finished making all the scenes cos we had alot of miscommunication the night before i thought everything was gonna fall apart. but thanks Wenna. and sorry cos initially i didnt understand what you were trying to do prolly cos i dont understand you through msn. face-to-face is better.

so a quite relieved when i saw what she had done. she did so much. i was like so happy.

but then unluckiness (haha, got such word mah?) fell on me when i felt unwell. had my rants cos i felt so terrible. kept saying i wanna go home.. felt so much better when i reached home. and then continue with mma.

yeap. and thanks Yong Xiang for helping us so much. the first thing i had in mind when i got home was i wanna finish up the project to let Wenna have a peace of mind. cos she worked so hard for it and i gotta work hard too (i dont mean i didnt do anything right from the start)

haha. enough of it. we're done already! just waiting to submit it. wheeee!!

Happy baby

was on my way to school today and then was waiting for bus at the busstop. then i saw the reflection of a grandpa carrying a granddaughter walking towards my area. the baby was so cute. the hair curly curly de. then i keep staring loh.

the grandpa noticed and then was like talking to me, telling me he's taking care of his grandchildren, the baby in his hands is 1 yr and 2 months old and tried to make the baby play with me. damn cute de.

she was so shy and then she didnt dare to do anything. no smiles no nothing. but then she got so high when i high five-ed with her. so cute. showed her two dimples.. kawaii..

board the same bus with them too. then when they were to alight, the grandpa asked the baby to wave goodbye to me. the auntie beside me, who was also staring at the baby, thought the grandpa was trying to make his granddaughter wave goodbye to her, then she waved back. lol -.-;

but so cute lah...

people i met recently: Sec school peeps: Mr Noh, Kai Lyn, Hui Hui, Shu Mei, Pei Jun, Joe. Others: Ain, Mandy.

Results

here are my results for my module. be it common test or what. here it goes:

Common Tests:
Programming and Problem Solving 2: A
Event Driven Programming: A+
Operating Systems: C
Business Information System: D
Business Information System Project: B

haha. abit decelerating huh =xxxx

will work harder! common tests in like 4 weeks' time!

Reminders:
MMA assignment by this Sunday
PSP2 assignment by 4/o3/o5
Self Reflection paper by next Tuesday

I yearn for your understanding

was just wondering that why do people get influenced easily?

i believe people do get easily influenced when their good friend tell them that this person has a bad personality. what i mean is, if your good friend tells you that John is a bad guy, would you think of him that way too?

im sure many would say yes. i admit im also one of these people. but i must say i will change my opinion if i really interact with that someone and find his/her nice personality.

but did anyone really spare a thought for that he/she? how would he/she feel? people "discriminating" them. so am i right to say if i dislike this particular someone, i will go and tell the hundreds of friends i know and let that particular someone hated by my hundreds of friends?

NO.

if anyone love to do such things, i hope you understand the plight of these people.

understand my plight.

im a human too. im born not to let others hate or discriminate. at least i believe im born for a reason. at least im sure im born to make a great impact on some people's life. at least i believe im important to at least one person on this earth. at least i believe everyone doesnt like a life like that.

raise your hands if you love a life like that.

back to today. had OP today. yupx. at least its over and done with. whee! Vanitha got jealous cos im done with it. hurhur xP

everyone did well. but i stumbled over my words =//

had good comments from my lecturer. well, she's always so nice =D

then had S&W. played a match with the girls. well, it was definitely so much fun and not so stressful. at least i like it better than playing with the guys. the guys take the game too seriously and made me dont wanna even touch the ball =//

so happy! OP is done. next up is EVP demo. and then have to do the self reflection paper. hope i rememberR!

Yesterday

was so frustrated in the morning i forgot to update about yesterday. oh ya, met Pei Jun through Maple yesterday. haha, through Silvirin. its been a million years i last talk to her. and then sorta dying to meet her cos its been so long i can almost forget how she look like.

Silvirin joke by saying we'll meet on sunday haha but who knows, we met up at Jurong Point and then head to Silvirin's crib to Maple. LOL.

she changed alot larh. but the initial feeling was awkward. cos i haven interact much with her since we got not so close when we were sec 3. she became more girlish but im not used to it. its good anyway, she's a girl mah :)

crapped abit. but the feeling talking to her was also awkward at first. but then it became okay after that x)

Fucked up

i feel so fucking down now. what the fuck have i done?! tell me!

why the fuck are you pissed with me? or are you fucking jealous of me?

i just cant stand it when you fucking try to make my life miserable.

if you fucking dont wanna talk to me, then i'll fucking shut my mouth, you bloody fucker.

so suck some ass..

if you love the fucking threesome, then i'll let you have your threesome, you fucking asshole who loves to outcast me.

sorry for this fucked up entry cos im feeling so fucked up now.

Busy, busy, busy

had S&W yesterday. heard that its coming to an end next week. that's like whee! haha. ran like 7 rounds but then i cheated cos i really cannot run larh. i dont have the stamina..

and then continued with EVP. omg, im really thankful that Zaki send me his EVP. not that i copied his, but i take it as a guide and it really helped! hahahas. will clear my doubts with William tommorrow. hopefully i wont be late! cos only 1 hour lesson!

then did MMA assignment with Wenna. couldnt get the background right, so i did the codes and she did the flowers instead. i just hope it's as simple as i thought it is =//

ohh i almost forgot to add what happened yesterday. well, it all started when i was walking behind Wenna and i realised she was walking into the gents (that was when we wanted to go to the ladies to change into S&W attire. my immediate and sorta foolish reaction was "Wenna! NAN DE!" nan de as in its gents! haha. then people from softball looked over.

and then when the loser and the loser had to compete with each other (i mean 4 teams had compete with each other and then loser and loser battle and winner and winner battle) Wenna and my team were the loser teams and then we were walking towards the other basketball court. i saw a piece of sole from a shoe and jokingly told Wenna that her soles has dropped off. her immediate reaction was "HUH?!" and then checked her soles -.-;

hmmm. today's Wendy and Wenna's birthday. wish them happy birthday :)

Enjoyable CNY

Shu Mei joined us for the visiting today. but we didnt go to muh house cos muh ma went out.

Zi Qian's house was da first stop and we gambled. oh man, borrowed like 500c from Shu Mei and am left with 200c now. sobx.

haha. the last gambling was "In Between". that's real fun. its like everyone else didnt want to play anymore except for me and Shu Mei and then i just keep giving small bets on those possible winnings. bet on like 30c each and keep getting 30c back until there was this once i just didnt want to make a bet. oh muh god, luck was with me that time budden Peng kept thinking i cheated -.-;

ive got no luck for this cny.

then headed to Peng's house. oh muh god. i must really admit that her house was darn nice. so antique like so special; simply so nice. oh muh god. i just wondered why she never liked us to go visit her house. it was like.. erm.. sooooo nice.

gambled at her crib again. this time the wins and losses are half half larh.

walked all the way to Silvirin's house next. played monopoly from 7 till 9 plus. that game can really keep us entertained for hours. took photos and had some cat fight with Shu Mei. hur hur. budden its so paiseh. Silvirin's brothers were like witnessing it and even video cam-ed it down -.-;

time to go home already! left the house at 10+ and reached home at 11. ate my dinner at 1130 (or should i call it supper) and am online now. i just didnt want to sleep early. i'd rather sleep at 2 than to wake up with bloated stomach and have all the food i consumed turning into fats =//

Continued

forgot to mentioned that everyone over at ah ma (mum's godma) has changed alot. the two guys have been more beng, which is not a good thing. one thing is, ah bee, a 12 year old boy, is so darn cute. he's like primary 6 already but standing tall at 130cm and crushing the earth at 20+kg. that's so cute right?

also, his voice is so very much like a kid. so ke ai. i remembered few years back when i saw him, i thought he was only 5 years old. to my atonishment, he was aactually 9 years old already. omg.

haha. but he's so ke ai :)

Gastric

woke up with a terrible gastric pain. it was so unbearable that i almost couldnt sit up. but i had to.

relatives from Malaysia came over. yeah! Zi Ling was so darn cute. her hair was tied up in two pony tails and she looked like the little girl in Monster Inc. whats even cuter is that she was wearing a pair of angel wings at the back cos i put it on her. so sweet and cute.

then my uncle sent me to Kai Ling's house.

played mahjong and borrowed 100c from Wenna and Xeno each. ended up losing about 130c in the end. poor me.

luck wasnt in me until i got so stressed up cos im bankrupted. was like ready for "pong pong hu" and were waiting for 3 tiles to complete. then one by one it came. then TADA! Kenneth discarded the tile i wanted to win!! whee!! then i got like 150c liao. hehes.

here and there win and lose abit but then had fun.

then left them early cos i have to go to my mum's godma's house.

ah ma (mum's godma) said she dont have much 'time' left. *sobs* i can actually see that. she was so healthy a few years back. walking around the house and stuff, then she needs a walking stick like last year or something and now she looks so weak =//

tomorrow going out with Silvirin, Zi Qian, Peng and Shu Mei. going to each others' house to 'bai nian'. whee! then going out with Wendy at the evening (maybe).

i just realised this cny has been packed for me. it has never been so happenin' before. but im glad :)

Third day of CNY

its the third day of CNY liao. haha.

