Race Against Time

it was like a race against time just now. in the afternoon, i became sarcastically angry over the misunderstanding of the submittion date for the MMA assignment. well, it wrote "before 26 December 12 midnight" and when we visit the site, the link is gone.

all of us thought they might have meant 26 December 12 AM in the morning rather than the one which tells us 27 December but all of us are wrong.

the link came back almost outta no where at about 9 plus. and that's like 2 hours plus away. what the.

but now i have the game all ready. the cute froggy wacko version.

yea, the frog sent Kai Ling berserk in the afternoon. she was like 'soooo cuteee!' all the way and the security guard came. lol. not cos she was creating a commotion lah. just cos he happened to pass by =p

and then i saw Mr Leonard Tan with his wife and daughter at the King Albert Park Macdonalds today.

what a coincidence. im glad he remembered me. oh man, his daughter is sooooo damn cute!

her name is Natalie. so friendly, so brave and so not afraid of strangers. i love her.

she fell but did not shed a tear. if i were her, i would hav cried terribly. and she accepted my hug too. as in carrying her. so cute. poor Wenna also wanna carry her but didnt get the chance =p

Theresa, Kai Ling and even Mike also think she's cute.

she's really cute, you know.

hahas. so high right now heez.

Merriess

i hope im not too late.

to everybody who's reading this: merrrryyyy chrrisssttmasss.

ive spent my christmas eve at home. and am gonna work on MMA tomorrow.

no nice christmas at all.

oh well. thanks for those who gave me candies or present or card.

thanks William Chen, Theresa, Wenna, Kai Ling. i hope i miss out no one :)

lastly, a merrryy chrrisstmass to everybodyyy!

Oops! Wei Ming did it again!

weird things do happen. today in class, Sam said i forgot to take the BIS textbook from him. but i remembered i did told him i'll get it from him later.

Me: wo you ken ni jiang deng yi xia wo ken ni na! (it was very noisy)
Sam: huh?

Wei Ming: why you scold bad word?
Me: where got?!
Wei Ming: you did! you scolded "kannina"!
Me (laughing): my god! i said Ken Ni Na! -___-;

try saying Ken Ni Na for ten times and you'll realise your scolding bad word. oh durh.

Wei Ming did it again.

What a funny day

had a very fun day today. well, it all started when me, Mike and Wenna head to Jurong Point to buy Christmas present. we walked to the busstop behind Ngee Ann and we had to walk down the slope to reach the busstop. as we were crapping, two guys from behind overtook us and 1 of them were like "eh, hi!" to Wenna. Wenna went like (?.?) and who knows she said "oh, wrong person" so loudly!

get what i mean? its already so embarrassing for that guy to recognise the wrong person and yet Wenna shouted a "oh! wrong person!" and then his friend laughed at him. of cos, the three of us burst into laughter too.

surprisely, we took the same bus as the guy too. and i must tell you he was really so embarrassed. haha.

then in the bus, two seats were emptied, so Wenna went to sit on it and i moved behind. according to Wenna, i moved like a Big Buttocks Lady. oh man, what am i supposed to do?! i had a heavy bag and two laptops! two of us laughed so loudly that an Auntie woke up from her sleep =//

walked around Jurong Point and i end up the only one buying something. then we decided to go to Bugis since there's another Mu-ee outlet there.

on our way to Bugis via MRT, i saw a guy wearing the same shoes as Mike. and i was like "MIKE!" pointing to his shoes. Mike laughed and then pointed to another guy near us who also have the same shoes as him. common shoes. plus there's 2 people from my IS who has exactly the same shoes too.

Wenna was blur enough not to know what we were talking about sia. she's always blur.

cant find the things we want in Bugis either. then Mike went down to Bishan and ended up in dismay. cant find it too. and then we decided that i shall help me purchase the stuff from JP today bah.

went to FreshBox and saw nice shirts there. didnt plan to buy him something for Christmas but just pass him a card. Wenna and Mike inisisted so we went around looking for something suitable. went to Newbie shop too. oh man, the shirts there were so cute! haha. decided to buy a shirt from there next time..

as Wenna had to buy cookie jar so we head to Seiyu but the only nice one available has got scratches so she suggested going to OG. went there and something humorous happened. when she finally found something she like and within her budget, she was so happy. previously she also took a cookie tray and placed it on her laptop: she was hugging her laptop. as the cookie tray and her laptop cover is of the same color, she couldnt see it. so when she was done, she went like "where's my cookie tray?!" we retraced our steps and guess what, an UFO flew out from her laptop: the cookie tray! oh man, i was like O.O and then kept laughing. soooo stupid sia Wenna =p

yes, on our way to OG, i heard some old Chinese songs playing by some vendors. and this is what happened:

Me: Wenna, i heard your type of songs..
Wenna: Siao AH!
Me: huh?! i used to think these is the type of songs you like!! (i was just kidding actually)
Wenna: HUH! i really give you that impression ah!

oh man, its so easy to lie to her =p

rushed back to FreshBox and bought a tshirt for him. the two salesperson were so humorous. Cant Take My Eyes Off You is playing in the background and they danced to the music. me and Wenna went like O.O. one of them dont wanna give me the tee i purchased. he went like "she's giving me what.." DURH! but he gave me back in the end lahh. when we were leaving, One In A Million played in the background. another NICE song! i went like "this song nice leh!" then the black guy said "want dance again not?" so i just said bye. haha.

ended up reaching home at 11 plus and then went to worry what am i supposed to wear today and tomorrow. haha. i always have to worry now.

Baller ID bands

passed him the Baller ID Bands first thing in the morning. he was soooo cute. like what i expected, he wanted to pay. it all happens when i saw him and Leslie come out of the classroom and then i was like mumbling "Leslie, how..." but then i went up to him and then almost stumble over my words.

me: errr, these are the bands Leslie told me your looking for. i saw it so i bought it for you.

him: ahh, then i pay you back ah?

me: no no no, ehh, my lecturer in the classroom liao, i go back kaes. bubbyes.

so happy! he was like staring deep into my eyes. man, i almost melted.

and then saw him in the canteen and in the classroom too.

i wonder if he's feeling down or something. his friendster sound so sad.. and once again, im sad too. because i dont know what's happening to him. if he is sad, i wanna share his sadness.. but then its so hard to talk to him. despite in MSN or through SMS.

yes, i got his number as well. oh man, im like in Heaven now.

Place of Happiness

went to Jurong East Entertainment to have lunch and also to take my commission. got quite a sum, well, at least i can pull through for the Christmas present thingy le.

proceed to Queensway cos i desperately wanna find the Baller ID Bands for him. went like a few sports shop and got really demoralised. and went like "this is the place of sorrows, sighs" for this, i got on Wendy's nerves, alot. lol.

i cant help it lah, cos i was really so sad. saw the last shop of 'hope' and then went in. initially Wendy went like "forget it lah, lets go" and then i insisted in trying my luck. yes, was i really lucky! i walked further in and something caught my eye. something which says "Baller ID Bands". MAN! was i really happy as hope, happiness and love suddenly shone on me! LOL. thats so exaggerating.

then saw one packet of what he wanted but i need three. one for me, one for Leslie, and one for him. so i seeked help and the guy went to check it out for me. how nice. then he came back with three packets OH MAN!

haha. so i bought and was really excited.

i shall now declare Queensway is my Place Of Happiness! heez!

tomorrow i'll be able to pass it to him. will i get nervous? will the creeps run up my spine? what will happen? oh geez!

on top of that, i went present hunting at Jurong Point. bought Silvirin, Zi Qian and Shu Mei's present already.

my relatives from Malaysia are coming to stay over at my house and my mother is gonna bring them to Seoul Garden cos we have the $40 voucher from M1. i think i wanna pay myself as i rarely see them and thought i could do something nice. i think i will, i cross my fingers and pray hard i have enough.

perhaps going to watch Kung Fu or Phantom of Opera on 23rd Dec. with Yen Loo, Corinne and Grifder. i dont know. midnight show! haha.

tatas, nothing more to write. cant wait for tomorrow! :)

Section Outing

went to Pizza Hut today for a little clarinet section outing. didnt really wanted to go but went anyway. it turned out well, and we certainly saw the usual quiet Francis who became such a joker.

it started when me, Silvirin and Zi Qian met up early to buy present for the exchange. when we reached Pizza Hut, there was only like 6 of them. Wen Cui was cute. she is currently taking Mass Communication in the University and she brought along her project to do. yes, the one in which she has to record down the happenings for the thing.

"hello, i'm ong beng chwee (if i didnt spell it wrongly) for the Mediabuzz blabla" there she goes, with the microphone near her mouth. she was so shy cos all of us were completely staring at her. she went like "dont look lah!" well, the usuals. haha.

she's so cute.

i recall the incident in which she was not feeling very well during the concert day and she make a hot cup of Panadol cold relief or something for herself. she claimed its sour and then had a hard time drinking it. again, all of us were like staring at her and she said the "dont look lah!". hahas.

Cheng Shu was late and when she came, she said she had to wrap the present. and i thought it was for the Yuhua people.

we ordered the family feast and party feast. man, it was really alot. we had like 11 people and though we ordered a 10 person meal. 4 pizzas, 2 Hut's Platter, 4 jars of pepsi, 2 lasagne(spelling?) and so on. i ate like 2 piece of pizza, sotong rings and drumsticks and am full like hell.

i have this habit whereby i'll fill my pizza with tons of cheese and all of them went like "woah!" hmm, its the normals for me lah. i love cheese! hehe.

then came the present exchange part. hmm, i seemed to be aiming for the present which is bought from The Wallet Shop.