Wenna, Kai Ling, Theresa and Jian Qi came to my house today. so paiseh. my room is in a mess. so teenagerieee. lol.

then headed to Sam's house. OMG. at Hougang. so very the far.. played blackjack with the borrowed 50c from Sam. then from 50c to 20c to 130c. wheee~~ well, i wont forget i left my 80c at Sam's piggy! i will want it back next year! haha. but prolly i'll forget about it. haha.

am going to Kai Ling's crib tomorrow. prolly gamble again. whee! lol.

The relatives from Malaysia

haven been updating cos ive been lazy as i dont see frequent readers.

will start with Monday

Monday, o7o2o5

schools as usual then went to IMM to get my book changed. whee! i got through! yeah! im glad that trip wasnt wasted. went to Teban after that to visit Yen Loo and chatted with her till its like 645 and took bus home. bought Inuyasha box 5 too! yeah!

Tuesday, o8o2o5

no school! whee! mapled the whole day till its 6 plus and went to grandma's house for reunion dinner. hahas. am not afraid of the dog anymore! it's name is Bonnie! will post up the pictures later. yes, that killer dog chased me around the whole house a few years back and scratched me. will never forgot. but im no longer afraid ot it le. hehes.

Wednesday, o9o2o5

went grandma house again. this time collecting angbaos. hahas! money keep flowing in!

saw my cute little cousing Li Xin and i feel so bad. the dog went up to her and scratched her. what happened was, she wanted to pat the dog on the butt. but i want her to pat it on the head instead. when i let her down, she panicked as the dog stood up (it was sitting down previously) and then she screamed and jump. the dog charged at her and scratched her. she then blamed me for all that has happened. im innocent!

then came the VIP or should i say VIB (Very Important Baby) yes! thats my little nephew! (im not boosting im finally an AUNT now) he's so darn cute. his name is Zhe Kai. only about 2 months old but soooo big in size already! pictures later!

head to Malaysia after that. saw the many cute little cousins. OMG. once again im mad. hahas.

i simply love Wu Jun and Wen Kai! they're so cuteee! but they're soo badd! they ignore me! especially Wen Kai! T.T

Thursday, 1oo2o5

last day of interaction with the kids but i surely took tons of pictures of them, including a cute so-called stray dog.

am back home now cos there arent really anymore interesting things to post liao.

pictures now!

yes yes! the kids!

Bonnie! killer dog!

the so-called stray doggie. but its cute and small and tamed :)

Shi Tong! the unbelivably cute and pinchable cheeks girl. who is just soo cute.

my favorite! Wen Kai! i finally made them come to me and show me what he's holding :D

the brother of Wen Kai. he's name is Wu Jun. he just loves to hide behind the door and then let me take snapshots of him. hmm :// but i love him too!

so much for my adventures with kids. ooooo. i just love kids =D

Jay, Jay, JAY!

hur hur. dont know what title to put so i put Jay in my title just to say I Love Jay!

haha. realised ive been going out with my mum alot nowadays. yesterday went to Giant with her to buy some new year goods and man, got so tired when i reached home. today, i went to look for her at her workplace to buy an S&K skirt. whee~~ i love her man. though she is just gonna buy that skirt for me for new year.

Jun Rong work at S&K Clementi but somehow he seemed so restless and tired when i so-called 'visited' him just now. haha. my mum and aunt has been really hard to serve ya. LOL.

my aunt and cousin came to visit us from Malaysia. and then is back to Woodlands to stay at my uncle's house liao.

then surprisingly, my uncle(another uncle) and my little cousins came to visit. man, the youngest one was so darn cute and i missed her. its so hard to interact with her cos she'll forgot me so fast. so what i did was when they were at the door, i said "i wont let you in unless you greet me but i let your korkor and jiejie in." haha. it worked. she greeted me.

my cousin got so excited about MapleStory and was like snatching the laptop from me. oh man, and then i decided to quit and let him watch animations. couldnt think of any site except HappyTreeFriends. i hope that did not pollute their young minds =//

i asked the little cousin to sit on my lappy. whee~ she's so obedient. then she somewhat stick so me. sooo sweet. hurhur.

follow up is a picture of me and her and a solo picture of herself:

the picture size is so small cos i didnt know i set that as the default =// but she's cute eh? ^^



the picture her 10 year old brother took. nice one. so natural. so kawaii. and yes, her name's Zi Ling :)

when all of them left the place, mum and i head to Jurong East to have our dinner and she wanted to shop for some new year goodies.

my mum is so absentminded. initially i chose a two-seat table for us to sit, then i went to buy food. when i was back, she changed places so we ate there. when we finished our dinner and about to leave, i realised my bag was missing. and then i found it on the initial place we sat!! OMG. if it was missing, i would have gone mad cos i had like 60 bucks in there!!

went to NTUC to choose chocos cos im afraid she would choose then not-so-nice ones. hurhur. done with that and head to Popular alone cos she said she could manage. saw Angela(Bryan's darling) and bought the Incomparable to Jay VCD liao. whee!! thanks for the discount man.

next up was IMM. i want to buy the storybook about Jay i saw yesterday. went there and looked for Bryan and then went up with him. yes, the book's in my hands now. BUT there's a flaw with the BOOK!! one of the ends of the pages got folded! WHY? cos it was printed too big. you know, those kinda when you see folded pages of new book and when you open out, its a large unfit piece of corner. OMG. i just hope i can change it!!

i will head there tomorrow.

BAD NEWS: on the receipt, i saw the words "goods sold are not refundable or exchangable"!! i hope they just let me change! T.T

OS & BIS

last two papers already yet im still slacking around. it's now 230 pm and everyone's at home except for my dad.

heard some amazing things from my mother about my past grandfather. cos there's a white butterfly which is stuck at the (erm i dont know what that's called. in chinese it's shen tai). mom immediately used two red things (dont know what's that again =//) to asked if 'it's my grandpa'. it showed a yes.

and then my mom told us that once prayed to my grandpa saying she dont want anything but to strike 4D with my house's door unit number. yes. she did won the first prize and got a 2k. that was for the house rent bill which increased up to 2k++.

i just love my grandpa.

my younger sister's school is really strange. on the days she was present in school, they called to ask why is she not in school. and today, she did not go to school cos her alarm didnt wake her up. yet when she called to say she's not in school, they claimed she's in school. now, who's the one they saw? ~.~

PSP2

now that PSP2 paper has past, im much more relieved.

talking about the paper.. my first reaction when i read the questions was "OH SHIT. WHAT ARE ALL THESE". tried to calm down and concentrate on it. okay, i got the hang of it. but the thing is, i forget all my old PSP1 concepts already. things like: how to get source from a textfield (i mean strings), how to use the If...Else statements. tried to remember it all. i did. but just wasnt sure if its 100% right.

EVP's tomorrow. and im so darn worried about it. not that im not prepared. just that im so scared.

William finally replied my email. i was so darn scared i forgot to click send. he modified my answers already. just have to learn it later. i do hope to get the hang of EVP but im just so used to PSP now that the different terms used in EVP is so unfamiliar to me.

omg. am gonna work in it later.

[edit] a face keep appearing in my mind. yes, that's you. everytime i see you, i dont know what im feeling. happy? sad? or whatsoever i dont know. i just have mixed feelings. whether to like or not to like is still a mystery to me. should i count the petals of a roses or should i just sit around and do nothing? all these coldness are making me numb.. [/edit]

Emogirl*

i just wanna say: i cant ignore this feeling im getting. its just like asking me to ignore the cars when im crossing the road. this saying is so right "only love can drive away hatred" but then will a leopard change its spot?

whats wrong with me?

yes i know there bound to be somehing wrong with me but no one's perfect. and the more we try to be perfect, the worst we get. what am i supposed to do?

i just felt that no one can understand how i feel cos if i put it simply, they all have their own clinque(is it the correct word?). i dont. i feel so awful everytime i see it going this way. i just dont understand why. ive had this feeling since i step into secondary school. and this feeling is haunting me.

why me?

grrr. ahs wadeva. there's just not much time for me to talk about it.

its just all in you.

_____alone______

Wan Yu

AHHHH! my dad off the wireless!! and then i have to write what happened again!! grrr.

well, i mentioned that Bryan's girlfriend, Angela, reminds me of the past. a girl who looks like her too.

if im not wrong, her name was Wan Yu. but i seriously disappoint her.. and hurt her.

this was what happened:

at the tender age of 8, me and Wan Yu were like the best of friends. she was a very pitiful girl. she had very little money for food in school and everyday when she goes home and get to school the next day, her arms would be filled with blue-black bruises. why? due to her bad results.

her mum keeps wanting her to do the very best, stressing her. i forgot how, but we became the best of friends.

i forgot what happened but i only remember that one day i quarrelled with her in the canteen. the last sentence i said to her was "okay, fine. if you can, return me ALL the money ive been giving you to buy food!!" she cried.. and then we were strangers after that.

i was just 8 years old, hence my childish actions.

after we graduated from pri school, i saw her on the street in commonwealth sec uniform one day. we just smiled at each other like two complete strangers..

what has past, has already past. but i regretted my actions =(

now i dont know how's she doing and stuff. i hope she's doing well.

back to now. had been studying with Lu long, Wen Feng and Zhen Hwang(pardon me if i spell wrongly) nowadays. luckily Lu Long asked me to go to school and teach him today, if not i wouldnt know that im actually still half-bucket (in chinese, ban tong shui) in PSP2.

saw real side of Wen Feng and Zhen Hwang. seriously so damn shocked. haha.

Inuyasha

as promised, this is the picture me and Wenna took yesterday. ahha. caught me updating alot nowadays harh? i dont know why i have so much to blog. LOL.

anyways. i watched Inuyasha second movie just now. it's titled Castle Beyond The Looking Glass. and it has a nice song which goes like..

will there be strength in this land
flowers in this field
and love in this heart..
listen,
the murmuring of life i heard when i pressed my ear against it..
yes. i remember..
i was enveloped with warm heartbeats.
people pretend to be oblivious to the voices and pain of others.
but please do not be fooled by these ugly faces.
please live in love, right now.
born in this world,
what is reflected
in your eyes?

Blessed

Wenna wanted to borrow PSP2 to copy the answers. but i had to study, so i photocopy for her instead. then met her at Jurong Entertainment. i was outside Long John Silvers cos i was looking whether Yen Loo is working today. when she told me she is walking out of Macdonalds, i turned back. i was shocked. why? i saw SYLVESTER SIM. oh gosh. i must say he looked cool. oh well, im not in lurve with him like im in lurve with JAY. so i felt nothing special.

Wenna claimed that my shocked face looked stupid. but i assume she's jealous that i looked cute. HAHAs.

we went around hunting for Sylvester cos i was thinking it'd be nice to tell others i met him. it wasnt something glorious anyway. he's a Singaporean after all. not some Taiwanese singer or whatsoevers.

kept discussing how we could have get close contact with him. Wenna ended with the "might as well go over and hug him saying 'hi darling!' and then go 'oops sorry. wrong person'" but i personally think she might get mistaken for sexual harrassment. evil thinking she have. to think of it, when has she ever been nice? okay lah.. just this once.

went to look for Bryan in Popular. Wenna keep telling me its impossible for me to buy Ban Dao Tie He cos who would want to transfer just a book from Taiwan? but i must say she got me fooled all along. she was so dumb that she placed the book at the "Today's Literature" corner. got scolded by me in the end for being so dumb.

Wenna, are you dumB? are you duMb? are you dUmb?

i feel so blesssssssssssssssssssed cos i know Bryan. i just cant put my gratitude into words. he has helped me so much, treated me so well that i cant believe this is happening. like he helped me with the new Jay Concert CD and then helped me got the Ban Dao Tie He, together with discounts and stuff. most importantly, he got me something i wanted so much, the metal box which came with Jay's Qi Li Xiang album. initially i thought im gonna have one only. but who knows he gave me two along with his little little Xie Zhen Ji book. so sweet of him.. im so blessed.

well, if you're reading this.. i wanna take this opportunity to thank you again.

*Thanks Bryan*

What a day

went out to discuss about our MMA project with Wenna. finished discussing and then met up with Kai Ling cos Wenna wanna pass her the Hello Kitty prize she won. found out that our projects are actually similiar. that sent me and Wenna in despair cos we have to think of another idea again =//

as me and Kai Ling desperately wanted to find a pair of beach shoes, we went to Bugis. erm.. in CASUAL clothings. later i will post up what we wore.

was very tired in the MRT cos there werent any seats for us so we sat on the floor. when we reached, we went around loh. went to FreshBox, Poh Kim, some sports shops but to no avail. i suddenly remembered that there's one slippers shop in Heeren but then we dont know the price. didnt want to end up sad cos of the price, ya know.

since it was kinda early, we went to Heeren. found the shop. man, the price is reasonable for the material used. but its ex for us. the range is like 22 to 50 plus bah. im not sure. its expensive cos it made use of rubber to make the hard base.

walked to Flash N Splash and found really nice slippers - but they were for guys. there werent the smallest size at all. *sad* when we were outta that shop, i heard my darling singing. so i suggested going to HMV loh. man, they were playing my darling's CD. so happy**

headed to Taka (that's even worst cos that place is so high-class) and to Cineleisure. then went back home cos we were all so tired. outside Cineleisure, we were like a bunch of stupis girls as i wanted to prove Wenna that its due to the city lights that there's very few stars in Singapore. but she insisted in saying its due to the clouds. alright alright. you're partly right too. but then you did saw the contrast between the clouds and the sky rite. the sky was dark blue. the cloud white. and you dun see white clouds spreading the night sky. im still right!!

yes yes. forgot to mention i saw a huge magazine with my darling on the cover. he's so shuai!! my god my god. the price is reasonable. 10 bucks. but then im broke. i still owe Kai Ling and Wenna money. haha. ~.~ if only someone would buy it for me o.O

this guy over at Bugis Village is so crappy. he went like "you all sec wad ah" then i was like "HUH! we look like secondary sch girls oh". he's so crappy he say "then you all what pri sch one?............................. what kindergarden?" getting more and more crappy. but cute lah. hahahaha.

okay okay. last but not least, now for the picturesssssss~~~

this was what we wore. so paiseh. all shorts. hahahah. i was sooooo clever. i suggested taking pic of the mirror reflection. was in the train.

this is our foot wear. okay. this is taken to insult me. as i wore slippers. )(^%$^&()

and then my darling!! so handsome rite!! cost only ten bucks!! anyone willing to buy for me!! its available in KinoKuniya of Bugis!!!!

i almost forget to mention that we actually saw a pair of COMMON-LOOKING slippers with a POOR FRICTION BASE. guess how much it cost. it cost $157.50!!!!!!!! its actually $150 but that's the price after GST. man oh man. cos we were walking around Taka and then saw this shoes. it looks nice alright but the common looking type that kinda nice.

when they walked away, i squat down to look at the price. "$157.50", it says. i even opened my eyes as wide as possible and indeed, it is $157.50. still dont believe it and i went to check the other pair, thinking they might have place the decimal place wrongly. NO. it is $157.50. who would buy such slippers?!!

haha. as we think that usually rich people dont dress properly, almost like what we wore yesterday. i went like "hey Kai Ling, you want to buy this not?", talking about the $16.80 slippers. then she said she dont know. "i think i should buy the $157.50 slippers instead" was wad i said. muahahahhaa.

so lame. but when i asked them how much they think the slippers would be, they guessed its $19 plus to $50 plus. and when they heard the price, the immediate reaction of Wenna was to run to the slippers and see. HAHA. try looking for that the next time you guys go to Taka.

Bazaar Fun!

had a fun day today. the day starts with me being late for half an hour (as usual) and then reached there and did nothing. entertain ourselves abit. and then it was real bored. went to Anderson Road with Wenna to take the strawberry smiles. she's really dumb =p she only know that she needs money to get there.. but didnt realise she need money to get back too.

in the taxi i was like asking her if the place is far and that we have enough money for the trip to and fro, she was like.. oh ya! i forgot we need money for the trip back! -.-; this shows she really needs me.

then went to ka jiao Alex. initially pestered him to buy me the magazine with Jay's cover. but then its just a travel guide rather than a magazine. so didnt buy it. he wanted to buy me stickers but then i dont want. when i want it, it was too late. he went back home. hahas.