Wen Cui went first, cos she knew what she wanted. she wanted Francis' present, the waterbottle. she got it! man, she was lucky. everyone in the Pizza Hut were like staring at us cos she was like shrieking in happiness. -____-;

then came Jing Ying's turn, she was also lucky. she wanted Francis' present too, but she got a better one, an Adidas waterbottle.

my turn was up next (i wanted to be the 3rd one cos 3 is my lucky number) and Viola! i did got the present from The Wallet Shop! i opened and this is the present! i love it so much! i love Jing Ying!

present exchanging goes on and on. then Francis got the present from Cheng Shu. man, it was a little notebook. when Francis opened it, he went like O.O and then grumbled a "so this was why you were late!"

all of us burst into laughter and then Francis asked us to write our contacts in it.

when we're done, Francis tried to put it back nicely into the wrapper and Cheng Shu went like "please dont throw the wrapper away" and then he said a "okay, i'll not throw it in front of you" oh man, what a joker he was. haha.

the usual shy and powerful guy who played solo and melt our hearts is such a joker! fwahahah.

and then Cheng Shu gave us christmas cards. this is how it looked like:

the contents inside:



also, while shopping for the present, i saw this really adorable Tigger keychain and decided to buy it. this is how it looks like:

when everything ended, i went to meet up with Wendy to pass her her PlayStation. as promised, she gave me the Jay articles oh man! i love her too!

okay, so i had such a crazy day. i have to start cracking my brains now cos somewhere next week i will meet up with Zi Qian, Silvirin, Pengz, Shu Chen and Shu Mei. and we're gonna exchange presents! im gonna buy 5 presents. imagine being broke before my birthday. sighs. this is the price to pay =S but who cares! i love them all!

and then i wanna ask for birthday presents! for those who have been worrying what to buy, dont fret! below is a list of what i want!

Xmas night

i had the best night just now. what could it be? well, its none other than shaking our butts out at the Convention Center and enjoying ourselves like never before. best of all, i get to steal tons of glances at him throughout the night!

yes! he was one of the nominaees for today's ICT belle and beau. competition was kinda tough as i got to hear that the other nominaee has a whole bunch of friends. but who knows, he won!

and thats why i got a hand shook with him! but.. i washed my hand just now! *cries*

he was like sooo cute. what i saw was, Leslie came over and pop a balloon near my ear and then i screamed. he saw, and then he tried to kick a balloon behind me and get Leslie to burst it. thank god it got away. but he was so cheeky!

he went out cos he was called for the nominaee and then when asked why he thinks he should win, he said he 'has inner beauty!' really! hahaha. and i finally got to hear his voice.. awwwww. i had such a great night.

sorry Wenna and Kai Ling cos i almost made you guys vomit. i didnt really have the much courage to go up to him but in the end i did! yeaH!

hahaha. soooo cute. my god.

but then 3 girls wanted to know him. they went up to him through their friend and then tried to know him. what the, was inside my mind. they wanna know him cos he got nominated for the ICT beau? me was, i wanted to know him straight from my heart! hahaha.

and then Michelle won the ICT belle, but i think Stephanie should have won instead. she was much more sporty and man, her figure is great, shaking her body in the middle of the crowd.

he was asked to invite her out cos she's the belle, man, i was like the green-eyed monster, staring green with envy. but what can i do?

they also took a picture together unwillingly, i guess.

that's like all for today cos my Udon Mee is waiting for me! yum yum!

Maple!

had sooo much fun in Maple. but then im sooo sick of training. had been leeching more to training myself *bad girl*

here are some cute screenshots i took. everyone who's been Mapling would love it!

haha, me and my friend. he's a level 38 cleric but still keep his beginner clothes. yes, its a HE.




found it cute when he tried to kill like that. wizards are weak at weapons.

and that's my level 29 mage =)

enjoy the pics!

Beautiful Sunday

did not receive really good comments about my new layout. probably cos people has got used to my own original way of styling my blog. not that i wanna disappoint everyone, but i just felt like i want an original blogging style kinda blog. so had to do it the common way..

anyway, the Esplanade performance ended just 6 hours ago! and im still so crazy about it! let me tell you about my experience there.

at first we alight the bus and then headed to where the loading area then to the dressing room. i must tell you i feel so cool. everyone had their own passes and we had to wear it. its simply so nice! on top of that, the dressing room looked like a hotel room! not really big to squeeze like 8 person (or is it 10?) but its so cool! it just lack a bed. but it would be great if there's a bed in it.

and then came the toilet. i expected it to be the normal one. you know, whereby there's just a basin, a toiletbowl or perhaps a shower area. but who knows! its almost as big as our dressing room itself! and every dressing room has their own toilet! it has like 3 basins, an enclosed shower area and a toilet area.

if you picture it in your head, take it as you walked into a small public toilet. where only one person can use the toilet, one showering and 3 other putting make up and stuff. its almost like the size of a public toilet in Victoria Concert Hall!

the even 'cooler' thing is, we have our own artiste lounge! whereby there's 3 short tables, ktv-like sofas, huge and comfy ones too, not forgetting tables and sofa armchairs like a cafe! its so homely when the whole band ate in there!

but i heard the dancer's room is even nicer. oh well. lol.

there's the sound system beside both stage at its so cool (i mean at the backstage itself) and there's even the basement dressing room, level 1 dressing room and stuff. well, on the whole it looked more like a hotel then a concert hall.

i did cracked abit of mean jokes but its all purely just to make people laugh. like when we immediately got into the room, everyone went like 'wowwwww' and stuff and then i said a 'okays, lets stop being suakus'. there was also this part where Yeo Lin went like she wanna grow taller or stuff. and i was like 'Yeo Lin, you can continue dreaming' ahha.

full of craps.

we all prepared behind stage when it was like 45mins before the concert. all of us were so anxious and we didnt really expected a full house. who knows, it was! and there were also people who cant get in! haha. well, its FREE. nobody will not wanna miss it.

when the lights dimmed leaving some shining on us and the audience keeping quiet, there was this kid who suddenly shouted something and everyone laughed. that was like so cute.

then came the percussion ensemble when they did some funny actions and everyone were like laughing. at the end of the laughter, when we were about to start playing, a kid suddenly laughed loudly. so cute, you know.

alot of fun. my section even cramped into the dressing room (purposedly) to take our section photos. haha. i gave that suggestion cos i find it cute. well, have twenty over people cramping in a 8 to 10 person room. haha.

Fauzi was soooooo sexy in Godzilla. but... he looked like an African Blonde gal rather than the American one. HAHA. *im a mean girl =p*

dont really have much to say now. time for the pictures!




yes, this is my pass. is it cool?



this is something the ugly girl, Esther, gave me. okays, thanks. *shrugs. lols.

the telephone in the dressing room..



is it Rose? yeap! i think so too! (its actually me =p)

staircase leading us to the basement dressing room..



me and ugly girl. i think i look like im stuck to the wall, izzit?



lockers in the dressing rooms!



haha. taking pic in front of the mirror. i think the flash is nice. Chun Hui looked blur!



yes, this is the dressing table. sooo much like a pop star!

the sound system place..



going to the artist lounge? no no! thats where i'll be going =p



and im sure these clock in the corridors will remind us the time.. always. 4D, anyone?

yes, and we definitely rock the stage.

Updates

updates for these few days!

havent been Mapling, though. have been rather busy trying to create this new layout: the more classy and original online blogging style. what do you think of it?

for yesterday, i had a Bad Gastric Day. why? immediately after i finish my lunch, i had this really terrible gastric pain which i wished i could just die. it was so terrible i might drop anything im holding and even up to the state i really almost cried.

and luckily Wenna and Kai Ling had been sweet. they helped me buy panadol and mineral water. though the pain fade only after i start Mapling, but im so lucky to have them around.

came the night for Alumni Practice. this terrible storm just had to torment us when the practice end. thank god i was pretty smart by trying to cramp into an umbrella with Kai Lyn and Li Jia when Mei Hong came around and i shared it with her instead. she said she was too afraid to walk in the rain with an umbrella alone and happen to see us there. thats so lucky too..

but we were so afraid of the lightning. when it strikes, all of us screamed in terror. and there was this time when the lightning was so bad that i screamed till my muscle cramp in my stomach area. i struggled a while and then it was okay in like 2 minutes time.

a day of Bad Gastric Day. oh well..

the best part was i saw him in his classroom, playing War Craft. got to know his favorite colors are Black, Brown and Pink. hmmm, another Pinker. LOL.

yes, time passed very quickly. at the beginning of the year, we were like talking about the Esplanade performance which is just in less then 24 hours from now.

and it is totally cool. when can you ever get in the Esplanade Concert Hall for FREE? yes, its tomorrow! but i doubt many whom i known would be able to attend. hmmmm. sad. that is. when its FREE, not many can attend. when its not, people ask me for tickets -___-; oh well, what irony.

I finally saw you..

today is IS day and i cant be much happier when i got to know yesterday that Lu Long is in the same class as me. HorrAy! im not alone!

meet some people who are in the same IS class as me. like Jia Yi (KaiLing's friend), two of the 1mo4 girls etc.

and then went for S&W at lecture theatre 26 after that. saw Elmo! he was sitting 2 rows behind me. but i was so stone, i didnt dare to move.

he still looked the same, not as what my nightmare is a few weeks back. he's still so cute. man, im melting.

i heard he wanted to get into BasketBall but chose VolleyBall instead. me, Wenna and people wanted to choose Badminton but its full. and tehn we chose BasketBall. the only 6 girls in there. cool.

i wonder how can i get enough courage as to approach Elmo. my legs turn jelly at the sight of him. sighs.

Take note: Esplanade Performance

okay guys, the esplandade performance for the Yuhua and River Valley Alumni Band is round the corner and here am i posting details about the performance.