Jian Qi dedicated songs for us and then for Theresa too. so sweet of my ah gong. haha.

the balloons Kai Ling's brother got for us flown away. stuck at the ceiling.. i wanted the balloons back. i dont know why. so i signalled to the guy in green who is the tallest to get it back for me. haha. he jumped and almost got it. so we got him a chair. cant reach. when he was trying real hard, it sorta flew away further. and then he got down and jumped up. got it!! man! he was like my hero sia. hahas.

when he was done with the task, he went like "huh, no token of appreciation ah" but then he didnt mean it.

had the urge to dedicate song to everybody. wanted to dedicate the song "Glory Of Love" by New Found Glory with the message "to everyone out there. today is the last day of the E cup challenge, so lets work hard cos we did it for the Glory Of Love!" but they dont have the song..

searched the suitable song for a long long time. and then i saw "That Thing You Do" by The Wonders. and thought that since no one had dedicated the song, so i shall do it. and then i added the message "To everyone out there especially 1mo5 and the guy in green who saved the balloon. enjoy yourself and have fun!" haha. the DJ, Jeremy, went like "har?! saved the balloon?"

i was kinda afraid the guy wouldnt hear the dedication so i tried means and ways to try to tell him but then too shy and it was supposed to be a 'surprise' and then im lucky he heard it. the other guy at the stall was like "sia lah, dedicate song for him sia. i also want" then i told him to save the balloon lah.

the balloon flew away again. hahas. but its even harder to retrieve it now. so i said goodbye.

i saw the other stall displaying the Incomparable to Jay concert poster. but i knew im getting it. so i just sat there and admired it. saw somebody bought it. then came the next display. THE HANDSOME "THE ONE" CONCERT OF MY DARLING! oh my oh my. my immediate reaction was to pull Wenna with me to the stall.

initially they said it is for 10 bucks then we negociated (did i spell correctly?) till 7 bucks. wanted to buy the rest.. budden no money T.T

as we were all wanting to get the E Cup, not cause of the trophy but cos of the other stalls' earnings, we decided to merge with the Maris Stella and Henderson schools. when we were all settled, the judge did not allow us to merge. he was unhappy cos he's the mentor of the winning team. but what the. ahhs, whatever.

apart from all the disputes, i had a little sweet surprise. i was slacking around at the stall as usual, feeling so tired and sick of the arguments, this guy from the stall i bought my darling's poster from came over. he went like "this is for you" holding the huge poster of my darling. man! i was so touched i think i blushed!! i was filled with happiness. i almost teared. sooooo touching sia. *sob sob* so sweet of them. hahas. i'll remember them forever.

also cos they wanna clear stock lah. budden.. so sweeeeet.. =]

that was my greatest happiness for today =D

next up was the lucky draw from Macdonalds. Kai Ling's name was called, and then Wenna went to retrieve it from her. then i heard Jian Qi's name. man, i was Theresa's 'lucky star'. if not she wouldnt get the gift. hahas.

as i know my sister has always been lucky (she went to the open house), i was thinking desperately how am i supposed to get the prize if her name is called. then i saw Mike's godsister. they were announcing the last winner "... and the last winner goes to someone from HuaYi Sec! Li Ting!" i panicked and then pleaded Mike's godsis to get it from me.

i panicked. she came over and asked me the handphone number. i thought she's not gonna get it. but she got it anyway..

and then went home like an auntie. full of free gifts. man =// feel so tired now. but wanna maple.

made friends with people from Maris Stella. people like Ivan, Daniel and Francis. also with Shaun from Henderson. the xiao pang!! haha.

guess i blogged alot. a long entry. hahas. just a recap of what happened.

my happiest thing is still the free Jay's poster!!

am listening to my darling's live CD now. he's just so great. listening to his xiao, a chinese orchestra instrument solo.. so sweet. he's just so talented =D

Untitled

bazaar has been quite fun. apart from those mood swings i had, i made a few friends bah. lol.

some include students from Henderson Secondary School who had a stall just opposite us. they supported us by buying the combo meal today and me, Kai Ling and Wenna supported them by buying badges. hmm, i designed those and they love it very much =)

and then this guy who went for the SB meeting recognised me. kept walking past our stall and keep wanting him to buy something. haha.

my friends werent that supportive. most walking away when i asked them to buy something. oh well.

business was good. already the best but then we still cant win the stall which Jay's-eyes-look-alike set up. they had like 280 and 380 sales figure for yesterday and today.

there was this time when it was so embarrassing. as Suhami from my previous IS class is known as Xiao Bai by our classmates, i accidentally called him that when my classmates frantically called me to tell me there he is. man, his friend was laughing and i was so paiseh.

and then saw the Sylvester-look-alike and Chucky-look-alike.

Alex sang songs for the open house. not bad lah, he supported our stall. haha. and he's gonna treat us lunch too. LOL. cos we've been very caring little girls to him. HAHA.

cant think of anything right now. feeling really bored.

Don't ask me why

i dont know why nowadays im feeling so moodless. why am i getting so worked up over little matters? though i didnt really speak it up..

i feel im sick and tired of everything. i dont know why. is this just PMS?

the day when i feel relieved is perhaps Tuesday.. only for a pathetic two hours. im free from my trouble at that time only.

am i pathetic? or what?

apart from my tired eyes cos i wear contact lenses, its like i just cant seem to stand high pitched noise around me. its making me feel sick. making me feel like hitting the thing that is producing such irritating sound. but i stayed calm..

is it just that my attitude suck?

if my attitude really suck, please tell me. i wanna change to make myself feel comfortable... feel happier..

im just alot more 'sadder' nowadays..

//built-up emotions in me.. but i just cant let it out..

ICT idol

came back not long ago from ICT Idol. man, got to see many good singers from ICT. well, Alex got the 4th place but its very good already. thanks to my 2 votes bah (sound as if 2 is very big =p).

the number 12 contestant has got eyes like Jay! sooooo small!! that's not an insult.. cos i love Jay! oh my god.. no wonder when i was standing at the notice board, i kept looking at his photo feeling very familiar. heez.

then saw the magician show. oh my god, Jeremy was great! all of us went like "OH NO OH NO!" its so nice to watch live magic show!! tian ahhh~~~

heard songs sang by the Song Composing Club. the guy sang really well. he's really suitable for rock and pop english songs. whatever he sings is just so nice.

then came the lucky draw part. Squid was so cute. lol. she was like announcing the numbers: "two..." then this guy who had the number two on his ticket got all excited and stood up. then Squid said "no lah no lah.. two zero three". man, he was so paiseh. his fren purposely laughed the loudest.

fortunately the person who got chosen didnt come out. so another ticket was drawn. it was soooo lucky. the number is two!!

haha. luckily in the end he got it. didnt end up so embarrassing at all.

one of the judges comment bad on Jay's song! $%^&*(*&^%$#%^&*()*&^%$%^&()

had fun on the whole. actually relieves me from what has been happening. bad family problems. sighs.

well, i thank Alex for being so concerned about me =) keep asking me to take care, thanks.

Kill her!

i think jie has been too much already.

i got to know what exactly happened yesterday when she quarrelled with pa. and im sure you guys will think she's a heartless beast.

when pa said he dont want to sell it to her. she threw the n6670 manual book and the box at pa. pa got angry and then walk to her and slapped her but he missed it. cos jie was sitting on the sofa, so used her knee to defend him. pa hit her knee instead. and felt painful. cos the knee is so hard.

then jie actually used both her legs to kick pa at great force!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE ALMOST FELL!

she's so heartless.. pa is like 52 already.. riping old age.. yet she did that.

to think about it, she really has no heart. pa and ma always went the extra mile for her. like if she wants to eat blabla, they would buy blabla. cos if they said no! she will get angry.

she's always like that. i HATE her!

I love everyone except her!

i hate my jie! i really hate her!

she thinks everyone in the family is indebted to her! like today, she went like "clean the area, i need space to eat". i was mapling and so i said "wait" she just came over and placed her food on my book! what the fuck!

i shouted back at her and then we quarrelled. and then ma came over to scold her. she even scolded back at ma! i hate her! and then ma cried! i must say her english is very bad and yet she still wanted to use english to scold ma!

ma was like saying "you scold me can, but dont scold my ma" then she said "i wont scold your ma! i love her like shit" what is that?! she idiot. is she gonna tell her bf next time "i love you like shit"?!

i hate jie! i hate jie!

she wasted so many years of studying! she knows her standard.. she is an normal(technical) student. yet she wanna take Os. went to YMCA and her results are like shit! NO PASSES. all seven and eights and nine or absents. how worst can that be?

and then now she's in the bloodly laselle and wasting her bloody years! school fees are as expensive as can be and she could hardly cope! she's only wasting ma's money. i hate her! i hate her!

she keeps asking for more money. keeps thinking so much. a few years back she said that when she's 21 she will hire a lawyer to sever all ties with ma. NOW SHE'S 21 AND STILL DEPENDENT ON MA. I BET YOU A MILLION DOLLARS SHE WILL NEVER DO THAT COS SHE NEEDS MA. SHE NEEDS MONEY.

she's such a sucker. i laugh at her that she dropped her stupid n6230 into the toiletbowl. only a stupid person like her will use a hairdryer to dry it till its damn hot! is she dumb?!

then she picked a quarrel with pa when he came home. she went like "pa, i want your phone. i'll buy it" then pa shouted back at her. we all know her. she will NEVER EVER return the money.

she even owes my aunt money. she will definitely take the phone and take it as pa give her. pa scolded her. im glad pa cares for ma. at least i know he does. pa said "DID YOU EVER THINK OF YOUR ACTIONS?! YOU THINK EVERYONE IN THIS FAMILY IS INDEBTED TO YOU. AND YOU TREAT ALL BADLY. WHERE IS YOUR CONSCIENCE? YOU SAID YOU WILL RETURN ME THE MONEY. BUT NEVER! NEVER WILL YOU RETURN IT! YOU'D ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO PICK A QUARREL. ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOUR MA CRY!!"

i really love my family except for jie. she sucks.

last year she was saying she wanna move out. i hope she does! i hate her! she keep getting money from ma! but i guess she will NEVER do that. she needs ma! she was so naive and said "ma, you rent my room and then get the $200 rent and give it to me"

JUST WHO IS SHE?!

i guess we all must trust fortune tellers. my ma went to a fortune teller when jie was born. the fortune teller told ma to abandon jie cos she'll bring harm to our family.. but she didnt do it. jie thinks ma owe her cos ma made her had a fever and 'burnt' her brain.. costing her to me a little slower then others..

but it's not ma's fault.. she's still young.. she had to work.. i hate jie!

now i swear that i will study hard and make sure i get a good job after poly! when im 21, i will scold jie straight in the face! if she's still as hopeless as now, i will say "DO YOU EVER THINK OF YOURSELF. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE SO BIG. IM 21 NOW AND IM INDEPENDENT. CAN YOU EVER BE LIKE ME?! WHEN YOUR 21 YOUR STILL PICKING QUARRELS WITH US.. SO CHILDISH. YOU'RE SUCH A LEECH I DESPICE YOU!!!"

and if i have the money. i definitely want to sever all ties with her!!!!!!

even kor's gf treats us so nicely. she bought me and mei tee shirts on Christmas and even buy us chocolates! BUT IDIOT JIE ATE IT ALL!!! kor's gf even burn Inuyasha movie for me!! I LOVE HIS GF EVEN MORE THAN JIE! I DONT EVEN LOVE JIE!

i want a happy family.. I WANT JIE TO GET OUT OF MY FAMILY!

i admit i do talk back to my parents abit but im not like jie! i love them!

somebody just bring jie outta herEEEE!!

My favourite photo

this is the Esplanade Clarinet Section pix! totally love this pix! it was my suggestion to actually let the whole section squeeze in the dressing room! so nice and cute rite~ heez..

i aint photogenic. so dont comment!

Bazaar matters

went to Theresa's crib in the morning to do the bazaar stuff. if i had known we are not gonna do BIS i wouldnt have brought my textbook and laptop le. haha. nevermind. Wenna brought home my BIS textbook. both of us had forgotten about it.

had some very terrible issues about the bazaar.. like how much we will earn, the profits and stuff. it gave me terrible headache. very terrible. the discussion went on like mad. and then i just felt this bazaar thing is a mistake.

but what to do. i dont understand why must we have alot of profit. just have fun is the thing. abit of profit is okay. its not like we're dealing with a huge loss. but nevermind. i'll just go according to what they set bah. dont wanna talk about money issues. money is the root of all evil.

then went to Junction 8. man, have things changed alot. went to Sakae Sushi to eat.. and to try out the strawberry smiles. they're such itsy bitsy teenie weenie strawberries and then we made a last minute decision to seek Mos Burger.

that's so last minute.. but then i just go according to what they say bah. talking about how much should we sell our stuff is killing me.

there's a cute guy working in Sakae Sushi and haha, Wenna went so high when we planned to ask him to take our orders for the strawberry smiles. we even plan how to talk to him. like one person would say "er.. excuse me" to him and then Wenna will ask what's in the strawberry smiles and i'll ask him to get us a set of that. man, he's kinda cute.

when he was writing down the orders, it was so paiseh. we wanted to laugh cos its so funny. like how we planned and stuff. but we didnt want the guy to go like --; what are they thinking?! hahas.

buai tahan Wenna sia. Jian Qi haven even wanna ask her and then she 'volunteered' to say "if you ask me whether i'll choose Kunda or him, i'll choose him cos Kunda is in Taiwan. he is in Bishan. Bishan is nearer" i think she think too much liaos -____-;

borrowed Meteor Garden from Theresa. then am reading it slowly.

so bored. nothing much to do.. =/

What's wrong

i dont know why am i feeling this, i dont know why such things are happening. this is not a nice word to say but i seriously feel so fucked up. everything in my life is going chaotic. whats next?

everything i say just seem so wrong, everything i do is also wrong. then what am i supposed to do or say? i guess i should just keep quiet.

every suggestion i give just get pin-point at, every suggestion i give, what i get in return is a black face. it's so sucky. whats wrong?

this thing is near, yes i know. but im just trying to make it seem better. am i wrong for that?

am i just wash my hands off this thing?

NO!

i'll just end up making more enemies.

what am i supposed to do to make things right?

i just feel the barrier is still there. and i totally hate this.

im just a girl, why am i suffering all these?

The terrible past

forgot to add that due to my handphone line has been cut off, my dad lent me his extra line for sms and calls. and then i was browsing the phone when i saw an old message. its dated June 17 and it says "he's really into you.. later i'll call you and tell you why"

initially i thought i was trying to convince my friend not to think too much as the guy really likes her but i was wrong. i looked clearly at the number. its so familiar. yes, its her number. the one my EX left me for.

she didnt accept him back. but he left me. all those hurting moments. how i felt when he told me he's beginning to like her back.. how much he regretted letting her go.. how much he wished he had cherish her..

i teared.. that call was after work and i cried all my way back home. people might have thought im crazy. my eyes were swollen and red. my heart shattered. and i felt so lonely.

ive been so into him. ive never been so much in love before. and then he took my heart away and then broke it. what a jerk.

now my heart still hurts when i think about it. but i believe he's not for me. maybe its a bliss that he let me go.

so much for him regretting. he hurt me so.

im feeling numbed by this thing called love.

i shall never fall in love again?

maybe.. perhaps.. whatevers.

I'm lovin' it

i love sarcasm. LOL.

this specially applies to being sarcastic towards Wenna aka NaBei.

it all started when Vanita became so cute when she's being sarcastic. this is what happened:

while doing project work, Vanita asked:

Vanita: what's the difference between purpose and objective?
Me: i know i know! purpose.. is purpose. objective.. is objective!
Vanita: oh WOW! Huei Shan! you helped a great deal!

that was so cute.

and today i kept passing sarcastic remarks on Wenna.


when she said something mean and childish about me, and expecting my reaction, i said "i wont entertain such childish acts" or i'll go "HUH? i beg your pardon?" if not "you're trying to refer to yourself right.."

when she tried to be funny, i went "just leave her alone, she's trying hard to entertain herself"

and she ignored my words and Theresa did the puiii thingy, i went "that's even better than talking!"

very lame i know. but i love being sarcastic. oh mamma mia. im lovin' it.

Chobits

finished reading Chobits already. nice comic. i must agree to some things in the comics.

everyone wished for someone who only belong to them.
the heart becomes gentle when one is in love.
when you find someone who belongs to you entirely, you might find you'll start losing some things..

so on and so forth. more meaningful stuff but that's roughly all i can remember.

my face is hot now. due to SW in the afternoon. im starting to like SW but then, i hate the running.. am wondering if i can compromise with the coach not to let me run. well, i'll just do with how it is now.

Wenna is so mean.. keep laughing at the way i run, the way i throw the ball and stuff like that. but muahahas, she got hit by the ball first thing on the court. lols.

BIS is so boring. have like two assignments worr. sighs. tomorrow working on them T.T

wanna watch Meet The Fockers but then Wenna is watching with ML and i guess Kai Ling is watching with Hogan. dont know if Theresa wants to watch it not. maybe i'll approach Wendy. but then she's working now already. sighs sighs sighs.

seems like i so lucky. people around me providing me Inuyasha movies. like my brother's girlfriend who lent me the first and third movie (thought previously i got the third movie through Shurn and downloaded the first movie). but its still so nice of her.

ive been the Inuyasha provider huh. then like that i'll make Kai Ling, Theresa and Wenna pay me back by accompanying me to HMV to find those Inuyasha movies VCDs! but that will be after i finish saving money lahh.

i need more clothes and bottoms and i want more Inuyasha! oh mamma mia!

if only there's money rain.. hmmmx..