Event Name: Beautiful Sunday
Concert Name: Pop Lite
Date: 12 December 2oo4
Time: 3pm to 4pm
Venue: Esplanade Concert Hall
FREE ADMISSION (you dont need tix to get in)

Conducted by: Miss Chan Peck Suan

Concert Repertoire:
NSB Millennium
Disney Princes' Medley
Do-Enka Express

Percussion Ensemble

Godzilla Eats Las Vegas
Cant Take My Eyes Off You (Flute Solo)
Disco Party
Soran Funk

there will be surprises and i believe a great performance will be put up by us.

if your interested, kindly show up at the Esplanade Concert Hall promptly and present flowers to this lady who posted this up (kidding =P)

and by the way, my birthday's in 23 days time =D

POP

just came back from POP(Passing Out Parade). was shocked by the promotion list and those who got posts. Miranda got a double promotion and a leader post. congrats to her. she's made history, man. so many years in band ive never seen double promotion. but she did it.

the sec 4s got barbecue. got really fed up. am really frustrated cos we didnt had the barbecue last year. im not trying to bring history back. but if it was their batch who got such treatment, they would hate it even more.

promises were broken. the barbecue werent cancelled. it was on. and it seems they were much more regarded then my batch of people. felt utterly sad and disappointed. but what can i do?

i think i better stop saying those things or the sec 4s are gonna tag in my board and then talk bad about me. but the thing is, they should understand. they should put themselves in our shoes =(

my whole section were playing Pepsi Cola 123 at night and my position was outside the gym. it was merely starting when Wendy shouted across a "HUEI SHAN!" and my immediate reaction was to turn back. i saw a figure with the face of green glowing monster. i screamed and ran over to Wendy, with tears in my eyes.

i was scared stiff, and tears started flowing down my cheeks. my emotions were filled with fear and frustration. so i stopped the game. i was sitting down behind the canteen then, and kept complaining the idiot who wore the mask. the guy who wore the mask saw me cried and was hurling words of anger so he came over and say sorry. i didnt even want to look him in the face.

and then i got to know his name is Wei Ming -__-; if you guys understand what i mean.

got even worst when someone started wearing the mask and scare people. and it worsen further when my section was talking about ghost stories. so eerie. grrr.

Shopping Mania

its been a few days ive blog le huh. well, im so mad about Jay. i love him! i wanna buy a necklace with the letter J pendant. haha. how mad can i be?

went shopping today. woah. am tempted by loads of stuff. shirts from Giordano, skirt from Samuel&Kelvin and so on. im gonna be broke! im left with 200 to spend!

spent like 80 dollars today. on slippers and Jay stuff! bought a calander to admire a different look of him every month next year and a magazine with his coverpage. am gonna buy the D diao De Hua Li! im gonna be broke!

and tomorrow, Poh Kim is gonna have the Buy1Get1Free promotion! all animes are INCLUDED!
ive 12 boxes in mind! my brother's gonna pay for 6 and Grifder another 6. i hope Grifder wont break his promise =(((

now i love shopping soooo much! but i hate it when i dont have $$ to buy. especially when im quite a thrifty person and will think thrice, not twice, when i buy something.

school's starting next week! and my wardrobe lack of new clothes! AHHH!

More pics of JAY!

yes! and that's him playing the di zi

this is when he was singing Ai Wo Bie Zhou when he asked Ju Pao from Nan Quan Ma Ma to sing

my prince charming!

look at that smile! look at that cheeky face! look at that dimple! oh.. im so in love!

him singing by the pink piano. he was great. since it was a four sided stage, he was fair by standing all four sides randomly to let us all enjoy. i love him! even when singing by the piano, he moves to four sides of the piano!

him singing. he's just so cute despite his small eyes. heee.

my prince charming in yellow

see? he looked so cute and innocent..

haha. the guy on his shirt.

look at those.. hmm.. muscles?

look at him. so concentrated while singing and playing. that's what i like about him best. composing his own songs, playing his own instruments and singing his own songs. so original. so talented.


my sister told me he went shopping with Nan Quan Ma Ma and Lin Jun Jie yesterday! at Heeren! i missed it. :(

From an ugly story to a fairytale

what am i gonna talk about in this entry? its gonna be all about Jay.

first of all, i just came back from his concert! and it was totally AWESOME. nothing could describe my emotions when he came out to the stage. i was so touched and so happy. all those built up emotions just wanted to come out as tears.

perhaps it was the first time seeing him bah, and thats why i felt so excited and anxious. two hours passed quickly, but i enjoyed every moment. i joined in the screaming cos he's just so cool, cute, humorous, nice and friendly!

when the lights dimmed, all of us waited. some screaming our lungs out, shouting his name and waving their neon light sticks to join in the atmosphere. everything was so cool, so nice. and i just felt so happy.

and then it started with some video clips showing sponsors and stuff and then a thankful note. music were heard and the first song he sang was, sadly, the song i dislike alot. yes, Yi Fu Zhi Ming (In the Name of the Father).

the mtv showed were scary. a ghostly like female face was shown singing those horrible high notes which goes "ohhhhh" and stuff like that. what a beginning, i thought. and then when its time for the singing part. WOW! the curtains were drawn and Jay was pinned on a cross like statue! it was so cool and nice!

i melted and wanted to cry. so nice.

he started off with 3 rock song and then gave his introduction.

he said "fans in singapore, how are you? it feels so good to see all of you all and you guys have been so warm and friendly. are you guys happy?"

HAPPY! was the reply.we couldnt be much more happier.

there was this quotation in one of the video clips which is so cute and funny. it says "why must we always compare each other in media? compare, compare, compare. might as well i buy a pen for you!" well, in chinese its like "wei she mo ren zong shi yao bi. bi, bi, bi. wo qu shu dian mai zhi bi gei ni ah!"

so cute.

yes! he played bumble bee too. surprised?! he was trying to compete with one of the guys in Nan Quan Ma Ma.

and ive been very observant. i realised he wore a brown nike shoes, a jeans with patches that has got his face printed on, a pendant which sold out when i wanted to buy it, cowboy like shoes and loads more. i just love him till the end.i also bought a lot of his merchandise. not alot actually, but the most ive spent on at one shot. i bought a The One concert VCD with the doll for 12 bucks (the one ive been wanting and originally cost 70 bucks), a CD album with metal cover and a basketball jersey. it has got the word JAY and 18 on it. so nice. but the jersey's abit toooooo big for me.

its all worth it.

Jay tried to make us disappointed when he said "the last song im gonna sing is.. (i forgot the title)" all or us were moaning and when he finished singing and disappear in the dressing room, we keep yelling and shouting for his name.

i think that's what he likes best. we kept screaming our lungs out. and then a drummer came out and played some solo. and then gave us beat to slowly shout "ZHOU, JIE, LUN". Nan Quan Ma Ma came out and sing instead. all of us were utterly disappointed. but when another platform arise from beneath, guess what, Jay was playing the drum set! he was soooo cool!

he also surprised us by playing the di zi, a chinese orchestra flute.he's sooo damn talented i cant stand it.

i think Wenna might burst when she sees this. Jay sang one of his all time favorites when he was young. and the song title is Ai Wo Bie Zhou by Zhang Zheng Yue. the song is so sentimental and he sang it so nice. love him even more.

alot more to say but i just dont quite remember. one thing for sure i'll remember this concert for a life time.

here's some pictures:

when he's singing 回到过去


a closer view of Jay when he sings


a serious look on his face


singing with a pink piano -_-;


the competition between him and Dan Tou


singing 安静


another closer view of Jay!


singing his last few songs


i especially love this photo. he looks like my prince charming =D

actually all these pics took from other's blog lah. but cos i cant zoom too far from where i seat. but enjoy~

Back from Malaysia

yes, ive just reached home from malaysia. went there yesterday and am back today.

what i loved being there is KIDS! my gosh, they have really adorable kids down there.

attached is a picture of the cute little brothers Wen Kai and Wu Jun.

are they cute? yes, tell me they are.

there's also a pair of sisters which i think is cute but my relatives dont like them cos according to them, they scold vulgarities. oh man, they're just 3 and 5, if im not wrong.

so this is the hottest pair of brothers.

one thing about them, its sooo hard to get them to like you. but i did it anyway ;)

i love the gift i have because i just seemed to have a way with kids.

for the older brother, Wu Jun, he was like digging his nose which his parents are strict about that. and if he does that, they're supposed to pinch his arms. he did that. and i went like Eeee. and then i asked if he wants me to help him dig his nose. he said YES. and so i asked him to choose a finger out of the five i have on my right hand. he didnt answer and so i said "you want my right thumb izzit. wow. then later your nostrils big big" and everybody laughed. what crap. haha.

its so hard i got them to play with me. and then yesterday night i went to the shopping centre for a walk. when i was back, my cousin told me they came over and looked for me. and i was like O.O how did they specifically say they wanna look for me? she said they keep saying "jie jie, jie jie" but couldnt find me.. so sweet.

but today they didnt come over. so i think soon they'd forget about me. and i'll have to start finding ways to play with them next chinese new year again --;

Physically tired but mentally awake

surprisely, im awake now. cos i slept at 6am in the morning. well, all thanks to Li Ting. haha, she called me from Teban and then chatted with me. so im awake now.

was just wondering why do i always appear when there's something meant for me. it made me felt guiltier.

shrugs.

have been reading alot of MaryKate&Ashley books. nice. im kinda hooked in it. i think i like such books. as in talk about twins. like last time i used to love Sweet Valley.

awww. how i wish i can have a twin and then play the switcheroo.

im dreaming again.

well, its okay to have dreams.

i recall the other day i was hanging out with Ali and Fauzi. they were chatting with their ex-colleagues and i joined them. they talked and talked, and Fauzi touched on the topic on where he wanna go in future. as in JC or poly. and then i just said "well, its okay to have dreams" and he went like f*ck you. of cos the kidding version.

and then Ali spoke of something like that too. so i said that again. throughout the whole night i kept saying "its okay to have dreams" to anyone who seemed 'dreaming'.

so bad, alright. but i guess Fauzi has developed my quotation. its so cool.

it's okay to have dreams. -Huei Shan-

Three days break

so here am i updating my blog once again. has been missing home for the past few days. grrr, i hope all this will end soon.

yes! and it will DEFINITELY end soon cos my last day is next Friday! i cant wait! also, im attending my Darling's concert next saturday. okay, im being bhb. haha.

things got better after i talked to Griffer. thank god he helped me out by talking to Yen Loo. so now me and Corinne offically have some disputes between us, so for my last 4 days next week, im gonna work at teban for 2 days and the other 2 days will be with Yen Loo. i certainly LOVE this arrangement cos i will then leave that place happily ever after.

am playing MapleGlobal now. its such a cute and nice game, now my character is regaining Health Points. and he is offically a thief now. muahaha.

Fed up with work

at first i was so enthu about work, now im feeling so sucky. why? cos they're giving me the regular 3-days-in-teban system. that totally sucks. its so stuffy and boring out there in teban. and i cant stand it. all thanks to Corinne.

i bet they're gonna suffer when me and Li Ting give our notice that we wanna resign at the end of this week. this leaves them only 2 full timers down there. how are they gonna manage? muahahaha. god knows.

im being so evil. shrugs. whatever.

back to today. went to my cousin's wedding. and yea, my cousin's only 19 and his wife is 16, heavily pregnant. due next month, i think. her stomach is so damn huge and i was so shocked. well, the first great grandchild for my grandma.

the best thing came when Li Xing, my youngest cousin, remembered me. i was like making stupid faces to her and then she smiled. when i approached her cos she was alone, and asked if she remembered me, she nodded and say "toing toing jie jie" why that nick? haha. cos there was once she came to my house and saw the Lipton blaster. the one whereby when you drop it, it will produce a toing sound. that's how she remembered me.

i was being so crappy with her. i joked saying her family had abandoned her cos she was left alone. out of 'anger', she used her mucus to attacked me. ewww, you would think. haha. and then i heard she's going to be in K1 next year.

being cheeky, i pointed out one finger and asked "what is this?" she said "one". i replied "nooo.. it's finger". i pointed out two finger and asked again, this time she replied "fingers". of cos i said "nooo.. it's two. aiyo.. lidat how you go to K1 next year" haha. and then she said my fingers are butts -.-;

there was this part whereby she huff and puff out all her mucus and formed two slimy trail on her face. so i asked if she had tissue. she shook her head and then i went like "then how? hurry!! use your tongue and lick them off!!" she went "EEEEEE" and used her arm to wipe it off. to make it better, she used her skirt. OH NO. haha.

she was soooo sweet when she and her mum came and joined my table. her mum was like asking her who is toing toing jie jie and she pointed at me. her mum then went on saying Li Xing kept asking them to leave a seat for me at their table.. awwwww sooo sweet.

haha. she's so cute. LOL.

will work in teban tomorrow. sighssss...

Results is out

yes, my module results is out. now i shall post it out.

Computer Systems & Architecture A
Fundamentals of Statistics A
Individual and the Community B
Internet and Multimedia Fundamentals B+
Problem Solving and Programming 1 A
Understanding Writing for Academic Appl B

mayb i did well bahh. but then im kinda disappointed for IMMF. did well for the paper but mayb my personal site pulled me down.. =(

but nevermind lah. anyway A wasnt the best grade horr. there's still A+ and AD. so im juz an average.

siann. going back to work later. woke up cos i wanna check results.

Such a relief

as usual, Wendy came to accompany me in Teban. crapped around and was seriously boring.

worst of all, i missed the Jay Chou show! T.T

but i heard from Wendy that Jay was so cute. haha. she said he and the tv crew were on the expressway and Jay actually raised out his hand and tried to call for a taxi. and then the director said he was stupid to want to call for a taxi on the expressway. his action was so cute. love him too much.

and then at night my boss came. it was a moment of shock and panic. when he came, he saw Wendy sitting on the cupboard and then point at her and said "WHO IS THAT?" i freaked out. and then i muttered "its my friend".

so he walked around and checked out the surroundings. he adjust about and then asked me to change some stuff. i broke some rules and i was so scared.

rule 1: i played my own cd instead of the vcd.
rule 2: i had my friend's company.
rule 3: i brought in pirated cds. haha. as in i burn them myself.

and then my boss asked me not to play cds. haha.

but he seemed a nice person. soooo lucky =D

i feel kinda sick of work. but i need the money =(

I've been a workaholic

work work work. ive been spending tons of hours working. endless working hours with little breaks. yes, this is all gonna be over soon. having my off day for tomorrow and am gonna 'pia' for the rest for the week. Li Ting's transferring to my outlet. great.

got that news today. went for meeting early in the morning and then back to work at about 2. all thanks to my itchy hand, the cashbox is 'unworkable' now. i tried to play with the buttons: press this and that, and then OH NO, it just couldnt operate. i panicked for a while. thank god i changed my only five bucks to shillings and two dollar. if not, i would have no change to give the customers if they purchase something.

just couldnt solve it =//

am sooooo tired but i just wanna make use of the time now to update my blog. its been empty except for the nice comments by friends who tagged my board.

thanks for sparing time to read my blog, and admire my blog. love ya peeps :)

How would you feel?

what if someone you likes a lot, got together with someone you dislike? and what if you got to know that they actually got together on your birthday?

so what if they did send you birthday wishes on that very day in just a difference of a few mins? they gave you another birthday present too.

this is not an argument and i no longer dislike the girl anymore. but i just felt hurt. of all days.. 28/12? should i not look forward to my birthday?

all these mixed feelings.. im feeling so sucky..

Blessed?

love quote of the day: the best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. for gold is tested in fire, and so will love be perfected in pain.

yes, that quotation is so right.

back to my entry title. should i say im blessed? i do not really have friends whom i can hang out all the time but i do have friends in heart? in the sense we can talk about anything under the sun: matters of heart in particular, but i dont really have friends whom i can hang out with?

or maybe i should say i did made an impact in people's life. i might not hang out or keep in touch with every single one i know but im constantly remembered? or at least i think so..

like today i saw Suria's sister. i thought she had forgotten who am i. because i only interacted with her once when i taught her English and in return she taught me Malay. when i saw her the second time, she dont remember who am i already. but when i saw her today, and thought she might not recognise me, i realised i was wrong. she had the same reaction as me. like "eh?!" that kinda.

and then she went to keep me company in the shop. so blessed to have friends who constantly visit me at my workplace in Teban to keep me company? like Wendy for numerous occasions, Cheryl once and Suria's sister. she also asked when im gonna work there again.

guess i must think im really blessed to be constantly remembered by people.

ya, a piece of advice for all: if you think you're bad/mad/fat, you'll tend to behave in a way which really makes people think you're bad/mad/fat.

get my point? not only for being bad/mad/fat. but for everything.

More working hours

love quote of the day: Aphrodite may be the goddess of love, but you're the goddess of my heart.

am gonna post love quotes of the day everytime i write my blog already.

dont ask me what does it mean, i dont know too. lol.

yes, all my fears arent heard. im gonna work in teban for 3 days a week basis. my boss actually wanted me to work pernamently there, but thank god my supervisor 'fought' for me. she saved me from misery. now its just that i have to go there for a maximum 3 days a week.

things arent getting better too. but im lucky things are rather fair now. cos both my supervisor and my other colleague also have to go to teban twice a week. just that i have a day more than them.

my boss is not going to hire another worker. instead, he gives us two parttimer to assist for mon to thur. the thing is, we need 3 workers a day: 2 in je and 1 in teban. so it means on fri, sat and sun, none of us can go for a break.

this gradually becomes that we only have four days break on the days the 2 parttimers is present. and this means one of us will have a 2 days break a week, leaving the other 2 with a day break a week.

its gonna be tough though the salary is definitely going to be higher. but humans need a break, just like machines =//

nevermind bah. i just hope i can get as much as a whopping 900 for my basic pay.

yes, commission wise we have another target: which is we have to hit at least $200,000 sales in 3 months. on top of that, we can get a 1% of the sales into our commission. which will be at least a 500 for each of us on top of our salary.

but i just dont understand why my boss dont wanna employ another worker. its like, we can train him/her before my school starts. and i might just leave or work parttime by then. but its his decision lah. im just a worker.

i had to top up 12 bucks to the cashbox cos it lacks of 24 bucks T.T just after getting my pay. have to let my rebonding wait till i get my commission pay le.

anyone miss me? i doubt sooo.

Scrapped knee

hurt my knee today. its painful. okays, what's there to complain its painful you would say. but its mean years since i last fell. the last time was when i was 10.

it hurts not cos i fell. but cos it got stuck in the chair. how? the chair was those coffeeshop like but those without the back rest. it was already cracked. because i have this habit of folding one of my knees and resting on the chair top. and then i was talking to a customer when my knee exerted force onto it.