Movie Marathon again!

went to Kai Ling's crib for Movie Marathon again. this rox my world but im feeling really sinful again. oh man. yes, that meant endless munching of titbits. grrr. then we made our own breakfast cum lunch yesterday. nice food Kai Ling cooked.

well this thing for the sentence ending with the word 'bei' is getting nowhere. it all started when Wendy told me that once she made fun of her friend when he want to borrow her stuff. out of fun, she said "na bei" which supposedly should be "na ba" it was supposed to be funny but kinda rude.

i told this to them and then we started all the "zhou bei" as in "zhou ba" and stuff like that. then we played the Kai Ling is my mamma and Wenna is my ah ma. so i called them "ma-bei" and "ah-ma-bei" respectively. they were like "what should we call Shan?" then i told them "call me shan-bei"

we started creating own names and then Kai Ling's is obviously ling-bei which sounds very much like lim-bei. she said that herself and laughed at herself. as usual lahs. lol. and then Wenna crack into a very loud laughter to. to spoil her mood, i said "dont laugh hor. yours is worst: na-bei" and there she goes, her sad face =p

i continued with that ling-bei and na-bei thingy and we really sounded like our mouths are full of vulgarities. nevertheless, we had loads of fun =]

got hooked on Chobits recently and even borrowed Naruto from Hogan. am considering buying the Naruto vcds, but then ive gotta make sure its worth it. cos if i buy, ive got to buy it till the end. if not its a waste of money.

Inuyasha is so cute. listen up Wenna and Kai Ling:

INUYASHA'S MINE!

Embarrassing moments

omg omg. why do i always have to appear so embarrassing in front of him? today is the third time already.

tian ahh~~ how i wish i can just dig a hole and bury my head in it.

incident one . that happened on the Monday when i was supposed to pass him the Baller ID Bands. i wore a skirt with canvas shoes. oh mamma mia, when we were about to go to the next class which is one level below.. i kicked open the door to the stairs! when it opened, i saw him! whether he saw it or not i dont know.. but i just felt lik killing myself :'(

incident two . i got his class timetable from Leslie so i know the location, time and what lessons he have. so sometimes i do make a look out for him if i happen to have a class on the same level same block.

one day when my lesson ended, i knew he will be having lessons in 310505 (i happened to have my last lesson on the same level and same block too). that class is kinda special cos it only have a front door. so what i did was i stood out there and then look in. i cant find him but i wanna re-confirm again.

because i didnt want to make it so obvious that im looking for him, what i did was i stood a little away from the small window pane and the tilt my head to look in. when im done, i stood straight and told Wenna "dont have leh"

i saw her very surprised look and when i looked at what she was looking at, i was totally shocked. he was right there: walking towards the classroom and then in he went. i stunned cos i felt like a stupid little girl who's head over heels about him and trying to lookout for him T.T

incident three . this happened today. we are having lessons in the same block and same level (currently) and i went to the toilet. in there, i met alot of his female classmates. i know most of them and then made a fool out of myself inside cos Wenna was like grabbing me by my neck. and when we came out, Wenna is still trying to tickle me.

i looked into his classroom just once again and then as usual, Wenna overshot. she almost walked into the wrong classroom. i told her which it is then we started laughing again. she went in first, then i stood outside a while when i saw him walk past me.. soooo cutee!!

but will he ever know how much all his little actions mean to me? i always hope i can break this barrier. i wish he can smile at me when i see him. and talk to me when im online but it never happened. perhaps once or twice. i wish i wishh..

PSP lesson now. the teacher is great!

A reunion?

guess what, i bumped into Li Fang today! its been a few years since i last met her already. she's been the bad girl, lols, didnt visit Ms Tay for sooooo long. a few years long.

saw her in 157 on my way home. was so shocked. i saw her and was like "Li Fang?!" she gave the puzzled look and at first i thought i recognise the wrong person. then she exclaimed "Huei Shan!" she still remember how to spell my name :)

catch up a lot and she's gonna visit Ms Tay this New Year. hopefully i can see others too :)

well, she's still the same old girl except that she speaks more English now. of cos lah, people Hwa Chong JC leh. she couldnt really recognise me cos ive grown long hair..

haaaaa, my tomboyish past (o'-'o)

got an email regarding about the Senior Buddy thingy. so happy. this means im the top 10% of the ICT :) but then, dont know whether im going or not :( cos.. i dont wanna talk about it.

tomorrow Movie Marathon again! i bought Inuyasha volume 3 and 4 already. i paid 5 bucks more for it :( Mr Lim took away the 2nd set 50% liao. sad. i was late ://

but im still gonna have fun!

sorry Theresa that you cant join us.. but i hope you'd love Inuyasha too! :D feel free to borrow from me alright!

What's the problem?

everyone hates hypocrites. that includes me. but i believe everyone has been a hypocrite at least once. i met a hypocrite. and i just hate it when that person seems to treat me nicely in front of me and yet say bad things about me.

i mean, whats the problem with me? ive tried my very best not to make things worst. and i dont think you see me the way others do. others are fine with me. just whats the problem with me? or should i say, whats the problem with you?!

things seemed to get better on the outside but on the inside?

i think everyone should always put ourselves in others' shoes. if it hurts, it probably would hurt others too.

i dont know what to say. i'd rather you say bad things in front of me than behind my back.

stop getting people to be on your side. i do it with my own character. not by my words.

i just dont know how to deal with you.

why cant we be more like friends? as in.. no hatred and stuff. i wanna try. i seriously want.

no one wants to hurt your feelings cos we would know how you'd feel. we think of you everytime we say something but do you think of how i'd feel when you say such mean things?

what exactly is the problem?

Movie Marathon

time to blog. heez.

movie marathon was simply great! oh man! countdown to new year with Bride Of Chucky then went on to watch Inuyasha. haha. Kai Ling and Wenna also got hooked on Inuyasha already and now they're stealing my husband! T.T

Volume 4 is out!

im gonna pester my brother for $$ le. hehez.

Wenna went crazy. she came and squeeze onto my mattress and then i pinch her ears. haha. we had our ears pierced on Friday. LOL.

decided to stay for another night. pillow fight the next morning. Wenna threw a pillow at my face. then i used Blossoms to hit her umpteen times. whee! regretted le bah!!

alot of jokes here and there and then watched the crappy Q Ban San Guo. LOL. everyone laughed like there's no tomorrow.

there's this part when Zhang Fei was kicking Guan Yu and when Liu Bei saw it, he went like "what ya doing?!" then Zhang Fei replied "im killing cockroach, wanna join?" LOL.

also, when the 3 guys were surrounded by many soldiers, Liu Bei went like "dont be too happy. you guys are surrounded by me" -___-;

alot of things. andden perhaps having another MM this sat if i buy volume 3 and 4!

Empty

my blog has been empty. stayed over at Kai Ling's house for 2 nights already. had movie marathon till 4 to 5 am in the morning. and ate tons of snacks. feeling so sinful. LOL.

shall update my blog when i get home. still at Kai Ling's house ya =)

i love Inuyasha. and im sure the two of them love him too. awww. INUYASHA!

Misses

the worst way to miss someone is when they're just right beside you.

do you know that?

nothing much to blog.

tatas.

Kung Fu Hustle

watched Kung Fu with Belinda, Wenna, Fai, Wei Ming, Jack, Jing Jie, Teck Wei, Mike and Sam. what a big group. it turned out okay lah. but then i dont really find it nice =// dont know why. i did laugh lah, but not the usual 'laugh from my heart' that kinda worr.

well, me and Wenna were so crappy. at the beginning where there's advertisement showing before the show starts, there's this animation ad and this weird yet so cute looking thingy is holding a can-like stuff with a cow printed on it and the word 'moo'. Wenna and i went like "MOOOOO" in unison and even stopped together. then we laughed out loud.

did nothing much actually. crapped alot loh. i still dont understand why Fai always like to pick on me.

and then saw Leslie, Viknesh and Zhi Liang. (i supposed there's one more but i just couldnt remember who)

bought a ring from Bits and Pieces loh. planning to pierce another ear hole on Friday. heez.

im getting more and more vain le.. LOL.

or rather, more and more girlish. hahhaas.

i seriously NEED more clothes and bottoms! *screams*

My Special Day

today is my birthday! and soon, in about ten minutes time, its gonna be over. awww.

well, went to OCOM in the afternoon. was the TTM and got to go first. didnt want to feel stress cos Daryl is the other TTM. turned out well. hmmm, i must really thank Raj cos he told me which article to choose and ive got fantastic questions. not really fantastic. but i got the usual shy ones to actually stand up and give their comments twice! thats nice.

at the beginning i was kinda nervous and was really wanting to tear my hair when nobody really wanted to volunteer and be the first one. ahha. so i sabo-ed Lu Long. fwahaha. i was like "what about you, Lu Long?" and he was like "HUH?! ME?!" then i replied a "yes". haha. ive been mean.

and then i tried to steer the topic and asked questions. did my really best.

Vanita told the lecturer its my birthday and i was so embarrassed LOL.

hahas.

after that went to meet Wenna and peeps. cos i wanna show them how i looked in the shirt they chose. really cute lahs.

decided not to go for SW (again) and went to JE to meet up with Wendy. gosh oh gosh, she gave me a Jay Postcard Book! i was soooo fantastically happy! its sooo nice and sooo sweet of her. and yes, she did made me feel guilty for always finding excuses to try to escape the question of her birthday present. hahs.

went back to Ngee Ann to meet up with Wenna, Kai Ling and Theresa. wanted to watch Meet The Fockers. i told them it wasnt out but Ericia (did i spell correctly) said she watched it.

yes Wenna. its not out yet.