"clang!" both the customers were shocked. so was i. and then i treated it as normal. what really happened was it cracked further, getting my knee stuck in it and then it 'flew' out. just like when you insert your finger on the fast food drink cap. it hurts right.

and then it went bleeding. not much. but you know how much it hurts. especially its been years since i last fell. now it's so painful when i walk. if i straighten my knee, i would have to straighten it all the way home. or i would have to walk as normal without straightening my knees.

went to bathe and came out with my left knee hurting like hell T.T

Robin is resigning, i dont know whether this is a good or bad news. im sooo afraid now Corinne would put me in Teban for 3 days a week. i have to go there for a day next week. cos Robin is going to go there for the full five days he's working next week.

and the newcomer is gonna be Corinne's 'daughter's bf'. im sooo scared she might treat him better than me. thus being biased then ever. i kinda dread this. fear lingers in my heart now.

when will my fear go away? :(

Irresistably cute!

so it's another day whereby i'm online after a long day's work. well, just cant seem to resist the temptation of not using the internet.

yeah, have been kinda busy with my work. am getting my pay next week. should be around 850 bah. thats a whole lotta sum as i've worked for 20 days since i started work on the 11th.

gosh. i think my left eye is getting an infection. i really cant afford to get an infection. or i'll be like an blind girl when i walk on the street.

i must say i love kids who are mixed-blood. what i mean is Asian mix with Western. they look so damn cute and i love them just so much. i remember this baby who is, perhaps, at least 9 months old. the first time he was in the shop was when his granny carried him. i just smiled at him and he grinned, showing his baby tooth. that's sooo cute!

and then i saw him today again. this time his dad carrying him. i did the same and he grinned back again. my god. that really made my day.

also, there was this boy which resembles La Bi Xiao Xin (Crayon Shin Chan). why? not cos of his looks. but cos of the way he talks. he was so naughty when he saw the vcd he badly wanted. his mum just wouldnt buy it for him, for fun lah. and then he had this 'handcuffs' on him. he handcuffed himself to the cd rack and i played with him about. he took the vcd quite near to the sensor and it rang. "the police is coming to get you", he went stunned and went back in.

this is not very much like La Bi Xiao Xin, you would say. but guessed what happened. while i was keying in the codes of the vcds for a male customer, the boy came over with an Ultraman vcd saying "ke bu ke yi bang wo kan zhe shi bu shi volume two, mei nu" (can you help me check if this is the volume two, pretty girl) i was shocked and so paiseh. i looked at the vcd and told him it wasnt state there. instead, i asked if he have this at home. he went like "ni zhen de bu zhi dao ah, mei nu" (you dont know? pretty girl.) -.-;

he kept on mei nu-ing here and there. and i cant help but laugh.

well, at least he didnt address me as auntie =D

i asked his mother if he watched too much of La Bi Xiao Xin and she said yes. she hopes he doesnt grow up like that. i'll pray for that mum.

when me and Corinne is done with the keying of codes and stuff, we handed him the vcds. he went like "mei nu, ke bu ke yi gei wo duo yi ge zi dai" (pretty girl, can you please give me another plastic bag?) when i hand him that, he said "xie xie mei nu" umpteen times. me and Corinne cant help but laugh.

so cute right! haha.

Would you ever know?

whenever you walk past me, you send butterfiles in my stomach.
whenever you smile at me, my heart melt instantly
whenever you look at me, you send shivers down my spine
whenever you're not around, i feel im missing you badly

there's so many unspoken feelings in my heart.
yet you cant hear me calling you.
i hope one day you'll realise my value.

but would you ever know?

Warning: Long Entry Ahead

Friday, 221004
Yen Loo, my supervisor, received a bouquet of flowers from a guy by the name of Grifder (still dont know how to pronounce). he comment that i looked like a 15 year old but my thinking is of the age of 22 years old. advised him alot about love stuff and how to woo my supervisor. on top of that, he's 26 years old. he said he's gonna buy a SaSa bear for me on my birthday and is willing to sponsor me for rebonding. it's too fast to skip to conclusion whether he'll keep his promise not.

Saturday, 231004
Grifder became my godbrother and he came to look for me in Teban to talk about Yen Loo. then sent me home in his car. Wendy came to look for me in the afternoon and then we crapped around abit.

Sunday, 241004
Yen Loo is so nice to me. she's changing one of my three days in Teban to two. she said it's very dangerous for me to work there for too many days and also cos of my horrifying encounter with a guy who speaks nothing but hokkien and buy vcds with 'porn-like' covers. Grifder accomplished the task which i had plan for him to show himself to Yen Loo and everything seems fine..

Monday, 251004
Cheryl came to visit me in Teban and then i taught her Maths. Wendy came to but later at night at about 9. Grifder was supposed to fetch me home but due to work, he didnt. and then i went back to Jurong Entertainment to pass Corinne the keys to access to Teban. and then talked to her and found out we can actually talk about alot of stuff.

Tuesday, 261004
Corinne recommend a show, called "水月洞天" to me. oh my god, the youngest brother in the story is soooo damn cute. he had to act stupid cos he's supposed to be like that but i find him really cute. concidentally, Corinne's friend returned her the vcds today and she lent me. that's so nice of her :)

in conclusion
do i look like a 15 years old? =// Robin, my colleague, also thought im 15 years old. haha. nothing much. having my break but its early in the morning and im not tired.

Peng's birthday celebration

its obvious i went out with Peng and peeps for her birthday celebration. i know she might have guessed it, cos we did the same for Shu Chen. decided to ta pau what we'd like to eat and just consume our food on any stone table we find. ended up eating Pizza Hut and spent a whopping 55 bucks.

yes, and i should say the service there SUCKS. i apologised if anyone of you've been there or worked there before and dont agree with me. what we order was i think the family feast for 4 people. the food arrived late, i know, cos they had to prepare that. that was okay you know..

i admit we were like a bunch of kinda suakus as we dont dine in there often and we didnt know we had to add another 1.5 bucks for the salad. so we paid an extra for that. and when the pizzas came, i realised they didnt give us our Hut's Platter. i must say i REMEMBER having it the other time i dine in there with Gaius, Celine and Carmen.

in order to confirm it, we asked for the menu to checked. the waiter came to collect the soup bowls and the pizza pans. and none realised we haven get our Hut's platter. we are not being ridiculous or stingy but we dine in once in a while and its so expensive and we should get all we order. so i called the waitress and told her we haven get that.

she looked shocked and then asked the worker to prepare that for us. another waitress which took our order, went to collect it and i overheard her saying "dont give them so much" pointing at us. what service! i was like "NAB*I" and Peng they all were shocked. of cos, i was also trying to be funny.

and when she finally give us what we ordered, she went like "have you all got your Hut's Platter?" if the waiter hadnt collect the pizza pans and soup bowls, i would go like "do you see any Hut's Platter lying around?!" in a damn sarcastic way, i tell you..

she must really thank god i just tell her NO in a very nice way.

and of cos, all of us sweared we'll NEVER EVER visit that Pizza Hut anymore.

after that, we sat at the stone table outside Pizza Hut. Shu Chen and Shu Mei went to buy the 'cake', which is supposed to be the "mummy i want chocolate! No! i want cookies n creme" but ended up buying something even more fabulous. they came back with a bun. at first i thought Shu Chen was really hungry.. who knows they used the chocolate stick they bought and stuck it the middle of the bun. the chocolate stick was really huge and i must say, it looked like a butt trying to shit. disgusting.. haha.

Peng ate the bun. LOL. and then we enjoyed the ice cream and went to the arcade.

played games like BiShi BaShi and Come On Baby. i must say the game Come On Baby is damn cute and we kept laughing. but.. its kinda hard to play.

hit the buttons like hell and my hand hurt so much and was so warm. haha. i think my arms will ache for the rest of tomorrow. yes, am gonna work alllllll the way to next Wednesday. my holidays are packed. now i wonder would i even have the time to go out shopping just for the 'makeover'

okay, i shall end now. my entries are soooooo long-winded nowadays

A contradictory issue

i came across this quotation..

it is better to go for someone who loves you, rather than someone who you love.

how many of you agree to it? i believe most of you guys.

but the thing is, it says its better to go for someone who loves you.. but isnt the someone going for the person he/she loves?

get my meaning?if that's the case, who should we go for?

in some ways i dont agree to that quotation. i'd rather go for someone whom i love and loves me too. of cos, it takes time to build mutual love. then again, nothing comes for free.

Another working day

just had a refreshing shower and am now in front of my laptop. work is as usual and sales hasnt been really good. sad news came. me and Robin have to work in Teban Gardens for 3 days a week cos the sales at JE was detoriating(did i spell it right?) since a few months ago.

i thought it was Corinne who purposely put me there for three days a week cos when i first saw de scheledue, i was the only one working three days for three weeks. working there isnt bad, of cos when i have my full gear with me. but its so stuffy and kinda boring. worst of all, i dont like to trouble my dad to send my 'ai xin lunch' over and the auntie next door to look after the shop when i wanna go out and buy dinner. on top of that, i see nothing nice to eat there. that makes me wanna skip my dinner whenever im there.

but im glad nice customers are always there. i notice this Caucasian(did i spell correctly?) who always come to our branch and purchase Japanese Anime. guess he's a real fan of Japanese Anime. oh ya! im kinda addicted to the vcds which are beckoning me! like Greed Mask, Inuyasha, Rumbling Hearts, Pretty Guardian etc. i dont wanna spend so much on vcds! *screams*

but it seems i have to. i think im gonna get hooked by all these!

there was this sweet looking girl whom i think is about 3 years old. she was soooo sweet, i tell you. she held on to her granny's hand and then kept putting her hand in her mouth. whats so sweet about that, you might think. but when i smiled at her. she grinned widely! that's soooo sweet!

the thing is, its rare that kids would actually grin widely or stuff like that to you when you smile at them. and she did! she put a smile on my face with her cute little actions.

and then there was this little boy who pestered his parents to buy some vcds for him. he was like getting near to me and trying to be funny. i played along with him. he folded his arms and gave me the proud look. i did the same but act even more arrogant than him and he laughed like hell. he tried to peek at how i was handling the cashier stuff but he was too short. cute little fellow.

next, this brothers seemed so cute too. they were like walking about and choosing vcds but to no avail. not because they cant find what they want, but because their parents dont wanna buy. yet they were munching their snacks happily.

the older brother was so funny. when his dad said he wanna buy The Best Bet, he went like "pa, dont buy" and then i was like --; there goes another sales! but then its good lah. he knows how not to waste money. not that buying vcds is a waste lah.. but.. hmm. lol.

they were so cute and their parents are so friendly that the boys' dad said "give jie jie some snacks" and they offered their snacks. soooo sweet. what a nice gesture but of cos i shouldnt cheat a kid of their snacks. so i didnt take it. lol.

okay, such a wonderful day with cute encounters with kids. Wenna, are you jealous? LOL.

suddenly i crave for Delifrance.

am reading this book entitled Sunshine Jelly. seems like a nice book. the introduction of the story is sooooo sweet. its setting is whereby this sweet guy had to leave the country because of his career. his girlfriend thought it was supposed to be a joke because on the 19th of every month, the guy would prepare a surprise for her. each surprise is different because they met on 19/10 three years ago. on top of that, the guy would always ask the girl all the 'what if' questions and seemed so serious..

then on the 19th of dont know which month, the guy asked the gal what if he leaves the country for his career. the girl thought it was a joke and it turned out real.

she was so sad yet she controlled her tears. she couldnt bear leaving the guy yet she doesnt want to show she's sad. so how they left each other at the airport was, the girl counted to three and they backfaced each other and start to walk their separate ways. the guy stopped her after a while.. and said:

"im gonna take the next flight. and from now till the next flight, there is 3 hours. in these three hours, there is 300 minutes which is 18000 seconds. every second from now on when i look at you, i would recall a memory of the both of us.. so in order for me to capture 18000 memories of the both of us, ive decided to take the next flight.."

sweet, aint it?but these kinda love would only appear in movies. *sad*

Day off but it's so boring

i forgot to add that when kids ranging from 8 years to 12 years are in need of help when they couldnt find the vcd they wanted, they would approach me and say "auntie, do you have the.." its so .. !! do i look so old? but thank god all the adults would say "miss, do you have.." if not i might go berserk. ah lol.

but this kid approach me saying "miss, do you have.." thank god. at least i dont look that old to him. LOL.

yes i also forgot to say that my manager, Edmund went to patrol the shop the day before. and then Corinne was supposed to look for the CD titles he requested and give him the exact quantity that's left in the shop. she couldnt find Swimming Upstream and D-N Angel. and i was the one who gave Edmund the directions. and then he muttered "seems like you know this place better" a little triumph in my heart! LOL.

well, the reason i know where those CDs are placed because when i had nothing to do in the shop, i would go around arranging the CDs and try to remember the titles of the CDs so the next time a customer asks for it, i would know where to find it.

Edmund was so funny. he said he's remember my name cos his first girlfriend's name was also Hui Shan. cos there was 2 pages of rules we have to follow or we would have the pay fines if we break those rules, he went saying "do you all know who is the bloody asrehole who created those rules?" we said no and then he replied "its the one sitting down here". he was practically refering himself as the bloody asrehole cos he was the only one sitting and both of us laughed.

am leading a boring day today. slept for twelve hours and perhaps i might meet Cheryl for dinner.

A lot to say

its been quite some time since i last updated. well, has been really busy with my work cos ive been working all the way till im gonna have my break tomorrow!

working has been nice but it was kinda sucky when i work wit Corinne. she's just like another Wendy. what i meant was, Corinne treats me the way Wendy treated Farhanah in the past. that totally sucks. i didnt have a really good impression of Corinne but now its worst.

she's soooo nice in front of me but i wouldnt know if she did backstab me. i admit i do ask certain stupid questions but its cos im kinda blur and she cant blame me because ive only been there for like.. a week.

worst still, she talks on the phone sooo long, leaving me to put sensors and price tag in the goods that was being delivered. i did without any complains, yet she seems to dislike me in some ways. i just dont understand.

forget about that, im just glad some customers add joy to my life. cos before we actually give the customers what they just purchased, we have to take out the sensor or it will ring when they walk out. i used the penknife to take it out and then i took it out about 15 cm away from my eyes. one customer said "be careful of your eyes ahh" but what was in my heart is, i wanna deliver the best to the customers.

i dont like waiting, so i wouldnt want the customers to wait when we are taking out the sensors and stuff like that. another customer was so cute. we couldnt take out the sensor cos it went all the way in the box so we told him the sensor would ring if he walk out (previously we couldnt take out the sensor from what his son purchased and it rang). in a humorous way, he went like "hei!" and hid the cd beside him.

surprisingly, it didnt rang! maybe cos of his beer belly bahh (im so badd)

working at Teban Gardens is kinda boring for my first day there cos i had to do stock check in the 'aircon-less' place. the environment is nice and not as ulu as what the rest claim. sales there is really bad, earning less then 200 a day.

worked there today too, but today it was definitely better. i brought my 'entire home' there. i had the 'ai xin breakfast' made by my mum, 'ai xin lunch' delivered by my dad, Say Yes Enterprise book, handphone charger, Teenage magazine and of cos my beloved Jay Chou CD. i know im being too.. hmmm.. kua zhang but i kept myself entertained throughout.

yes, coincidentally, my cute little brother, Wei Wen, works in Long John Silver. and then i get to see him every now and then. but the person i miss most.. is Ali..

i wonder how he's doing now.. i just miss him so.

of cos i miss someone else.. but then its soooooo impossible to see him for now.and yes, im still working hard, skipping meals here and there and wanting to strive for the best for him..

oh no, my left eye is getting an infection but i still put on my contact lenses if not i'll feel so strange. as if ive lost my eyes.. haha.

still thinking what im gonna do the whole day. am waiting for the reunion for Peng's birthday on thursday..

Work, work, work!

havent been online, hmmm, for a day. lol. dont really get used to it, but ive gotta work. and am tired by the time i get home. today's my off day, but had meeting early in the morning and went out just now.

hectic life i have now. am gonna work four full days straight and then have a break on tue and thur. gonna celebrate peng's birthday on tue.

found quite a number of jay's stuff in the bookshop at imm. went crazy after that, lol. i lurve him soooooo much.

sales in the shop has been constant, cant wait to finish working for the first full month and then get my pay and yahoo! i'll go shopping and buy the many things i wanna buy: jay cds, inuyasha vcds, clothes, jay stuff, pc cable link, ram to play sims 2 and the list goes on! heee

i guess your still haunting my mind. everytime i see someone who resembles you, i cant help but look at that person to check out whether it's you. and it hurts me when it's not. i shouldnt think about the past anymore, but those memories.. its so hard to forget you completely.. you left my heart just like that, broke my fragile heart yet now i feel i cant let you..

when can i let go of you completely? i hurts me to think of the past yet im missing you.. i dont know why im thinking about all these.. but.. your still haunting me.. ='(

First day of work

pretty obvious that today's my first day of work. everything went smoothly and i found out its quite fun. quite relaxing but of cos its my first day so i wouldnt dare to do anything, like sitting down and rest, stuff like that.

my colleagues are friendly and approachable. the feeling's awkward, of cos. but soon, i got along quite well.

my supervisor was quite fierce when i overheard her scolding somebody from another outlet. and i was so scared i practically kept quiet. and then they assured me that she wouldnt do that to anyone in our outlet cos the guy over the other outlet is hopeless.

phew~ had to get used and didnt really want to serve customers. i mean, when they ask 'do you have bla bla bla'. i wouldnt know where the things they want are. till now, ive only learnt where is korea drama, japanese drama, japanese anime, tvbi serial, english titles, chinese titles plus cd racks. wow, you might think, thats only the basic.

i could only answer a customer's question when they ask me 'where is the korea dramas placed?', questions like that. and the furthest i know was, the newest japanese anime is Inuyasha, chinese title is Mars, english is Troy. thats it.

watched Inuyasha in the shop cos they were playing that. nice~ cos i didnt really watch it that time when Ms Chan showed the whole band.

interested in buying that but of cos ive got no $$ now lahh.

on top of that, i bumped into sanjay, aung, kenny, joe, ken, esther frm rv, and minghui. what a shock.

esther and minghui went in the shop and i backfaced them throughout. not that ive got no 'face'. just that abit embarrassed. first day is like that. soon, i'll get used bahh.

im seeing my first step to grab hold of money and go for it. all i need is a little of your attention when school reopens..

Heeren

went to Heeren and Far East with Cheryl today. and then headed to Bugis cos we cant find anything of our liking. only both earrings from He & She in Far East. Bugis also dont have what we want. except the thing is, Cheryl screamed in Converse shop.

well, it all happened when we saw PeiLi and Terence in there. and then she went like "dont look over! dont look over!" puzzled, i continued looking over. PeiLi thought it was strange, so she came over and put her face near Cheryl's. to our amazement, Cheryl screamed cos she thought it was so scary. oh dear. everyone went like -.-; , some went wah laoo. -.-; oh Cheryl..

went back to Heeren instead cos we wanna purchase Von Dutch bag and i wanna buy Converse shoes. bought those and became really tired so we went home.

spent like 70 bucks for today. gotta work hard to buy pc cable link, clothes, accessories and so many more! ahhh*

oh yar. i was abit retard when we were in Bugis. because we bought sugarcane drink to share. and when i finished drinking, i opened the drink and ate some ice. asked her whether she want. she said no. so i prepared to put the cup into the dustbin. and den split seconds later, she said "i want!!". i looked at her, shocked, but threw it in the dustbin instead. i dont know why i did that. but it just happened.

oh well..

courage is all i need.. i'll make sure i have it when school starts..