Theresa and Jian Qi went back home so the three of us head to Lot 1. check the movie slots but didnt really have anything to watch. cant watch Kung Fu Hustle cos we're planning to watch that tomorrow. and then i asked the person whether when Meet The Fockers and SpongeBob SquarePants movie is coming but what bad service they have. they were like so frustrated and mama de i buai tahan and left loh!!

went to eat Mee Goreng at the Let's Eat resturant. yum yum. its nice. thanks to Kai Ling's recommendation.

walked around admiring stuff and even went to NTUC to plan for our Movie Marathon. oh man oh man. i cant wait for that!

the three of us are gonna prepare dinner for Kai Ling's family (we're going to her house for the marathon) and thought of snacks to buy. as usual, we crapped around. lol.

going out with them is fun. but then i really have to prepare my laughing gears. haha. in the LRT, Wenna was like so suaku siak. she went like "woah! television" and then i pointed at her face and said "woah! pimples!" then she -__-;

at last we settled down in Mac cos of some incident and then they suddenly realise i become as 'slow' as them le. oh geez. i was like "alamak, hanging out with you two i become so slow like you all siak" then Wenna went like "i infra-red to you". i said she's so low tech and that "i bluetooth to her" showing the im picking my tooth to pass it to her and then we pengz.

started talking about Jun Yi cos he's born of the same day as me too. i mentioned that both of us came out through operation cos his legs were to come out first and my head is big. till now, i dont know why it tickled their funny bones. but we were laughing so hard our stomach ached. LOL

had fun on the overall. thanks Wenna and Kai Ling for the fabulous day ^^

cant wait for SpongeBob SquarePants to be in cinema worr. have been waiting for that since the beginning for the year =)

Happy Birthday To ME!

soon, i will be 17. yes, have been waiting. when every new year starts, it means another 12 pathetic months to my next birthday. and its like so long.

haha. let me update about today.

skipped OS classes cos i was too late. when i reached at about 1130, i waited outside the place where we were supposed to hav class. as i was thinking about how will i react if i see the lecturer, the lecturer just then appeared. yes, the la pi xiao xing lecturer. i was shocked. but guess what. he even said hi to me. LOL. cute rite.

he's always so cute and easy to trick. LOl.

after school, we went to Plaza Singapura. there were me, Wei Ming, Fai, Wenna, Kai Ling and Mike. wanted to watch Kung Fu Hustle but then the seats were taken for all 3 slots. sad thing.

in the bus, when Wenna talked about celebrating my birthday, Wei Ming gave the very 'qian da' face. and then i slapped him. LOL. all of them had very huge reactions. cos they heard the piak. but it wasnt that hard lah. was slapped from the left.

found out that his face is so damn elastic! so nice to pinch sia! then i pinch, pinch and pinch! so fun! hahas.

when we reached PS, all of us were like so bored cos we had no plans. the guys wanted to eat Burger King so we went there. then Kai Ling and Wenna went out. they came back with a cake.

Theresa was so bad to stuck the candle end very deep into the little slice of cake. and then they said i had to take it out using my mouth. i was so damn afraid they would sabo me so i took very long to accomplish the task. thank god no one did anything.

i was enjoying the cake and sharing it with Theresa, Kai Ling and Wenna when i saw Wei Ming really suspicious. Fai was beside me and he was at the other side of Fai. he was like leaning so near to Fai. i didnt really cared and continued eating the cake. who knows, an unbelievable strong force came from behind. someone pushed my head forward. WHO?! KANG WEI MING!

grrr. haha. he got his hands dirty and he got my hair dirtied too. hahas.

we had fun. thanks Wenna, Kai Ling and Theresa for the little cake. lol.

met Belinda and she's like so sweet and gentle. was on my way home with Kai Ling, Wenna and Belinda and something really humorous happened. when Wenna and Berlinda exchanged Hi-5s, the piak sound was heard! and i felt the pain! we kept laughing and then everyone stared at us *so paiseh*

had fun throughout. oh mans, so fun.

received a Freshbox shirt from the class. Wenna and Kai Ling chose it. its so nice and it actually turned out to be the one i initially wanted to buy for him LOL.

am gonna wear it tomorrow *winks*

Race Against Time

it was like a race against time just now. in the afternoon, i became sarcastically angry over the misunderstanding of the submittion date for the MMA assignment. well, it wrote "before 26 December 12 midnight" and when we visit the site, the link is gone.

all of us thought they might have meant 26 December 12 AM in the morning rather than the one which tells us 27 December but all of us are wrong.

the link came back almost outta no where at about 9 plus. and that's like 2 hours plus away. what the.

but now i have the game all ready. the cute froggy wacko version.

yea, the frog sent Kai Ling berserk in the afternoon. she was like 'soooo cuteee!' all the way and the security guard came. lol. not cos she was creating a commotion lah. just cos he happened to pass by =p

and then i saw Mr Leonard Tan with his wife and daughter at the King Albert Park Macdonalds today.

what a coincidence. im glad he remembered me. oh man, his daughter is sooooo damn cute!

her name is Natalie. so friendly, so brave and so not afraid of strangers. i love her.

she fell but did not shed a tear. if i were her, i would hav cried terribly. and she accepted my hug too. as in carrying her. so cute. poor Wenna also wanna carry her but didnt get the chance =p

Theresa, Kai Ling and even Mike also think she's cute.

she's really cute, you know.

hahas. so high right now heez.

Merriess

i hope im not too late.

to everybody who's reading this: merrrryyyy chrrisssttmasss.

ive spent my christmas eve at home. and am gonna work on MMA tomorrow.

no nice christmas at all.

oh well. thanks for those who gave me candies or present or card.

thanks William Chen, Theresa, Wenna, Kai Ling. i hope i miss out no one :)

lastly, a merrryy chrrisstmass to everybodyyy!

Oops! Wei Ming did it again!

weird things do happen. today in class, Sam said i forgot to take the BIS textbook from him. but i remembered i did told him i'll get it from him later.

Me: wo you ken ni jiang deng yi xia wo ken ni na! (it was very noisy)
Sam: huh?

Wei Ming: why you scold bad word?
Me: where got?!
Wei Ming: you did! you scolded "kannina"!
Me (laughing): my god! i said Ken Ni Na! -___-;

try saying Ken Ni Na for ten times and you'll realise your scolding bad word. oh durh.

Wei Ming did it again.

What a funny day

had a very fun day today. well, it all started when me, Mike and Wenna head to Jurong Point to buy Christmas present. we walked to the busstop behind Ngee Ann and we had to walk down the slope to reach the busstop. as we were crapping, two guys from behind overtook us and 1 of them were like "eh, hi!" to Wenna. Wenna went like (?.?) and who knows she said "oh, wrong person" so loudly!

get what i mean? its already so embarrassing for that guy to recognise the wrong person and yet Wenna shouted a "oh! wrong person!" and then his friend laughed at him. of cos, the three of us burst into laughter too.

surprisely, we took the same bus as the guy too. and i must tell you he was really so embarrassed. haha.

then in the bus, two seats were emptied, so Wenna went to sit on it and i moved behind. according to Wenna, i moved like a Big Buttocks Lady. oh man, what am i supposed to do?! i had a heavy bag and two laptops! two of us laughed so loudly that an Auntie woke up from her sleep =//

walked around Jurong Point and i end up the only one buying something. then we decided to go to Bugis since there's another Mu-ee outlet there.

on our way to Bugis via MRT, i saw a guy wearing the same shoes as Mike. and i was like "MIKE!" pointing to his shoes. Mike laughed and then pointed to another guy near us who also have the same shoes as him. common shoes. plus there's 2 people from my IS who has exactly the same shoes too.

Wenna was blur enough not to know what we were talking about sia. she's always blur.

cant find the things we want in Bugis either. then Mike went down to Bishan and ended up in dismay. cant find it too. and then we decided that i shall help me purchase the stuff from JP today bah.

went to FreshBox and saw nice shirts there. didnt plan to buy him something for Christmas but just pass him a card. Wenna and Mike inisisted so we went around looking for something suitable. went to Newbie shop too. oh man, the shirts there were so cute! haha. decided to buy a shirt from there next time..

as Wenna had to buy cookie jar so we head to Seiyu but the only nice one available has got scratches so she suggested going to OG. went there and something humorous happened. when she finally found something she like and within her budget, she was so happy. previously she also took a cookie tray and placed it on her laptop: she was hugging her laptop. as the cookie tray and her laptop cover is of the same color, she couldnt see it. so when she was done, she went like "where's my cookie tray?!" we retraced our steps and guess what, an UFO flew out from her laptop: the cookie tray! oh man, i was like O.O and then kept laughing. soooo stupid sia Wenna =p

yes, on our way to OG, i heard some old Chinese songs playing by some vendors. and this is what happened:

Me: Wenna, i heard your type of songs..
Wenna: Siao AH!
Me: huh?! i used to think these is the type of songs you like!! (i was just kidding actually)
Wenna: HUH! i really give you that impression ah!

oh man, its so easy to lie to her =p

rushed back to FreshBox and bought a tshirt for him. the two salesperson were so humorous. Cant Take My Eyes Off You is playing in the background and they danced to the music. me and Wenna went like O.O. one of them dont wanna give me the tee i purchased. he went like "she's giving me what.." DURH! but he gave me back in the end lahh. when we were leaving, One In A Million played in the background. another NICE song! i went like "this song nice leh!" then the black guy said "want dance again not?" so i just said bye. haha.

ended up reaching home at 11 plus and then went to worry what am i supposed to wear today and tomorrow. haha. i always have to worry now.