Far East

went to Yishun to check out LiTing's working place with her. were quite shocked cos the outlet there is twice as big as the one in Jurong Entertainment! haha. and then she was so scared -.-;

saw Ryan at the shopping mall too. when i saw him, i was like, "is that him?!" cos ive only met him once. the day when i know him. well, it all happened when he was trying so hard to convince me and Carmen to purchase the Andersons voucher thingy and then we paid lohh.

found him kinda cute so we made friends with him. had been in contact since but never really met up. thats why i was really shocked when i saw him. he didnt see me, and then, haha, i called him and he picked up his phone. i went like "hello, you in northpoint rite?". "how you know?" was his reply. so i told him im there too and he saw me. lol. just like that.

northpoint is quite a boring place to shop at so me and Liting decided to head to Orchard since its near Yishun. went to Lucky Plaza and saw the shop which sells so much Jay Chou stuff! *screams*

visit Far East as well and found sooooo many sweet skirt down there. okay, im just not gonna think so much first cos the stuff there is kinda expensive. wait till i get my pay bahh!

i haven even started working and then im thinking about the pay. muahaahaha.

What a makeover!

went for the interview at the bookshop today. sounds kinda appealing cos its 4.50 per hour. however, it wasnt like the cd shop whereby the guy lets us choose whether we wants to stay or not. thats the best method cos we get to choose rather than them looking through our experience and stuff.

so we decided on the cd shop. so cool.

and then Li Ting and i walked into This Fashion. she said "i shall choose some clothes and you shall wear it for me to see if you want a makeover" and of cos i went -.-;; oh dear she chose a spaghetti strap and a kinda mini skirt. not say i dont wear them but rather, im not confident of my figure yet lahh.

went to try out cos she was so into it and then she said i looked nice in it. luckily. better than saying i look fat in it. haha.

so scary. but it'll start when i get my pay and then i shall spend money on making over ;)

music of my heart. can you hear it?

So glad

went for the interview today. the salary seems attractive. working full for 5 days a week, and then getting a basic $800 pay every month, plus commission for monthly sales, target and if customer purchase more than 29.90 goods.

am going for another one tomorrow, a book shop. will compare which is more attractive ;)

am so glad ive worked hard throughout the years and never neglect my studies. i did well and i just simply love myself. why am i talking about all this? cos both my sisters are facing great difficulties in their studies..

ive seen them cried umpteen moments cos of unfinished assignments and exams not studied. just like recently my elder sis teared cos she couldnt meet up to her assignements deadline. and my younger sis? she might face repeating sec 3..

both my sis are born of similiar personalities. lazy is their nature. last minute work is what we all have but i think im the better one. they will start working on their stuff last minute. me too. but for me, i planned for the last hour. LOL.

my younger sis has been suffering from depression. great depression. she cried everyday for fear of repeating another year. she cried every night when she couldnt understand the syllabus. she cried when she miss the exam cos she woke up late due to lack of sleep. she has been studying till 3 or 4 am in the morning.

on the day she missed her exam, i could see from a pinhole eyeview that she almost fainted. cos she slept at 4 and had to wake up at 7. i pity her and at the same time hope she'll learn her lesson.

everyday when she come home from school, she would sit in front of the pc for hours till midnight. even up to having the need to have my mum shouting and nagging at her to bathe and eat. how bad can that be?

both of them have the same personality that they both want face. my younger sis? if she's gonna retain, she wanna change school.

im glad didnt take the wrong step. at least my world is a better place to live in.

Sad enough

im so sadddd. why? cos i just bought The Sims 2. spent like $55 and then ended up i cant play it using my laptop.

be it my laptop or software problem, i feel so down now. i cant find the receipt!

a short entry for now. no mood to talk!

a receipt can do wonders, always keep your receipts!

yyooouuuu

went to school today to print some stuff and then study for csa. perhaps not study bahh. more to introducting Wenna, Kai Ling and Theresa to the VOS game and they got so addicted to it. but please dont get so addicted cos exams are round the corner.

waited for the bus with Wenna and then set back home. met the coolest-guy-who-ever-worked-in-seoul-garden in the bus. okays, that's too long a name for him. well, he's Gaius (gay-ous). he hasnt changed much and then, as usual, we talked about seoul garden.

he told me one really amusing story. that there's this new hotplate washer uncle who fell in love with Auntie Ah Suan(one of the workers over there). i was like "huh! but she's already married with kids!" he said yarr. i asked if the guy's single or what, he said no. and that he's a China man and has 3 wives -.-;

he was sooooo sweet to Auntie Ah Suan that when she injured herself cos of oil splattered onto her skin, he'd apply cream for her. and when she said her shoulders ache, he would massage for her.

but of cos, she'd complain to the manager about his doings and said she dont like it. Gaius claimed she's not speaking from her heart. she actually like it. oh gosh.

that's so amusing. lol.

okays, that's it for my day.

all i want for christmas is yyooouuuu..

Memories

i recalled that day me and Sam were playing this flash game whereby we had to guess where is de item kept in one of the overturned cups. there were 3 of the cups and 8 stages whereby we had to guess correctly or we wont win the game even if its one wrong.

the speed kept increasing until the 5 rounds both of us dont know where is the item. Sam went like "i know its this and this..", pointing at the middle and right one. out of supidity, i said "why not you'll be the middle cup and i'll be the right one. we shall play scissors, paper, stone and whoever wins will chose the cup which the person is 'betting' on". we tried. for all three rounds, we did that.

miracles do happen. now i believe in that. for all the last 3 rounds, we got it through! we got bingO! you dont know how much we kept laughing after we got it correct. when we end the game, we burst our laughing.

memories are still haunting me.. when will they leave?

suddenly i felt my ex is haunting me. not him, but those bittersweet memories. ive gotten him outta my mind but i feel at times when those memories flashed past my mind, i find myself keep thinking about it.

i had to let go of him cos of his selfishness and foolishness. many times i tried not to let go of him but i feel i just cant stay on with someone whom i already cant trust completely. its like out of the blue moon he said he cant forget his ex. at the same time, he went to have a kinda 'affair' with someone else some where.

i felt so hurt. he had hurt me so miserably. even Ali, my god brother, went like why did he do all that to you? he very what lehh. that's so sweet and touching. cos Ali is a sorta person who dont speak of his true feelings.. and then he said that.

however, through the misery i went through, i found a handful of friends who shone light on me when i needed that.. that's when i see real friendship..

on the whole, friendships outshine relationships.

This is for Wenna Poot

some things are predestined to happen..

okays. so ive changed my layout(again). this time its kinda 'pinkish'. you might ask why the sudden liking for pink.. but hmmm. no. i dont mean i like pink. i just find it sweet and kinda nice. of cos especially when im surrounded by girls who like pink: Wennna Poot, Kai Ling, Theresa, Li Ting(friend) and Li Ting (sister).

-.-; and its also cos dodgerblue dont match black. but those pinks, as in deeppink and hotpink matches black.

hmm, Wenna, just in case your gonna ask me "where are the scrollbars", im gonna tell you ive put everything black. cos it doesnt look good with it. and to remind you, the wheel for scrolling on your mouse is not fake ;)

hehe...

[edit] Wenna Poot. pardon me for my frankness cos your always so blur.. [/edit]

=D

and yes. before i forget.. Happy Children's Day!

You know what?

hey peeps. guess who i saw today?! i know none of you guys would be able to guess and might be thinking its impossible.. hmmm... ahhh... uhhhh. i... saw BENJAMIN EIO! man! i saw him 4 stops before NP's busstop. i was so shocked.

when i saw him, i blinked my eyes umpteen times to confirm its really him. YES, it is. he was wearing a sky blue tee shirt and seemed to be waiting for a bus. too bad it wasnt the bus i was taking but he was so cuteee! my god. haha.

and then the best thing happened. met Elmo today. lol. well, it was Leslie who told me they were in 310512 and i realised i was in 310513.. went to look through from the back dorr but to no avail. so i called Leslie and confirm. he told me the wrong classroom!

and then i went so mad and crazy.. but i couldnt see him.. cos he was so near to the wall i could not even see his back view. so Leslie came out and then talk to me. who knows minutes later Elmo came out! i was so shy and i think my face turned red and he actually smiled to me! i got Leslie to take a photo of him but realised he doesnt like people to talk photos of his. if i want, i should take him from his friendster.. hmm. okay lahh.

Leslie told me something which i was soooo happy. he said Elmo comment that my friendster photos are not that nice.. and i looked better in person! woahhh. i cannot take it liao.. ~.~

he also said that Elmo touched my handphone.. ohhh.. ahhh!haha.. okay okays.. =D

i'm a joker

have been crapping around alot nowadays. today while i was on my way home with Li Ting and Jie Ying, i kept joking around with them. there was this guy in school uniform trying to control his laughter. he was trying to read some history notes. i didnt notice he was laughing at my jokes when i saw he's like smiling abit to himself. you know, those kinda whereby your trying to control your laughter.

you dont expect him to burst out laughing either. cos the guy beside him was also studying. if he did burst off laughing, i guess people in the bus would have to prepare their phones to call the woodbridge.

i kept repeating the same joke to my friend. which is, the one whereby Cheryl told me ask was asked to bow in front of Mr Charlanjit (i dont know how to spell his name but he's an art teacher in my secondary school) just cos she didnt bow properly when greeting him. that made all my friends burst out laughing..

and then the happiest thing happened. i saw Elmo at canteen 3 and i went berserk. the thing is, i couldnt make it obvious cos i was just so shy and felt so awkward. ahh! he's so cutee. my god. somebody gotta stop me at this.. lol.

is gonna have final FS test and PSP1 walkthrough tomorrow. gotta study later and then sleep early cos ive been v tired nowadays..

last but not least, good luck to those who are taking the PSP1 walkthrogh tomorrow. jia you!

LOL

haha. didnt update yesterday cos dont feel like. kinda bored at home. and then i went to do my CSA previous year test paper. am glad i kinda understand some concepts while doing it thought it's purely copying from textbook.

had fun yesterday with Wenna and her friend Chen-Chen. helped Chen-Chen to do her blog layout. its just a last minute Tigger layout but i found it real cool. am getting the hang of creating blog layouts. hehe.

while doing, i cracked some lame jokes. like when i was editing the words to blend into the Tigger picture, i went like "how is it? but then like too bright lehh. later IMMF teacher scold how?" then they all pengz. lol.

and then was kinda rocking my chair and then suddenly i said "wahh, scullie i fall down ahh" and then they laughed. hehee. told Wenna jokes like "Alfa's man-made button", "f***, i just mopped the floor" and stuff like that. she kept laughing. there goes my skills. wahha.

today, i let them listen to the prank calls: Airport, You Kicked My Dog and Newspaper. as usual, they laugh like peng.. haha.

well, i did announce to them yesterday to prepare their laughing gear. muahaha. okays, that's all for my stuff yesterday and today =D

Mamma mia!

oh geeez. my gracious lord. what happened? alamak.. i went to service center again! why? got virus lohh. im so unlucky! my oh my! and then i reformatted again. and that's reformatting 3 times in 15 days. who is greater than me? can the greatest person please stand up? *stands up* oh well.. -.-;

haha. consulted limfanghow lohh. got the 'wahhh, so clever!' again. he's so sarcastic. and then he said someone helped me with it. MY! its my own copyright hs copy oh ya! he claimed i had help! yes lahh, perhaps. i got help from shu ren. but thats when i really cant figure out. and am glad im done with my assignment and can throw that aside already! *screams and jump about the room*

and then i got really really bad news. yes, my younger sister was correct. Jay is gonna have another day set for his concert. and it might be the day after. but NO! yes and i mean NOOO! he's gonna have it on 26th Nov. ahhh! it can mean by the time im watching his concert on 27th, he might be tired and i mean real tired cos of his previous concert. why must it be like that?!

grrrr.

so much for my day..

dont know why but i suddenly miss my secondary school days. nothing wins my secondary school days. the carefree me. yes, hanging about in school till early evening then set back home. having the privilege to wake up at only 7 cos i leave near school.

now? ive gotta wake up one and a half hour earlier to prepare for school. and then it takes about 30 to 45 mins to commute to school. as compared to my 5 to 10 mins when i was still in secondary school..

and then one thing is, there's so many two faced people around in poly. yes, im stating the fact. if your lucky enough you'll find a real friend. if not, too bad. that's reality.

i miss those days i'll stick around Rachael and then tell her all about my wonderful romance. and then swearing im gonna stay single till Os is over. and yes, i dont really have to order about common tests and stuff cos there'll bound to be weaker students. im not saying im clever but what im trying to imply is, we have the same standard of IQ.

competition level is higher as students from all over singapore gather to study at poly. and then there's the oh-my-god level of IQ students in class. those from really famous good schools and we can never be their match. competition level is so so so much higher.

and then in secondary schools we dont have to really worry much about scoring well in our usual class tests and common tests cos what reflects our studies in secondary school is just the O level certificate in which we can do nothing about it but just to take the exams when it comes. good or not will reflect on our cert and people look at that; rather than our report books..

but in poly we've gotta work hard in our common tests or quizes in class cos that determines our grade in each and every module. once we dont even bother to study for one quiz, thats it. our grades will suffer greatly. and yes, all modules in our 6 semesters dont have those kinda thing called PSLE in primary school, O levels in secondary schools and A levels in junior colleges. it all reflects in our exams, common tests and quizes throughout, those tiny little percentage which accumulates. even a 3% quiz can make a difference.

ahhh! what am i talking about?! lols.

Now i can rest

went to school today, hmmm, as usual lah. then had IMMF Quiz. me and Wenna were okay about taking the quiz today and Theresa and KaiLing agreed too. who knows if we wanna do, those who are present have to do too. and then everyone started complaining when Balaji went around typing in the password to take the test.

ended up getting 'accused' for getting the whole class into trouble cos they haven study for the test. but its not our fault. others agree too. but shucks. whatevers. took the test. got 8/10. am glad about that.

after that i met up with Li Ting to go to Lot 1 to purchase the 'Incomparable to Jay' tickets. yes! im feeling happy now cos ive already got the tickets in my hands. dont have to worry about it anymore.

got to know Alan and Willy. Alan is kinda irritating. ah o0px. lol.

on the whole, i went crazy when the tickets got in my hands. Li Ting went completely scared cos she dont wanna just watch Jay's butt throughout. but what can we do? all the East and West seats are fully sold out. we've only got the North and South. got the North instead.

am gonna work on my PSP1 tonight. ive gotta start soon cos the walkthrough is next Friday! *screams*

Oh yeah

am glad my computer is okay now. went to reformat in the afternoon and am glad its all solved. oh man, when i reach home just now and tried at eight, i went like OH MY GOD, dont tell me im gonna visit the place again.

cos its like the same problem. but worst. and then i went to check all the internet settings. tried means and ways; even up to the state of shutting down my laptop and try again. even using the cable. but it all dont work.

and just now, i checked the internet settings again and in LAN settings i reaslized im using proxy settings. i went like oh man! i remembered he add procy settings to my laptop and swore i must remember to off it when i reach home. i forgot and wasted a whole of time!

but am glad its okay lahh. thought there was some problem with my wireless thingy in my laptop.

and wenna, i curse and swear. damn, last week she was saying 'scullie your the first one who'll use your own image' in the sense the thingy for reformating lahh. and then she was right.. !!

yes. tried The Sims 2 in the afternoon at Li Ting's house. was a last minute decision as Angeline was also gonna go to her house. thought i could use the opportunity to ask Jie Ying lend me her The Sims 2. and i did try.. its so cool!

the graphics are simply so great and the best part is when the kids can grow into adults! man! the boy i created, Nicolas, is so cute while trying to learn to walk and giggling when his mum play with him! this is just like Wendy when she 'abuse' her characters for the sake of her pets. but for me its kids! but then.. my 'son' grew to become smart yet nerd-looking. but its so cool!

am gonna go and buy Jay tickets tomorrow. hope i can get the good seats.

still, i gotta visit the support center again. why? i forgot to install the most important thing...












microsoft office!

how can anyone be as blur as me?!

!!!!

i swear im not gonna touch my laptop anymore until ive visited the support center! im getting loads of popups and its installing rubbish programs like hell! it just keeps going on and on! imagine using the ie while have 5 to 6 popups every page you go and its actually installing some rubbish programs! dont miss me peeps!

my god. who would miss me?

i guess its fated for me to start revising my modules now. if not this wouldnt be so sucky! adios peeps~

Sighs

i guess there's a problem with the internet connection in my laptop. using wireless at home is like hell. like ive mentioned in the previous entry, i kept signing in and out of my msn. and people keep pm me asking me why. i just dont know.

i thought using cable might be better. no. not much difference at all! im now using cable. and i wonder how many more times will i get d/c.

yesterday i went berserk cos i cant simply send anything to my friends. i tried to ask my friend the answer for the question ive done, ended up posting in my blog instead. that explains the weird entry if anyone of you happen to see it. ive deleted that.

while i was on the verge of breaking down, things got worse. i cant just send the ppt thingy to wenna pooon! its like, MY GOD, tomorrow's the day and i cant send her!! and then i got so pissed off. my sister provoked me more by asking me to lend her my laptop to check some stuff and wasted my precious minutes.

i was so afraid i cant wake up in the morning cos ive been sleeping at the usual time but waking up feeling damn tired or late. sighs. what is happening? my house pc and my sister's laptop just died. now my internet connection is also failing me?

and then i cocked up in my CSA in the morning. my answers were all wrong! partly due to i dont understand some parts but im sure i understood the second but god dammit i wrote the wrong answer and almost broke down in class.

im such a failure.

im glad all these will be over soon. sighs.

guess im gonna visit Daniel this friday again.

sucks. there goes my msn again.

*theresa: i think it may take me a few weeks before i can sit down and do your blog is that alright? cos common tests are coming and the PSP1 assignment is horrendous. sorry ah! but do with the current one which i edited for ya alright?*

Cockroaches?

im simply in love with the song This Love by Maroon 5 cos of Benjamin Eio. he sang his best and he's seriously so cute!

just wanna elaborate on how much i hate or should i say scared of cockroaches. as ive previously mentioned, there had been some trash bin cleaning and hence those cockroaches lying everywhere.

on my way home today, i 'met' this huge dying cockroach on the floor. im not scared of those dying ones. and than somewhere beside, i saw this really small yet disgusting centipede 'paddling' its way through the wet floor. oh yucks! i almost stepped on it! grrr!

and then i took the lift to 5th floor cos i live on the 6th floor. i kept looking out for cockroaches and had my eyes pinned on the ground all the way home. and when i was about to climb the stairs to reach home, i saw this huge and alive cockroach right on one of the steps! man! i freaked out but of cos i remained calm and didnt scream.

i didnt know what to do as i dont wanna risk climbing the stairs, perhaps disturbing it, and it'd 'attack' me. what i did was.. take the lift to 9th floor and walk all the way down! imagine that

ahhh! my msn just signed out again! what's happening?!