Baller ID bands

passed him the Baller ID Bands first thing in the morning. he was soooo cute. like what i expected, he wanted to pay. it all happens when i saw him and Leslie come out of the classroom and then i was like mumbling "Leslie, how..." but then i went up to him and then almost stumble over my words.

me: errr, these are the bands Leslie told me your looking for. i saw it so i bought it for you.

him: ahh, then i pay you back ah?

me: no no no, ehh, my lecturer in the classroom liao, i go back kaes. bubbyes.

so happy! he was like staring deep into my eyes. man, i almost melted.

and then saw him in the canteen and in the classroom too.

i wonder if he's feeling down or something. his friendster sound so sad.. and once again, im sad too. because i dont know what's happening to him. if he is sad, i wanna share his sadness.. but then its so hard to talk to him. despite in MSN or through SMS.

yes, i got his number as well. oh man, im like in Heaven now.

Place of Happiness

went to Jurong East Entertainment to have lunch and also to take my commission. got quite a sum, well, at least i can pull through for the Christmas present thingy le.

proceed to Queensway cos i desperately wanna find the Baller ID Bands for him. went like a few sports shop and got really demoralised. and went like "this is the place of sorrows, sighs" for this, i got on Wendy's nerves, alot. lol.

i cant help it lah, cos i was really so sad. saw the last shop of 'hope' and then went in. initially Wendy went like "forget it lah, lets go" and then i insisted in trying my luck. yes, was i really lucky! i walked further in and something caught my eye. something which says "Baller ID Bands". MAN! was i really happy as hope, happiness and love suddenly shone on me! LOL. thats so exaggerating.

then saw one packet of what he wanted but i need three. one for me, one for Leslie, and one for him. so i seeked help and the guy went to check it out for me. how nice. then he came back with three packets OH MAN!

haha. so i bought and was really excited.

i shall now declare Queensway is my Place Of Happiness! heez!

tomorrow i'll be able to pass it to him. will i get nervous? will the creeps run up my spine? what will happen? oh geez!

on top of that, i went present hunting at Jurong Point. bought Silvirin, Zi Qian and Shu Mei's present already.

my relatives from Malaysia are coming to stay over at my house and my mother is gonna bring them to Seoul Garden cos we have the $40 voucher from M1. i think i wanna pay myself as i rarely see them and thought i could do something nice. i think i will, i cross my fingers and pray hard i have enough.

perhaps going to watch Kung Fu or Phantom of Opera on 23rd Dec. with Yen Loo, Corinne and Grifder. i dont know. midnight show! haha.

tatas, nothing more to write. cant wait for tomorrow! :)

Section Outing

went to Pizza Hut today for a little clarinet section outing. didnt really wanted to go but went anyway. it turned out well, and we certainly saw the usual quiet Francis who became such a joker.

it started when me, Silvirin and Zi Qian met up early to buy present for the exchange. when we reached Pizza Hut, there was only like 6 of them. Wen Cui was cute. she is currently taking Mass Communication in the University and she brought along her project to do. yes, the one in which she has to record down the happenings for the thing.

"hello, i'm ong beng chwee (if i didnt spell it wrongly) for the Mediabuzz blabla" there she goes, with the microphone near her mouth. she was so shy cos all of us were completely staring at her. she went like "dont look lah!" well, the usuals. haha.

she's so cute.

i recall the incident in which she was not feeling very well during the concert day and she make a hot cup of Panadol cold relief or something for herself. she claimed its sour and then had a hard time drinking it. again, all of us were like staring at her and she said the "dont look lah!". hahas.

Cheng Shu was late and when she came, she said she had to wrap the present. and i thought it was for the Yuhua people.

we ordered the family feast and party feast. man, it was really alot. we had like 11 people and though we ordered a 10 person meal. 4 pizzas, 2 Hut's Platter, 4 jars of pepsi, 2 lasagne(spelling?) and so on. i ate like 2 piece of pizza, sotong rings and drumsticks and am full like hell.

i have this habit whereby i'll fill my pizza with tons of cheese and all of them went like "woah!" hmm, its the normals for me lah. i love cheese! hehe.

then came the present exchange part. hmm, i seemed to be aiming for the present which is bought from The Wallet Shop.

Wen Cui went first, cos she knew what she wanted. she wanted Francis' present, the waterbottle. she got it! man, she was lucky. everyone in the Pizza Hut were like staring at us cos she was like shrieking in happiness. -____-;

then came Jing Ying's turn, she was also lucky. she wanted Francis' present too, but she got a better one, an Adidas waterbottle.

my turn was up next (i wanted to be the 3rd one cos 3 is my lucky number) and Viola! i did got the present from The Wallet Shop! i opened and this is the present! i love it so much! i love Jing Ying!

present exchanging goes on and on. then Francis got the present from Cheng Shu. man, it was a little notebook. when Francis opened it, he went like O.O and then grumbled a "so this was why you were late!"

all of us burst into laughter and then Francis asked us to write our contacts in it.

when we're done, Francis tried to put it back nicely into the wrapper and Cheng Shu went like "please dont throw the wrapper away" and then he said a "okay, i'll not throw it in front of you" oh man, what a joker he was. haha.

the usual shy and powerful guy who played solo and melt our hearts is such a joker! fwahahah.

and then Cheng Shu gave us christmas cards. this is how it looked like:

the contents inside:



also, while shopping for the present, i saw this really adorable Tigger keychain and decided to buy it. this is how it looks like:

when everything ended, i went to meet up with Wendy to pass her her PlayStation. as promised, she gave me the Jay articles oh man! i love her too!

okay, so i had such a crazy day. i have to start cracking my brains now cos somewhere next week i will meet up with Zi Qian, Silvirin, Pengz, Shu Chen and Shu Mei. and we're gonna exchange presents! im gonna buy 5 presents. imagine being broke before my birthday. sighs. this is the price to pay =S but who cares! i love them all!

and then i wanna ask for birthday presents! for those who have been worrying what to buy, dont fret! below is a list of what i want!

Xmas night

i had the best night just now. what could it be? well, its none other than shaking our butts out at the Convention Center and enjoying ourselves like never before. best of all, i get to steal tons of glances at him throughout the night!

yes! he was one of the nominaees for today's ICT belle and beau. competition was kinda tough as i got to hear that the other nominaee has a whole bunch of friends. but who knows, he won!

and thats why i got a hand shook with him! but.. i washed my hand just now! *cries*

he was like sooo cute. what i saw was, Leslie came over and pop a balloon near my ear and then i screamed. he saw, and then he tried to kick a balloon behind me and get Leslie to burst it. thank god it got away. but he was so cheeky!

he went out cos he was called for the nominaee and then when asked why he thinks he should win, he said he 'has inner beauty!' really! hahaha. and i finally got to hear his voice.. awwwww. i had such a great night.

sorry Wenna and Kai Ling cos i almost made you guys vomit. i didnt really have the much courage to go up to him but in the end i did! yeaH!

hahaha. soooo cute. my god.

but then 3 girls wanted to know him. they went up to him through their friend and then tried to know him. what the, was inside my mind. they wanna know him cos he got nominated for the ICT beau? me was, i wanted to know him straight from my heart! hahaha.

and then Michelle won the ICT belle, but i think Stephanie should have won instead. she was much more sporty and man, her figure is great, shaking her body in the middle of the crowd.

he was asked to invite her out cos she's the belle, man, i was like the green-eyed monster, staring green with envy. but what can i do?

they also took a picture together unwillingly, i guess.

that's like all for today cos my Udon Mee is waiting for me! yum yum!

Maple!

had sooo much fun in Maple. but then im sooo sick of training. had been leeching more to training myself *bad girl*

here are some cute screenshots i took. everyone who's been Mapling would love it!

haha, me and my friend. he's a level 38 cleric but still keep his beginner clothes. yes, its a HE.




found it cute when he tried to kill like that. wizards are weak at weapons.

and that's my level 29 mage =)

enjoy the pics!